5th Edition Genetics

weekly shit only

here's our weekly shit.. a little on the late side...
Mood: tired


The Thursday Threesomes!:

Onesome: Christmas-- Is it Thanksgiving? ...or just the day before the start of the "Christmas Season"? (...and how are you supposed to shop if you're all stuffed with food?) Hey, is anyone going out tomorrow to save tons of money standing in endless lines with 10,000 of your closest friends? Just curious...

Heh.. sorz... I'm not one to actually celebrate christmas... my parents don't believe in christmas.. now, isn't that just so sad? >_< T.T

Twosome: Bells-- Okay, we'll give in and admit that maybe the season has started: what decorations are you looking forward to seeing in the next few days? ...the lights in the downtown? How about knowing you'll soon have a tree with that memorable ornament? The Toys for Tots drop off? What makes you comfortable knowing the Christmas season is really here?
When they finally allow the electricity currents to run through the whole of Orchard Rd, and when you see the waiters and waitresses donning those cute santa-caps.. ;)

Threesome: are Ringing-- ...in your ears? What song are you just dreading to hear this season? Come on, the one that just makes you scrunch up inside and want to duck into an iron foundry so you can't hear it? Weird Al? Something from "The Nutcracker"? Those dogs? I mean come on, there's some bad stuff out there ...
hmmm.. try Jingle bells. Was forced to sing it when I didn't like it one bit..


Friday's Feast:

Appetizer
How much money do you plan to spend this upcoming holiday season?
none.. hahs.. i have no money..

Soup
What was the last television show you watched, and was it good?
I watched.. ER. it was a repeat telecast thing.. but boy, was it GOOD!!! :)

Salad
If you had to paint the walls of your living room tomorrow, what color would you choose?
A pale bluish grey colour... coz it's soothing to look at.. and it mellows or brings up your mood, depending on how you feel.. it's a really comforting colour, in any case.

Main Course
Name something clever or practical you have thought of that should be invented, but hasn't yet.
OOOoooooh... hahs.. just so you can invent it and take credit for it? :S hmmmm... I think not!!! but you could try.. perhaps.. a mobile phone that actually can store up to like 10Gb of memory of any kind?

Dessert
List 3 things you would like to receive as gifts this holiday season.
I want:
1) A new wallet or pencil case
2) spending money
3) more time that comes with a stable and amusing job


Unconscious Mutterings:

Limited time only :: hoaxes to make you do stuff
Voluptuous :: so NOT sexy.
Nutritionist :: F&N
Belt :: things that makes sure your pants don't fall off
Star crossed :: *_* there!
Snakeskin :: shedding skin
Athlete’s foot :: oh, eww..
Boom :: there she blows... there she blows again.. in your face and then, you don't have your mercedes benz, oh it's a pity that we can't do it again..... there she blows....
Freezer :: geezer. what? it seemed in the moment!?
Store hours :: are 24 hours, 7 days a week.

posted by anj @ 23:51

kids kids kids!!!

*major mega-grin*
Mood: happy



Okay, so Carlsberg ain't that great.. (had a can to go with bbq tonight)
but the BBQ was sub-standard.. it wasn't well-planned.. Drey, carolina and I had to get the fire started for the little ones earlier on.. but that was the fun part.. :)

So i'm smelling like smoke and charcoal now.. ;)


Well, went to the hospice for duty today!!
Antony came afterall!! along with the rest of them.. hahs.. was so happy they came.. although they arrived at about 11.10am... (they were to be there at 10am)

Anyway, PS and I managed to get the kids to do their work.. hahas.. they were all happily colouring, and drawing..
and I should start to worry about Marcus. He's getting rather... gayish.. kissing boys.. um. right. that itself sounds so freaking wrong! >_<

I had to get Adam to sit opposite from Marcus just so Marcus won't kiss Adam and vice versa.. MingFen was quite disgusted by Marcus.. hahs..

MingFen is sooooooooo cute.. She is sooooo freaking cute.. hahs.. I can't stop saying that.. maybe it's because she looks like me when I was a little girl too.. haahs..
her eyes bore such resemblences.. hahs.. I shall take a pic of her one day.. using PS's camera phone.. :)

Antony cried today.. but we told him he's a cute big boy and he shouldn't cry.. gave him a tissue and he wailed while eating his lunch.. hahhs.. how adorable! *grins*

PS didn't really know how to mix around with the little ones today.. :) it's alright PS.. *smiles* you'll get the hang of them by the second duty session with those little ones.. they can be quite amusing actually.. like Marcus this morning.. I mixed Marcus and WeiJie up today.. hahs..

OH! Talking about WeiJie.. he reminded me of the little monk.. you know "Xiao He Shang" ? yeah.. hahahas... so freaking cute that boy... he was like charging at me when he saw me this morning.. and well, so did mingfen.. and huiwen.. and marcus.. and.. well.. the whole group of them.. hahhas... one by one though...

I think huiwen misses her hair.. she was playing with mine when I was coaxing her to eat up her lunch.. she played with it for a while.. hahs.. she's so adorable.. I'm getting so darn attached to these little beings. It should hurt me so to think that they're down with some terminal illness.. or if anything should happen to anyone of these kids.. it'll be so tough on me man...

but watching them all play and have fun.. do work in all seriousness.. so cute lah.. just so cute.. hahs...


I was trying to teach Jessie her P1 stuff today.. I'm hopeless at teaching Primary school stuff I'm telling you..
That kinda thing, I gotta leave to PS to do.. she was sooooo delighted when I agreed to swap places with her.. hahs.. :) And I was equally delighted when I got to teach the little ones their numbers and fruits today.. hahs..

Anyway, yeah.. fed Marcus his lunch.. coaxed the girls to eat faster than Marcus, encouraged little Antony to finish up his lunch..

well, Ms G told me that I couldn't go off unless more volunteers turned up.. luckily Aunty Lau turned up.. along with Sister Veron and all.. ahahs..
So all that aunties were there today.. hahs.. plus PS.. :) I could leave by 1.20pm today...
Rushed down to Pasir Ris, then took a freaking shuttle bus to costa sands coz I didn't know my way around..
Then, yeah... had the BBQ..


Tomorrow, shall go out with Amanda tomorrow, I think.. not sure.. hahs.. have to think of where to go.. Singapore is seriously so boring.. nothing to do one.. hahs..

Oh, Sunday, I was out with Junie at Spinelli's.. I LOVE spinelli's caramel latte.. bwhahas... Hmmmm.. anyway, we sat at the cafe and chatted about stuff.. yeah.. hahs..
and as usual.. the usual sacarstic bantering took place.. ;)



Anyway, yeah.. i'm tiredddddd.... >_<
my NYAA journals are nowhere near done.. Ying Shya is sooo freaking gonna scream at me.. >_< hahas...

okay, gotta go...
toodles, bye...!!

posted by anj @ 23:04

Chalets and such...

that'll be in a bit...
Mood: tired


Spent the whole night backing up my PDA.. shan't take the risk this time round.. hahs..
I'm getting wiser, by the nights.. ;)


Anyway, I shall just blog a little bit... I'm too tired to blog anything now, even if I have too much to tell you of my day yesterday... (it's 1am now)
Of the time I spent with Junie out at Spinelli's.. hahs.. and in town..
I never knew Junius was sucha moutain tortoise!!!!! >_<

He didn't know that the little underpass that connects Wisma to Taka.. that little flight of steps there.. it leads to B2 of Taka...
He thought it "led people down to the basement carpark"...
*smacks forehead* my goodnessssss... he's been to Taka for sooooo long, yet he forgets that the whole of B2 has food food food and more food...

And to think that he thinks of food like very 30 minutes... *sighs*
He's a hopeless pig.

He even called himself a pig FOUR times today.
And accused me of calling him a pig one too many a time..

He's been made the president of NP's Piggy society.. They should just make him Trademark Mascot, right, Junie?

After all, I named my inexistant dwarf pig after him... ;)
But I guess, till I get real pictures of that lil' babe and let it be the mascot for his club, Junie my dear god-bro will just have to suffice and run as trademark mascot.. *smirks*


Went shopping with my parents after dinner, when I was like super full..
Mom made fun of me while shopping.. as usual, really.. she was scrutinising the fats on my waist and hips as always, and commented that I should really go on a diet and detox thingy..

I dont' mind going on that.. but let me just enjoy tomorrow.. hahs..

I'm having chalet tomorrow. Meeting up with Jewel and Cheryl at 2.30pm at CostaSands @ Pasir Ris... Don't really like the venue, but it's a party, so it's okay.. hahs..
I'm supposed to check-in with them.. I have a feeling I won't be able to. hahs.. I'm not related to whomever booked the room...


Hopefully I can even find that damn place. I've not stepped into Costa Sands in like.. 14 years? yeah... I went there when it first opened.. when they still had fashion catwalks held on the swimming pools little bridge walkway thingy.. I remembered having my head smashed on the bridge when Gary accidentally kicked my face into the wall.. while trying to look up at the ladies' skirts...
*grimaces* I surfaced up gasping for air and sobbing away in pain while my head spinned in HUGE rounds and everything just blurred for 10 minutes there.. hahahs..

I never knew what really went on in my life after that.. everything just goes by like a blur... :P


But anyway, yeap....
finally after 14 years, going back into that place, I bet the place sucks like big time now... hopefully I'll get a good suntan tomorrow..

*is praying hard for a sunny day all day long*


aight, I'm outta here..
having duty tomorrow..

I might be staying overnight at the chalet.. so yeah.. won't be online..
lest they have free internet on TV like in France as an incentive there.. *grins*


Toodles for now!!!

posted by anj @ 01:13

Early morning maddness!

plus morning mares!!!
Mood: --



Hahahs.. Had a nightmare this morning.. so I shall call it the morningmare...
Kinda forgot most parts of it coz I'd jotted it down on another blog already and I'm too lazy to paste it all here.. hahs

Anyway.. yeap...
Morning, home alone, once again! how perfectly wonderful, right?


Oh, here's a cute song I thought I'd put up..
and I thought I'd change the lyrics here and there.. ;) for my own amusement..

Cake ~*~ I WILL SUUUUURRRVIIIIVVVEEE!!!!!
(okay, so it was just 'I will survive'...)

At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinkin' I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights just thinking how you’ve done me wrong
And I grew strong, I learned how to get along

And so you're back from outer space,
I just walked in to find you here with that, that look upon your face
I should have changed my fucking lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I’d have known for just one second you'd be back to bother me.

Oh now go, walk out the door
Just turn around now, you're not welcome anymore.
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love, I know I'll be alive.
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah...

(SOLO)

It took all the strength I had just not to fall apart,
I’m tryin' hard to mend the pieces of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights just feelin' sorry for myself,
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high.

And you’ll see me with somebody new
I'm not that stupid little person still in love with you.
And so you thought you’d just drop by and you expect me to be free,
But now I'm saving all my lovin' for someone who's gonna be lovin' me,

Oh now go, walk out the door.
Just turn around now, you're very much welcome no more.
Weren't you the one who tried to break me with desire?
Did you think I'd crumble? Did you think I'd lay down and die?

Oh not I, I will survive
Yeah, as long as I know how to love I know I'll be alive,
I've got all my life to live,
I've got all my love to give,
I will survive

I will survive
Yeah, yeah…



As you can very well see, I didn't really change the lyrics much, yeah? the changes are all in italics.. which is really very mininal anyway.. ;)



Oh geez..hahas..
Okay, I think I shall go do something constructive, like getting on with my NYAA journals.. it's never ending!!! hahhs...
but I like it!!! bwahahahs...

okay, gotta run now!!! love lovin' it!

Love all of yah!!! take care peeps!



P.S: I love the smell of fresh leather!!! (okay, so that's my new PDA casing..) ^_^

posted by anj @ 11:40

My first poly textbook...

is probably one semester too late?
Mood: sheepish


hahs.. but what the heck, finally bought that stupid book..
Cost me 59 buckaroos...
and it stated there big and in bold, at the back cover, "Not for Sale in the U.S.A or Canada"

Awww.. don't I just feel so unique! bwhahas.. oh okay, hahs..

Anyway, finally got back my baby.. hahs.. did I mention that yesterday!?!? *grins* Hmmm.. Bought a casing for it too! so happy.. although it cost me another huge bomb for a pathetic piece of leather. I wanted the metal one!
>_<


Oh nevermind. I can just make do with this shitty thing.. it blasted off $35 from my pockets.. leaving me with like $5 left for allowance now.. I have sucessfully spent $95 on stuff that wouldn't benefit me the way I'd like it to benefit in..


So, yup.. I was rather disappointed with today's meeting.. it was so boring, well, not counting the part where Michelle Ong was explaining the stuff.. Today, we had a new lawyer amongst our group.. His name is Terrence. He reminds me strongly of my cousin, Eric Tan.. not that Eric in my list though..

Anyway, yeah.. Meeting was really stale today. Coz Steven wasn't there.. :( so sad...
No sense of direction.. today was just another 'sharing' session..

Gary got a hand-delivered letter today, I should've raced to the door to see who it was and scream 'bloooody fucking bitch!!!! Stay away you whore!!!' at whoever sent that letter..
It sent him positively reeling back into depression again, just when he was about to step out of it.

I'm telling you, I'm gonna find out which bitch did this to my brother, and I'm gonna skin her alive. That freaking hell hole.

I can go on about it, but I'm gonna stop just right here. Getting so majorly pissed off by that stupid bitch-fucking whore.


BAH.


Anyway, I'm gone write up my NYAA journals.. and yeah, head for bed.. goin' ta meet junie tomorrow.. and possibly, going to meet up with mom and go on a shopping spree with Mother Dearest (M.D) for shopping.. at Bossini.

Yes, I will admit, I am a Bossini kid, through and through, 2/5 of my clothes are Bossini apparels.. From that yellow windbreaker, to the hoodie-sweaters and down to my khaki pants.. hahs.. love lovin' it! ^_^

Gonna get this really cool T-shirt from Bossini again.. ;)
Well, hopefully it'll still be there.. I liked that shirt lots..


Whoopy-do-day.. Gary's going out again...
Car ride out.. and possibly to go cry somewhere or get himself killed in a wreck...

as usual.


Oh, it's a Saturday night Live, alright.



Taa~!

posted by anj @ 21:34

OHH!!! Tsuyu.. thank you....

hahhs...
Mood: all cheered up!

Well, Tsuyu is YaMei... shhh.. okay, that was stupid, she'll read that anyway...

ANYWAY, I went back to school.. and found a piece of supposedly heart-breaking news.. (that's good and bad)

Well, I thought it was a piece of dramatic, drastic, mind-blowing and really depressing news.. I couldn't take the supplementary paper.. I had to re-do the entire module!!!!!! *heart breaks and shatters*

Seriously, I thought I had it bad... then well, Shakeila told me she had to take supp's and re-do Math.. I really felt for her too..wanted to give her great big hug to make her feel better.. *hugs shakeila* okay, lame as it sounds..
Well, anyway, since I have to RE-DO that module, I told shakeila too.. We're gonna work super hard on this one.. one whole year to study. We HAVE to be able to score at least a C on that.. hahahs.. well, hopefully I get to score a C on inorg..

Anyway, yeah... I thought it was bad.. but after realising that I had an extra year to study Inorg, I cheered up.. I can get more help.. from Ally, from Jon, from Junie... from so many peeps.. Even Gary said he'd help me out with it.. Although I doubt he'd help anyway..

Oh and I finally realised how similar Junius's mobile number is to mine.. only the last 3 numbers differed.. hahs.. oh yea... he did say he got it just coz it was similar to my number.. hahs...

Hmmmm...
hospise duty today was sooooooo freaking FUN!!!! *mega-grin*
Day by day, I love those kids to bits more! hahs.. you know, they're sooooo energetic!!

I got to the hospice at about 11.30am today.. and the kids were already there, doing their work and all that.. hahs..
I went in to greet Ms G, but she was busy on the phone, settling some stuff.. I saw Bjorn, and JunKai on the computer..

So I went out and helped out with the younger ones.. hahs.. Saw my usual cuties there.. Antony, Adamn, WeiJie, Marcus, XiaoMeng, HuiWen and Jessie.. along with two other girls, MingFen and Nahdira.. hahs..

They're so cute.. Antony had been having crazy mood swings for a 3 year old kiddo.. The ladies' told me he'd been crying and wanting attention the entire week since Monday..

So, I decided to give him extra good treatment today, and played more with him..
I thought he'd be okay (coz he was playing with the other girls for a while, coz i was there).. but he started crying after a while.. when the boys forgot about his existance..

I tried calming him down with all the usual soothing words one would give to a kid when they started crying.. which obviously didn't work.. This kid's one helluva smart for his age, really.. So, hahs.. change of tactics..

Me: Antony, do you wanna hug? je je will give you hugs, but you have to stop crying after that, alright?
Antony: *nods his head while crying and comes running to me*

Hahs.. he's one cute one.. that Antony.. ;) So, I gave him lotsa hugs while he sobbed a bit more.. and then I made him sit down with me while he calmed down for a bit..

20 minutes later, he's sitting with the other boys and girls, drawing on paper with his "cool purple marker pen" as how Adam said it.. hahs.. got my hand dotted with a bit of it..

MingFen's only 5 years old this year.. she's one CUTE girl!! I was sooo smitten with her when she came up to me shyly and smiled this little smile of her's and went "hello je je.. can you sit with me today?" It just makes you go "Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.................." and agree with her..

Call it having me twirled right around her little pinky... but that's how it was when I was with that bunch today.. they definitely made my day..
WeiJie's still his cute little bubbly self.. He finished his lunch first.. and was the first one to tackle me down while running about the playroom! hahs... yes, the whole lot of them tackled me down.. -__-||

Nurse Jo screamed at them to treat me as a JeJe... not a play toy.. hahs.. they just looked at Nurse Jo and started giggling and ran off.. Nurse Jo gave this exasperated sigh, and shook her head, but I saw this smile creeping up her face and grinned at her, assuring her I was perfectly fine.. no damage done whatsoever.. and she laughed, apologising on behalf of those tykes..

Hahas.. well, it was such a fun day at the hospice today! :) I really enjoyed today more than ever! It's a pity Antony won't be coming on Monday.. :( The ladies told me he'd been really fed-up the entire week, so they guess he finally gave up on having to choose his lunch everyday before hand ("Would you want Chicken Porridge, or Pork Porridge, or Fish porridge, eh, Antony?") and not getting enough attention from everyone..

And then, Marcus... such a sweetheart today.. although he's still as mischievious as ever.. hahs.. he gave MingFen this huge kiss on her lips before lunch time today!! hahs.. Obviously it's a friendly one.. but they looked so cute.. hahs.. laughing and giggling when I tsk-ed loudly and frowned at them for that..

Adam was quiet today.. he's always quiet.. hahs.. I don't know.. he still had lots of fun playing Lego today..

I met Sara and these 2 other girls today.. Sara's from RJC, this other girl's from the Australian International School.. I didn't get her name.. but she was here for Occupational Therapy for Children.. it's a school thing.. But she's really pretty.. and really nice! hahs.. she's been staying in Singapore for about 4 years now.
We were both having lunch together.. and then, trying to get the kids to play together..

Hmmmm... well, I really enjoyed playing with the kids today.. Taught them their stuff today too.. I'm getting better at it.. :) Watched the Australian girl teach Marcus his stuff.. She reminded me of my Aunt Mae.. (Mae, as in May) yeah.. my cousin's name's also Marcus, and she'd tell him "MARcus! Pay attention to your food! Stop playing with your spoon now! Marcus... Look here, c'mon.. Marcus. Marcus! there's a good boy!"

Similarly, the Australian girl told little Marcus "Marcus, look here.. focus now, Marcus. Marcus! there's a good boy now!"
Talk about the accents.. I bet she must've been from Gold Coast too...



Anyway, Manda wasn't happy today.. :S I do hope she'll feel better soon.. She didn't want to call me, since she said my "best friend was in cahoots with my(her) enemy"... haiz.. Manda, Manda.. my dear girl.. you know I'm okay if you call, should you call, and when you call... well, lest I'm like pissed off too.. then heh.. that, I'm really sorry yah...

She was pissed about some stupid ho' in her class.. yeah, and I'm pissed off too.. by the hurtful words that idiot displayed big, bolded and in striking colours.. >.<
What a b!tch.. jeeez... ughs. I'm soooo freaking disgusted by that wench..
She's so fat and she dares to call Manda fat. (like, look who's talking... hahs.. i'm kinda fat too.. but I shall DIET!!!!!)
But anyway, yah.. haiz... Manda, hope you cheer up soon..



Okay, it's like 1.20am... but I shall leave this as an entry from 26th November..
Time for me to hit the shower.. then sleep.. I still have meeting tomorrow morning at 9am at YMCA.. hahas... can't wait!! :)

posted by anj @ 23:59

I love JON!!!!

okay, not romantically..
Mood: all cheered up



Jon's like THE best friend I've got.. okay, I know how I keep gushing over him being the bestest bestest best friend I've got for the past 2 years or so..

Well, he's not exactly best friend material.. but he tries his best to be there for me.. coz he's like all the way in Sydney.. he's my main reason why I'd love to be in UNSW Australia.. or Uni of Sydney will do great with me too!


Anyway, Jon had decided I should just jump back on the track and start learning Inorganic Chem from the start all over again before I head for class tomorrow.. so he sacrifaced all his cartoon time for me today. (anime is his life, i'm telling you.. there was once I couldn't even get him to get away from that telly of his till I sulked and complained non-stop)
And Joash had been kind enough to remind me earlier this morning that remedial class was tomorrow @ 10am.. Thanks dude..

So, yeah, I'd spent the better part of this evening, learning stoichiometry and aqueous solutions and learning how to do a tad bit of redox all over again.. not too bad.. refresher class for me.. :) Jon just KNOWS what to say to me just so I get it the first time round..

Glad he's around somehow all the time...

hahs.. he managed to cheer my spirits up lots too!!! shiok! hahas..
Anyway, I've decided.. even if I didn't wanna like NOT participate in PALs.. I'll have to stop going for like 80% of PALs events from now on.. just so that I can concentrate on my studies..

I mean, I have my hospice duty.. the YMCA meetings.. golf, Terra.. and yeah.. my own family problems to settle.. so, since PALs isn't really much of a Core thing right now, I'll have to pull out the enthusiasm from there and put it more into my studies.. Just following mom's words of advice..


I guess I lost sight of the fact that ultimately, the grades of my academia were most important compared to having to deal with CCAs and all that.. Oh, trust me, I don't take such things as lightly as you might imagine. Try as I might, I really try my best in trying to get along with my seniors in PALs most times, but they're on a totally different plane. But, whatever it is.. yeah, that's it for PALs for next sem..

I'll go on events occassionally.. :) if I can find the time.


ANYWAY, enough about my studies, I'd been studying the entire day, cried the entire morning, blogging for the past one hour.. Thinking and reading through my notes for the next 45 minutes, then I'm going to sleep and I shall wake up tomorrow morning, only to get to school for remedial's at 9.55am.. then get to the hospice by noon, no lunch for me, I guess.. and then, get off duty by 4.30pm after seeing the kids home.. and then.. FINALLY home!!! only to get online!! To find Jon again.. hahs.. and get him to teach me somemore inorganic chemistry.. yippee! hahs.. did I tell you how much I love that guy? :)

Then Saturday, I'll have YA:MAD meeting @ YMCA again.. then I'll get to talk to Michelle Ong and LiRu again!! hahas.. my two lovely RGS girls.. Ming's trying out for RJC.. I really do hope she gets in!! Good luck, Ming!!! *grins* Tell me how it goes, k? Oh, and thanks for those words of encouragement.. they really made my day too..

Well, Saturday after meeting, home for me.. study some more.. with Jon again too.. hahs.. and then Sunday, it's studying with Junie!! hahs.. hopefully junie knows how to teach me yah.. hahs..


Okay, time for me to go read my notes again..
then time for me to sleep.. so yeah..

Toodles for now! ;)

posted by anj @ 23:26

.....

I have spent the better part of the morning...
Mood: depressed


being moody.

Which is no surprise, when I found out that my latest updates on my GPA was 1.593 instead of my usual 3.568...

Depressing as it was, I kept that all in till I sat down at the coffee table 2 hours later, trying my best to decidpher those familiar yet so foreign words, letters and numerials...

Today, was the first time in 3 years that I broke down completely in front of my mom since Jan's death.. today is a memorable day indeed... if you can count it memorable.. significant maybe, but heh.. oh, anyway... yeah..

My mom hardly finds me breaking down the way I do.. She just sat in her sofa seat, staring at me, at a lost of what to do or say.. just sat there, feeling really hopeless.. I could watch her wanting to just help me take all my problems away.. but she didn't know how, so she just sat there and watched me till I was feeling better on my own..

She only watches the guys cry.. so she has no idea how to deal with her own daughter.. funny really.. most people say daughters are the most cared for.. maybe not so much in my family..


Anyway, on a happier note, I'm getting my PocketPC back.. they're sending it right to my doorstep tomorrow night.. *wry smile* The fella fixed my baby!!!
Terra's still in her Heat season. It's taking FOREVER before she becomes normal again.. I'm asking Maj what that stuff was to give to Terra lest she gets into heat again.. He hasn't replied me yet..

So.. yeah.. my dad was asking if I was satisfied with my results.. I know I shouldn't have been so rude, but I told him curtly that I was obviously NOT happy with it.. He just shut up completely after that.. :( I feel so evilly nasty now...

Having sneered at my younger brother again, about him forgetting his own birthdate.. My dad added in that since he forgot his own b-day, it wasn't important.. oh jeez.. we just bully that kid too many times.. He's nearly dropped into EM3.. had like 177/400 for his exams this year.. next year will be his big year.. I wonder how he'd fair.. good, bad, okay.. or getting worse? sheesh..


I was tempted to cut my hair again today.. But my mom blatantly refused to allow me to get it cut.. said something about having my hair grown for over a year.. why should I want to cut it off now.. *shrugs*


Still feeling mightily sore about my scores..
Amanda had the cheek to laugh about it. Right. Maybe I should laugh at her scores if she hits a low just out of spite in the future.. But maybe not, since I'm a nice person.. After so many things I've done for her, why does she have to laugh at my poor grades.. I mean, yeah, she said she felt bad.. ah, forget it. This is getting really pointless.


I told my mom I wanted to give up today, just didn't want to study anymore. Maybe doing business just might be good for me, since my bloodline lived within the business sector.. My mom's dad was an liquor dealer, he sold XO's, Brandy's.. all that.. back in the days when the Flea Market wasn't up yet.

My dad's dad.. I had no idea what he did.. but he always dressed smartly, as to what my father always told me..

yeah.. hahs.. my cousin's a millionaire, he owns a dot.com company and some other shit, a few are teachers, engineers, a good number of them are auditors..accountants, bankers.. and a lawyer.. photographer.. my bro's into programming logistics.. me.. I'm.. well.. barely making it through polytechnic with such grades to go..

hahs.. I will admit, I'm not a bright student. I take AGES to understand something completely..
Hopefully, I'll get over this soon.. and get set, ready for my next sem..

But first, where the fuck should I start with this stupid inorg chem?

posted by anj @ 14:43

In the event of over bloggin'

This is one really fine example of over OVER blogging...
Mood: freaking anxious


I'm only over blogging to keep awake...
and waiting in anxiety for my first ever semester's exam results, which I do know, in all certainty, will not be the nicest of results I'd ever see in my entire life..

Rather, it'll be one of the worst. WORST ever things...
A disgusting sight it shall be, when I finally gain access to it.

Oh, Gary says if that the system shows us that alert "Your results are not available.. Please try again.." after midnight, that means the results won't be released till like LATER...

so yeah, I'm giving up trying to check tonight. Shall check tomorrow night..


Toodles for now!

P.S: oh for the record, that idiot "Julian" replied.. telling me how ignorant I am.. and yeah, apparently he still thinks Joey's picture is HIS picture.. oh sheesh. immature pig.

posted by anj @ 01:28

Check this out....

Monitoring Terrorists

I'm generally not political, but this caught my interest.
The F.B.I. has a new method to track terrorist activities.
Click here for an update.

P.S: Enjoy reading! ;)

posted by anj @ 21:42

Oh crud....

yes, again... oh cruuuud...
Mood: anxious


So like crapppppp....
In a few more hours, the results will be out..
crappy shit.. hahs..

I'm just gonna check like 30 minutes before midnight strikes.. okay, nevermind...
I'll just check it the morning after...
hahs..

I was thinking of bringing Terra to the vet's tomorrow, but she was full into her Heat season again, so I thought "oh ferget it..", yep..

Today, I went to school for the Senior Citizen's Party... helping out again..
it was like any other old folks' party thingy..
Spent my morning smiling and helping out those jovial seniors..

The only turn off was my team's leader.. I suppose he's some cranky gay from Nursing school.. MY GOD. he is like.. YUCK.. I mean, he had this sleeeeeeazy look on his face and this pathetic laugh.. he tried to act COY with me, I was like "EURGH!!!! Get AWAY from me!!" ewwww... like GET A LIFE, dude!!!

If there's anything in this entire world that just makes me cringe in disgust.. it'll be to watch a guy trying to act coy and cute in front of me, to me. I'll positively puke whatever I'd eaten before that point of time on your shoes, or his shoes, or the floor, or. oh well, I think you got the point. like, EEEEEEEEeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!! ugh.

*shudders*


Oh, my constantly-profanity-prone Aunt Alice is over at my place whilst I type this out.. For every two words that gets uttered, 5 words of profanity comes spewing out..
That's how bad my aunt Alice gets...

hahahs..
Anyway, I am sooooo brain dead..
Finished typing last night's minutes of meeting.. blogging now.. showered already..
Oh, yeah.. hahs..
some idiot decided he should steal joey's picture and then accuse joey for being an imposter for taking that stolen picture.
Now, did that make sense to you?

It's alright if it doesn't..

I shall go update all my other little blogger's now..
^_^V

toodles for now!

posted by anj @ 19:06

Je suis très fatigué!

honto.... very much so...
Mood: exhausted



Besides having to think all day what with Camp..
then the usual daily reflections...
and THEN... meeting..

Meeting was fun... :)
LiRu and Michelle were late..
but that's okay, there were later peeps.. ahahahs.. I was glad they could come!

I had to re-introduce myself at the end of the meeting today, coz we had this new girl in our workgroup.. her name was Magdeline or something to that extent..
Anyway, she's a Lawyer.. reputable job!

hahs..
well, I told them, I was just a freshie in NYP, doing Molecular Biotech.. and Steven, whose actor's face that he resembles but name I still can't remember, was mightily impressed with my choice of study! hahas..he was like "wow! whah.. so cheem one.." hahs..

but anyway, yeah.. they asked me a few questions here and there about my school work and all that..

I went home with LiRu later on...
we chatted about her upcoming prom.. her views on Bush vs. Kerry and Bush vs. Gore.. hahs.. so yeah...
I did explain some other stuff to her about all the elections and shit...
it was pretty interesting!

Anyway, Amanda called while I was having meeting...
didn't answer coz I had my mobile put to silent mode..
hash.. don't see the need to even have a phone nowadays if not for having to communicate with the rest of this universe.

*is thinking: Me against the world!*

okay, random thought there..

Anyway, I have the minutes for the meeting to type out and submitted in by Wednesday night, but I guess I gotta get started on it asap, yeah? hahs...

I'm feeling sooooo brain-dead now.. geez..
okay.. gotta go get that minutes done up now..
hopefully I can do it well.. hahahs..


OHHH! hahs.. joking with my 'sis' mich.. heh heh heh..
we were talking about the minutes and she asked who was it for.. so I told her it was for Mr Steven Chia... my lovely youth workgroup director.. I like that guy.. he's nice! he LISTENS..

anyway, yeah...
hahs..
I told her I ought to get my own namecard..but I haven't gotten any working status...
but I have an idea what I can put on it.. here goes:

Angeline Tan. Librain. Single (available)
STUDENT SLACKER
(065) 9***-****
anjelline@gmail.com


hahs.. good? yeah.. i know, that's stoopid.. hhahas.. but hey michhy!!! I was just joking with you lah.. hahs.. not gonna actually do that stupid namecard.. I agree it's a waste of kaching~! hahs...

aights.. imma outta here..
toodles for da night, dudes and dudettes..

posted by anj @ 23:43

Trying my luck the third time....

All good things, come in three's..
Mood: bored


I don't know how many of you would agree to that, but I know I do.. sometimes.

hahas..
Anyway, had Adventure Learning Camp today.. it was.. fun. It was okay, to say the least... Coz my friends were there.. the whole lot of them.. :)

Well, have another meeting at YMCA later.. so I gotta make this fast..

Today, Dr William Hao told my class all about luuuuurve.. the courtships, the thing about marriage... the emotional bonds one shares with their future husbands/wives..

it was interesting... I wish I could elaborate on it.. but my mind's stuck on re-vamping CIP now.. hahs.. I have to plan it well, if not, the kids would kill me in the future weeks to come..

but he did tell us something, which struck a chord in me..
and I liked the way he phrased it, coz it made me want to go on a manhunt in search for such a guy.. hahahs..

He told us, that in your life, when you can find a TRUE spouse.. he/she is the person who's like your best friend.. you know ALLLL his/her bad and worst traits... all the warts and pimples.. the stretch marks, whatever it may be..
The temper flares and all that...
and you still love him/her unconditionally, and vice versa...

Then the both of you ought to just get married already.. hahs..
besides being "physically naked, there's also being emotionally naked" to one another..

it was interesting.. and thought provoking..

yep.. okay, I think that's all I can talk for the moment...
before I get late again...
LiRu is already at PlazaSingapura waiting for me... shiaaate...
hahas..


byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

posted by anj @ 18:19

No assisi today!! [i'm dissing someone here, so read it]

so sad...
Mood: disappointed

Kinda put out that we couldn't go to Assisi today, coz there're a tad bit too many peeps going to help out today..
Called up Ms G this morning.. perhaps I shall call her friday mornings next time..

But anyway, PS and I will be going this coming Friday. hahs.. :) at least not too bad..
I skipped last week.. coz I was simply too busy last week..
I haven't played golf in such a loooong time.. :( I feel very much deprived..


Anyway, yeah.. hahs..
I'll have to get Charmaine to do up her blog again.. something's wrong with it..

This read more thing.. it's a tad bit annoying, I guess...
if it's seriously getting in your way, tell me aight? I'll just get rid of it and put this other one up.. hmmm...

Maybe I'll try something else.. hahs.. shall have to see if it works well with the scripts and all that.. :)

I shall be royally pleased if all goes well..
anyway, I wonder when will the day be, when I can finally go scouting for a home for myself.. hahs...
I'd want to stay somewhere really small and cozy.. just nice for myself.. maybe I'll just rent an apartment in town or something.. hahs..

**************************

OH!!! was talking to my team this morning.. Joash, Mizael and Jasrie.. they were telling me Kelvin was giving them a hard time again.. and was basically doing his usual thing of degrading people's morals and self-esteem just to feel great about himself so that he gets to brag at the same time.. Then, wanting to get some sympathy from them by talking about his own problems.

Like HELLO~!!!! Mr Ler, we all have our own problems too, and doesn't mean that you're VP, you have the rights to take it out on us juniors, okay? YOU'RE OLDER THAN US, GROW UP ALREADY. like what you've always told me, think of others. not about yourself.


so practice what you preach, kelvin.


Next, I think you're trying too hard on trying to get PALs to be united.
While half the time you try freaking too hard on uniting the club, you forget that the people whom you want to respect you are the peeps you're pushing way too hard. You should know better that as a president, you gotta sympathyse with your peeps FIRST before you can do anything.

That's what all leaders do (well, except you that is). Leaders UNDERSTAND their peeps first, before compromising and coming up with a solution plan. Obviously you've forgotten that the people you wanted to unite are the people you're demoralising. Hence, don't cry when you realise that all of us would rather join CJ's company rather than yours.

You want us to work with you, understand us, but before you even say another word to any of us about you being in our shoes before, think again. You're not us. And we're most definitely not you.

You continue to put up cold fronts and indifferences, that's your loss to us, you know? You'll slowly find that your best peeps will move away from you.. maybe you'll be lucky and be left with some slow bloomers, but till they find out about you, let's just say, it's your loss. Seriously YOUR loss. not ours.

We'll prolly really act on our joking words and just might want to overthrow you and what not... but we're KIND, we give CHANCES to let you PROVE your worth.

If this keeps up, I'm gonna get Joash and company to form a new committee alongside with CJ and ZhiYong, and with them as suitable leaders that we look up to, we'll have a more united PALs then you'd ever dream of!

***************************

That aside, I think I've spent a rather fine and lovely cold morning!

Taa~ for now! ;)

posted by anj @ 13:29

Muttering Unconsciously

here we gooooo!
Mood: bored


Reconnect :: Connecting up the net again
Gearshift :: 4-wheel drive
Mania :: Pasta Mania
Manhattan :: The man, who had a hat, went for a tan.. right? hehehe
First date :: eh.. that was eons ago, with daniel
District :: zones
Yearbook :: they now come in CD-roms.. how cool is that?
Breakup :: the shattering of my heart all over again!
Episode :: sessions of crazed matters going on in one go
Costume :: something to do with disguises



A:Your Beauty lies
in Innocence. Pure, sweet and child-like. You most
likely look far younger than
you are and your smile would brighten up anyone's
day. Seen as naive and
sheltered, you can be ignorant at times, but for
the most part, it's simply your
reputation preceding you. You are most likely
rather aware of the realities of
life. You are extremely good natured and
trustworthy. By the same token, you are
a bit too trusting. Be careful, few are as honest
and open as you. You might
seem girlish still with a love of dresses, ponies,
and things most might deem
you "too old for". But this doesn't
bother you. You enjoy your youth and are
going to make it last. After all you are only as
old as you feel.



Some Things
That Represent You:


Element:
Light, Wind Animal: Kitten Color:
White, Pink, Pastels Song:
Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney
Expression: Innocent Smile



Gemstone:
Diamond Mythological Creature: Unicorn
Sign: Virgo Planet:
Moon Hair Color: White Eye Color:
Silver



Quote: "A
stranger is just a friend you haven't met
yet."




Where Does Your Beauty Lie? ..::Original Pictures Are Back! Detailed Results::..
brought to you by Quizilla

a quizzie thing...

and then... to finish it off, a quote I read off the MRT on Saturday morning to meeting..

"You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest, that it leaves your arms too full for the present." -- Jan Glidewell

Yep... have a lovely evening, one and all...
hope you had a great day today, unlike mine..

Well, certainly after not being reminded of things that I just refuse to know about at all... I don't know if that's a sign for me to hold on, or a test for me to see if I get tempted again.. God, this is so confusing and most certainly very frustrating..

Like, whatever.

I'm off to bed. not studying tonight..

posted by anj @ 23:28

Assisi tomorrow!!!

Oh... and I simply can't wait!
Mood: anticipating


You know, Charmaine comes up with the most sacarstic yet hilarious of things..

This is just ONE thing I took from her blog which she just updated on Friday.

one two dont crap on my shoes

three four dont fall for a whore

five six only pick up chicks

seven eight make sure they're straight

nine ten do it over again

eleven twelve remember those on the shelves

thirteen fourteen i am not a has been

fifteen sixteen dont forget the kissing

seventeen eighteen girls are waiting

nineteen twenty theres not plenty


yep, nursery rhyme made up by courtesy of the creative juices of Charmaine Foo...

That girl is just up to all fun and yeah...hahs..
Oh, how I miss chatting with her online! nevermind, when she moves back into Hougang, I'll get to see her rather often.. Perhaps we can go to the pool together on some days! :)

Oh and since she's 16, I'm dragging her to the pool parlour! bwhahas.. or hopefully her Uncle Bob has a billard table in his home.


Amanda's sick once again.. she's always getting sick these days.. and I'm getting rather worried coz she's not responding to her medications.. :(
I really hope she gets better soon.. you guys out there, pray for her, aight? let the praying session commence!!!!

(SJCians are always known for having their prayers answered by hook or by crude. ALWAYS.)

And so, I shall pray..
Yes, for once, I shall pray, and pray with all my might, I shall..
hahas.. for many many MANY reasons, actually..
Top two priorties set right would be for Amanda and my semestral results.
Then praying that my dad will allow me to get terra to the vet's..
and then, that I'll have LOTS of free time, to complete my NYAA shit...
and THEN, MORE free time, so that I can get to work alongside with debra at Giordano's... or okay, I was aiming Levi's.. so I can get Levi's jeans!! bwhahas.. and their shirts. hor seh man...

Okay, that.. or when I grad out of MB.. and find out I haven't got enough ka-ching~ for university, I'll make sure to work in a club or something as a bartender! whah.. shiok. I'll get to par-taay~ all night long! smuacks! lovely!

I've got my career and life planned out, bay-beh~!!


Oh, you guys must be wondering 'what's up with angeline now? what's with the change?' or okay, so maybe there isn't much of a change in me, but I know, that I've changed.. I'm being free-ed!! Nice to feel this way..
Putting everything else behind me once and for all.. and yeah.. just gonna be single and single all the way!! bwhahahahahs...

I seriously don't care if I have to die an old single hag.. maybe I won't have to die an old married-without-much-of-a-sex-life hag!!!! hahahahs..

Okay, that's enough of bullshitting for an entry.


Serious matters here, yes, I will pray...
I'm not known for praying, coz I'm confused on which religion I'd love to be in, Catholism, or Buddhism, or just Angeline-ism.. hahas..
I think I shall just stick to Angeline-ism.. I shall worship myself, and I will believe that in me, I am someone with a Godly worth, with some unknown God's blood..

(we just have to start from somewhere don't we? we ALL have God's blood, that's why we're ALIVE, dun-heads)


Anyway, praying.. yeah.. I don't pray on a usual basis.. It's surprising that I should WANT to pray.. but it's for a better cause, so god will just HAVE to listen and help me with this..

And I hope, that when I tell god to "take the pain away", I hope he doesn't re-iterates it as "kill the poor person and bring him/her up to you". I want him to realise, that killing people isn't the best way out of things.. and yeah.. there're prolly over a trillion over people dead already over the past millenia or so...

Can he even possibly fit in the rest of us?

I'd give myself the benefit of doubt on that. Not sure about you.. but hey! it's a big world, my opinion will definitely oppose from your's, won't it? ;) so shush now..
We'll all shush on this topic for now then!!


Moving along, moving along... it's hardly ever since I've given such a long entry, be happy about it! :)

Saturday, was an exhausting day for me. I'd woken up late, coz my mom forgotten to wake me up at 8am, like she promised to. And it'd been my fault entirely for sleeping at 2.30 in the morning.. (I'd been up thinking once more, hence with my troubled mind, I couldn't sleep even if I forced myself to)

okay... I COULD'VE forced myself to sleep.. but I was having fun chatting here.. and there.. and everywhere..... yeah.. *sheepish grin*

Anyway, meeting was more engaging in many ways last Saturday.. I'll be sure to head in for the Tuesday one.. With LiRu and Michelle. Tomorrow will be Assisi day! hahs.. I love Assisi days.. they make me look forward to life so much more... hmmm.. maybe not, but at least, it makes my day when I get to see all those rowdy lil' punky tykes! =)


Oh, Joey messaged me over MSN while I was busy chatting on the phone with Amanda at about 5.30pm.. he was at the airport and was telling me that in an hour's time, he'd be on the plane from Paris, to Nice and back into his cozy home with the big pool and that awesome looking balcony with that kickass view of Nice.

(well, really.. he stopped at the part where he'll have to board the plane in an hour's time)

Awww... ANYWAY.. one day, I'm gonna sneak myself in.. although that's impossible.. I wouldn't have enough kaching~ to even get a seat in the economy class on Budget Airflight via Quatar Airways to Quatar itself. SHEESH! hahahahhas..

But it's a nice chuckle-inducing thought, right? heh.. imagine.. I'm already standing at like 165cm (okay, that's SHORT) and sneaking about.. I'm just about as clumsy as an oaf.. hahs.. okay, I'm not THAT clumsy.. Amanda's clumsier than I am.. she luuuuuuurves bumping her butt at my hip and bouncing me from one end of the coridoor to the other! (and that's what she did alllllll Friday morning)

-__-||

Anyway, yeah.. didn't get to study today, coz as expected.. When I showed Gary the passwords I set up, the fading pictures, and all that crap I did on my blogs, he was ever ready to pose up yet another challenge which would probably take me the next ga-zillion years to derive at..

yeah, new challenge.. but I gave up 3 hours later.. I'd found the codes, and scripts... and all that.. but.. but.. but.. I didn't know a single shit about what the site was babbling about!! I mean, sure, I recognise the words, but I couldn't decipher it completely.. perhaps after my supps.. then I'll get on with it..

I wanted to do this spotlight thing on my picture.. yeah.. it'll be soooo freaking cool!



Listening to that "Bullshit bullshit summore!!!" song..
it's this really oooooold 80's song.. hahas.. when felix gets online, I'm gonna send it to him.. he'll be laughing his ass off on this one! =D
It's Sweat (A la la la la long) by Inner Circle.. hahas.. everyone should listen to it! you'd start boogie-ing to it.. hahs!!


Okay, I think I better stop my bullshitting here...
lest you get bored of my nearly inexistant wannabe joker antics..

I'll save you that trouble!
Off to study, I will be!!

toodles for now! ;)
Taa~!

posted by anj @ 20:09

Sleeping is gooood

yep... especially when it's a cold rainy saturday
Mood: tired

Well, that's what I did today.. slept my afternoon away..
I did try waiting for joey to get back to tell me what happened to amanda..
but he didn't.. I suppose he went to the hospital.. she had a high fever last night, apparently..

Anyway, in exactly a month's time, I go back to school.. for my next semester.
In about 5 days, my exam results will come out..
In about two weeks' time, I'll have to sit for my supplementary papers..
And on 3 December, it'll be the sentosa outing.

I hope somebody turns up.. or I'll be sorely disappointed.

OH! I just received the pics from JunWei, I'll have them up soon.. after I edit them a little over adobe photoshop..

Right, there isn't much to say...So yeah..
off I go then...


OH!!! guys, remember to wreck havoc on your planes okay? =)
I want to hear from amanda that you gave the attendants some hell... hee hee hee...
*grins*

aights, toodles for now!
I'll update later at about 2am I think.. hehs..

posted by anj @ 20:27

Weekly shit...

as usual...
Mood: super bored...

I hope this week's shit is good.. hahas..


Thursday threesomes:

:: no one diets on thanksgiving ::

Onesome: No one- ...to talk to? Nah, who is it you look forward to seeing at one of the holidays just to be able to sit around and chat with? Sure, even someone you see during the rest of the year!
um... no one really.. maybe just my classmates.. PS!!! yes, she's someone whom I'd love to chat with day and night!!! :)

Twosome: diets- Have you ever tried one of the "fad" diets out there? Yes, I include Atkins in this category! How did it work for you? Would you do it again or try another one?
yes... hahas.. nope... it didn't work. and I didn't try anything else.. I just went with my own diet and it worked.. hahas.. don't try 'fad' diets, they don't work!

Threesome: on Thanksgiving- What's your favorite dish? Would you be happy just pigging out on turkey, or do you need all the fixings? Does the pumpkin pie make the meal or do you prefer Mom's green bean casserole?
I need all the fixings!! love the sauce and marination!! hmm... I love both. :)


Friday's feast:

Appetizer
What do you think is the perfect age to get married? To have a first child? To retire?
To get married: 23..
To have a first child: 24
To retire: when you think you're old enough. or when you have at least $4 million in your trust funds.

Soup
If you could change occupations tomorrow, what would you want to do for a living?
I wanna be a posh, rich and loaded slacking teen like those I see on TV.

Salad
What does the color green make you think of?
Forest, vomit, sea

Main Course
What is something that has happened to you over the last year that you didn't expect?
Getting a boyfriend was one.. heh.. then breaking up like 2 months later, now that's something i didn't expect.

Dessert
How old were you when you had your first kiss?
um... when I was just born, from my mom.. heh heh heh.. not bad right? ;)



okay, imma outta here.

posted by anj @ 02:17

"I bite your fingers off then you know!"

So said the younger brother to my mother
Mood: bored


Anyway, was woken up by DOA (DEAR OLD AMANDA) this morning at 7.20am.. she can be quite the nagger really.. ughs.. hahas..

I woke up at 9am anyway.. bwahahahs... (be thankful it wasn't 10am, ok?)
Was really very tired.. what with running all over town the past 2 days and all those activities.. I'm exhausted, so gimme a break, will ya?

So yeah, we went to Esplanade, that crazy girl (whose name spells as A-M-A-N-D-A L-I-M S-H-E-R-L-Y-N) decided that it would be fun to pose next to life-sized iron-made coolies, and huge paper-mache lions. (well, she decided to do that OBSCENE one... the one lying on top of the lion) sheesh. So yeah, being a photographer-in-training, I just took some pictures.. NOT photography to my liking, but what the heck. Got camera to play with, might as well just play with it, right? hur hur hur hur hur..

So, she ran off to meet her friend, Kenneth later on (who was really very late, I might add) and had lunch with him, I left them after being attracted to those HUGE afro-head $58.90 cushions hiding at the back of Ig's Heaven.. hee hee.. So fun.. I went all about the shop asking that cute sales-dude guy the prices of the unpriced items.. hahas.. I only call him cute coz he's so blur.. must be a n00b in the team!! hahs.. but I made sure to thank him lots before I left the shop.

Then, I walked down citylink mall, in search for presents.. for Mom and Gary's b-days.. Younger bro's one is coming up soon, but I haven't got any money (as usual) so I don't know what to get him either. I got him this $12 mechanical pencil and a notebook last year. hahs.. ain't I just the greatest!! (considering I had only $10 a week for recess money last year)

This year... perhaps I'll get him.. um.. a storybook maybe.. hahs..
I'll have to see what's good in kino, get a cheap deal from skool!

Anyway, I went up to LG to see if I could get my mobile fixed. The keypad had been unresponsive for the past few months and it's seriously getting on my nerves..
But the lady said for me to show my warranty card, if not I had to pay $25 for service. I didn't have my card, nor $25, so I said I'd get back to her another day. Bah, felt so annoyed after that...

Acutally, I didn't have much of an appetite, but since Amanda was gonna take a long time, and I was pissed off with the fact that I was severely broke (okay, so I had like $20 in my pocket, I still felt broke), I gained an appetite. I thought I could eat alot.. so I went to Kopitiam just outside The Rock. Bought a plate of chicken and char siew rice, sat my arse by the window area and watched the sun get covered by clouds, people branishing out their brolly's and the winds' blowing at them little people and making a mess in their hair..and then watched the rain come splattering down.

It's really interesting watching how the weather changes. Next time, when I earn enough $$ and buy my own small little apartment, I'll make sure it has the view of the main street, and there'll be this nice huge cozy window seat where I can just huddle up during the rainy saturday afternoons, and have a hot chocolate, and have cafe del mar or buddha bar or some chill out track playing softly in the background.. nicccce.

But.

But till I can get my own money, that dream stays a billion eons away from me.. hahahas..
Anyway, I got so caught up with watching 'em little peeps, I forgot I had lunch to settle.. I finished my pathetic plate of chicken and char siew rice about 50 minutes later. I had to force myself to eat.. so sad. should've just bought a drink... wasted another $4 like that. *sighs* Well, I did buy a drink in the end, coz I knew Amanda won't be done that fast..

So, yup... I took out my NYAA journal to start writing all the nonsence in.. hahs.. just crapping my way through.. I have to complete my golf soon.. I need to spend about 5 sessions in the course. And I'd be just about done with that thing, and I can just put aside my clubs and take up another sport.. hahs..
Decided that Terra should be part of my NYAA since I love her too much.. so, she's under Skills Development category.. "Keeping of Pets".. yuppies.

So, yeah.. and the YMCA thing, will be my Residential Project. Like HOLY SHIT. so many things going on! hahs! but what the heck. I'd better get this thing done and over with, get my medal, get SR Nathan sir to shake my hand, shake the Duke's hand and taa-daa!! I can go get a job after that. I need my money.....


Oh, I ditched Amanda to go out with rica later on... coz I found it utterly boring to like be some light bulb next to Amanda and her friend.. so yeah.. I ran off in search for my dear best friend.. hahas.. and finally found her!! she cut her fringe.. and that made her look so... Primary 5 all over again.. heh heh.. rica, ah rica... haiz...

Anyway, we went to Bugis, to go surprise debra!!! hahas.. deb's working at Giordano!! she's been having lots of fun, I've heard that much from her.. hahas.. :) glad she's enjoying her time there..

Then, rica and I went window shopping.. went to topshop, levi's.. oooooh! I saw this $160 demin jacket that's on LIMITED EDITION stock!!! awww fuck! I wanted it soooo badly coz the cutting's good and the design's exactly what I've been looking for, for so long!!!! it's like THE jacket was there for me, YET... yet I couldn't buy it... coz I was sooooo freaking broke.. haiz.. You know how depressing this is getting?

Amanda has like over $50 in her wallet and she goes "I'm BROKE!!" okay, so I used to do that too.. but now.. I just zip my mouth up.. it's like I can't even have a proper $30 in my wallet nowadays. not even THIRTY DOLLARS. (you can see where this is getting to right? someone, sponser me please!)

Anyway, yeah.. Amanda said she'd get me a demin jacket in Aussie land if it's good.. Heh.. I REALLY doubt her style is the same as mine when it comes to dressing.. I'll have to show her THAT jacket... it's soooo nice..

I did call my dad up to ask if I could buy that jacket.. he told me that if it was $80 cheaper, he might have thought about it.. grrr... oh whatever.. it's Levi's..

Okay, okay, so I'll stop with that jacket.. but I like it lah.. can't be helped.. rica told me I could pull it off.. but she couldn't, and I agree.. haahs.. she's not as rugged-looking as I am..


Anyway, I'm off to get this blog done up again.. hopefully, it'll be better off this time round...

chat with my mates.. and yeah... go do some studying.. I need to catch up.. :(

posted by anj @ 22:53

Finally...

ugh
Mood: getting pissed off



This is the THIRD time I'm trying to post this shit.

Anyway, all I wanted to say is..

I know this new blog layout's a tad bit too black for my mood...
and it's SIMPLE (as said GILLIAN TAY)...

I can assure you it shan't be that way in a bit...
I'll change the colours... and have up a new pic every now and then..
Change the box layouts too..
but in any case... my first attempt at typing out a whole blog layout in html.
(something gary always wanted me to do.) so now, I'll just have to show him, and he's gonna nod, grin and then tell me "Now, use FLASH to make your blog!!!" or something to that extent. Gary hates dreamweaver and whatnots.. he loves flash and macromedia stuff..

While this layout may seem rather reader un-friendly... don't worry, I'll do something about it, k? just be patient with me.. hahs..

okay, I gotta go grab some sleep..
meeting amanda tomorrow..


Taa~!

posted by anj @ 02:00

Camp: Day Two

"AMAZING race" in Orchard Rd
Mood: exhausted!!!!!


So yeah, I KNEW today would be fun!
Ran aLLLLLLLL over town... played some really embarrassing games, yeah... combed the WHOLE of paragon for an inexistant couple.. hahas...
and searched the whole of Far East Plaza for some minimart that sold figurines...

We managed to find it at some deserted coridoor on Level 2....
yeah..
hahahs..

My legs are ACHING now..

Oh yeah, I'm thinking of chopping off my HAIR..hahas.. yeah, as in cutting my hair... gonna cut it as short as gins..

Oh crud. It's been over a week and I haven't gotten my Pocket PC back. Do you think they threw it away? oh crud.... *tries not to panic*
I hope they call me soon.

Which reminds me. oh crud..... Choir BBQ. the farewell party thing. oh geeeez.. I'd forgotten when it's at!!! I only know it's at Sentosa.. I think.
Um, anyway, yeah.. hahs..

I've made lots of new friends yesterday and got to know them better today...
Rhaudhah came today!!! hahas.. :) my PALs kaki.. she's from SIT..
yep.. hahs.. Hmmmm... Jun Wei is one talk cock fella... jovial.. he reminds me of WeiSheng in some ways.. stocky, and funny.. hahs..


I've subscibed to this Daily Horoscopes thing about a year back... it's really interesting.. read the one for tomorrow...

Libra
Daily Horoscope for Thursday, Novemeber 18:

No, things haven't been normal -- not even close. You've been dealing with highly erratic behavior from just about everyone you know and love. Oh, stop rolling your eyes. Haven't you learned to enjoy it yet?


Oh, SOOO SO true when I read that second sentence, and I WAS rolling my eyes at that.. how predictable can I get, really? Am I that readable? hahs.....oh, the wonders of this world! *grins*


Anyway, tomorrow, will be the third and final day of Camp PALs..
something like a graduation thingy.. *shrugs* I don't know...

Oh! I was having that conference call meeting thing last night.. hahs.. it was soooo interesting!!! but shhhhh... can't say much about it! :D
it's still that cool outing with us to Sentosa.. really fun shit man.. it's gonna be this really really fun afternoon out.. there'll be like quite a lot of games that'll be going on.. and hopefully we might get prizes for the winning teams...

I hope that there'll be a relatively huge turn out.. :)
And no rain... ABSOLUTELY NO RAIN, please!!! I want it to be SUPER scorching hot.. so that while they all play, I can just sit back and relax and get a proper tan.. hahahs...
Maybe I'll get one next week end..

Oh, speaking of which.. the results will be released like next saturday..
I'd better start studying now...

And I need to get my NYAA journals written out.. need to get it done..
and show it to Ying Shya..

You know, mah circle of peeps are gettin' larger by the weeks!!! love lovin' it!!! especially when it's da hols!!!! ha ha's!!

I'm gonna drag mom down to Tampines with me soon, to get my digi-SLR and some good light-weight lenses and a casing and such... pity Tim's not in S'pore... the doode's in China (chengdu or wuhan, I can't remember) doing some community work.. ;)
If not I can ask him what's good and what's not..


Oh ewwww... dad just gave mom a LOUD kiss.. yuck..

hahs.. I think I'll be fated to be single till I'm like 60 or 70 (assuming that I can live till that long, I think I'll die by 30 or 40)

Come, let me predict my death to you!
hahas.. oh c'mon!!! it'll be fun! there're soooooo many possibilities as to how I can ACTUALLY pass out and die!!!

I could get involved in a vehicle accident.. like maybe get banged down by a bus.. or a train... or maybe just a HUGE hyundai? hahs...

Or maybe, MAYBE.. I can get MURDERED!!!!!
oh! oh! that'll be gruesomely fun! :) how I get murdered, well, I'll leave that to your imagination k? Can't really think of the gruesome details now.. (or at least, I don't want you to lose your appetite for any potential meal. see? i'm such a caring writer!)

As if!

hahhahahahs.. seriously, just take a chopper, torture me, then drug me and then chop off my head or something.. hahas...

Well... or perhaps...
I'll have a heart attack like how ALLLL my grandparents have... and i'll die from pneumonia like how grandma did!!! coooooool..

Or... or... how about..... hmmmm...
oh! got it.. how about a neurological damage? or neurological tumour!?!? coool right? than if it's bad enough, it'll enable me to be like some psychic!!! OH!!!

FAN-TABULOUS!!!!

I'll be able to move objects with my mind!!! read books in a flash! and be a SUPER genius!!!!! coooooool!!!!

eh, I'm starting to like this neurological tumour thingy... lemme have it, lemme have it!!! i wanna be super woman! whah.. imagine, I can fly!!! even if it's just for a day before I die, at least I'd know what's it like to be able to FLY!!!


HAhahahahs... okay, as much as I sound like some psychotic maniac.. SERIOUSLY, I love death as much as I love life.
*nods head* I even told Jezzie kor kor so many times how I didn't mind if any doctor comes up to me and goes "hey, angel... you have like 3 months left before you die.." heh heh.. I tell you, I'd be jumping for joy rather than being depressive.. I mean, yeah... being depressive is one thing.. but the thought of having the ability to be able to die earlier than the rest, means that I get to live my life to the fullest better than the rest!!!

You see.. when you know that you're gonna die soon, you tend to have two paths..
To either be happy, or be sad. Many choose to be sad. So goes the self-pity and depression.. They don't know, that by doing that, it makes it feel as if the days pass by too fast for anything. That's only due to the fact that they spend too much time getting depressed and giving self-pity to themselves.. so yeah..

But to be happy and to be able to do anything you want before you die.. Now, THAT is what I call spending your life to the fullest. And while I'm not rich, and I tell myself that tomorrow, I can be dead, I spend my life to its fullest to my abilities.. Or at least, I am trying. hahas.. One doesn't have to be as rich as Charmaine, or the rest of her contacts to buy lavish things just to be happy.. I mean, yeah... material goods are satisfying and fun.

But, ultimately, I find true happiness in the things that I do, and the words that I say.. the time I spend with the peopple whose companies I enjoy (eg: Gins, felix, manda, debra, rica, classmates and schoolmates alike..), the priceless memories that I share with them... *nods*

Hahs.. unfortunately, not everyone sees things my way.. so they don't appreciate life the way that I do.. But I do know my peeps knows my way of living life to its fullest..

Felix! pubbing yeah? hahas.. how 'bout we make it on like Gin's b-day?
hahs... :)


oh crud.. I gotta get going.. my mom's nagging..
well, dudes and dudettes!!! catch ya'll laters!!!


Toodles for now! ;)

posted by anj @ 23:33

Yet another new day

blogging again
Mood: kinda positive


I'm sure today will be a good day today!
And as much as I know, I'm ready to face this world again, well.... sort of.
But I've crossed that big hurdle, Gillian, I'll tell ya about it when you get online tonight, and that's if I have enough strength to even type.

Anyway, yep.. a new day, a new world, one more new chance to prove my worth to myself.
I'll be heading to school for Camp: Day two..
well, soon. in about 20 minutes.

Today's camp itinery seems fun. We'll be going down to Orchard Rd for our "AMAZING race" (like how AMAZING can it get?)
So yep.. running about town later.. perhaps you'll get to see me, if you're lucky.. don't be afraid to call out to me.. that's if I'm not blind enough to miss you.. heh heh heh..


Well, I'm off then, to school..

Cheer up okay, amanda? :) smile smile! and make sure to make an effort to be happy!

Toodles! ;)

posted by anj @ 10:45

Day one Camp

was.. well... not spontaneous enough.. very boring
Mood: tired. nearly sick


So yeah... went for camp....
It started off really very very boring.. SOOOOO SO SO SO boring.
I nearly wanted to just tell them I felt sick and Imma outta there.
I'd have had gone out with debbie already..

And all through till after lunch, it was all just tooooo boring for my liking..
Okay, well, I bumped into PS while playing some "Let's all just freeze our hands off!" game.. and we were jumping and screaming and being such bimbos while at it..
I wanted to laugh so badly at our actions, but I miss PS lah.. hahas.. and she got herself NEW GLASSES!!!! awright! you rock, PS!! :) nice new glasses, I might add!

That was like THE main hi-light of my entire day, actually. hahs...

By the time I was done playing "Dog & Bone" I was kinda outta it. My head was just pounding by then... So I just sat by the side and watched the others play..

Then we were playing in the rain.. so anyway, what's the point of being entirely wet when we're already soaking wet in the rain? hahs.. but I played along anyway..

I only truly enjoyed the water bombs... see.. I was sooooo right. Water bombs. hahs.. but the "Let's all just freeze our hands off!!" game was abit of a surprise there... Dog and bone was expected..


And we're having this "amazing race" thing tomorrow.. (How amazing can it get?) shall carry light tomorrow. hahas.. backpacks, no totes and all... oh well.. hahs.. We start about 12.30pm tomorrow.. and I suppose it'll drag on to about 4 or 5pm..

Yeah.. hmmm... DEBRA!!! I can't go out with you on the 21st... unless you don't mind having more company.. Actually Amanda booked me before you did.. she booked me welllllll before anyone did.. so yeah..

And I can't get to go to Char's this friday! >__< coz she's going malaysia tomorrow, and coming back on saturday, before flying to Australia and then to Spain after that.. oh geez.. hahs.. I hope she buys back some stuff for me! :P

Anyway, gotta get outta here..
got some conference call in like 7 minutes.. Don't know how long it'll last..
oh, Mizael said it'll be about an hour long... It'll be on some trip to Sentosa for all PALs members.. hope I don't fall asleep when I call them later..
I do hope it'll be a SUPER sunny weather when that day comes.. I'll make them play like beach soccer or something.. hahs..

So yeah, I'm outta here.
Toodles. ;)

P.S.: Joey - good luck for your papers, dude!!
Mich - Quick! Chiong!!! last few papers!!! Then you're FINALLY done!!
MB0406 - pray hard, I hope I won't have to go to the supp exam hall..

posted by anj @ 21:57

Well, this is a Title.

I really couldn't think up of a good one.. =S
Mood: trying hard to cheeeeeeer up!!!!



Well, hmmm.... amanda and I got into abit of the "my horse is bigger than yours" thing just now.. hahs.. about who's bf's home is bigger.. well, obviously haydern's.. but then again, he promised to send me those pics, yet he never got round to it. I shall go pester him for it.. that's if I know how..

Nevermind, when there's a will, there's ALWAYS a way! and Angeline gets her things done, her own way!!! hahahs... okay, corny shit there.

Anyway, I'm dreading to go to camp. For the fact that I'll be getting wet and yeah.. my *ahEM* visitor is here and I REALLY don't feel like getting wet for the sake of saving myself from any potential embarassment.

It's probably water bombs. *nods*

You see, camp itineries are kinda easy to predict. I just hope not to get too drenched. I am SO NOOOOOT looking forward to this camp of PALs..


Oh, to the guys, as in like joey and howie and the rest..
have a safe and enjoyable journey to whatever destinations you're heading to! don't forget to keep reading my blog yeah? hahahs.. oh, remember to wreck some havoc on the plane.. bwhahahahhs..


Hmm... I gotta get going.
Don't wanna be late. *curses*

Toodles! ;)

P.S.: amanda, cheer up! don't let those little things annoy you.. you're better than them!

posted by anj @ 09:52

And finally...

I get a break!
Mood: tired



but heh.. my room's only half cleared, and the floor's entirely messed up terribly!!!
*frowns*

Um, but that's what you get, when you're trying to clear out like 10 years worth of junk. Serious.

I found my primary 2 stuff in my cupboards today.
And then alot more other childish junk.. stuff I never thought I'd even use.. sheesh!
I still have that cupboard under my bed to tackle, and the bookshelf thingy at the side of the room.. Thank goodness I'm done with the main bookcase and my wardrobe.. (it's unfortunately very very small.. I'd need a new one soon.. my room's getting crammed)

Terra had been jumping every where in my room today. It's been a heaven wonderland playground for her... Books and papers everywhere... plastic bags and open cupboards.. great hiding places for her.. oh man... she'd been a nightmare to deal with!


My skin's peeling worse than a snake's. That's kinda bad, but most of the skin's been peeled off already, so it ain't that bad...

I've got a camp to go tomorrow, and honestly, I really don't feel like going for it.. coz I just haven't got the mood to go ANYWHERE anytime soon, unless of course, you're paying me to go do something. hahs.. like, pay my lunch.. that sorta thing..
or if I'm going to Char's place, yeah.. I'll have to inform her about when I'm free.. hope Amanda's aunt calls me up tomorrow to settle all that stuff.. bwahhas.. can't wait. Amanda told me it's a coke ad. *beams* Heh heh heh.. felix hates coke. heh heh heh heh. heh.

Man oh man... ooooh boy.. this is gonna be fun! heh heh heh heh. heh.

By right, I'd be on the train now, or on the bus... to the checkpoints. To malaysia.. but well, that's cancelled.. how sad.. what a pity. heh.

Camp, camp, camp. Why do I think that the word 'camp' equals to 'preppy'??

Camp = Preppy.

oh, that's right.
Coz camp organizers have to be one of the most boring people of all times. They never invent new games, and if they did, they were all terribly, arduously boring, time-consuming, energy-wasting and mindless activities. Preps, the lot of them. And by forcing me to participate in them, makes me an equal to a prep.

*grimaces*

Eeeeewwwwwwww. uGh!

I hate to hate being preppy, but I gotta admit, I've been prepped once too many a times, that I begine to loathe being preppy. Don't get me to scream or shout. I'd kill you if I had to do cheers in that camp. (That's inevitable, unfortunately. I knew that.. I KNEW that.)


I shall want to quit PALs next year if I'm not in the EXCO. And I shall join something like water sports. And take up wake-boarding!!! :D
Okay, that shall be my new goal!!!!!! I will go look into the water sports club and check out if they have wake boarding.. oh well, if they haven't got that.. than I suppose I could join something like.. I dunno.. *is thinking* perhaps I'll join something that's gotta do with water sports.. hahs.. not the life guards, or the swim team.. maybe kayaking.. or well, I'll just get my butt over to the water sports group, yeah? hahs..

And I'll drag Sheralyn along with me to go to water sports.. hahs.. then I'll have more company.. hahas... yeah, as in, Sheralyn from design school..
I can't wait to meet up with her tomorrow! that's if she's going..
I hope she goes.. I should want to meet her! :)

Hmmm... well, I just realised the dreams that I'm about to throw away.. hahs.. about being a good leader and all that.. but seriously, I've got so much on my hands.. I could do with a little bit of sports.. ahahs...

I mean.. SCL club, choir.. PALs.. NYAA.. possibly debates.. and now, watersports? wow.. that's quite a handful, I must admit.

Chatting with gins-gin now.. and gimmy.. so yeah.. Imma outta here.. 2am.. hahs.. new record in AGES!!

Toodles! ;)

posted by anj @ 02:00

Stand up and shout it..

"This little voice in my head..."
Mood: bored bored... oooh.. brian mcfadden rocks!


So, Amanda can't create a new post.. bwhahahs..

Anyway, last night, I'd been thinking ALOT.
About how sometimes, whenever a friend of mine would just say or do something little and small, it'd just remind me of my past and all that. Perhaps I've been too sensitive about my past, and hence whenever someone says something about Australia or anything, like suicide, I just get terribly upset about it..

And I know though I don't say anything about it (until today, that is), I would show it that I'm uncomfortable about that topic at hand.. Unfortunately for some, they don't know how else to put their words into, and I'd get really upset about it..
hahs.. but that's kinda okay, I guess...

One day, I'd get over it.
That's if, if I get the chance to..

Anyway, off to buy some stuff for today's lunch.. we're having spaghetti for lunch today.. :P

Toodles! ;)

posted by anj @ 11:30

Sundays... remind me...

what Sundays used to mean to me ?
Mood: exhausted..


Oh, that's right.
Tuition, tuition, tuition, oh did I forget? It's tuition.
I dunno. Today I went out with Junius.. yeah. We scouted 'round Taka and Suntec for 2 seperate gifts for the same one trip. To Australia.. hahs..
yeah, We had him buy this 'lucky grass' thingy.. and this other cute dough figurine thing from the old friendly chinese couple outside Fabian house. (that's next to Heerens)

Anyway, we went to watch Princess Diaries 2..
Really nice show, but certainly not as touching as A Walk to Remember..

If only....
Hmm.. nevermind. *shrugs*

Anyway, I went back to the temple today. On request by mom.. I was kinda reluctant coz I was about to drop dead to the group and snore my life away.. I was exhausted.
But I went anyway. So, while I listened to all the familiar scriptures being spoken and chanted by the Sri Lankan monks, I slowly dozed off, half the while lip-syncing in perfect unision with the words. Literally, word for word.

I was surprised I could even chant in my nap. Just don't ask me to chant for you to listen, I just can't seem to pick out the words till I hear them. It's like having to sing a song when you half-know the lyrics. You need the tune to be there, just so you can remember the lyrics. It goes the same way for me when I chant those scriptures now..

So yeah, all the mundane offerings and kneeling in front of the monks and nuns. It made me felt like I was like a sinful beggar, groveling at their feet, asking greedily for forgiveness. The looks I saw on the Sri Lankan monks were not those of cheerfulness. It was of like 'ugh, get this and done over with..' *shrugs* I don't know. It's been a looooong time since I'd grovelled at someone's feet. I don't intend for people to do that to me either. It just ain't right.

I moved on to the nuns' side.. all the ladies who saw me grew from this little baby in my mom's arms, till today. The least I could do was to greet them, so I did. And while doing so, I had this insolent, ignorant, really stupendously, impeccably annoying woman TRODDING on my poooooor TOES a freaking SIXTEEN TIMES!!!!

Finally by the 12th time, I turned back, gave her this threatening glare and told her in mandarin "lady, STOP STEPPING ON MY TOES!!! IT HUUUUUURRRRRTTTTSSSS!!!!!!" freaking shit, it's obvious she IGNORED me.. either that, or she's deaf, or she doesn't understand a shit about chinese.
I looked at my old friends for help and they just smiled and shook their heads, some laughed jokingly. All I could do is to give a bemused laugh and they zipped.
(Yes, that's how close I am with them nuns.. they're practically my buddies too)

But they're really nice.. Always looking out for me and encouraging and praying for me whenever I needed it.
One of the firmer (as in strict) nuns who always doted on me, she asked "Are you gonna re-take?" I was taken aback at first. Re-take what?
"Your 5 precepts of course! Well, are you ?" I merely shrugged and said I'd no time. She gave me a reproachful glare -which obviously sent me grinning sheepishly like I always did whenever I did something wrong- and told me "You better come and retake it. Soon." I gave a sheepish laugh and went off..

Man... first my mom, then my younger bro... now the nun.. how pressurising can this get? =S

Ahhh well, I know they mean me good, but I'll have to think about it.. I mean, I don't have to take the 5 precepts just to follow it.. I can DON'T take it, and still follow it. I suppose, you could be anything if you believed in yourself..


Although, that 'supposing' thought is really hard to follow up with..


Well, dad came to pick the others up.. others as in, mom, younger bro and DOA.
I went home on my own, coz there's obviously no space left in that small car.. mom was reluctant to let me go home on my own and I was like "my gawd! MOM! it's just ONE bus down back home. I'll be fine. You just take dad's car and I'll meet you at home, and that's that. So, see ya later. bye mom." oh sheesh. She doesn't even want me to go home alone...

I'd rather be alone, than to mix around with those brothers of mine..
I can be independant, so I will.
But how? hahs.. that one, I really don't know.

Anyway, UM, finally here it is...

Unconsciously Muttering:

Childhood :: mine sucked. I didn't remember much of it.
Ransom :: I thought I read 'Random'
Melissa :: Melissa Ann Netto, a friend from secondary school
Trust me :: don't trust that creep next to you.
Report :: oh f**k! do we really have to do this all over again? *sighs* Alright.. Lap Reports. I hate them, okay?
Give up :: I'm gonna do that in abit if I can't handle this stress anymore
Nightgown :: err... who wears those stuff? it's like outdated!
Smokes :: *points at dad*
Cookies & cream :: oreos
Gameshow :: Gurmit Singh?

there we go.

I'm outta here.

posted by anj @ 20:11

Weekly shits...

yet another week..
Mood: just woke up..?


Let's start of with The Thursday Threesome:


::World Weary Traveler::

Onesome: World-- Okay, you've been here; you've been there. ...or maybe not. Is there someplace you think it would be cool to spend a holiday? Christmas in the Alps? St. Patrick's Day in Erie? Oh, sure, take the entire family if you'd like!
I wanna go to Mauritius.. I wanna go Christmas Island.. I wanna go everywhere!! but, I'd love to go to Mauritius.. :)

Twosome: Weary-- Have you ever had to deal with jet lag? How have you handled it? ...and which direction is worse for you, going East or going West? Just curious...
Yep.. I've handled jet lags.. they're nothing if you're feeling healthy. Coz I'm a late sleeper, so I've had it easy.. ;)

Threesome: Traveler-- When you've traveled, what conveyance has bothered you the most? That camel in Morocco? The train ride through the Rockies? Your brother-in-law's Dodge? What just set your nerves on edge?
The cockiness of other passengers. I just hate those. I'm okay with bad food and bad service, but the thought of having to travel with a bunch of attitude problem old hags, now that one, I really hate!


Friday's Feast:

Appetizer
Name 3 cosmetics/toiletries that you use on a daily basis.
Johnson's and Johnson's Daily facial black-pore cleanser.. Biore facial scrub.. and yeah, organics shampoo and conditioner? hehs..

Soup
Approximately how much exercise do you get per week, and what type of exercise is it (walking, running, swimming, etc.)?
eh... more like once in a fortnight? Golfing is my way to go!

Salad
Write a sentence including your favorite color and your favorite food.
I love maroon and I love to eat almost everything I've eaten in my life.

Main Course
What famous person/celebrity do you think you look like?
They told me "Shu Qi" and "Ashlee Simpson" (but it was only one pic in which I looked like her only due to my hairstyle)

Dessert
Name 2 simple things that never fail to make you happy.
my mobile phone, and my laptop. 'nuff said.


UM isn't done yet.. unfortunately, but I'll it as an edits X'tra later on...
yeps..
toodles for now..

off to chat with ANOTHER Ken.
Ikeda Kenshi. :)

posted by anj @ 08:51

midnight blogging...

yet again.
Mood: --


So.. yeah.. I actually deleted a post! hehs.. that's a new one..
Okay, not so new..

I'd been sleeping pretty much today..
After lunch, I slept till like 4.30 earlier on.

Watched 'Shark's Tale', 'Cinderella Story' and 'Yesterday once more' and um... yeah, 'White Chicks' on my proper little lappy.

Watching Cinderella Story and Yesterday once more brought back some nostalgia to me. Rather not elaborate on that one.. I hate being nostalgic, really.. Sets me into this really sorry mood for myself. which I seriously dislike.

Anyway, just to fill y'all in about today..
0730hr :: woke up, but fell right back to sleep actually
0800hr :: finally got my arse outta bed, for fear of being late for my meeting
0900hr :: i'm still at home, having breakfast
0930hr :: found myself interacting with my workgroup mates really well. LiRu couldn't come, I was kinda disappointed she wasn't there with me
1000hr :: break time. that cute guy in green, i was staring at him all session long, I vowed not to look at him for the next session after break time
1200hr :: Time to get out. but, discussion was still going on, and sadly, no where. Could see Steven getting really upset coz we're going no where with this endless banters.
1215hr :: Imma outta there, dude. toodles, see ya next week!
1315hr :: At home, having lunch. Feeling really pooped out.
1330hr :: chatted with amanda, she said bye and that she's going out. played 'nudge' war with her till like I got bored somewhat.
1350hr :: Imma off to bed, mates.. I'm freaking tired. So really exhausted.
1635hr :: Woke up just as dad was about to go out to get mom from gramma's..
-watched movies to my heart's contentment!-
2020hr :: dinner.
2030hr :: movies
2309hr :: paused 'Cinderella story' to go shower
2324hr :: chatted with amanda again
2349hr :: amanda went off
0030hr :: Finally finished watching 'Cinderella Story' after back-tracking a lil'
0043hr :: here I am, blogging my life away again, although, I'll put this entry as a Saturday entry..

Gins has got her braces on.. way far earlier that we'd expected, but she's happy about it, coz the braces are baby blue in colour.. hahas.. well, if she's happy, I'm happy. :)

Went to Char's blog.. hahs.. those fellas are teasing her endlessly.. what with having like over 5 guys chasing after her.. I'm not surprised really.. coz well, she's a rich girl, that's no doubt. Rich materialistically, and rich in her heart and personality. She has got to be one of the sweetest friends I'd ever known in my life.. She's rather sweet-tempered. and overly protective of me and mich, or rather, all of her friends and family.. hahs..

I still remember the time when she found out how haydern told me this HUGE lie and had me refuse to talk to him for a whole month. She blamed me for that at first, coz she didn't know both sides of the story, and he was acting all depressed, not sleeping and sighing every few minutes and not eating and locking himself up in his room, refusing to come out at all..

And so, I told her my side of the story, and she got equally furious at him as she was at me previously.. When she got home that night, she gave him such a furious and overwhelming thrashing, that he went cowering to me and apologising like there wasn't any tomorrow.. hahahs.. He told me, in all rightfulness later on, how he thought that Char scolds him worse than that of his mom.. which had to be really bad, considering that nothing really made char furiously mad.. and when she was angry, she'd explode worse than a nuclear warhead.

He daren't speak to her till three days after that.

But anyway, yeah, I'm just trying to put my point across that Charmaine has got to be one of the sweetest-tempered people I've known. :) I'm glad I've got her as my 'lil' sis'.. hahs..

yeah, well, so much for nostalgia.. I was actually thinking of Haydern.. *shrugs* ahh well.

I best be going to bed.
Mom's gonna flip if she knows I'm still blogging at such an un-godly hour as this.
It's about 1am now..

Junie's flying off to Australia, sunday night I think.
That, or he's flying Monday early morning. yeah.. hahs.. Have fun while you're there, bro.. and remember to get me that dream catcher should you find one.. :) doesn't have to be a big one..


alrighty, I'm off to bed now!
Toodles! ;)

posted by anj @ 11:54