losing the essence, losing myself
i've probably lost the essence in blogging for several months already..it's like losing something in me.
heh.
more like, i've got myself cooped up with my own pent-up frustrations, a build-up of insanity, an accumulation of probably joy, sadness, illnesses...
all because i let myself get affect by what others have to say about what i type about.
Then, out of no where today, a part of me goes "oh! screw the fuckers. blog whatever, talk whatever. speak whatever you wanna speak."
so it's pretty much a courtesy that whomever passes by my blog and isn't happy with whatever -WHATEVER- that is typed out on this entire blog address....
just keep your antagonizing dire need to bitch about me, to yourselves, and never on this blog.
besides, seditious materials against anything or anyone is highly unlawful.
just a word from my mouth, to the police, would allow yourself be tracked, brought to court, and ultimately, i will sit my smug ass in court, and watch you get jailed.
revenge is probably the means of the sweetest victory for me.
anyway, school today was terrible.
1. nothing to do okay...
just nothing.. the evening before, xiuwen put some fishes aside for mating..
i woke up late this morning.. =/ i'd told her i'll do the stuff but she'd already done it by the time i got there...
So basically, we slacked and stoned for 2 hours before I decided it was a GREAT time for chris and i to go get the embryos out from all that crap.
took us another hour to clean the eggs, pool them together and then separate them out again..
Took out around 100+++ eggs to put into the master plate that we did the other day..
found out i had too many.. had a surplus of 20+ eggs...
coolios.. =)
anyway, i did something super dumb today....
i'd forgotten i had ian's event to go for.... and went out with peisuan to celebrate her belated birthday instead. =/
but i'd promise her tonight's celebration a month ago...
i felt really bad about ditching ian's handing over ceremony... sigh..
sorry dude.. i really didn't mean it.. it really slipped my mind coz i was looking forward to meeting peisuan lah...
we were supposed to go watch a movie.. but tickets sold out.. or wasn't in favour of our time...
so ended up munching on biscuit bread and kaya and butter and hot milo at ya kun's...
honestly. the bread feels like a biscuit rather than BREAD.
i like my bread crispy, yes. only on the exterior. not inside and out.
wasted my $1.60...
so we went walking alllll around the malls... and couldn't find the shops i wanted.. we lost our way... =S
in any case, i hope i have nothing on on monday night....
going out with ps again.. haha
we weren't satisfied that our evening was ruined by her saxophonist tutor..
so we're going to watch movie.. heh heh..
and prolly in the later part of the week, i'll be following gins to the dog farm to pick up her lil' puppy sunkist...
it's a 2 month old female schnauzer... black and yellow..
i'd say, black and blonde.. and i won't be surprised if little sunkist is a little ditzy.. :)
terra's more ditzy than terrorising nowadays...
anyway, gins's figuring out who to ask to be babysitter for her dog.. her mom would prolly mistreat her dog...
so she's been going around pleading anyone she trusts to help her out..
i'd help babysit the dog, but i'd be in school.. i can't possibly bring the pup to school..
donny would freak out....
blargh...
speaking of which.. i have over 100 pets in school to care for..
my zebra fishes. dammit.
have to go back to school on weekends now.
should've just done some other project... prolly, the mice project with siping and elene....
dammit..
sigh......
argh.
no matter, will perservere...
went in search for THE bag again..
nearly there, but still not quite.. get what i mean?
go figure.
posted by anj @ 23:57
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