2004-09-06

it SHOULD've been 4.. or 5.. um, i don't know now...

Today I felt really snappish. Hope y'all don't mind that... hahas..

Anyway, had that stupid physical chemistry test. I'm bound to fail those basic sciences. ughs.. okay, I'm so gonna fail MB if this goes on. Gotta start studying like a freak again. hahas..

Terra's actually in heat as we speak. I've got a horny cat in the house. Poor cat. hahs.. *evil grin* Well, since she was in heat, I could stay in school a little longer to study a bit, so I called dad up to tell him I would be staying in school for a while more. He did not sound the least bit happy that I was staying in school to study.. So I decided I'd head off at about 3pm..

Well, study session was again, unproductive once more. This really sucks.. I hate it when I read and read and read and nothing goes in. I shall go sleep later and study more in the night. I feel tired out.

Ally, JC, Kumaran, PS, Ian and amanda were there to study too..
Only thing is that PS went off really soon after we sat down, so did Kumaran. Ian joined us a few 15 minutes before I left them.

Amanda ah.. today only studied for an hour while the rest of us were having our test.. The rest of the time, she blogged a little, then she dissed us while blogging (you evil thang!) and later on she was sleeping before sitting next to JC, making him teach her E. Math.. try harder at it yah, woman.. it's not difficult at all.. A Math is worse.. :S

Anyway, yeah, we tied allison up using JC's windbreaker, took many many shots of her using Manda's camera phone and IR-ed it into her laptop.. hahas.. ;) it was fun, to say the least.

I tried reading and all that, but nothing seem to help to get anything in.. :S oh well, I'll have to try my bestest at it later tonight. I won't go to MSN till like 10.30pm I guess..

Umm.. hmmm.. lemme think.. amanda ahs.. you ah.. not that I wanted to abandon you siah, my dad wasn't pleased that I'm staying back in school till so late everyday. I'm hardly home anymore (I don't even have proper 3 meals with them), I need time out from studying to be with my family as well. Hope you can understand that.. I miss my family too even though I see them everynight. But they're all so tired by then, they don't even want to talk to me, they just snap at me.. I don't want any more snappings at me, I don't deserve those snappings in the first place. :( haiz..

So tough trying to balance school life and social life with family life.. Everyone wants my attention.. whahahahs.. suddenly I feel so popular. :P

okay, that's bullshit and I'm being super egotistical.. :) but it serves to be a really good boost to my self-esteem. Although I still don't find myself feeling any better. :S hmm.. weird.

Jasmine has finally passed her stupid contagious blurness to me! :( This is baaaad.. REAL bad..
Hmm.. Rica and debbie wanted me to ask amanda for the new Jay Chou CD.. that was like LAST WEEK when they asked, but I'd totally forgotten about it.. hee hee.. *sheepish smile* V^_~V sorrie girls!

Yeah, but um, yeah, I reminded amanda about it. But I'd forgotten that it was the Jay Chou CD that they wanted. I just told her "eh... some files.. music file i think. not sure what thing.. hehz.." oh man. so lyns was like telling me "is that Jay Chou CD CAN?? haiyoh! you ah!!" hahas.. sorry lah.. I'm getting forgetful lah.. making more space for my studies lah..

Anyway, at 3, I went off, on my home, since it was raining sooo heavily, I thought I'd call dad to pick me up (how nice if I were 18 with my license and car.. ugh.. lyns, SHUT UP about it. I know what you're gonna say.. grr.. nevermind, I shall perservere and get my license soon). But he was on his way to Orchid to play golf (oh man, i just miss that sport.. *dies of deprivation of golf*).. So I told him I'll make my way home instead.

Stupid me. ughs.

Stupid rain + strong gusts of wind = 1/2 sided drenched angeline.

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ughs.

The whole right side of me was soaking wet, hair root down to my beloved sneakers.
My poor darling Swiss Military sweater.. =(

Oh well, at least I was still all snug and warm, so that's okay, but then... just before the bus came, this HUGE gust of wind... bah! forget it, I'm so tired of typing, but basically, I had myself totally wet by the time I stepped into that stupid bus.

So much for having a SHELTERED bus interchange. *coughs*bullshit*coughs*

Well, I got super drowsy on the bus, slept a while, woke up just in time to get off the bus..had to walk in the rain quite a bit before reaching the lifts (at the other OTHER end of the block) sucky.. haiz.. =(

I'm now in dry clothes, all bundled up in my favourite maroon sweater.. =) life is good, um, only okay. hahas. but I'm gonna fall asleep in a matter of seconds..

so yeah, I guess I'll stop here for now..
Tune in for more laters..
Byeeee... (: