thinking thinking thinking...
as alwaysMood: still annoyed
Sometimes, I really wish I can murder my brothers, both of them. Then, I'll have my parents giving me all the attention to me all the time, instead of giving them attention 24/7, only to bother about me when I'm not home on time, or if my brothers can borrow my stuff for their own usage.
Sometimes, I really really wish man... sometimes...
But then again, I'm such a nice person, and my parents would prolly hate me and disown me if I murder them. *shrugs* oh well. Maybe I should go over to sydney and meet up and study with Jon after all. Takes away so much annoyance from me.
So, it says here.. that I'm some cool person coz I'm in a clique'... oh wow.
was watching The Terminal this morning.. and it made me wonder, how good a citizen would be, the way Tom Hanks acted his on the plot.. not breaking any laws, merely bending them a little, and how despicable some people maybe, in the case of that American guy.
And how filial Tom Hanks's character was, towards his father.. waiting 9 months for the war in his country to end, just so he could make a few hours ride into a New York hotel to go get an autograph of Benny Golsen just for his late father. I was touched by his filial piety..
And I wondered if I'd do that for my parents next time? Maybe I'll just buy them a big house in some country or maybe just in singapore, dump them there with 2 maids and a butler, and only come home once in a while, just to make sure they're okay, alive and still kickin' their asses around.
But that was a really interesting show. It has no doubt changed my life for that little moment. But just for that little while.
You know, I'm seriously beginning to HATE my family. A whole FAT LOAD. They're such pigs. Especially my younger brother.
I'm going to work hard to get that diploma, and if possible, with distinction.. or merit would do good for me actually. And then, get a fully paid scholarship, go to a reputable and really fun university, work my ass off there, and then, get a high-paying job. Earn allllll my money and then buy that house, buy those cars, buy a new pet, and then buy another house for those parents of mine.
Argh, I'm so fucking pissed off, I don't need more trouble, okay Amanda?
This is so fucking annoying.
I hate this fucking world, maybe I'll be better off dead.
Like, Whatever.
posted by anj @ 19:51
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