2005-01-31

to-do lists...


i have goals!! wooow. -_-||
Mood: =/

So okay, I do have goals, and they're a lil' far-fetched sometimes.
Marcus was being super annoying just now, telling me i'll never complete 6km, but he'd be fascinated just to watch me run ONE round.. or was it ONE kilometre?

*shrugs*

Anyhoots, whatever it is, 6km, I WILL COMPLETE THOSE FREAKING 6KM!! it's only 6km.. ONLY 6km. it's dipshit. I can walk 10km a day, what's jogging 6km?

*is feeling there is more to that than JOGGING rather than walking*

So tomorrow, I shall attempt (yes, ATTEMPT. doesn't mean I'll be successful) to jog at least 5 rounds.. walk 3 rounds, jog another 5 rounds, then walk another 3 rounds.. it'll be clearly 16 rounds, beating my 6km.. I think I can do it! (that's if i PERSERVERE!!!)

*is feeling glorified now*

YES! i can do this dipshit 6KM!!! it's DIPSHIT, i'm tellin' ye!!!
*grin*


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Have I told you how much I love Chronic Future? =D it's a nice band..
a little loud, but yeah...

LYRICS!! oi.. okay.. wait.. here we go!

WE HAVE LYRICS!!!
*holds up the lyrics triumphantly*

Chronic Future ~ Time and time again

Inspiring, shining, rising
And when you're in my way
I'm not dividing me from you cause we're working together
Perfect in its splendor like the currents of the weather
The splinter in my center hindering all of my pleasure
Is me manifested as you in this endeavor
Once responsibility is taken I can render
Experience to be however I want to remember

Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find

Put yourself through the scariest of scenarios
Enter experiences you normally wouldn't dare to go
It's all for the character and the arrogant afterglow
Of knowing it's appearance according to your patterns of growth
And what your parents handed down to you to handle
Make sure you carry torches when their puttin out your candles
Prediction can be unkind but unwind them still
Don't erase the part of you that's responsible for your will

Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find

Well I've seen you and those things you do
And the way you hide that shadow can't be good for you
Your dark defines your light

There's some utterly damaged particles to deal with
And if I stutter I'm sorry but it's hard to feel swift
When stuck in my stomach is a cannon ball anchor to lift
I've been pushing it down pretending it doesn't exist
Well this is what happens when you're pissed about being pissed
You dig yourself so deep you resist just to resist
And there's no way to get back experiences you missed
So start right now today and risk furiousness for bliss

[x2]
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find


EMO-PUNK ROX!!!!! bwahahhas.. love it love it!!
oooooh la lah!!! I SOOO Love it!!! =D

Still got, still got!!!

YELLOWCARD ~ "Breathing"

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight



oooooooh la la!! emo-punkness is in the air man!!
hahahs..
love this stuff so much! felix has a whole variety of it..

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anyway.. school today.. okay...
it was majorly boring.. there're stuff i have to read up on for microbiology and cell biology. Have not a damn clue what that fag in microbio was talking since i was 30 minutes late for lecture..
and cell bio? i have to read my biochem notes alll over again..

ahh crap.. i have to go mail mr alvin about the yahoo thing..
so yeah..

off i go..
shall blog in lessons tomorrow.


Later! ;)