2004-10-01

oh gawds...

I think Kelvin's super annoyed with me
Mood: disappointed and kinda outta it..

Today's celebrity b-ball event was so much of a blast, it got EVERYONE engrossed.
SO engrossed in the game to the extent that my peeps weren't doing their job properly near the ending of the event. They were slacking.

I'm partially to blame, no doubt. If Kelvin's reading this, I admit my mistake for being a prone slacker, I will not to slack from this minute onwards. If you would give me another chance in any upcoming event that will be next held, I will do the best that I can. This I promise.

But anyway, I had Raudhah and AiLin in charge of those IJ KC girls. The bunch of girls.. so fucking noisy.. Tell them endless times not to stand near those railings, yet, they failed to do so. I understand why some peeps just can't tolerate us IJ girls once more.

I nearly went deaf with their constant screaming and horror shrieks. By gawds... can't you girls just spare my ears a thought? sheesh! I should have put Cerelia in charge of the IJ girls, but there was another bunch at the other end who kept giving me attitude, so I had Cerelia to take charge of that area. She looked authoritive to me.

Well anyway, at the ending of the event, those IJ girls (being attention seekers) they were leaning on the railings. I happened to look up and saw no one but Kelvin standing near them. I really should've went with my gut instincts and went up there and told them to back off asap. But being a slacker, I asked kelvin to help me ask them to move back. Wrong move. [1) He's the in-charge of every thing. 2) He's a GUY. Guys aren't allowed to go near those girls. (for NYP's own safety from getting sued) 3) That's my job!] *sighs* This really frigging hell sucks.. It really sucks a whole lot more out of fun when I know that it's my mistake the moment I asked Kelvin himself to do my job.

Nevermind, now I know, I shall put peeps with authoritive looks with those screaming crazy IJ girls. Well, that's if Kelvin would give me another chance to prove my worth.

Sorry, all of you have to bear with me for a while, while I go through all my mistakes and faults and find a solution to better myself in preparation for any future incidents that would be as similar as these..

In the Chinese Orchestra event, there was some confusion going on with CJ and the school she had to be in-charge of. Mayflower Secondary. Again, I wasnt' paying attention, I was suppose to make sure that they get seats. Thing was, I saw a few PALs asking the Mayflower students whether they wanted to go in yet, but they said they wanted to wait for their other students to arrive, hence, they were standing around. (they didn't want to move in at all)

I know I shouldn't push the blame to my own tiredness.. (I slept for an hour and a half the night before coz I was rushing through my reports, and PS got me sick, I was super slow in reacting that day, honestly speaking)

I know I shouldn't beat myself about it.. But then again, it WAS all my doing: my mistakes and incompetence that led me to carry out my jobs the way I did the past week. I'm not usually like that. I do hope that I won't repeat all these annoying mistakes in the future.


Argh, enough of beating myself up.. and crying over spilt milk. I will learn from these mistakes. (I already have, since I spent 2 hours beating myself up over it and going through step-by-step of the mistakes that I've done)


Anyway.
On with that game. NYP didn't lose to those idol bastards. serious. How can a pro-team of b-ballers play a draw to a bunch of sore gay losers who sing for a living?

I'll tell you how..
The judges were threatened by the teacher in-charge. The ever famous "You bla bla bla, and I'll raise your school fees." oh trust me, when they promise to raise school fees, they will.

It's good that NYP's b-baller no. 4 threw the ball at one of those idol-bastards faces. GOOD. *supports that b-baller no. 4*

The NYP team was actually behind the celebrity team by 2 points intially, 40-42. They scored 2 points, but the judges were threatened, so they flipped the score board back from 42-42 (a draw) to 40-42. Damn cheaters.

So, 30 seconds left into the game.. NYP scored ANOTHER ball into the hoop. They had no choice but to flip the score boards, since there are over 350 NYP students and only 9 idols? Like what fuck.

Game over. We're only on par.
Technically speaking, NYP won. (Like d'uh!)
Stupid boybands and stupid idols. We're all of the same race, same face. Doesn't make you any different. Dumb farkers. Seriously, I hate boybands and whatnots. They come into NYP acting like spoilt brats. Like whatever..


Anyway, class today was a cool blast. It's Camillus's birthday today. Yam Meng's b-day's tomorrow, so the whole class decided to celebrate both their b-days today. We hauled Mr. Jay up to P.711 to celebrate it with us too. :) Cam was so touched he actually shed 10 minutes worth of tears. I suppose in all his school life, none of his classmates ever celebrated his b-day with him. :) well, there's always a first for everything.

To tell you the truth (you can see where this is going, don't ya?), I've never celebrated my b-day outside of home for all 17 years of my life. Well, not that I intend of breaking that tradition. Family time's great too! hahs.. I won't be meeting Junie this coming Thursday already, we shifted it to the Sunday of that week. Coz Junie was complaining about having to wait like 7 hours for me before I get out of class at 5pm.. so yeah. Thursday, I shall go home for dinner. Friday is Dad's birthday, so my family and I might go out for dinner.

Yups.. just got off the phone with Debra.. She's got a present for meeeee!! hahas.. (only coz she was in bangkok a week ago)
Anyway, tomorrow.. bwahahsh.. Tomorrow, I shall go to the range to start up those old old ooooold golfing muscles again. I'd prolly be in bed on Sunday, whinning of muscle aches.. hahahahs... we'll see how it goes..

Yes yes Tanya.. I'll be back in action in SLGA soon.. bah.. I don't think she'll read this anyway.. hahahs..

Alright, I guess this is enough shit that you've read for today.. My day started out well, ended pretty shittily, no worries, I will destress now by 'torturing' my cat.. (she'll win and torture me instead. she ALWAYS does)

And to Kelvin, I'm really really sorry about tonight.. I hope you will give me another chance to prove my worth to PALs. I will do my best from now on. If I see you in school, I will tell that to you again if you didn't even read this (or if you don't bother to acknowledge this)


Oh, to Lyns, joey and howie..: so free ah you three? tsk tsk.. Bruises are the norm for me, howie.. I bruise rather easily, Lyns can vouch for that, RIGHT lyns?? And the mice.. well, they were borned only to be sacrificed.. so it doesn't feel so bad when you know that they're borned to this world with a motive. Although the motive's rather.. painful. (popiah.Ally, nice one..) and well, Lyns.. umm.. hahhas.. no, I didn't put in any medications on my blog.. Jezz was telling me to get some though.. hahas.. he'll be my doctor in the near future.. right, jezzie? ;) But hehs, if my blog serves as a means of getting some amusement into your lives, then by all means, frequent it as much as you can, I'll blog as much as I can.

But I think I've blogged more than enough for tonight, so I'm just gonna stop here..

Toodles, kids. Be good. (: