2004-10-03

what's the use of.....

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Mood: heck-the-world

Someone tell me, just anyone aights, what's the use of doing these fucking lab reports? They don't mean a thing. It's not a med report. No doctor's gonna use it for referrence, nobody's benefitting from it coz all it does is give me a grade, to which the teacher is so biased on, she gives me sucky grades all the time. Correction, THEY give us sucky grades ALL the time!! fuck those teachers. bloody money grabbers. Go pole dance or something. Bloody whores.

BLAH!
I woke up this morning to an empty home. Well, that's if we're not counting the pet cat. Wonderful as always. (note sacarsm)

Whatever the shit is, I get to slack at my own convenience for now. The lappy's on, the desktop's on with my speakers blasting. Wonderful. I hate the TV, doesn't teach me a thing.

I feel deprived of good movies. I want to watch White Chicks!!! hahahs.. Stupid lame movie. Junius, sunday we go watch White Chicks. I need a frigging break away from school. Starting to hate that place. To think I have to go there for the next three years.. I should've went JC instead. Bah, now's not the right time to be regretting anything. Rather late I'd say, JC1 students nearly done or gonna do their promos soon..

Sometimes, I think JC students lead a life that's too easy and good. All they gotta do is memorise stuff, do a few complex stuff, write out a good GP.. okay, so I feel for those taking S-papers.. those poor souls, getting tortured with advanced shit no one except them knows about. But at least they're given a scheduled and fixed solid timetable. Unlike mine.

That's it, how am I gonna survive tertiary education this way? pffft. fucking piece of shit. I hate the timetable. It's frigging hell flexible alright. So flexible to the extent it's wasting alot of my precious time up. I can never study in the NYP library. Firstly, it stinks. Secondly, if I went to the LS section of the library, for some reason, I don't fit in there. I fit in with the HS section instead. (like what fuck?) I ain't a Health Science freak for goodness sake!

Guess they're right when they call the Life Sciences peeps a bunch of intellectual nerds who knows shit for nuts. HONEST!
I practically know more about html and Java than about microbiology and chemistry. That says ALOT. coz there's only sooooo much I know about html and Java. (I taught myself all that shit thru' trial and error at my blog now and this is simple stuff - anyone can vouch for that)

Dammit.

I'm so gonna fail my course.

Time to get studying then! I'm outta here for now. Will be back in like 12 hours or sommat. ughs. Again, What's the use of studying for a diploma, for the fact that when I get to University, whatever I've learnt is entirely irrevelant to my uni modules?

bah. I'm gonna make sure I do well in this shithole course of mine. Don't EVER EVER EVER take a biotech/biomed course. You'll die in it. Just like me.
Do design, engineering, business, health science, whatever. Just stay away from Chemical and Life Sciences. It's fucking shit. Drives me absolutely insane. Yes, I'm crashing and going crazy already. This is bad like bad shit in your mouth. bah.

I need some brainwashing for myself. bwhahas. madness!