2006-01-20

mulled over

got so mulled over today...
out of 5 tests, I failed 4... no wonder all them teachers want me to work 2000x harder than usual.

And I will.
I must; in any case.
I feel so fucking depressed about constant bad grades...
i've never been this way before I went to poly..

For once, I think I might've made a terribly wrong mistake.
Next time, I'll listen to dad more.




I've never ever felt this stupid in my life.
it just makes me sit here in front of my computer, feeling utterly defeated, and sorry for my stupid self.



I should just quit school now, instead of wasting more time at this.