2 weeks..
2 weeks = 14 days
14 days = 336 hours
336 hours = 20160 minutes
20160 minutes = 1209600 seconds
1209600 seconds = 120960000 milli-seconds
which really means we all don't really have much time left till those 20160 minutes pass us by till the first paper (industrial micro) reaches to us.
=D
then it's another 2 frigging weeks till my exams are thoroughly through, done and over with that i can go out and play..
For the next few days, it's HACCP, 4 hours of sleep and studying.
anyway, gotta go study then! toodles!
LaLa.. so many things i can't wait for!!!!
If there's one thing I've learnt from speaking to the teachers today...
it's that
guys are all attention whores. at this age that is.ah.. you all should know what i mean ah...
no?
okay i'll make it subtly obvious for you.
quoting from what classmates would say in class to some
not so random guy,
"Arden, stop being such an attention whore.."
*shrugs*people like them should learn to grow up a little faster.
otherwise, i really wouldn't mind them getting steamrolled over, or dragged under a construction truck for 1.2km at 90kmph (it's a quick, but painful death. rest will be assured - after you die, that is.), pushed off 7th floor of Block Q (really i don't mind), stabbed in the lungs really badly then following with a horrible squishy stab into his stomach so that his gastric juices won't let him live for any longer...
you know, whatever works for ya, but just make him stfu already.
I really just wonder why you all put up with his terrible excuses for attention whoring in school.
you all no backbone ah?pfft.
anyway, that aside... i can't wait till the exams are over!! then i can go out with felix and gins go play!!! felix says he's gonna bring me go roller blade AND windsurf... i REALLY can't wait!!! :D
P.S.: oh, and the other classmates, grow some backbones please.
little me goes WTF?!? O.o
things are going out of hand in class. and it makes me go "what the fuck...?" so many times.. i don't know if it makes any difference if i say "what the frigging fuck?".
it IS obvious there are people I don't like in class. classmates would know, the others, just wait till i get out of school in a year and a half, then i'll tell you.
but it should be obvious.
hmmmm.... the semester is ending frigging soon..
and i haven't really studied much. (not as much as i expected myself to study)
I have a nagging feeling that i should start studying by doing those past year papers this time, and i think i will do just that and learn from there.
Other than that, I know if I fail inorganic chem once more, it's good bye to SCL and NYP. for the year.
I feel sick having to leave school.. I can't bear the consequence of leaving school.
Previously, when dad was still in the office working, I had a drive. I had to do well to upkeep his reputation.
but now... well, i dunno.. I know I shouldn't give up. Gary's given up already. the younger one... well, he's already given up outside, i know he's not given up inside. that's why he still studies a little harder than usual.
me.. maybe if i quit school, it'll be good.. coz i don't have to tolerate with the fucking nonsence i see in school all the time.
but then again, quitting would make those bastards celebrate at my departure from school.
*is sneering* oh, you thought i didn't know you're reading this?
think again, boys.
In other businesses,
I shall go complete my reports soon and do up my past year papers and go ask the teachers to see what went wrong and all...
I'm just so sick of failing again.
ANYWAY.....
little me goes WTF again...
the
Don and Drew show... it is SO frigging COOL!!!!!
i like podcast!!! (:
especially the "Uncle Mutton" show..
whahahhas...
go check it out peeps!
like WHOA!!!!
i have been having SO many revelations for the past few nights, it seems!!!
Whether they're good or not...
wellllll....
tonight's revelation is good.
The other nights, i'm just as confused on it as how i'm confused over inorganic chemistry. i know nuts about it. i think i'd need someone to TELL me all over again what they actually do mean.
well, see... i went to jeremy's blog just now..
to find out that he's been religiously blogging once more. (he seems to have quite some free time over sundays now)
And one sentence he said made something in me snap awake. about how harsh life could be sometimes. but that's all in the presence of the greed people have in themselves.
This is in QUOTES...
"I have loved, I truly have tried my best to love with all my heart and soul, but sometimes I want to be loved as well. I have given so much but yet I have gotten nothing. I know this sounds kinda selfish but I can't help it. I feel so unloved sometimes.... it's like nobody cares if I were to die tomorrow...."
my reply to that last sentence to him was that: everyone
SAYS that.. that no one would care if they died tomorrow. prolly coz they'd care more if you died today.. and
THEN proceeding on to wonder if you left anything for them,
TOMORROW.
i only said that coz I've seen that. it happened to my aunt. she's just so hungry for money and inheritance.
anyway, i shouldn't say so much... for fear i'd get into a horrible ramble about so many other things...
okay i should go get some sleep
night!
goooo me... whee.. -_-"
well, let's see.... chauyang has NOT called. mm.. whatever with her.
she'd prolly call monday morning.
Anyway, today... SLACKER'S DAY. didn't even STUDY. i took 7 hours to complete 10 lines of something. ABC i think.
wow-er.
jeez.
anyway, by hook or crook, dad's nicely banned me from going to ANY church whatsoever. yaaayy. -_-"
i have been feeling SUPER bemused today.
well, so be it, yeah?
mom's been hinting that we should
GET A DOG.
From the SPCA.
she's hoping the bill to keep medium sized dogs in apartments here. I'm hoping too.. I mean, I would HATE to keep a chihuahua in my house. (only coz mrs federline has one)
however you spell that last name.
Terra sleeps 20 hours a day. she doesn't play in the day. wait, she does.. okay.. so it's like 18 hours. that's it.. hahs..4 hours in the day, and 2 running about the house like some mad insane thing at night.
=)
i like my mad insane cat.
she makes me look mad and insane sometimes, but she's fun to play with.
If we're gonna get a dog, i want a male one. so that i don't have to go round putting on a
PAD for a female one.
oh yippees... another 45 minutes to my show!
we have industrial micro again tmr morning.
how freaking much i hate it.
richard's like a gay, matthew's a sodding prick, LCY can't pronounce her words... well... what a life.
that ng chee wei isn't ANY better. he's the
MOST MOST MOSSST boring person i've
EVER EVER EVER had the bloody sodding misfortune to meet.
yuck.
*is puking stomach juices out*I have been thinking TOO much for the past 5 days. and I'm SOOOO tired of thinking about the past.
It's EATING ME UP inside.and this is the part where i go "How i wish i could just... JUST turn back time, and make everything different."
yeah, how i wish.
at least not give gary that frigging knife, but a freaking kick to his balls, steal his meds and throw them down the toilet bowl. (no, i can assure you, he's not dead yet)
at least not call janice's home just so that her mom won't get pissed off at her.. and make jan kill herself.
at least BE there for janice.
at least not be such a fool to believe everything anyone tells me.
i feel like such a fool.
ah well.
a fool is a fool...
nothing can change that.
am i one? hahas... i don't know for sure...
anyway, stupid stuff aside...
hmm.. there's nothing else to blog about..
so i'm going to go back to my work..
and go watch my tv in a bit.
went to CHURCH today!!
wahhhh.. surprising RIGHT?
i only went coz i didn't feel like waiting 2 hours for my two best friends while they have fun in church..
sooo, the next only thing i could do was to..
GATE CRASH SERVICE.
wow.
haha.. no need for tickets man!
anyway, the pastor for today was that guy called pastor joseph prince...
alot of people thought he's jokes were funny.
but honestly, he can't do stand-up comedy... but he's good at getting the message across, if not a little too loudly. i don't know what's up with talking SO loudly into the mic..
but anyway, whatever he's said, i've heard before when i was 7.
SEVEN YEARS OLD. that's 12 year's ago.. like.. wtf?
hahas..
and it wasn't something that i've forgotten anyway. it's something i remind myself everyday. he didn't put his message on-the-dot across though...
he was preaching about something about viginity and treasuring what's precious to you..
What he was really pointing at was that if you, as an individual, do not respect yourself.. who will?
if you don't respect the things you have in life, who will?
no one would.
that's what i've been taught at age 7.
i think it's one of the most basic things in life that keeps me going.
no matter how much others may look down on me, i'm my worst critic in the end, and should i look down on myself, that's when i fail myself.
In any case.. after church, we walked to marina square.. and went to find a place to eat.. ended up at some crappy korean shop.. called "People Say". it's like a bistro. and it's fast food.
Rica and debra bought stuff.. i didn't coz my money was all spent on food.
hahas...
Dad bought us a new TV!! the old 29" one has been spoilt for a week and a half and we were all feeling so utterly deprived of not watching tv.. so dad finally said "i think it's time to get a new television."
they brought home a 21" toshiba flat screen tv. not plasma. just flat screen.
ChauYang from ReVamped called me just now. she said she's got something to tell me and it's a VERY long story, but i was in church.. so i told her to call me back later. she told me she'd call at 10.. but it's already 11.35pm and she hasn't called back...
Anyway, tomorrow is slack-cum-study day...
i'm tired now...
but i just realised i have the last inorg chem report undone... sucky..
=(
okay... chill everyone!
bye to lionel, joey, howie and gang (i can't remember all your names... so don't blame me if your name aint on..!) ;)
lionel: remember to get the pin badges!!! :D hee hee....
and to all of you: enjoy yourselves!!! (which i'm sure you'll be having lots of fun... hahs.. remember to try the tomatoes they have there! they're SOOO sweet!)
okok...
byeeeee!!!!
junie the swine. an annoying swine.
i swear he is.
got so much to do and study..while he slacks and makes me go for a movie.
so i made sure we watched a movie
I wanted to watch... which was "
Drink Drank Drunk"
Daniel Wu is SOOOOO frigging cute. SO SO SO cute. i just
LOVE LIKE him. ^_^
that's it... edison chen is out.. new idol to adore...! hahas...
anyway, time to go study something.. hahas...
i have to go sms albert for tuition tmr.. hwhahahas...
bye!!!
my life, my world....
you know, sooner or later, i'm gonna change this blog's layout. and i expect it to be gone by like, next month or something like that.
in any case, I feel bad.
i skipped inorganic chemistry today. mom told me to skip as well...
so yeah, study at home lah.
(:
my life is a complicated one.. well, so long as you stay in a civilised, high-tech area.. where everyone does NOTHING but compete for grades or to be the best... you'd find it complicated.
in any case, my world is a simple one..
this is my every day life in school... okay, not say EVERYDAY, but a common thing that i see in the labs.. it's sad, but here we go...
these mice should be imported in from switzerland or holland.. i'm not sure..
anyway, yeah...
there we go... the pictures...
alright... HACCP time..
then study...
i hate it. ):
I AM HAPPY!!!!
I AM SUPER HAPPY!!!!omg.. hahas!
today i'm so happy! coz i managed to make my classmates laugh and be happy too!!
with the many videos that i had in my laptop... hahas...
Lionel: bah.. fate is nonsense!!! hahas... but anyway, hope you guys have fun, and for whatever countries in europe you visit, could you buy me a small pin badge? pretty pleeeease? (:
yeoj: obviously that's a very silly question, joey... school sucks big time.. but i'm hoping against all hope things will get better, if any.. lol!
hello to you too! hahs...
that aint' my cows lah.. hur hur hur... ^^;
i took 'em off blogskin! ;)
Lynz: you ah... better take better care of yourself... i keep telling you to take care of yourself and you end up sicker than ever.. tsk. never listen to good advice one. next time, use ear plugs if you really have to... hahs...
i understand how noisy it gets with guys around. two is enough for me (brothers) but you have 6.. good luck on that one. i think you'll need sleeping pills just to get some sleep! (think: 4 more days and some peace and quiet again)
hahas.. your hols are nearing and so are mine!! yays!!!
too bad you're flying off soon too! >_<
ANYWAY, =) ...
school today, yes, school again. my life
REVOLVES around school now, okay? (as it's always been before THE break before poly life existed)
well, i... nearly fell asleep in ng chee wei's class.
I SWEAR, he is the worst teacher i've ever had the misfortune to have come across.
)= *grumbles
it's like, he's all MONOTONE.
yes MONOTONE. SO EARLY IN THE MORNING SOME MORE.
it's like 10am and i'm SUPER hyper
SO ready to have a blast of a time listening into the lecture;
waiting for SOME enlightenment of some sort with my first unfortunate lecturer of the day...
and then, in comes Ng Chee Wei...
omfg.
O.o
so boring..
so....
so........
SOOOOO.......boring.
*yawning away
he looks like he's got some phobia of lecturing a group of like 90 students..
(we have a good solid 130 usually, but after his first lecture last week, there were close to less than 90 students around this morning)
and it's like, he
STUTTERS..he
can't pronounce his words...
and believe it or not,
it looks to me like he
doesn't even KNOW his stuff even if he really does.
hahs.
no offence dude, but you just suck at teaching.
go back to the labs and be a good researcher.
or at least...
go back to NIE and learn proper teaching methods,
AND MAKE USE OF 'EM, YOU DOOFUS!!!
*smacks forehead*
gaaaawds! save
ME already, will ya???
how long more are ya gonna
TORTURE me with all this petty stuff?
loss of memory, lack of time management, poor grades...
and now..
THIS?!?!
i mean,
THIS?!??!??!?!THIS monotonous guy who makes me
SLEEP at 10am?? when i'm all hyperactive?
gawd!!! quit it already,
DOOODE!geeeez!
i don't
NEED this, don't
NEEEEED this kinda crap, okay?
OH-KAY?!gawddammit.that aside, i'm gonna fail ABC prac test. so gonna fail.
fuckit. qjehw$E*!#ERUFQ CJIDSJ#*(UF
that, joey, is how school's been.. at least for today.
anyway, i'm going to show mom and family the funny videos and all that...
hahs.
cya all around, aights?
and hang in there, like me..
i'll blog in a few hours.. bye!
stressed, exhausted and drained...
i'm so so SO tired. ):
i can't wait till the exams start, and end.
then i can sleep and be a pig for a week before deciding to go out for some fun.
Then i'll be leaving for malaysia for a short vaca in october, hopefully.
and then it's back to school to plan for many many things!
(:
now, i need a PA. dammit.
guess i'll rely on my PocketPC and calender for the moment, hurh?
*sighs
watched 'Yesterday no more' again just now...
so nice so nice!
i wanna be a spoilt brat too! >_<
anyway, lionel and gang...
i don't possibly think we can meet up anytime soon, now can we?
hahas..
you guys are leaving in 4 days to europe.. (or maybe you're there already)
have fun then!
in any case, it back to reading that lab manual
and working out some sums on the books.
I really can't wait for the exams to come and go..
i really can't.
this life is sooo stressful, exhausting and draining...
*mumblegrumble
hopefully i'll get used to this sorta business again!
hahas..
cheers asses! ;)
toodles! ;P
say yeaah..
tuesdays, freak days.
i hate schooling. but no choice, since i'm enrolled, have to go rite?
:S
anyways, bussed down to school in record time.
30 minutes in place of the usual 35 minutes! (:
i had fun in school today!
*is in wonderment*
had kumaran and peisuan sit with me during lectures
and had so much, so much fun! (:
oh, how i miss chatting with them next to me!
okay, so like...
i was watching lame videos in the ELP next to chris,
whom, i'm so so sorry... (:
i've so annoyingly disturbed while he tried so hard to complete his reports..
hee!
but those videos
WERE funny, weren't they?!
alright, got ABC prac test tmr..
haven't studied for that one.
gotta go now then!! hahs..
toodles!
evian and me
makeovers are definitely evident on this blog. (:
stole this from mel's blog.
oopsies! =P
i just thought those cows were darn cute. i just had to have them!
school sucked today.
screwed IM retest up. damn matthew, he should shrivel up and die.
but he gave me 30 minutes more to think through the questions.
i skipped 35 minutes of Inorg Chem lecture.
yayy!
and then it ended 30 minutes later.
then i complained and bitched about matthew.
he changed 80% of the paper instead of keeping 80% of it.
dammit.
):
carol still owes me a floorplan.
clement owes me a flowchart.
i forgot what i'm supposed to do for HACCP again.
sobs.
I should get myself a boyfriend to be my PA.
nice.
and at least i won't go berserk being single and forgetful.
i sound like an old hag.
ick!
=S
per is having too much of an effect on me.
she always has.
die.
study. reports. papers.
i'm dead.
comment or die, yah?
new hope...
There's a show that i've taken a liking to watch recently for the past month or so...
and it's taught me quite a lot of stuff for the past month or so as well...
And that show is that japanese show that I've been raving on about.. sunday nights, channel 8 at 11pm.. hahas.. 24 hours Emergency. terrific drama series. me likes. only coz everyone acting in that show is SO utterly cool.
COOOOOOL!!!Anyway, it teaches me little things to remind myself...
That as an individual, I should take things in my own stride, stand up for the things that I feel and think are worth fighting for no matter how the majority of a group may think that it is of 'forbidden' content..
That if I wanted to do something, I should never postpone it and should do it as soon as I can with no procastinations.. that when I do something, I should do it with conviction, for the thought for everyone and for someone I respect, someone I love and hold dear to me.. and for such persons, I should go the extra mile to do it. Never to admit defeat and to spur on courageously in times of difficulties. Never to give up my passion for the job that I've worked so hard for, just because of an incident that occured that left me in a daze.
There are more things to learn from that show, i'm sure.. every episode has a moral value behind it to be re-learnt from.. not that i've got low moral values.. but being in a place such as singapore, oft times i forget my manners and morals.. hahas.. I always look forward to the next episode! =)
but my tv's spoilt, so i have to go over to aunt's place to watch.. =(
even if it's just 3 steps away.. ^^;
anyway, back to studying.. i'm left with about 4 lectures to go.. (thorough studying, i meant) then i can move on with hbd and mbt practicals.
I have to spur on!! haha.. i'll have to train myself with those power naps. I need those.. alrighty, i'm off now.
toodles! ;)
jeeezzz!!!
i had SUCH a hard time just trying to surf the net today.
dammit.
well, yeah, maybe coz for the fact i should be studying instead of doing this...
this laptop is telling me to get off the comp and go do my revisions.. hahas..
good laptop.. (okay, rubbishified tosh)
anyway, i had a talk with mom this morning...
and i came to know of some stuff... hahas.. can't say it here.. i'm sworn to secrecy...
in fact, i can't tell anyone about it...
but it's quite a good piece of news..! =)
alright...
hahas.. i've destressed enough today.. updated my devART and all that.. i'm a satisfied deviant at the moment. =D
nothing much happened today. unless you can count terra being a VERY good kitty for the last few days.. ^_^
everyday i feel prouder with her by my side.. she makes me feel proud; that i've raised an obedient pet!
(or rather she's a good kitty by her own)
hahahs.. either way...
i'm off to study!
toodles!
sob sobs....
aunt kim is going home today....
actually, i think she's in the plane right now as
we speak I type this out...
hahas... well, she's nice. real nice...
Aunt alice was telling us ghost stories just now.. so freaky! but at the same time, she made it really funny...
Dad got sent to the hospital just on thursday night.. TTSH actually.. coz he had a heart attack. It's a minor one.. Myocardial Ischemia attack, it's alright, but he's gonna try giving up his 34 years of smoking up already.. did you know, he gave up smoking once just for me? hahaha.. that's when I was about to be due.. and mom told him it was unhealthy for us kids, so he decided to give it up.. but i refused to get out of mom's womb previously.. hahas.. and dad got so nervous.. (coz he didn't know my gender so he was so excited and nervous) He decided to go neaten himself up and went for a haircut.. and then he couldn't stop his nervousness and smoked again...
so it's been like that ever since.. hahahs.. he told me I looked rather purple when i got out.. =P
Oh right, about dad being in hospital.. hahas.. he came home at 5.30am on friday morning.. much to my relief.. i was so worried.. and yeah, he's been taking easy ever since.. he knew how much worry he gave me and mom but he was given a wake-up call as well.. mom told him to go get all his important stuff done.. coz mom told him that looking at things like that, we'd never know who might just die first.. better to get all our stuff done on the day itself.. and i agree... coz well, it's not exactly Myocardial Ischemia.. his heart just wasn't pumping fast enough. it was slowing down. i think there's a condition for that..
so yeps, he's starting to quit smoking to give himself more time, and he's been quiet since coming home yesterday.. i think he's deep in thought, planning out what he should do up first. Dad's always very quiet when he's in deep thought and planning something. (well, unless it's a golf game to china, he'd be proudly annoucing that every 30 minutes to me "anne! i'm going to CHINA!! for golf!! HAH! you can't goooo! hee hee!" i swear, he's still as boyish as ever.)
anyway, that aside, i went to amoy street food centre to have my monthly feast on the
lor mee... you guys should go try it.. it's like all slimey and gross, but it's really nice to eat.. it's an acquired taste.. hahaha.. REALLY!! It's nice.. go try it, yah?
so yeps.. yesterday... i had the most sleep i've ever had on a regular day... (meaning it wasn't a holiday)
9 hours the night before, 6 hours in the afternoon-evening (4-10) and then i got tired at 1.40am and went off to sleep and didn't wake up till 10am this morning..
like WOW.
not feeling too good now actually, but gotta mug for IM this coming monday..
yam meng was nice enough to scan in his notes for me (coz he said he enjoyed playing with his scanner and that was reason enough to play with it) hahahahs... he's such a funny guy...
okok...
well, i'm going to mug and study yam meng's notes and mine and the lecture notes plus the past year papers...
byeeeee!
toodles! ;P
so tired.. so so tired...
Wow... 15 hours in the last 24 hours.. that's how long i've been sleeping..
like 9 hours at night.. then just now after dunch (dinner and lunch) I went back to sleep for another 6 hours.. from 4 to 10..
so right now, i'm awake, still feeling very tired.. and so so very sleepy..
okay, maybe not very sleepy.. but my body aches and it's going numb.. hahas..
anyway, school was fun today... i was 40 minutes late for the practical, but that's alright. got marked absent but stayed for the thing anyway..
then i went down to the z-fish lab.. my fishes are 2MONTHS OLD!!!! geddit?!?! 2 MONTHS!!!!
=D i'm like, so totally happy!!!
so right.. okay, well, i'm.. i dont' know what to write now..
hahas.. so funny.
well, okay larh.. i go do some work then get back to sleep...
toodles! ;P
larh-dee-darh ah.... blardy shit.
oh guess what? damn dr xu decided to be so cruel to make us all wake up at wee hours of the morn (like at 6-8am.. and make us all come to school by 9..) just to tell all of us, "Oh, you mean you didn't know? tutorial was cancelled.. You can go off now!"
I can expect his gleeful grin when he walks off, with a bit of guilt for doing something like that to us. sucker. (elicia is seriously rubbing off on the class)
Anyway, i'm gonna go print my report out after i log off the COMPUTER. hahas.. i'm in school right now, so yeppies..
I have to go do up the cotact lists for the comittee.. of which i'm gonna start calling 'the other gang' (since joey and gang took the.. well, 'the gang' position already..)
hhahs... alrighty... well, the other gang. Where was i? oh right, i was gonna say i have to do up a yahoo groups and a contact list for them... so sucky.. school computers are like THE slowest? they should get extra servers that run next to each other. NYP is so blardy niao. No wonder other people call us The School of Hard Knocks.
damn system. I hope they at least let me collage the wall up.. i wanna paint the room, but ms ang say most prob cannot. if can't, then get the estates people to paint lor. i need a new coat of paint for the room.. coz there're hairline cracks all over the place, disgusting left over paper sticking on the walls... etc and etc.. dammit!
okay okay, enough shit about school.. how are all your lives getting on? good good? or good bad? or 'obviously it fucking sucks, shit ass..'? hahahs.. or it's just bleah... -_-||
well, in any case, feel free to tell me how you're feeling now.. (only coz i'm feeling bored and under-sleeped so i want to
comprain about it)
right-o...
i'm going off for now.. maybe you'll hear from me complaining about how 'condusive' my home can be for studying (for obvious reasons that there are 4 beds, the sofas, and marble floors to sleep on. dammit. and there's my cat for warmth..) ^_^
okok.. time to go larh....
talk to you guys when i get home....
toodles! ;P
sob sob.....
well, i've been really busy this week...
monday, i was tired, went to sleep like SUPER early.. (at 12 midnight)
then tuesday, i had to dissect a mouse.. it was fun dissecting it.. however, it wasn't fun to watch them suffocate to their deaths.
I will go fast in punishment for their sacriface that they gave for me...
and prolly a few prayers will help too I hope.
(hey, though i may sound like some sadistic female, i at least have a heart to do all that for them. but no alters for them, of course.)
anyway, finding the spleen wasn't all that difficult. now i know how the spleen of a mouse look like. Although I fear my experiment might be a flop. ALOT of errors here and there... but shan't say here.. too embarassing...! >_<
Wednesday, went for the first SCL exco meeting! Yipees! i love the new committee peoples!! (it's not that i don't like you albert.. hahas... you were great fun along with cat and the rest!) I just think the new committee will be so much more fun!
I got the club room cleaned, so that's just ONE tick next to that never-ending list of things to do...
next will be prettifying it up.. any one nice enough to supply me with a... umm... 20L fridge?
*grins*okay okay, 10L is enough, but i need something good enough to put in a few bottles of water, canned drinks, and some fruits.
see, we have this blender in the room, but it's only used ONCE in a year. (one polytechnic year, that is.) so I was thinking of using it to blend something for the convenience of the exco... when we get to use the place...
ahhas....
seee... so exclusive. (hah. as if.. just making use of resources that's all)
Then, what else..?
oh right, someone remind me okay... IM retest (YES FINALLY THAT DAMNED RETEST!!) sometime next week monday or tuesday. PLEASE REMIND ME. ughs. i do NOT want to miss that test again. I SO have to study..
oh right.. hahas.. Let me tell you about my new committee!!! =D
I'm president for SCL club. (oh joy!)
Genesis is Vice-president..
Jones is the Secretary. (linda as his vice)
Gadisti as the Treasurer (lizhen as her vice).
Evelyn for Welfare (with Fuchang for vice).
Nadiah as Socials (and Nadira for vice).
and last, but certainly ain't the least......
Nasyitah for Publicity and Sharon as the vice!
=D
they are wonderful, vundervool peeeepooll....!
*big grinning session*alrighty....
i think i should head to bed now...
hahahs..
good morning to you early risers.. i have only 3 hours of sleep now!
jeez. i'm mad.
my eyes HURT like hell....
goodness me, i've learnt my lesson.. hahas..
WASH THOSE BLOODY CONTACTS BEFORE THEY MAKE YOUR EYES LOOK BLOODY.
now i think i'm down with an eye infection.
in any case, i'm hands down on the contacts. for the while, while i give them thorough washings, and
sockings soakings for the next 2 days or so...
anyway, the performance last night was good...
okay, it was just okay. my little brother looked like some.. idiot.
he can't smile for nuts for the camera.. he looks idiotic in front of the camera.
Saw the older brother's girlfriend. she looks okay too..
quiet type in front of the boyfriend's family. but i think she can be super havoc.. seeing as she goes about the clubbing scene with gary quite often.
OHHHH.. talking about night scene in singapore.. gary promises to bring me to ESKI (as i quote from him attempting to sing and shake his oversized butt in some disgusting butt dance..) "Eski eski eski! the one and only! ice bar ice bar ice bar! in eski eski eski!!"
jeez.. for a 21 year old, he sure is childish.
but he's a reg there, so i think i can go with him and still have discounts, drinks on the house and bla bla's... hahas..
we had that while at gatsby's all the time. i wanna go back to gatsby's!! hahas...
and while we're at gatsby's.. when gary's royally pissed, he sings REALLY loudly, that silly gatsby song.. hahahahs...
he's so funny when he's pissed. XD
oh right, i had roti prata just now, and i think i sorrowfully regretted having it for breakfast. I don't have the strongest of stomachs in the morning, truth be told. Now i feel like puking breakfast out. dammit. i hate oil and curry in the morning.
but the good thing to it?
i had milo dinosaur!
whahahahahs... i like. (:
anyway, i'm off to go rest my eyes....
they're itching like hell and it hurts to stare too long at ANYTHING besides the darkness when i close my eyes..
so off i go...
see you all in school tomorrow.
before i forget, i think there's a meeting for HACCP project tomorrow, so i gotta go read up on my QA/QC manager post.
Guess what factory we're supposed to set up?
a SAUSAGE factory. HOTDOG factory.like ew. pig intestinal membranes and hell knows what else.
alright, toodles then!
omgomgomg!!!
hee! I CLEANED THE ROOM! I
CLEANED THAT FRIGGING ROOM!!!
i finally got it cleaned out!!! ALBERT, DO YOU READ THAT?!?! WE GOT THE ROOM CLEANED!!!!!!!!!
well, of course i had help. and help came in the form of a very very very house-wifey carol.
*big grinning session* she STORMS the place down man. better than the swat team.
we got like the whole room all FLOODED in water.
used broom and (disgusting) toilet mop -who knows if there's like shit or piss on it. ew.- and rags to clean out the water.
omgomgomgomgomg! (:
i'm so freaking happy!
I got the room cleaned, I got the room cleaned!!!!! whahahahahs!!!
oh oh! oh!
the cleaner aunties and uncles helped us to take away all the rotten cupboards and stuff too! I LOVE those peoples!
they ROCK my socks!! ^_^V
*big smooches to them aunties and uncles*fuck. i'm on a high coz i cleaned ONE room.
what will happen if i cleared out MY OWN ROOM!?!?!?
*faints*i dont' wanna think about it.
i'll be too high to even blog about it. ;P
anyhoots....
carol is SO fun to work with.
we just played with all the stuff we could lay our hands on.. like blow on the whistles, splash all the water everywhere..
oops!
gotta go now!
lil' bro's concert in like less than an hour and i'm still home.
crap.
bye!!!!
More stuff....
let's see... all i've been doing is talk about the superficially surfaced stuff that happens in my life. So, in this one post (or maybe the next few), i'm just gonna whack any issue that comes to mind.. hahas...
The other day, when I forgot to go for my test, the only one thought that bugged me besides "how could i forget?" was "How come no one even thought to call me?". Was I that invisible, that even a simple call to me to ask if I was gonna come for the test or not; did not even cross the minds of my classmates?
well, obviously not, and come to think of it, I don't really bother about it. But for those few moments, with those doubts, I was hurt no one even bothered.
Ian has apologised for not calling, but ian, it's really alright, I suppose. I'm quite used to that already. It just takes some getting used to.. hahas...
Another thing is that, i've been observing some thing about the class...
everyone insults anyone. Well, at least most of the guys do that. They seem to love to torment each other with verbal insults. hahs.. it's rather.. -well, to put it in my usual sadistic ways- entertaining to watch them do that.
The teachers tend to think xiao hui and i look alike. I'd agree to some extent. We do almost have the same hairdo, and i'm just too lazy to go combing my hair thoroughly in the mornings. Perhaps i should do more thorough combings now.
Anyway, i don't suppose she really likes to be related to me for looks. Neither do I. I'll just leave my hair long again. this time, I'll put more care in maintaining my hair. (it can become a lion's mane on most days. yes, quit laughing. i said MOST days. shut up, you arse.)
oh, lookie! Amanda just came online. OOOOH... carol's online too. That girl (carol) is supposed to go spring cleaning the scl clubroom with me on this summer's day (which happens to be today). It doesn't feel very summery today. which is good, I suppose. Carol and I, we are gonna plan for SCL dinner and dance. I can assure you guys, it'll be fun and rather informal thing. no need to dress up, just casual smart will do. maybe when we have a higher budget, we can do a formal one... aights?
Oh right, amanda told me the gang's coming back this afternoon. I suppose they've reached already. So, hello boys! welcome back to singapore! and joey, quit sulking. i know you "
reluctantly" had to come back... hahahahhahahaha.....
The gang had been in USA for the last few months. All at John Hopkin's university in maryland, to be exact. I don't know what the heck they're studying there, but I heard most of them were doing Medicine..
anyway, i'm gonna go on that spring cleaning rendevous with carol... hahas.. on this summer's day...
and yeps, outta here... gonna go skool now...
toodles!
hee hee....
oh, check this out...
The definition of Ardenno offence to classmate arden, this arden defined here is a FEMALE, but hahahaha...
i heard urbandictionary and arden in one conversation in school and decided to do a little research... hahas...
just for laughters...
but anyways, school today was fun.... i got to do blood smearing.. apparently i have TOO MUCH BLOOD. or rather, i smeared on too much blood. all i did was put two drops of blood on that glass slide.. TWO drops..
and i had multiple layers of RBCs on that slide...
wah lan.... stupid.
nevermind. next week do glucose test and repeat that experiment again.
anyway, i'm outta here...
dammit. hate washing fish tanks.
by the by.....
by the by... check out
POCKY my little porcupine on Profile.
just go click on
Profile and try clicking on him...
hahahs.. he can JUMP!!!! ^_^V
stupid.. moronic day....
today... was busy busy busy like usual....
except that debra's being a little devil in the making... TEMPTING me to go out and play and shop....
well then, i shall make it clear, ESPECIALLY clear for deb and rica and any other person who is gonna tempt me to divert my attention away from studying the next 5 weeks:
I AM NOT FREE. I WANT TO STUDY. I NEEEED TO STUDY. if not, i'll be kicked out of school. officially. esp if i fail inorganic chemistry AGAIN. and i don't want that to happen.that said, on to the other things.
i'm fried. like a crab/lobster/prawn.
my arms are BURNING red... bright red... so red that everyone
HAD to ask "where the hell did you go and play yesterday?"
see, it was national day yesterday... i was at marina doing the world record for mass synchro signing of an entire song...
then... yeah...
basically spent the ENTIRE day there doing nothing. but getting roasted like a honey glazed chicken.. only thing that i was pespiration glazed.....
hahahs....
today i went to grandma's place to have dinner and study... still got like 21 topics to cover in the next 4 days.. so yeps....
time to go do my reports... then yeah.. toodles!
--
I thought I would be okay,
that everything would be fine if I could forget.
Never did I know, forgetting caused me so much more.
sicko sicko sicko....
tomorrow marks the 40th birthday of the nation.
oh wow.
i have to go do sign language again. this time i won't forget to bring IM to study with. ;)
before i forget, august 13th is the little brother's electone (organ) recital.
eric commented that my little brother has been looking fatter and fatter everytime he visits singapore.
eric is my cousin brother from hongkong. he's got an older brother (who's about 3 years gary's senior.. about like 24 this year, i THINK.) andy, and they're both extreme opposites in terms of where their career lies.
See, andy's a primary school teacher in hongkong, i'd think. he's still a student-teacher. He's following the footsteps of his father, my uncle micheal.
Uncle Mic's a teacher, and a respectable one at that too. He's a disciplinarian, so you can expect how neat his home is, as well as his office and workshop. He's a neat freak, and a perfectionist. And he CAN cook. and his cooking ROCKS big time.
oh, my cat seems to be able to BARK. and meow.
where was i? oh, right... my family in hongkong.
well, their mom is related to me, so yeps...
Anyway, eric is a amateur rugby player. he plays for the
Hongkong Aberdeen rugby club.
Unlike his older brother, he dabbles alot with sports. He wasn't always like that.. hahas.. he was a really studious person (he still is) and he loved music and volleyball (but volleyball lasted for about 2 years before he joined rugby) and he excels in everything that he does.
In only that short 2 years that he played volleyball, he excelled so well, he was invited to play in the under 15's and 16's.
Andy on the other hand, is the genius older brother who could think up of solutions in the timespan of a few hours.. he majors in biochemistry actually, and adviced me never (
NEVER!) ever to take science. Well, now if i have doubts, i know who to turn to! hahs...
hmmm.... well, that pretty sums up my two most favourite cousins and their parents.
oh right.. aunt kim, their mom, my aunt (duh!) hahas... she's well, she can be naggy towards certain things, but she's really funny most of the time. I like her, but she just totally lost it previously and rambled out vulgarities at me for not doing something (i refused to do whatever she told me to do coz i knew it was wrong to do it) and for that 2 years, I never forgave her, I nearly hated her, but she knew it was wrong to scold me for something i didn't do that was intentionally wrong, so she apologised.. I suppose you could say that i'm alright with her now..
she's still in singapore on her visit, spending time with gram's coz gram's isn't feeling all too well recently. I suppose she's gonna die soon, then i won't have any more grandparents living. (well, if you can count STEP grandmom.. in china, who is still... disgustingly a female chauvinistic bitch and a communist supportor at that. ew, like SO not my step grandmom. i refuse to acknowledge anyone from china as afore-mentioned who is my relative in one way or another)
That excludes my hongkong relatives.
Terra is a wild animal. I think she's got sexual frustrations. She seems to like the boys a HELL lot more now, and when i pick her up, she goes growling like some.. grisly bear. that idiot cat.
but i still love her.
okay, back to studying.
i hate studying, but what the heck.
GET OUTTA TOWN!!!
ummm... well, let's see...
"GET OUTTA TOWN!!!"
the problem is, i'm already living OUT of town. You know, in the heartlands.
*rolly eyes*anyway, i'm so freaking bored. the sun is like scourching at like 35dC outside...and i'm inside. top floor. doesn't get any better, nosirry.
that was deliberate sarcasm, you assholes.
tch.
okay so like, i've been studying industrial micro.
but i still don't get any fuck about it. i just HATE HACCP.
stupid 7 principles and asscracks.
uuuuurrrrrgggghhhhh....
i'm gonna go back studying about bioreceptors and all that junk.
it's so hotttt....
i wanna go beaching. beach beach tanjong beach.
*sulks* har. har.
blah-ness.
someone give me a slurpee for some brain freezing.
toodles.
This is SO a momentary loss of sanity. thank you very much.
go eat shit and die or summat.
what a day!
first, i got to school early.
i didn't study.
i forgot to study.
i forgot to go for my test.
I thought it was at 3pm.
but nope, it was at 12.
gawd, i felt so stupid.
"go take MC. i'll accept that for a valid reason and i'll give you retest."
wow.
my ass has been saved.
i have a major headache.
no, not kidding. for real. hurts so bad, i wish i was dead rather than alive.
went to the doctor to get some orphenadine-paracetemol.
and THAT mc to save my ass.
got the mc, but didn't take the meds.
'coz got dinner later.
went back home to surf the net, check me mails, chat with bestie.
went out.
back to school actually. meeting with eunice and donny. the zebrafish experts.
they now call me a mini expert on those little tiny things called zebrafish.
ah well.
went to dhoby ghaut.
met peisuan, aijia and hweebin.
went to buy a pair of ear rings.
then deb's dad came to pick us up.
dinner was a blast! :D
i hung out with deb, peisuan, aijia and charlene. :)
and the chairman on ymca. yays!
and his pretty secretary.
and two other people from the singapore disabled something something.
(can't remember. hahas!)
theeeeeeen... so cheer went mad. charlene too....
they went dancing infront of 3dash1.
they are GOOD.
but, they nearly made me deaf in one ear.
alan didn't mind the noise, coz he can't hear in one ear.
he just sat there looking rather blank. :S
poor guy.
i crapped with the two people from the singapore disable something something.
then they had this poetry slam!
i loved it, but didn't understand quite of half of it!
well, that's okay... i'm pretty outta it anyway.
science makes me insane enough.
i still have TPS. hee...
after dinner, i went around talking and networking.. i NEED to get namecards for myself. dammit.
I went to chat with STEEEEEVen. hahas.
yarh, that cna guy who's on prime time morning,
larh.
then, chatted with the poetry slam director guy.
he wants to read my poems but i'm quite reluctant, but what the heck. hahas.
theeeeeeen... i chatted with mr maliki, he's quite nice.
theeeeen..... caught up a little with MICHELLE!!! =D whee!
what else?
debra and peisuan went high on their coca cola pop fizzy sodas.
madness. XD on the loose, those monkeys.
but they were having fun! (uh hurh.)
so yarh. aunt jean reckons i'm too loud. heh..
can't be helped. i'm all cranky today.
it's been a long day.
i got a RED bunny toy thingy. SO cute. i would've taken the orange one, but they had RED.
Read: RED.
wow. i'm obssessive. with RED. XD
madness from angeline. it's stoopid, i know. I KNOW.
shut up.
don't laugh.
okay, so you're laughing. shut up, okay?
*annoyed glare*so like yarh.
the whole teachers' office knows like, in 2 hours after the incident, that i didn't take my paper and that i have a MC to cover up for it. it's LEGAL alright? so shut up.
you people please be kind and remind me of the timings. and the dates and venues.
thanks SO much for being friends.
whatever.
yarh yarh, i'm being sour grapes.
here i thought we were----
nevermind.
i shan't start again.
you all just find me a nuisance dont' you?
blah. whatever. like, whatever.
anyway, while the rest of the world are being annoying..
i shall go sleep.
good night and hope you have a much nicer day than i am having right now.
(btw, i feel like i have amnesia. hahas. i didn't even remember allison's birthday was tomorrow till like yesterday night at 2am. on top of that, i studied for the wrong subject the whole of last weekend. and i forgot today's test. what's next? maybe i'll forget who the hell you are. we'll see.)
two chem papers in ONE day?!?!
the school frigging sucks, but I can't complain much.
dammit.
anyway, two chem papers in ONE day.
like omg.
I so wanted to
DIE from the information overload.
I even managed to screw up and get another brain dead situation where I couldn't think.
I heard that it's called a "mind block".
and if I thought that was bad, wait till I read my MBT notes and do the tutorials.
like omfg.
I AM reading the notes and they just
don't make ANY sense?
omg omg omg omg omg.
omg.
anyway, I fed my fishies today.
and then i thought my fishes were the BIGGEST most HEALTHIEST fishies EVER in town.
then this senior strolls into the lab with this container FILLED with like ga-zillions of 1 month old baby fishies from TLL.
(okay, just 18 of them)X.x
I died.
and amelia brought me back to life.
omg.
they were like fucking HUGE fishies in that container.
like 10 times bigger than what I have.
(alright alright! 4 times bigger. BUT THEY WERE FUCKING HUGE FISHIES!)i died again.
and amelia brought me back to life again.
then i studied like mad for abc.
which isn't as easy as 123.
damn michael jackson. abc just ain't as simple as you think it to be, aight??!?!
then, I died again.
my alarm clock on my phone brought me back to life.
then i nearly died just looking at abc paper.
not easy lor! blardy hell.
so i did the paper and scrammed outta there in 38 minutes. just like 3 minutes after arden and dominic went out.
i so died lor!
i revived myself back again lor.
then i went to makan-ing by myself with a cute guy with his friends sitting in front of me. ha! lucky me.
but then i waited and waited and waited and WAITED (for ages and centuries) for 20 minutes...
before peisuan came down to meet me to watch me makan-ing.
she nearly killed me with that stupid blue thing.
NEARLY. (i didn't want to die again.)
Then, after makan-ing, I borrowed kumaran's mbt tutorial notes to copy.
hahas! then after copying, I showed peisuan my not-so-HUGE-anymore fishies.
I was so sad. so very sad lor... coz there're those stupid TLL 1month 10times bigger fishies who got strolled in like some big mob boss with bazookas for pistols and shoot me dead TWICE with their size.
omg.
I nearly died again.
then i showed peisuan my measely fishies without trying to die.
then i showed her those stupid TLL fishies (who were 10 times bigger than my babies. now they look like whimps compared to those bigger fishes)....
then i cleaned and fed the adults and went home.
So i died like 234891734 times today.
omg.
wow.
i'm gonna go die again.
with mbt as my murderer.
die lor!
dammit dammit dammit...
geez... i so totally screwed up human bio today...
gawd.. i just feel like hiding my head in a hole in the ground called the grave, along with the rest of my body....
25 marks gone down the drain... dammit dammit dammit...
aiyah... i've just wasted my term paper marks in any case. frigging hell.
yesterday's cell tech wasnt' any better in any case.
Amelia (senior from yr 3) and I were talking about the 3 muskerteers of the SCL office. only SCL students will know, or rather, just 0406...
so like, we were contemplating their gayness factor and how it affects their estrogen levels to persist them in making rash decisions like being utterly like, unfriendly to students working under our teacher.
Obviously we weren't very happy with what we deduced from and decided to bitch about their fagot-ti-ness factor. gawd.. i wish one day I can find a breakthrough in something and actually like, have that same smug assholic look they always give whenever they've found something out.
gawd, how i wish i can just dig their eyes out and like squash it in to pulp and feed it to my fishes. i doubt the fishes won't eat them in anycase.
ugh...
i think i'll just end here for today, lest i get into some stupid bitching fit again.
Don't tell me i'm being too vulgar.
i'm just too frustrated to bother about my use of words. and i'm gonna be irresponsible and i really don't want to care about who i've insulted or insinuated or infuriated, aights?
piss off and go and die or something.
3 words...
"I feel stoopid."
fuck school. i hate school.
this is a post.
just to kill time.
this is a frigging post.
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