whatever it is.. *sighs* whatever I become..
whatever it is.. *sighs* whatever I become..Listening to: Frederick Lin ~*~ One
Mood: er.. [not too sure]
Just woke up, as a matter of fact. Not that you needed to know that anyways. (it's been like 4 hours since i woke up anyways..)
Read those horoscope thingys, half the while, they're only true after you've read them when the day's over, you know?
It's now telling me stuff like "you're week's gonna be a tough one. Sit back, buckle up and go with the flow." and another saying "on tuesday and wednesday, you will be on the razor's edge of passion and pain. which will you choose?"
pfft! It's pretty obvious that I'd choose passion right? who wants to suffer in pain? Well.. as much as it's advising me.. RAzor's edge on tuesday, is so true.. tomorrow's operation day!
The only thing I'm scared of is not being able to get there on time! haha....
People worry of not being able to wake up, of not being able to stand the pain..
Maybe for tomorrow, I'll grit my teeth and bear with the pain that's gonna be inflicted on me. I don't suppose for such a pathetically minor operation, they're gonna give me any pain killers to numb the pain... *shrugs*
I think I've felt worse before...
Nevermind, I'll have to see how they go about with this operation thing.. hahah.. I've always wanted to watch doctors pull off their stuff... (no matter how disgusting they can get)
haha.. maybe that's about the passion the stars are talking about.. :P
anyways, I went onto Astrology.com... to see what they've got in store about my stars for me..
Imma Tiger.. *RaWr!!* so yeah.. haha.. let's see...
Tigers may not be the king of the jungle, but these striped cats are no softies! Magnetic and self-possessed, Tigers are born leaders. They have an air of authority that prompts others to fall in line, which is exactly how they like it. Although they are magnetically charming and fun to be around, Tigers like to go it alone sometimes too. A Tiger's main interest is in following its ambitions -- and maintaining control.
Tigers are courageous beyond compare and generally come out ahead in battle, be it in the boardroom or the bedroom. Seduction is one area where the Tiger is definitely king! Noble and warm-hearted, Tigers have a natural, raw appeal that's extremely attractive to other Signs. They're not just about attraction, though; ever on the side of right, Tigers will fight the good fight to the bitter end if the cause is worthy. Opponents are wise to fear this feline.
A bit of caution is a good thing around Tigers, since they can pounce without warning. They experience mood swings and often feel things more intensely than others, the latter quality being both good and bad. They can react poorly under stress and are prone to emotional outbursts. This Sign's bristling sensitivity can send friend and foe running for cover.
A lesson that Tigers would be well-served to learn is "moderation in all things." Once these cats can find their center and direct their considerable energies toward worthwhile endeavors (as opposed to racing through life), they will accomplish much.
Well.. hahah... let's see ah... Am I a softie? I dunno.. :S Don't like to think that I am one.. Born leader? ha.. all my classmates beat me to that.. but I suppose if you gave me a group and a task, I might be able to take it on just fine.. wow.. I'm charming and fun to be around with.. hahah!! yea, agreed on the fun part.. but.. Charming? *raises an eyebrow* now.. that's not quite right..ooh.. follow my own ambitions! oh well.. mine and not other people's ambitions for me.. ;) Just hate it when people try to dictate my future for me.. but, that's them I guess..
well, says that I fight for what I strongly believe... that, so much, is very true. If I think the cause is worthy of an arguement, I'd argue till I win that round.. if not, you'll find me snorting and scoffing the topic away. And very often, you'll find me doing that.. but seduction? heh.. er.. *shrugs* call it second nature to me, yeah? haha.. I have no idea how to seduce a person romantically.. hahah... but to seduce a person into thinking stuff that I want them to think, is another matter altogether. That latter, I can do with much ease, although not to perfection yet. I am still learning how to do that. ^_~
ah hahahahahaha..... Junius ah... see that? I'm more the tiger than you are! ^^ man.. you'll never know what might get to me to trigger off a mood swing. Most of the times, I'm okay.. but you say something the least remotely insulting about me, I'll just bite you with vicious comebacks that I hardly even give a thought to think up with. Just ask Junius.. he can tell you how many times I suan him one.. ooh.. I react poorly under stress? that's not right.. I work best when I'm under stress!!! I get the best ideas and solutions when I'm being pressured somewhat.. haha.. I guess they're talking big time stress.. then.. that one of course I can't handle.. I'm THAT sensitive ah? heh.. ^^; didn't give much thought to that. well, perhaps I am quite sensitive.. oh, who cares.. but when I lose my temper, haha.. everyone just chills and try to keep me calm.. (especially my dad and my mom.. haha!) So, you'll just see me fume and fume.. but ah.. fuming's no good, coz sometimes I just bottle everything inside.. then I explode.. wahaha.. I've been mad at someone for like 4 years once you know... then after that, I just thought that bitch to be some stupid assholic person who wasn't worth my time, so I just turn my nose up against her.. (she's an ox.. not a tiger)
Ahh.. this one last paragraph, Jezzie kor have to know very well.. hahah.. which I am sure he is quite aware of.. moderation of all things.. bleh..it's a no frigging wonder why I'm a Libra as well!! >.< haiz.. just ask around.. I just look for what's best at the moment, make do with it, and I'm happy and I can do many things within that moment of time. but ah.. finding what I wanna do in my life at the moment.. man... this one's really tough... why? coz I have no idea where my center is.. I can't focuse much.. bloody hell.. I don't know where I am.. Imma lost cause, right? >.< !
but anyways.. yeah.. that's about it for the moment!
As of nows,
LatTaZ...
posted by anj @ 12:38
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