....
Mood: outta it
whatever it is, just keep out of my way tonight, unless you have some fucking good reason to annoy me with.
Honestly, I'm so fucking sick and tired of having to deal with everything. That includes Gary. And practically everything else.
Take it as another 'woke up on the wrong side of bed' day again..
School was great actually. Well, it was at first.
Comm skills started at 9am, I waltzed into class at 9.12am, and Mrs L. ended it at 9.35am. perfect. I like her classes. she's fab!
Went to play pool at KPool with Arden, Tim, EeRen, Soek and Kim.. kim decided she'd watch us play, coz basically, she was wearing a short skirt, so yeah.
I played a helluva long round with Arden, he was teaching me how to play the game well. And he let me win (obviously).
Yeah, math was supposed to start at 11, but us girls walked in at 11.35am, and math lecture ended at 12.05pm today. not bad not bad..
Ally, PS and I went down to Grinning Gecko for lunch. The food's okay. I liked that dory fish with that tomato sauce thingy. It's spicy and good.
After lunch, we went to Shopping Arcade, then down to the atrium (there was a bazzaar) to let ally buy that egg tart.
After that, we went to.. um.. oh right, the photocopier's to get some shit printed out. After which we went back to lecture theatre... blah blah blah..
had microA lecture with Mr.J.. he gave some quiz thing. then yeah, um.. what else.
French, yes, french. Mallard was really having PMS today, but that's alright. Ally thought that he was being fucking biased towards us. As in like, he hates the 0406 lot. Must be because half the time in class, ally's bickering and fighting with bastard and 'dad'. But that's alright, he doesn't really have much of a personal hate towards me. I'm gonna put my best for french and make sure I give grammatically correct, conguationally perfect (or as perfect it can be) french language for the upcoming exams.
IMB basically fucking sucked. And amanda, can you just give me some more time to blog for fuck's sake.. jeez.. anyway, like I was saying, IMB. yappy read from the notes again. everyone didn't pay attention.
End of school.
Didn't feel like going home, lest the fucking older brother is at home. He keeps giving me attitude that I wish I could fuckin' kill him for.
Didn't feel like going to town either, didn't know who to look for to go down town with me. Ally was accompanying PS, they were going to band room.
Only option left for me was to like, slack.
Called dad up if he could pick me up from school, but he was going to pick up the fucking brother. like, whatever.
you know, I think I can just give up hope on trying to get my parents' attention from now on. There's nothing to do at home, those parents of mine are trying hard to get that fucking brother of mine back to his fucking feet. And disciplining the younger brother. that fucking younger brother.
I seem to have everything going on my own as it is. I guess I don't have to rely on them. so long as I get my allowance, I have my room, my laptop, my education, my basic neccessities, there's nothing I'll need from them anymore. Don't need their help, their care whatever. Only coz they don't seem to have the time or space for me.
Starting tomorrow, I think I'll stay out of the house for as long as I can. I'd figure on the way home just now, I don't need such a fucking frustrating dysfunctional family. I can hardly rely on them.
That said,
goodnight.
wreck havoc, I don't fucking care anymore.
posted by anj @ 19:17
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