2004-01-22

tired.. again

I am soo so tired..

Listening to: Britney Spears ~*~ Toxic

Mood: blank


phoenix
You are a PHOENIX in your soul and your
wings make a statement. Huge and born of flame,
they burn with light and power and rebirth.
Ashes fall from your wingtips. You are an
amazingly strong person. You survive, even
flourish in adversity and hardship. A firm
believer in the phrase, 'Whatever doesn't kill
you only makes you stronger,' you rarely fear
failure. You know that any mistake you make
will teach you more about yourself and allow
you to 'rise from the ashes' as a still greater
being. Because of this, you rarely make the
same mistake twice, and are not among the most
forgiving people. You're extremely powerful and
wise, and are capable of fierce pride, passion,
and anger. Perhaps you're this way because you
were forced to survive a rough childhood. Or
maybe you just have a strong grasp on reality
and know that life is tough and the world is
cruel, and it takes strength and independence
to survive it. And independence is your
strongest point - you may care for others, and
even depend on them...but when it comes right
down to it, the only one you need is yourself.
Thus you trust your own intuition, and rely on
a mind almost as brilliant as the fire of your
wings to guide you.You are eternal and because
you have a strong sense of who and what you
are, no one can control your heart or mind, or
even really influence your thinking. A symbol
of rebirth and renewal, you tend to be a very
spiritual person with a serious mind - never
acting immature and harboring a superior
disgust of those who do. Likewise, humanity's
stupidity and tendency to want others to solve
their problems for them frustrates you
endlessly. Though you can be stubborn,
outspoken, and haughty, I admire you greatly.


*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Long quiz analysis.. Lovely answer too.. ^_~ yes, I am a very stubborn person.. outspoken, yes.. rather frank too.. haughty? lately, I have been very haughty without realising it.. perhaps it's because of the people that I associate with.

Anyways, this quiz somehow told me lots of stuff that's kinda like me.. Didn't do much thinking just now.. but I got this 'fortune angbao'.. on it, it says kuan hong da liang... it means that I have to.. be humble and generous.. not be so haughty and all that.. give way to others..

*snorts* oh please.. am I able to even able to speak to my lil' brother without so much as yelling at him? I didn't think so too.

Anyways... that's more or less me.. hahaha.. now to figure what I wanna do.. o.. reminds me.. have to finish jezzie's book and return it to him on tuesday.. wait wait.. tuesday is op day.. sheez.. busy busy day for me! ^^


oh... how I wish someone would come visit.. besides da po (eldest uncle).. haiz.. it's no fun without the newphews and nieces around, laughing with us.. no fun without sharlene barging into my room without knocking.. i miss that girl.. lost contact with her actually..

Why does my family have to be cursed with such a bitter fued? haiz.. it's not fun anymore.. nothing's the way it seems to be anymore..

Then there's elaine jie and huiping jie.. those two adored me to bits while i was younger.. no idea why.. haha.. they're always "you were sooooo cute when you were a little girl!"
but anyways, they're gone as well.. i seldom talk to them now. In fact, I don't even talk to them anymore. Same goes for the rest actually. all because of money.. inheritance..

I'm to inherit my aunt's money.. which is grandma's money too.. i think. I don't think I'm rather happy about that. Coz i'll have over 10 people breathing down my neck about that. It'll be good to have an inheritance.. but.. heh.. let's just hope I'm wrong about inheriting my aunt's money..

Fabio was telling me he's having over 30 cousins over at his place.. therefore that topic came up.. but anyways..

Mom's dad, my grandfather.. he's from china you know.. the HockChew province. Anyways, I have like a step family there.. well, not just one step family.. see, grandfather was quite the womaniser. He had 3 wives back in china.. and apparently, from what I heard from Uncle Ricky (mom's youngest bro), they're all quite ugly.. in looks and in personality.
I think grandfather made coming to singapore as an excuse to run away from them. I mean, honestly, who wouldn't? They a bunch of.. low-lying vicious.. Things.

bleh.. so bummed out now... (-_-")



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