2004-07-02

I starting to sound so.... routined. so... ugh, don't know.. i feel weird. being thrown back into a place where I thought I could run away from, that was something I know I should've been prepared for.. but I didn't want to be prepared for it, so this is my punishment, a shock to get thrown back into this realm of despair I once thought I could forever run away from. :S it's really not so bad being back at square one, i think. haiz... i don't know. maybe I should realise for once that I can move no where but float about coz there's no where to run to, really. No one stays long enough for me to call them 'home'.

ugh, i sound like some drama -angst- girl. *shudders* this scares me. deeply.

posted by anj @ 20:40