I really REALLY wonder.....
how people become when they drift from the closest friends that they have...Mood: --
For the fact that I've been trying to call out to my closest of friends amongst these 3 years for a lil chat over MSN, all I get is a "i'm busy with my finals"....
Doesn't really impress me much.
But then again, what I am to do when I'm not as close as I used to be with these people anymore? I drift even further, that's what I do.
And that's what I've been doing lately.
Isolation from my closest buddies have never been this easy till this year. Yeah, I'm talking about this year.
I'd been busy socialising with the rest of my other events, my work, my reports, I neglect my closest buddies. But then again, they're being passive friends, they don't bother to talk to me either.......
My bad, oops, I shouldn't say such things.. They're all reading my blog too! *gasps* oh. no.
What do I do now?
hmm.
ha. ha.
(from me, you should know how much sacarsm I with hold in me...)
Eat dung, grow up.
At least I bother to talk to you guys and TRY to create conversation.
I know when you say "busy", means "i don't want to talk to you now, or ever in the next... hmmmm... half a year."
*waves her hand*
But of course! by all means, my dearest friends.. by. all. means.
You know with such sacarsm, obviously my heart is gloriously crying away in bleeding shame. It's torn into fragments of thoughtless memories and shreded up like good old shreded chicken pie. yummy. but so pain to my emotions.
hmmmmm.
perhaps I should tone down my dramatic effects?
let me think.
maybe....
not.
=)
then again, by all means, if you've found new friends and don't wish to talk to me for the next few years till you feel guilty about neglecting old friends, but dont' feel like telling me, now would be a good time.
Don't be shy... come on, come on.. spill it all out alright?
on my blog's tag board too.. (can't you see i'm DESPERATELY finding ALLLL means to get some phucking publicity to that damned thing?)
now you get the message: start tagging on angeline's tag board.
Please get your ass started on it.
You can find my lovely tag board on the right hand margin, AFTER clicking ONCE on the words "The Cafe".
yes yes, go on. don't be shy. it's very user-friendly. it won't bite your ass too hard, that I can assure you... *wink*
that aside.....
study was good today. I like studying. at Burger king, that is. =)
Biochem, here I come.
I love the playlist I have on now...
it's goooooood. mwah!
Toodles! ;)
posted by anj @ 22:18
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