I will Carry YOU...
Okay, I cannot handle it..have to get some thing off my system that I've been wanting soooo badly to scream out loud to everyone!!! >__<I'm proclaiming my 'love' to some, and love to only one.. hahahs...
I 'love' my dahling friends (aka) illegal 'lovers': manda, rica and debbie.. (ninah, go away, you smacked your hand into my face and positively screwed out my frameless glasses LITERALLY. don't talk to me... bleahx! hmph!)
I miss my sisters!!! CHARMAINE, and MICHELLE!!!! char, mich... i really am sooooo excited about december!!! :D hahahs.. can't wait to go over to char's place to visit her parents, her BIG house and that gravity ride thing.. and that stimulator rider in her home.. eh, char, you sure I won't bang into a tree branch while on that gravity thrill ride? hahahhahas... :P YAY!! I GET RASPBERRY LOLLIPOPS!!! :D
And then, to my ONE and ONLY lover, HAYDERN.. ahha.. yes char, call me stubborn all you want.. yeah, you too haydern.. but i still love that stubborn jackass all the same.. haha.. i was thinking and thinking and thinking last night, about how this ONE fella can irritate the hell out of me soooo much by just being stubborn..
But he's so cute when he's stubborn.. muahahahs... mmm.. i love him soooo much.. it is said that you know you love a person truly and deeply when it tears you apart to watch them get hurt but be able to do nothing much but be there for them, it hurts your heart so much that way, but it'll make you a stronger and better person when fill you with desire and well, love for the other when the problems are over.
And the greatest irony of it all is that we tend to hold on when we need to let go, and let go when we need to hold on.. I know I can't let go now, even though I'm a quarter way there.. ahha.. but with love, it inspires and gives me joy and strength.. :)
so, to haydern, this next part is just allll for you and only you.. I do hope you will know what I mean, and not shun away from me anymore.. :
Clay Aiken ~*~ I Will Carry You
Yeah I know it hurts
Yeah I know you're scared
Walking down the road that leads to who knows where
Don't you hang your head
Don't you give up yet
When courage starts to disappear I will be right here.
Chorus:
When your world breaks down
And the voices tell you "turn around."
When your dreams give up,
I will carry you
Carry You
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you
Everybody cries
Everybody bleeds
No one ever said that life's an easy thing
That’s the beauty of it
when you loose your way, close your eyes and go to sleep
and wake up to another day
(Chorus)
You should know now that your not alone
take my heart and we will find
you will find
your way home
When your dreams give up
I will carry you
carry you
when the stars go blind
and the darkness starts to flood your eyes
when you're falling behind
I will carry you
carry you
I will carry you
carry you
I will carry you
Carry you
I will carry you
Please stop thinking that you are a burden to me.. coz after gary, I think your condition is rather much easier to deal with than with gary's... and nope, you're no extra burden whatsoever.. coz I know you can take care of yourself and when you need help, you will turn to stanley and char and me too... :) [remember, I had to help take care of my grandma ever since I was 10.. haha.. i think i can become a fully qualified nurse for the elderly..]
yeah, that's what I wanna tell haydern.. don't give up hope yet, there's more hope in the future to come..
posted by anj @ 23:23
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