5th Edition Genetics

under-dressed outing
Mood: *smirks* satisfied


Well, I went into town underdressed for it. But amanda turned out like she was going to a Heartland mall instead of a town mall.. hahaahs.. beach shorts, sandals and a tee-shirt.

I went in a tee-shirt, bermudas and sneakers.. not too bad lah.. I used to walk into town in like some poor quality, well-worn tee-shirt, and bermudas and flipflops..
hee hee... that was when I was 13 and didn't bother about dressing up at all.
Actually, I still don't. I only bother when I have presentations or functions to attend, then I start cursing for the lack of clothes and end up buying those one-off apparells.. (the kind that you wear once and never want to be seen in it ever again, coz that would mean you're re-using your set of dresses)

Anyway, I won both games of pool today!!! and I only tyco-ed once, Amanda.. not 4 times.. goodness... ever heard of PLANNING before aiming and hitting that ball? It's something one learns while playing golf.. good planning = good hit = no tyco = a satisfying game.

hahs.. she insisted that I keep hitting tyco shots everytime the ball hits the side of the table and rolls into the hole. Nevermind, I shall go read the books on playing pool, get the rules right, and then play right.. And learn billard once and for all, and I can finally play a round of billard!! hahas.. The pool table's abit small for my liking....


Felt churchy just now and wanted to go church with debra if she was still around in bugis, but she went back home, so I'm at home now, didn't feel like going for church again.. hahaahs... oh well, that's fine with me..
Anyway, I still love the Zen feeling of buddhism.. hahas.. it's so... well, it's fun to feel that way.. :P

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Oh, on the way home just now, I saw many couples together.. hahs.. so today, we shall talk about Love and couples today.. Today's one will be different from my other blogs, so yeah, I guess it'll be worth a read..

SO.. yeap.. while half the time when I couldn't help feel that twitch of jealousy watching couples look so loving and wonderful together, I wondered about the chemistry about it all. What allowed such an attraction to take place?

To allow two different people from the same area to be so complete with each other?
I don't know what allowed that to happen, perhaps it's through the adversities the both of them share, or perhaps, the joy that they both have while doing something.. They usually say it's both of it.. But I think it's more than that, but that's just the general aspect of it...

Then, it had me thinking deeper into this whole topic. About how people feel when they're in love...
I'm not sure, I've only been through that twice, but only appreciated it once.. hahas.. not enough experience and evidence to tell you that I've seen it all and know it all.

But I suppose.. I'm not sure.. opinions may differ, but I think that the love two people feel for each other, especially when they hold each other dear and special to their hearts, it feels so sacred and one of a kind to themselves.. that it'll seem cheap if others were to just tell them "oh puh-lease.. you know you'll break it off with him/her in a month's time" so on and so forth..

And when many people keep telling them that over and over again, they DO get psycho-ed into thinking that something might just crop up and destroy that deep and special friendship that they have.

Sometimes, well, most of the time, that happens to me.. And I guess that's the only reason that holds me back from ever wanting to date any guy at all.... (I just don't see why my friends can't see me dating a guy.. Do I look like some mizer to you all?) But anyway, if I do date (be it in the past or future), it's only because I do hold these fellas dear and special to me..

They may or may not have dated me for selfish reasons, like trying to win a bet, or doing a dare.. or just for flirting's sake.. I would never know... They never seem to want to tell me anything after they leave.
It doesn't help but allows me to think that most guys are bastards. (yes, I hear your protests, but that's what I think, you can prove me wrong if the majority of you aren't like those guys)

But anyway, back to the topic at hand..
Like what all mothers would tell their children...
when you DO find your special someone, you'll know, and you will do everything and anything, just to keep them close to your hearts, no matter how cold they seem, or how far they'll be.

And then I watch another few more couples walk past me again, and I think to myself..
One day, perhaps... I will find a special someone, and I will do everything it takes within my abilities to make him stay..



Have you found your special someone yet?

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Okay, yep.. hahs.. thoughts for today..
Toodles for now!!!