2004-09-03

9 more entries!!!

to the big three-oh-oh!!! 300, I mean..

anyways, gary's out playing pool with his mates. I have to wait till he gets home again.. :S haiz.. what a drag. Nevermind, once again, I shall perservere and get something studied whilst I await his return home.
(damn, that sounded cheesy. ick.)

blah, so many shit's been happening again. Just when I thought I could like, you know, kick it back and have some quality fun after this week, more shit's dumped onto me to solve and yeah.. nevermind, I shall perservere once again! Angels don't give up hope on any shit that's dumped on them, do they? lol..

Lyns, fear not, I'll be here for you! Watching you behave this way scares me quite the bit, coz you remind me of haydern so much.. *shrugs* but you're not him, I thank the gods for that. I don't think I'll be able to handle another extremophile like him and gary. You know, like one moment they're hot, all chummy and really nice, the next they're so cold, harsh and unfeeling. It's berserk, but I guess I'm getting there, getting used to it. Hopefully I won't turn out that way either.

Okay, topic change.. hahs..

Well, I'm bored and I don't feel like studying for now.. feel like sleeping. hahs.. thank goodness Lyns isn't here at the moment, if not, she'd whack my ear again, and it'll bleed again like how it did during our study session in the nyp library earlier on.. Wait, I think it'll be worse by then. hahs.. The only word I uttered out after lyns hit my ear was "FUCK." i mean, gawd! it hurt like.. well, like hell. yeah, i'm resisting the urge to use vulgarity again.. *nods* but yeah.. it hurt soooo much.. wanted to cry, but it was still bearable, I guess.. haha.. Juncheng was like "are you okay? serious, are you okay or not?"
hahas.. he's a nice guy. Even though he still acts like some arrogant bisexual pig that he is. bwahahs.. sicko juncheng.

LYRICS!!!! (: I love Maroon 5. ughs. no more money to buy that CD. ): i was actually saving up my 20$ for it.. but had to spend it on:
- Lunch
- Lyns's notes
- travelling.

shit. more saving to do.. haiz..

anyway.

Maroon 5 ~*~ Sweetest Goodbye

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open heart
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand (ohh)
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you've comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home (home.. ooh)

Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I'll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
And I know you'll understand (hey oh oh)
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever ever ever did receive

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I... feel..

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I... feel..

feel.. feel.. feel.. feel..

Maroon 5 ~*~ Woman

If I be so inclinded to climb up beside you
would you tell me that the time just isn't right?
And if I ever find the key you hide so well,
will you tell me that I can spend the night?

Leaving your smell on my coat
Leaving your taste on my shoulder
I still fail to understand what it is about this woman
Yeah, Oh Woah, woah woah

If I could bottle up the chills that you give me,
I would keep them in a jar next to my bed.
And if I should ever draw a picture of a woman,
it is you that would come flowing from my pen, yeah

Leaving your clothes on the floor
Making me walk out the door and
I still fail to understand what it is about this woman

Oooo, oh

Fail to understand what it is about this woman

Helplessly melting as I stand next to the sun
and as she burns me, I am screaming out for more.
Drink every drop of liquid heat that I've become,
pop me open spit me out onto the floor.

Leaving her smell on my coat
Leaving her taste on my shoulder
I still fail to understand, fail to understand
Leaving her smell on my coat
Leaving her taste on my shoulder
I still fail to understand, what it is about this woman

Yeah


Clay Aiken ~*~ Solitaire

There was a man, a lonely man
Who lost his love through his indifference
A heart that cared that went unshared
Until it died within his silence

And solitaire's the only game in town
and every road that takes him, takes him down
and life itself is easy to pretend
He’ll never love again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He’s playing solitaire

Another day, a lonely day
So much to say that goes unspoken
And through the night, his sleepless nights
His eyes are closed, his heart is broken

And solitaire’s the only game in town
And every road that takes him, takes him down
And by himself it’s easy to pretend
She’s coming back again

And keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He’s playing solitaire

A little hope goes up in smoke
Just how it goes, goes without saying

Solitaire
And by himself it’s easy to pretend
He’ll never love again
Oh, and keeping to himself he plays the game
Without her love it always ends the same
While life goes on around him everywhere
He’s playing solitaire
Solitaire, solitaire



Hmm, guess that's enough for tonight.. hahs.. Char asked me to go listen to Solitaire so yeah, was listening to it. Yeah char, it certainly is nice.. ;)

uhmmm... i'm bored. okay, guess I'll go study a little bit more. Then I'll head to bed. It's been such a long day. Do not disturb me with morning calls, please. I want to SLEEEEEEP like a pig. bwahahahs..

aights.. love y'all loads, be good peoples, and y'all eat your meals properly (don't be like me, eating fast food practically 24/7, it's yucky) and y'all sleep early, especially you Lyns, and PS too.. and parazoa too. you 3 betta sleep early.
And if you have to take your meds, do take them.

okays, byeeeee peeps! (: