maniac bloggist on the loose
*raises hand* That's ME alrighty!!
Mood: content
I WILL blog till I tire of it.
I WILL become a maniac blogger. (bloggist, actually)
I WILL or actually, might, never have the chance to blog every day when school starts...
And I do apologise for that in advance! ;)
I know you guys will understand.. besides, I don't think many people read this, well, even if they do (which I'm sure a number of you are guilty for), they don't post anything in the tagboard which I so thoughtfully put up for them...
so, thanks to lynz, yeoj, chel., char, jezzie, junie/junius, and the occasional few who do post a random note here and there with insults popping up every few months.. you guys really make my blog seem more interactive!!!
and for the few who DO use the little comment thingy just after the blog entries, I LOVE you guys.... you KNOW the true art of blogging!!! ^__^
Anyway, Terra's STILL asleep on my bed.. that cat.. she just finds all ways to get on my ever-so-comfy bed.. tsk tsk tsk..
Actually, you know, my life is SOOOOO very boring.. I don't shop as much as Amanda does, neither do I travel around to and fro to at least 5 different countries like some of my richer friends do... nor do I have regular supper sessions with my cousins, or nor do I go on weekend wake-boarding sessions like char does... and I most certainly do not go to church on any given day.. not unless I'm feeling really up to it..
BUT!!!! ah-hah!!! see, there are ALWAYS the buts.. heh, heh, heh..
BUT, I take notice of the other little things that happen, like how much I can get so obssessed with the way a kid laughs and smiles, or how little Antony starts crying, those little moments before he actually starts wailing, I get so obssessed with.. The way the trees sway when the breeze passes through them, rustling the leaves.. the way the clouds roll past, they seem so close to me, yet they are SO very far and nearly inexsistant when I do get to them..
The way the sun sets behind the horizon.. of buildings.. All my life, I've never seen a sunsetting behind the horizon.. of the sea, or a natural wild-life background. (i only see that on TV, mind you)
Things like how Terra walks, how she sleeps, when she has this innocent questionning look in her big round eyes on her little face, the way her ears are curiously perked when she finds something like the cockroach so fascinating..
Things like that, I fascinate and appreciate.. It's true that I'll NEVER be able to appreciate EVERYTHING that comes my way. But I do try.. But in life, I do things with the Zen teachings.. to appreciate simple things in life.. like how a fine grain of sand is but a minute little compound.. but with billions and zillions of it...you can actually step on it! it's fascinating wondering how I can step on a thousand over grains of sand, but it'll never be able to kill me unless I ate it or got swallowed down by it.. but it helps me put a shelter over my head if you mix it with the correct shit...
see? it's perfection in it's own little way!!!
Anyway, I'm getting SO overly pointless now, I shall go shower and get some sleep..
Tomorrow will be a long day.
I'm going out with debra, to sign up for the driver's basic theory test, and then most prolly going to watch a movie with her and her dad (uncle philip), then go to giordano's to get some stuff from her colleagues, and then... we're gonna sit down and design some "ME" shirts.. all the while waiting for serica to finish her little duckie tours... and by 6.30pm, when rica's done.. we're going for dinner, then off to church we go... till 10.15pm, and I'll get my arse back to this seat, and to this page...
where I'll blog about what happened, and what I was thinking about on the way up to my apartment in the lift.. and then publish it, and you get to read about it immediately or at any time you deem fit to be a leisurely pace.
Oh, most people blog about what they want others to know, well, I don't. I just type it as it is... all the time. well, okay, not ALL the time, but 98% of the time, what you read, is what you get! ;)
As the little description in the Profile segment says...
"Visit my world, view my thoughts.. see through my eyes, you'll know not my scorns."
You're visiting my world, you're reading all my thoughts, word for word of it.. I don't actually think about what I'd write you know.. it's just recalling what I thought of at that point of time while I type this all out, most of it, is just out of the blue or topics that I think of suddenly while I'm outside, which disappears almost immediately.. You're literally seeing what I see about things, about people, about everything.. and I don't type about what I hate..
well, okay, maybe I do... but when I do, it'll be a rant-ramble thing, and you'll come to know the intensity of my anger and frustration, that is coming a frequent practice in my life, I don't know.. some of them reading my blog find me so odd sometimes... hahahs..
Well, anyway, that's it for today...
the cold's getting to my feet.. I think i'm gonna get chronic artheritis when I grow old..
Toodles! ;)
(wrap up again! it's a cold cold night..)
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