2004-01-18

randomness!! ^^;

stags and reindeers, bears and wolves.. randomness!! ^^;


oh don't mind me.. Just being my random self...

haha.. with like 6 months to spare, I'm such a faithful blogger.. aren't I? (^_^)/"

Anyway, do expect alot of ramblings, rants and ragings.. randomness.. ridiculous-ness.. and all sorts of crappy and lame statements every now and then..

Oh, I told you I've got half a year to spare right? It's only January.. If I'm going to a Tertiary Institute, I'd be having a half year holiday!!! weee!!!! *major grin* coz usually, schooling in singapore starts in January.. or March.. March only for post-secondary schools.. and June/July intakes are usually for the Universities or the Tertiary Schools (eg. Polytechnics...)

I guess if I could, I'd go to Post-secondary school.. it's called Junior College.. I'd have to sit for my GCE 'A' levels. It's got its pros and cons.. PRos.. is that if I do really well, I'd have more choices to choose and more unis would want me.... The scope level is definitely much higher than compared to a student in a polytechnic.. however, the cons in doing this JC thing.. is that if you don't do good... no one wants you.. and you're just left stranded..


And as for Polytechnic..you just immediately specialise in an area...I was thinking of specialising in BioMedical Science.. where I'd focus and zoom in on Heamatology or Genetics..
But I just don't know... haiz.. what if I don't do good in my results..

That's my biggest fear at the moment.. Not doing well in school.. Everyone has confidence that I'll do well.. somehow I'm reassured by that.. but, I just can't help but feel.. anxiety?
and nervousness.. and well.. I'm just getting so paranoid thinking about it..

All this waiting just makes me worry and worry so much.. I just.. *sighs* I just don't know what I should do.. it's so.. antagonisingly LONG you know...

Just hope my patience doesn't wear thin.. results comes out on Feb 28th, or so I've heard. Sucks to be a student waiting for some damned results... I do hope to get something good out from all the waiting. Perhaps I should follow yihan's advice.. to go do something I enjoy..

Debbz, when are you gonna call me? Fix up a date so we can go crapping again... :P