2004-05-31

ahh... okay...

:p well..... okay.... let's see...
Listening to: David Gray ~*~ Be mine
Mood: tired.. so tired...

went out playing today... hahaha..
well, today's outing was a previously planned thing..
So, you can't blame me for going out today.

Anyways... went to watch Shrek 2 with gins, met up with debbie and rica, got teased ENDLESSLY by all three of them. (you horrible creatures) they gave me such a headache! >__<
well, we shopped around Plaza Singapura.. then we walked down to FarEast Plaza...
Went window shopping there...
had dinner there... then after that we went to mrs M. Khoo's husband's tattoo shop for a visit..
She's got like 2 cats there.. Bubbles and Chuckie... both female cats. Chuckie was in heat.. haha.. she's HORNY.. *aHem* anyways, yeah.. haha!

The shop's rather small. cozy.. it's nice.. haha..
nah, not thinking of getting a tattoo as of yet. maybe in the future, I'd get one, when i've got enough money... and guts.. to let someone tear along my skin with some electric vibrating pen thingy which sounds soooo awful as it goes and it digs right into your skin... eeeeee.... no no, no tattoos for me yet.. maybe at the end of the year or something.. hee..

Well, after the shop, we took some pics next to this Shrek 2 - Donkey poster.. hehe.. i was like.. (-_-') you girls.. so lame. Then I remembered, we ARE the crappers. we ARE supposed to be lame. heehee..
then, gins and I went to mango's... go buy some shirts from there.. i think it was only one shirt lah.. that orange racer-back tee...cost her 13$..

then we went home after that..
group of bengs trying to be stupid sitting all around gins and me.. I gave them the "piss off, I'm sick of your nonsense" vibe.. they stayed away. but they were soooo annoying. blah, whatever..

right.
more maths tomorrow! :) can't wait to start on simultaneous equations again... love those.. hahah... on average, i'd get 5/7 for those.. somehow ending up with a mistake at the end part.. ah well, more practice on it.

well, then i'll be reading through my physics notes too.. hehe.. feels good to be studying again. (really, I've been forcing myself to play you know)

anyways, night night...
peace out~

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-30

right-o....

i'm a NATURAL!!! *smirks*
Listening to: Clay Aiken ~*~ The Way (thanks to junie for that) ;)
Mood: okay i guess

what to do... i'm a natural.. ;) *grins* I'm just that great lah.. hahaha...






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heh heh heh...

anyways, nothing much really happened today. didn't go out what-so-ever.
Actually, I've started on my revisions already! *does a lil' victory dance*
see Jezz kor? I can study again.. muahahaa...
no lah, for my own benefit too, I know that's what you'll tell me in the end.

Junius, yes you human PIG i am talking to you, when are we gonna meet up?
I want those notes soon, please, oh and that stuffed toy bear and the CD too...
*smiles*

and ummm... hmmm... let's see... today did maths...
tomorrow, i'm going out with gins.. to watch Shrek 2. Then I'm gonna meet Debz and rica with gins.. maybe have dinner together..

Thursday night, going to SAMB concert. If you're wondering what SAMB means, it's Saint Andrew's Military Band, it's the secondary side. Wonder how good they are anyways.

well, tuesday, continue on with my math... Elementary math that is..
I sooooo suck at Additional Math!! whatever functions, logarithmic nonsense.. (yah, can hear a few people protesting already, saying Add. math is fun)
Only the week after this coming week, will i start with Add. math..

and then all the chemistry and physics.. man, this is gonna be a killer for me. Considering I haven't even touched so much as the newspapers since I came back from Europe. *sheepish grin* (can hear Jezz going 'yar.. and then you still can admit that?') *shrugs*

oops.. I went to drop the chair's leg on terra's paw, poor cat! heh.. well, I'll go check on her. =/

toodles for now!


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-28

something about you...

oh my dear mom... hahaha...
Listening to: five for fighting ~*~ Something about you
Mood: hahahaha... feeling stoopid.


Five for Fighting ~*~ Something about you

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't how to get in there...to feel you

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold that

And I'm going to be there.... be there...... alright

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that


anyways...yea... bored.. and yea, jezz.. i'll go see to that stupid chatterbox thingy...

EDITS...

well, it's all done up, you guys can all start messaging me again..
hahaha..
and oh... haiz... that stupid job thing... now i don't know whether to get that gig there at spinelli's not... it's for one...too early.. i have to wake up at like 5am for work EVERY damn day if i'm going to work..that really sucks..

anyway, the manager who interviewed me was being such a pain in the frigging ass...
so frigging stoooopid... soooooo damn sacarstic! ugh! joe was like so freaked out at my vulgarity last night... *sheepish smile* sorry joe... if i scared ya to your skin.. haha...

anyways...
yeah... think i'll go have lunch now... toodles for now..

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-23

Skin change!!! hahaha...

aw man... i'm just a genius..
Listening to: Hilary Duff ~*~ Workin' it Out
Mood: okay lah

I changed this blog's skin... as well as the other one.. junie, you know which one yah..

anyways.. this blog's skin did NOT look this filled up when I first got it..
it's like... no previous posts... the profile wasn't even exsistant..
AND it wasn't "the gates opened, and then, there was light.." it was "hey,halfofmine..." *shrugs*

i love CUSTOMISING it to my liking..

yeah, but anyway..
The main reason why I used this skin... (need i say more?)
*sighs* oh alright, all you doofus-es.. it's the angel!! haha...
i liked that picture there...

oh right! the spinelli's guy called Tony called me just this afternoon! :)
sooo cool! i MIGHT just get this gig after all! and i know i want to do this.. so yeah..
i NEED that money anyways.. and I'm gonna learn how to earn it, the hard way.

Jezz, don't kill me about it.. hahaa... i WILL get on my studies.. hopefully.. it'll just be juggling one extra CCA like that lor.. haha.. :P

okays, gotta get going.. need to talk to someone.. ;)

oh, not need.. but i WANT to talk to him anyways.. let me go see if he's still alive first not.. hahah.. okay okay... byeeeee....

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

limp bizkit's ALL THAT EASY


Listening to: clay aiken ~*~ the way
Mood: sleepy..

Limp Bizkit ~*~ All that Easy

In them clothes all the grey
I'll stay if you go away
Concrete, tall as the sky
Movement passing me by
And you blush, what a rush
Reminisce, cold crush
Next door, ear to the wind
All the tension made for the core

I wish, I wish,
I wish it was all that easy
I wish, I wish,
I wish it was all that easy

yah still sleepy lah... i'm a sleeping pig... so? *sheepish grin*
anyway.... going down to the temple.. so yeah, i'll catch y'all laters...
toodles for now!

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-22

ugh..

i'm sooooo stoopid...
Listening to: Avril Lavigne ~*~ Don't tell me
Mood: sleepy

it's frigging 8.45am in the morning.. i'm tired.... *shrugs*
going out with my mom to the Singapore Expo... for that buddhist thing....
umm, yeah... got class barbeque later at 5.30pm... goes in till late.

but yea, anyway.. gotta get going...
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-21

omg... those two arh...

i'm talking about my two best friends...
Listening to: Darius ~*~ ColourBlind
Mood: thinking that her best friends can be such idiots sometimes..

hahaa.... i went out at like 3.30pm today.. just got home not too long ago..
anyways, returned the digicam to debra.. along with those two DVDs.. *sobs* those are good shows!!!

anyways.. we went down to Heerens today, to collect deb's and uncle philip's glasses...
then we went to spinelli's for some coffee.. heh heh.. had my latte spin! awright! *grins*
and met up with serica there...

well, after that.. hehz..
Esplanade!!! le Durian!!! ahhahaha!!!!!
okay, so we walked about... talked... crapped.. and all that..
went to Library@Esplanade to check the place out once again, it was cool... haha..
then we walked down to the 2nd floor (but not before taking some pics up at the roof terrace.. we are such posers!) and we stopped by Max Brenner's Chocolate Bar.. goodness... it's wow there! like yikes-a-bee!! hahah!!! :)

anyway, rica and debs went 'high' on the chocs... i was practically rolling my eyes at them.. uncle philip was going "angeline, your friends ah?"
hahaha...

well, today proved to be a really fun day!! :)

i'm going to update my other blogs now... hahah... toodles!

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

i love my phone!

I wish it was all that easy...
Listening to: D12 ~*~ My Band
Mood: okay..



man... feeling a lil' miserable.. >_< like i had too much coffee...
ugh...
anyways... I have a class BBQ tomorrow.. haha! I forgot about that one!
haiz...

anyways, yeah... going out with debra again laters...
so, i think i'll go do something else..

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-20

and the days drag longer...

but it all just seems so damn short..
Listening to: Avril Lavigne ~*~ Don't tell me
Mood: tired

Spent my day yesterday watching those VCDs.. DVDs.. what not..
and today? I spent more time wathcing Win a date with Tad Hamilton again..
and then I borrowed honey from debbz too..

Only managed to get to sleep at 2.30 last night. So i'm rather pooped out today.
Debbz was supposed to come by my place to get her digital camera and the VCDs..
but she got caught up with other stuff.. so, yeah, it was cancelled..

talking to mich now.. haha.. you go girl! :) yea, our school uniform rocks mega big time..
we're the school with the french school look.. (coz our founder dates back to old France).

anyhoos.. got bored before that this morning.. took lotsa digicam pics.. and saved them into the laptop.. damn. i'm bored. *yawns*

think i'll go update my other blogs.. toodles..

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-19

sucks man... eat shit mom...

nah, just kidding.
Listening to: D12 ~*~ My Band
Mood: bored bored bored..

updated my other blogs... so I thought I'd just update this one at the same time while waiting for debra to wake up so I can get my ass down to her place..
haiz.. so fucking boring at home..

It's like, bumming about..it's getting really dreadful doing nothing ALL day.
I do hope I land that job soon. So that I can start with work, get the money I need for that camera..and my webcam, so that I can chat with jon and haydern and eric and aunt teresa.. So bored not having to talk to anyone else you know.

I'm left home alone again, as usual.
Mom and Dad are with gary, edwin's in school.. ah well, at least I still have good lil' terra with me.. *smiles*
having her is a damn joy to me.. she's sleeping on the chair i'm sitting on now.. so it's like i'm sitting sideways and she's at the empty corner.. just snoozing away. heh heh..
how adorable can she get?

*sighs* but being left home alone.. well, I should get used to it by now. It's a lonely road that I walk.. well, not that lonely now, but most times, I feel so left out and lonely that it feels like i'm there alone by myself, with no one beside me.
*shrugs* it's just my thinking, I guess.

well, guess with my friends around, my family isn't really needed after all.
I think I can survive without my family for a while.. *shrugs* they don't seem to care about me if i'm not there.. they'd prolly backstab me more than ask after me.

do you know.. if I wasn't back at 10pm, only then they'd call me?
if not, they don't even bother at all.. =/ people really think that my family's very perfect. but like i've said a few days back..
nothing in life is perfect... there'll be flaws after all...
communication breakdowns and all that... it's stupid really. it's only because we're all individuals that makes us this way..

haiz.. why am I even talking about this?

time to go...
bye..


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

*hums a tune*

so hot...
Listening to: Blue ~*~ Breathe Easy
Mood: tired, happy...

hahah... terra's biting on my toes, once again...
well, i'm going to Debbz place to watch some VCDs... check it out...
it's gonna be: Win a Date with Tad Hamilton(DVD), PeterPan and... Uptown Girls!!! haha!!! :)
this is gonna be great!!!
it'll be about 6 hours of show..
We'll have to leave Uptown girls to the last.. coz i'm going down only at 12? yeah...
maybe if i went down earlier, can lah..
haha..
Debbz internet's kapoot.. so can't use her net tomorrow..
Rica's.. haiz... tried doing it just now in the evening, but failed...
have to test it out using my lappy tomorrow..
ugh...have to lug that lappy around..and the portable hard disk too...
haiz..

anyways.. well, gotta go sleep now...
i'm pooped..
toodles!




Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-17

sometimes, I just hate my life so much

yes, i really do hate my life so much
Listening to: Britney Spears ~*~ Everytime
Mood: i'm fucking cheesed off

well, that's how it is...
when you're out of job, not schooling...
and basically living off your parents money to survive.

It's frigging shit hell not fun.

My mom always yells at me. My dad.. he just shakes his head and I know deep inside, he calls me "useless girl".. (my mom just openly insults me)

and then I have nothing else better to do up my pictures.. create blogs.. write in countless journals.. and all I get is "what the fuck are you doing? got so much time and money, is it? do all these.. no one's even paying you to do these! why waste your time on it? fucking useless."

well, hey mom, i'm just trying to while my days away till school starts again.. i wanted to clear my room, you beat me to it.. i wanted to do my own laundry, again YOU beat me to it.. why do you fucking hell ALWAYS beat me to it with all the things I wanna do? The only thing I beat you at is in studies.. yet again, you're still smarter than me.

I'll always lose out in the end, won't I?

And I'll never amount to all that you can be too, won't I?
and i'll always be that useless person you always yell at...
perhaps, gary's right.
perhaps, one day, i'll become like him.
perhaps, one day, i'll be worse.
and then,
perhaps... it's all your fault that I'm who I am standing in front of you today.


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-16

wo hao xing fu wor...

EDITS
Listening to: Britney Spears ~*~ Everytime
Mood: tired.. but HAPPY! :D

anyways..
yeah, I've got a couple of new songs..
lyrics!!!
from: britney spears.. avril lavigne.. and Limp Bizkit!


Avril Lavigne ~*~ Don't tell me

You Held My Hand and walked me home alone
While you gave me the kiss,
it was something like this,and made me go oh oh
You wiped my tears got rid of all my fears
why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love guys are so hard to trust
Did I, not tell, you that I'm, not like that, girl the one who. . . Gives it all away yeah oh

CHORUS
Did you think I gonna give it up to you this time
Did you think I was something I was gonna tell and cry.
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try tell me what to say, your better off that way yeah

Don't think that you charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck.
Who got you in my pants, I have to kick your ass and make you never forget, I am gonna ask you to stop, Thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset, I'm really upset, Get out of my head, get off of my bed, yeah thats what I said,
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that, girl the one who throws it all away. . .

Did you think I was gonna give it up to you, this time, Did you think I was something I was gonna tell and cry
Don't try to tell me what to do, don't try to tell me what to say, your better off that way, this skill trip that you've put on won't mess me up, I've done no wrong any thoughts that you and me have gone away. . .
Did you think I was gonna give it up to you this time
Did you think I was something I was gonna tell and cry
Don't try to tell me what to do
Don't try to tell me what to say, your better off that way, better off that way,
I'm better off alone anyway


Limp Bizkit ~*~ Behind Blue Eyes

no one knows what its like to be the bad man
to be the sad man
behind blue eyes
and no one knows what its like to be hated
to be fated
to telling only lies

(chorus)
but my dreams they arent as empty
as my conscience seems to be
i have hours only lonely
when love is vengance
thats never free

no one knows what its like to feel these feelings like i do
and i blame you
no one bites back as hard on their anger
none of my pain will...
it cant show through

(chorus)
(discover, all i am can be, say it)X4
ay ay ay ay ay ay ayayay
(repeated)

no one knows what its like to be mistreated
to be defeated
behind blue eyes
and no one knows how to say that theyre sorry
and dont worry im not telling lies

(chorus)
no one knows what its like to be the bad man
to be the sad man
behind blue eyes


Britney Spears ~*~ Everytime

come notice me
and take my hand
so why are we
strangers when
our love is strong
why carry on without me?

and everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
i guess i need you baby
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you baby

i make believe
that you are here
it's the only way
i see clear
what have i done
you seem to move on easy

(chorus)

i may have made it rain
please forgive me
my weakness caused you pain
and this song is my sorry

ohhhh

at night i pray
that soon your face
will fade away

(chorus)

after all...
after all...


Cheers!

okay, enough cheena...
Listening to: Sammi Cheng ~*~ 808
Mood: okay...

understand why I was typing cheena now? hahaha.. was listening to a cheena song..
Anyways...
went down to the temple today..
played with the kids.. sat alone... talked some, smiled some...
was kinda boring if I didn't play with the kids..

yeah... hahaaz...
anyways... dinner... talk later...

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-15

*sings* The way...

EDITS #2
Typing this at: 8.07pm
Listening to: Kimberly Locke ~*~ 8th World Wonder
Mood: ahh... i dunno, actually...

hahah... my dad bought a new bottle of wine.. it's a good wine.. or at least it is to me.. heheh.. tastes sweet! and tangy.. it's delicious! and it's so smooth.. like water.. so easy to down it..
Best wine I've tasted since France, actually..

Anyways, am kinda bored... so yeah..
I'm having half a cup of wine to myself as it is at the moment..
drinking it all in slowly, so that I get the drunkest I can with the least amount of wine... (it IS possible you know..)

argh... okok...
i think i'll go turn in for tonight.. so bored...

EDITS

A song I think that moves people much..

Blue ~*~ Breathe Easy

Cruel to the eye
I see the way he makes you smile
Cruel to the eye
Watching him hold what used to be mine

Why did I lie?
What did I walk away to find
Ooohhh - why... ooohhh - why...

Chorus
I... can't breath easy
Can't sleep at night
Till you're by my side
No I... can't breath easy
I can't dream yet another dream
Without you lying next to me
There's no air

Curse me inside
For every word tht caused you to cry
Curse me inside

I won't forget, no I won't baby,
I don't know why (don't know why)
I left the one i was looking to find

Ooh - why....ooooh, why - why....

Chorus

No I... can't breathe easy (can't breathe easy)
I can't dream yet another dream
without you lying next to me
There's no air

Out of my mind
Nothing makes sense anymore
I want you back in my life

That's all I'm breathing for

Ooooooohhhh - tell me why

Oh won't you tell me why

I can't dream yet another dream without you lying next to me
There's no air

I... can't breath easy
Can't sleep at night

Till you're by my side

Coz I can't breath easy

I can't dream yet another dream Without you lying next to me
There's no air

There's no air


Think, and enjoy.

Candles alight, music's playing..
Listening to: Blue ~*~ Breathe Easy
Mood: :) okay

let's see here... I just luuuuurve my portable hard disk!!!
it's this Pocket hard disk drive.. called the CUTIE DX... it's as small as a PDA, and it's really useful..

Anyways, yesterday... really exhausting day...
today, I do hope to get my rest.. I hate being so tired. It's not right for me to feel this tired for 2 days... ahh well..

Nothing much to type at this time of day, today.
well, there probably is, but my head's so blank, I can't think much..
*laughs*

Alright, I'm outta here.. toodles for now!


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-14

*lets out another yawn*

so goes another day...
Listening to: Limp Bisket(sp?) ~*~ Behind Blue Eyes
Mood: exhausted, perhaps? nah... tired more like it..

yeah well... slept at 3 last night...
woke up at 8 again.. It's not good, I know.. but ahh well...
I'll just sleep early tonight.. I'm so tired as it is...
everything's so blurred up right now.

Anyway, before I slam right into my bed tonight, i'll fill you in with what happened today...
which isn't much, actually..
since i'm not meeting up with a certain pig (one that's called Junie the human swine), I agreed to spend a few hours out with yingyi (aka Mabel).. and I made a new friend, huiqi.. we went to bright hill's to help out at one of the temples there...
painted egg trays green and all that..

after that, I took a bus down to Bishan, and bought terra that cute reflective collar.. cost me $5.90... i didn't spend a week's outing just for that.. hope mom doesn't kill me..
I took a train back down to AMK, and then went on to take bus 74 home.. I was so exhausted, I slept on the bus.. nearly missed my stop. (phew!)

Unfortunately, Terra's still too small.. the collar didn't fit!! >_< dammit, should've bought the $3.55 one.. it was better.. ahh well.. i'll just wait till she's about two months older, then I'll see if she can fit that collar by then or not...

oh, and I seriously need a frigging cafe job. I should've went down to Spinelle's to get an application form.. i'll go down tomorrow, perhaps.. if mom allows me to go out. i'm seriously so damn broke now, I just feel like crying, knowing that I can't spend, or even have a decent meal out.. things are so expensive nowadays.. everything's always above $4.. I still remembered a time where noodles was only 50 cents.. but that was in school. *sighs* the real world.. Even though how much I hate it, I have to live through it and with it.

anyways, I'm really tired... promised like 4 or 5 people I'd get my rest when I got home.. but here I am, typing this.. how rebellious can I get? hhaha... okay okay..

Toodles for now...

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-13

*yAwNs*

sho sho tired..
Listening to: Beyonce ~*~ Naughty Girl
Mood: aggravated

stupid junius... ass.... fixed meeting with him like over 2 weeks ago, then still can go make appointments with other people and just cancel the meeting like that...

Oh very nice of you, Mr Yang.

Sacarsm intended.

*narrows her eyes at him and glares*
don't want to meet you next time. Or even better, why don't we just fix another meeting and I'll just cancel like that.. Just because I want to go out with my other friends?
And then I'll tell you, "sorry lah, bro.."
and that's that. how'd you like that? very polite of me, no? just to cancel off a meeting that you're looking forward to?

stupid jerk.
*kicks him in the balls* ass...

*big sigh* anyway.. slept at 4.30am coz I was soooo furious at that idiotic retard..(doesn't make a difference, but i just want to use that term anyway)

I went to watch the gala primere of Troy last night with my mother...
tickets, courtesy of WaiMun je je... ^__^ thanks ya, ah mun... luv ya lots for the tix!
Troy was great! you get to see the gory battle scenes... and Brad Pitt's really nicely sculpted body.. alot of hard work put to get that bod, but his efforts are well-paid off!! I was practically drooling.. hahaa...
Orlando Bloom's character was such a let down though... he's such a wuss.. and again, he plays as Paris, second and youngest Prince of Troy.
An immature fool in love with the Queen of Sparta. he steals her, and starts a mega war with a whole load of nations.. blah blah blah..
it's basically the story of Troy, the old tale passed down for the many centuries.. but this movie, besides being that old tale, it had a twist...
an addition of eye candy for the ladies.. the men.. okay, maybe a bit here and there..
but it's more for the ladies when it comes to brad pitt...
the fight scenes are for the guys.. hahaha..

um, well....
there were a few sentences from the movie which I was thinking of and i'd agree with what brad pitt's character said..
"the gods.. they're jealous, they envy us.. because we are only mortal. because we are beautiful only once. we are who we are only today." well, something to that extend...
and that set me thinking..
yeah, we only live once.. we are only beautiful now.. and because we can die any moment, that makes life so much more interesting.. :)

heh.. i'm like half asleep now.. i'll blog more later...

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-12

Watch me..

EDITS
Listening to: Mandy Moore ~*~ Only Hope
Mood: as usual.. er.. brainless?

did some quick doodles..
Cute, right?





yeah... okay, anything else, I'll blog laters..

I wanna bust down those double doors!
Listening to: John Mayer ~*~ No Such Thing
Mood: crappy

"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding
Up my sleeve

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits
Maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies

They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you got to rise above

I am invincible
I am invincible
I am invincible
As long as I'm alive

I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above

I just can't wait til my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for


I found this song.. well, I related to it sooo much! hahah...
Well, I plot my life out in black and white.. it's just so planned and practical sometimes, and so crazy, that it just might work.

I don't live my life like how those drama queens in TPS go about their lives with, I'm no prom queen..(don't intend to be one either)
And sometimes, I think that there's still the best part of me waiting just below the ends of my sleeves.. ready to peek out.. so taunting sometimes.

But well, like the song says.. there's so much that people like to comment about to stay within those lines.. the ones I love stretching and bending with all the time.. *smirks*

Anyway, *waves her hand about off-handedly* there's not much I can talk about today.. except that I MIGHT be going to watch Troy later.. free tix from ah mun..

ahh well, we'll see about that...
blog later...

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-11

lah dee dah dah dah...

hmm....
Listening to: some song.. i'm too lazy today.
Mood: lazy...

actually, I'm quite bored at the moment.. *grins*
did a new blog... specially for... :)

anyways..
ooh! mom knows I've got a boyfriend.. she still has NO CLUE who the lucky fella is though.. she keeps teasing me! thinks that every guy I talk to is my boyfriend.. (-__-) hahaha...

well, when she finally finds out, she'll know, right?

um, well... nothing much happened today..
I mean, I stayed home all day, actually. *scowls* only coz I was too lazy to move my bum about town..it's too boring there now..

well, I submitted some good pictures to DeviantArt.. *smiles*
hahha...
click here
yeah... hope you guys enjoy the pictures I've uploaded..
I thought it was all great. :)
ahhh well...

okay, I'll update tonight... toodles!

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-10

wow.....i'm so bored...

My nightly EDIT..
Listening to: Josh Groban ~*~ Caruso
Mood: Bummed out

*sighs* haven't heard from haydern... thought I'd receive a message from him, but it turned out to be char's intranet.. she told me she hadn't heard from him either since yesterday afternoon. She told she'd pass me a letter after her mid-year's.. I do hope to spend some time with her.. I miss her loads loads LOADS!!! >.<

*yawns*
I haven't been feeling well either.. haha.. *bemused look*
have been sleeping the entire day. since after gary got home, then I slept for like 30 minutes then, edwin and mom came home. I heard mom wanting to bring edwin to get his new glasses ("SPECKIE FOUR EYES!!") but knowing her, I know she'd fall sick if she went out under that hot sun... don't want her to be sick, so I jumped out from bed and volunteered to bring edwin to the optician's to get them..

The sun was blazing hot, I'm telling ya.. you could get a slight tan in like 30 minutes if you're already tanned.. and for me... I'd be fried and looking like a lobster if I was under the sun directly for an hour or so constantly.. I know I was hit by the heat wave.. was kinda dehydrated.

After we got home, I changed back into my PJ's and got into bed...that was at about 4pm.. slept all the way till 7pm... heard dad come home at about 6pm.. aw man.. don't know if I can sleep tonight, not..

Weather's still really hot.. I feel like I've just got home from after a golf game in malaysia.. feeling hot all over. >.< hate feeling that way.. makes me feel so uncomfortable.

Anyway, I guess I'll go edit that template...
Don't have my linkies in them..

Toodles for today,
Au Revior!


Afternoon EDITS!
Listening to: Blue ~*~ Breath Easy
Mood: *sighs* sleepy... tired... exhausted

it's a good thing I stayed home today..
not going out today anyway...
and umm... yeah, well, haven't heard from haydern in like over a day... hope he's okay..
*shrugs nonchalantly*

anyways, it's soo sooooo hot here in singapore. I bet you if i went out for just an hour, and i sit or stand there, facing the sun, I'd be: dehydrated, and super burnt..
And it'll be an instant tan for me.. muahahah.. great day to go swimming, but nah.. I think I favour indoors today. *smiles* can sleep...

okay, will blog tonight..

Oh wow...
Listening to: Micheal Buble ~*~ Moondance
Mood: um, okay, i guess..

Blogger's got a fucking new look!!! it's frigging GORGEOUS!!
anyway, woke up at 9am today.. so bored. I was left home alone today.. oh well..
nothing much i can do about it.. I should be glad I get to be home alone now..
I wonder where Terra is... hmmm..I'll go disturb her later to see if she wants anything to eat.

will post later... toodles!

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-09

bleh!!!! soooooo hooottttt.......

does it ALWAYS have to be this hot?
Listening to: Josh Groban ~*~ All'improvviso Amore
Mood: eh... well... if i said i was happy, i'd be lying

went out... well, honestly, I'd rather be sleeping in bed the entire day....
but noooooo.... had to wake up at 8am...go down to the temple... well, thought I could come home by noon.. THEN get some more sleep... really, I'd wanted to sleep badly..

some frigging bastard hacked into my e-mail account..
and then... well, went out with friend..spent our afternoon walking about, eating.. talking...
crap, i tried paying attention, i swear i did.. but i was just too tired... sorry ya, mabel, if i was like kinda... dead today...
hahaha...don't think i'll be going out with ya tomorrow... >.<
I forgot I already had plans with my best friends for monday... so yeah...

got abit of a sun burn on my face today... the sun's SCORCHING hot today!
anyway, walked for like over 5 hours... my legs are absolutely aching at the moment..
hmmm... anyways...

hua hua hua... mom kicked that little brother of mine outside...he can be sooooooo annoying sometimes....
anyways... hmm... well... i'm frigging tired...
don't feel like typing anymore...
tomorrow still going out tomorrow... haiz....


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-08

la la la la la la!!!

oh yeah, oh yeah... let's rock down the house, baybeh... *sighs and rolls eyes*
Listening to: Kimberly Locke ~*~ 8th world wonder
Mood: happy!

HAHA!!! :) finally got to meet up with Michelle!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *major grin* moi sista!!!!
heh heh heh... we went to like, Bishan... to watch Starsky and Hutch.. (urgh! BigEarl's sooooo homosexual!!!) we had Nachos(w/ cheese) and a LARGE coke...yummy..(brunch for me..heh heh)
after the movie, we went to CityLink Mall down at City Hall's... hahaha... we got sooo immersed in Prints and Paperdesigns... haha.. oh, and Addidas, FCUK, and that surfshop with Roxy stuff next to FCUK's...

well, we went up and out to the outside for a while.. and took more pictures... really really random pictures, right, michelle? hehehe... sorry... i'm sooooo blur nowadays.. >.<
then we went home after that..

*yawns* sooooo tired..was playing with terra just now.. hahha...she's getting soooo absolutely adorable now! but also very playful and she knows how to listen now.. :) i'm so so happy she's growing up to be such a fine cat..
*grins* i'm gonna buy her a collar soon.. and then, I'm gonna get her registered too! i'll bring her to SPCA's to get registered..

anyways, dont' think i wanna blog much tonight... so, yeah...
I really enjoyed my day today, michelle... :) we'll go out soon one of these days, and spend our money on watching those 4 movies we've planned so far! *winkx winkx*

oh, and quit teasing me! :P

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-07

;P i bought a jacket!!!

let's see... *giggles*
Listening to: Sarah McLachlan ~*~ When She Loved Me
Mood: cheery..!


Yeah, besides the lack of sleep.. my mood's been lifted loads...
my friends... I miss them so! so, debra called me out, and we hooked in rica too! :)
we decided not to play pool in the end... coz it was too crowded..
went sitting down for a drink and some lagsana.. hahah...
then we went window shopping.. :) haydern did something really drastic today.. it was a good drastic..
:) hahaha..
anyway, I bought this jacket from John Little's... it's a UCLA jacket!! ^__^
hmm... if can, I'll ask saraphine to get me a hoodie sweater from UCLA's official clothe store..
she studies in UCLA Med. school, you see... hehehe... *grins*

well... i'm tired... will blog tomorrow...
toodles, good night!


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*


and so yet another day goes by..
Listening to: Yellowcard ~*~ Ocean Avenue
Mood: considerably happy

well, hahaha... i got to talk to haydern.. i got to talk to haydern!! haha.. love that boy to bits!
I can hear Gins going "UGH!!! angel!! i soooo didn't need to hear THAT!!" *makes an immature face at gins*
well, hell... if I wanna say it, so I shall! hahah! alright, I'll quit it. That is sooo unbecoming of me! :)

hahaha.. okay, gonna go out at 2.15pm later for a game of pool with debbz...
gotta bring along that Drumline VCD back to her...

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-06

*sigh* um.. yea..

EDITS!!!
Listening to: Josh Groban ~*~ My confession
Mood: not good

well, stupid headache is back again.. even though I slept for close to about four hours? apparently, sleeping does no help, I guess..
hahaha.. well, haydern was sick stiff today... poor boy.. still sick though.. hope he gets better..
anyways, this year's American Idol is good.. :) loved it! I love Jasmine's voice... so smooth and good! makes me kinda envious, but I remind myself time and again that I don't practice as much as she does..
I'm sure that I can do anything I want, so long as I put my heart into it...

looks like it's gonna be a long night ahead.. :) at least haydern's staying up to talk to me..
will blog tomorrow..

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*


*sigh* um.. yea...
Listening to: Shania Twain ~*~ From this moment on
Mood: still feeling really lousy..

yeah, still feeling lousy.. i woke up late today... *sighs* yea, whatever, you know?
anyway, song for you to think upon..

Josh Groban (w/ deep forest) ~*~ Never let go
I can't understand it
The search for an answer is met with a darker day
And we've been handed these moments forever
But I'm reassured there's another way

You don't have to close your eyes
There is room for love again
Ease the pain to realize all that love can be
Forced apart by time and sand
Take a step and take my hand
And don't let it go
Never let go

Broken, once connected
We were so strong and so blessed in a simple way
So don't let me go it alone

Turn your head up to the sky
Nothing down below but me

Face the truth to realize all that we could be
Torn apart by rage and fear
Hold on to what brought you here
Don't let it go
Never let go



And then, there's another song I like..

Josh Groban ~*~ mi morena

And so my love
From my window I can see
A beautiful vision
And when the music plays
Your body rises like a bird of grace

[Chorus]
Mi morena
I saw you danceing in the rain
Holy water
Shining like a silver flame
Come like a ghost
I watch you dance alone
Mi morena
You're the light within my soul

And so my love
The way you're moving in your dress
To a nylon guitar
On wings of silk and lace
You life upon the notes and slip away

[Chorus]

Take this cross of feathers and bone
Take this heart I've carved in stone
In your name

Where the setting sun surrenders to the moon
Mi querida
I wait for you

[Chorus]

Mi morena
Hold your hands out to the night
Be my lover
I will fall into your eyes
Sweet fire of love
For you I'd steal the stars
'Cause I adore you
O my morena


oh, here comes a stupid headache... well, guess I'll just blog later..


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-05

more songs

EDITS!!!
Listening to: Josh Groban ~*~ My confession
Mood: hmm okay, to say the least..

songs!!! hahaha...
Josh Groban ~*~ My Confession

I have been blind
Unwilling
To see the true love
You're giving
I have ignored every blessing
I'm on my knees
Confessing...

That I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face
I am staggered by you beauty
Your unassuming grace
And I feel my heart is turning
Falling into place
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession

I have been wrong about you
I thought I was strong without you
For so long
Nothing could move me
For so long
Nothing could change me

[chorus]
Now I feel myself surrender
Each time I see your face
I am captured by your beauty
Your unassuming grace
And I feel my heart is turning
Falling into place
I can't hide it
Now hear my confession

You are the air that I breath
You're the ground beneath my feet
When did I stop believing?

[chorus]


yeah, you gotta hear the song to feel the emotion... hehehe...
it's really good... the lyrics are great!
oh, haydern's not feeling well...

and i'm feeling bummed out.. not particularly of haydern not feeling well..
but by raising some unwanted issues which upset jon.. :'( hurts me to see him sad..
*sighs*

no mood to type anything out now..

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*


*yawns* i have never slept this good before!
Listening to: The Corrs ~*~ Summer Sunshine
Mood: still sleepy..

Haha... I'm sooo... well, haha..
anyways, I said something yesterday that let mich laughed so much..
something about me gonna be soooo hectic in school soon that we could both shake hands and go dotting all the way...
hahaha
she loved the way i phrased it.. "dotting all the way" hehehe
coz we were like "I'm feeling.. well, just. .... .... yeah.. that's how i feel.."

Anyways, I went to get breakfast with Second Aunt today.. I was helping her carry the huge watermelon she bough.. i bought prata.. yummy.. *lets out a small burp*
Two and a half kosong and one egg pratas... heheh! Jezz.. you drooling now?
hahaha.. it was superb!

After breakfast, I went down with mom to get the car washed.. I did the soaping and she did cleaning.
Can't wait till the day I get my license, then I can drive around! hahah! ^__^
well, before I went down, I received a message from haydern.. :) actually, I sms-ed him first lah, he was just messaging me in-between his breaks.. like during subject lesson changes, he'd use those times to message me.. haha...
I don't really approve of that, but what the heck.. haha.. :) it's always good to hear from him..

Well, I went down to get the car washed, like I said..
and it's frigging RAINING now... ugh! >.< so disappointed! wasted mom's and my efforts! hmph!

Anyways, here I am.. blogging away as usual..
hahah... oh yeah.. I bathed terra today.. mind you... she hates her baths.
but loves being all warm and cozy after that.. hahaah.. what a silly cat! *chuckles*
just love that cat so much!

well, I'll have an EDITS section later tonight..
till then, i'll blog laters...

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-04

:D

well well well... *smiles* for once.. i am truly happy...
Listening to: The Corrs ~*~ Summer Sunshine
Mood: contented. deeply satisfied..

First, I'm gonna start off with a song.. i'm telling you, this song is frigging good!!!

The Corrs ~*~ Summer Sunshine

Everyone's changing, I stay the same
I'm... a solo cello outside a chor-us
I've got a secret,
It's time for me to tell that you've been keeping me warm

Just sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back, I've never felt so wanted
Are you taking me home?

You tell me you have to go...

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Now that you've left me, there's no retur-ning
I keep comparing, you're always win-ning
I try to be strong but you'll never be more wanted
Will you make me at home?

Don't tell me you have to go...

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know

Ya da... ya da... ya da

To sweet beginnings and bitter en-dings
In coffee city, we borrowed hea-ven
Don't give it back
Winter is coming and I need to stay warm

The heat.....

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody knows

[chorus]
In the heat of summer sunshine
I miss you like nobody else
In the heat of summer sunshine
I kiss you, and nobody needs to know


Actually, I saw the video over TV just now.. it was screened after Smallville.. haha..
yeah, the MTVs they have after Smallville are always superb...
And I love this track. Fell in love with it on the first note.. ^__~

Anyways, I'm really very glad Michelle was so mature on that matter.. awww.... michelle's all grown up!!! *gets all teary-eyed and sobs*

*chuckles*
alright alright, enough nonsense as it is...
I suppose I get to say my lil' big secret now.. hhaha...actually, it's no secret, right? so many of my friends know about it..
hahaha...
oh, what the hell... i'll just leave it as it is.. hahaha...

Junius ah... 14th, i think we'll just watch a movie is all... haha... must remember to BRING MY PRESENTS!!!!
he ALWAYS never fails to forget to bring the gifts he bought for my 17th birthday last year.. it's actually a big teddy bear right? and that Clay Aiken CD...
hahaha...
since October last year until now... geez... *rolls her eyes*
I can practically hear him go "You don't have to tell the whole world that right?" hee hee hee... sorry, dearest god-brother of mine, I have to just tell the whole world how much those two gifts mean to me.. (yes, sacarsm intended)

hahaha... just kidding, just kidding...
Alright...anyways, today was rather eventful.. haha!
I started off the day with mom rapping at my bed's headboard (as in knocking rather hard) and asking whether I needed to wake up for any appointments today.
(she sounded like usual.. haha.. "ah Ger ah!!! get Up now!!!")
and then, I looked at my mobile's clock.. frigging hell, it was only 6.45am!! felt like cursing really loudly, but then I realised I had a message waiting.. from none other than my boy, Fabio.. haha.. he sure knows how to brighten up my day loads!

So, well, I got up... and then went out with mom after she came home.. during that time, I had my comp on, chatted some with my old fart 'brother', Luigi... then rushed out of the house..
Got to NSC... after walking for close to 30 minutes via New Phoenix Building (mom's idea of the right way to NSC)
*sighs* we ended up at Balestier Road.. took bus 21 back down to the NSC.
After NSC, well, we bought an early lunch, I had to stay home to wait for the TV repair man to come down. TV was faulty..

well, I managed to reply fabio's sms.. and all that.. hahaa..
had a great time talking to him... well, I think it'll be greater when I finally get my webcam...
will get one soon, even though he told me to get it only when he tells me to.. I think I'll get a portable one for the laptop.. those are cheap enough..still can hear him nagging at me for even daring to think of buying a $120 webcam.. haha...

Mom was sick today coz she ate some bad fried rice. It screwed up her insides. Was helping her with dinner, and cleaning up the house just a wee little bit!! I managed to cook some shanghai greens(with oyster sauce and garlic) and then a dish of stingrays and onions... yummy..
hahaha..

hmm.. well, before helping mom, I wanted to tell mich about fabio and I... but.... ai yoh.. that guy ah...beat me to it! >.< always like that... hahaha... make a promise to me, sure will keep it one. he's such a sweet guy.. heh, I've been telling him he's been hearing so much of that from other girls.. haha, gets so monotanous sometimes..
anyways, mich was like "i was folding clothes, for goodness sake!!" hahaha.. poor dear.. >.<
and haha, oh, on saturday, I hope we can catch a movie too.. :P I wanna watch Starsky and Hutch!!!

And well, that's really it for today.. haha..
oh, and I still think terra's being an act cute.
k, gotta run... stupid mosquitoes loving my blood as usual... *grimaces and scratches at her legs*

well, good night then!!


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-03

songs

EDITS!!!!
Listening to: Adam Sandler ~*~ I wanna grow with you
Mood: exhilarated! ^__^


yeah, well, haven't got any thing much to blog, actually...
actually, I just don't wanna type out certain stuff.. I'm gonna write it out in my other journal..
heh heh.. save me the trouble of repeating myself twice.

Anyways, reprinted some pictures for my friend..
and well... haha... was cleaning the damn laptop's keyboard..
it's HIDEOUS!!! >.< i can't imagine how gary endured such grim... ugh... yuck!

i think i'll blog laters...

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*



more songs for you to sing along to...
Listening to: Kimberly Locke ~*~ 8th World Wonder
Mood: sleepy-eyed

well, let's see...
this blog here... really, it's just a full of nonsense.. hahaha..
I just type out mere sentences that don't really make much sense..
then again, the theme now is "We're just normal since we're both mad."
perhaps, when my philosophical mind is back, I'd type out something meaningful.
Don't worry, it'll be soon...
as soon as i finish reading my blog entries from the first blog I had.

anyway, songs....

Sarah McLachlan ~*~ When she loved me

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour spent together
Lives winthin my heart

And when she was sad
I was there to dry her tears
And when was happy
So was i
When she loved me

Through the summer and the fall
We had each other that was all
Just she and i together
Like it was meant to be

And when she was lonely
I was there to comfort her
And i knew that she loved me

So the years went by
I stayed the same
But she began to drift away
I was left alone
Still i waited for the day
When she'd say "i will always love you"

Lonely and forgotten
Never thought she'd look my way
She smiled at me and held me just like she use to do
Like she loved me
When she loved me

When somebody loved me
Everything was beautiful
Every hour spent together
Lives wintin my heart
When she loved me.

Smashmouth *~ I'm a believer

I'm A Believer
Smashmouth

I thought love was only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else but not for me
Love was out to get me, that’s the way it seems
Disappointment haunted all my dreams

And then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believer
I couldn't leave her
(Even) If I tried

I thought that love was more or less a given thing
But the more I gave the less I got oh yeah
What’s the use of trying, the only thing you get is pain
When I wanted sunshine, I got rain

And then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believer
I couldn't leave her
(Even) If I tried

What's the use of trying, the only thing you get is pain
When I wanted sunshine, I got rain

And then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believer
I couldn't leave her
(Even) If I tried

And then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believer
I couldn't leave her
(Even) If I tried


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-02

*yawns* let's see, let's see...

so another day of boredom awaits... well, not quite..hehe..
Listening to: Cafe Del Mar: Vol. 2, Ibiza ~*~ Haunted Dancehall
Mood: secretive...


heh heh.... i'm just so frigging secretive today....
anyways....
yeah... so bored... haydern told me he'd tell me where to get a good and cheap webcam...
well.... i think i'd do an edit on this entry later....


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*



EDITS!!!
Listening to: David Byrne ~*~ like humans do
Mood: going cranky, but happy cranky!!!

hahaha... well, i'm certainly cheered up a whole lot!! ^__^
anyways, found the lyrics for that damned song I'm listening to now..
hahaha... i thought the lyrics were rather funny! have fun! ^__~

David Byrne ~*~ Like Humans Do
For millions of years, in millions of homes
A man loved a woman, a child it was born
It learned how to hurt, and it learned how to cry
Like humans do

I'm breathing in
I'm breathing out
So slip inside this funky house
Dishes in the sink
The TV's in repair
Don't look at the floor
Don't go up the stairs

I'm achin'
I'm shakin'
I'm breakin'
Like humans do

I'm achin'
I'm shakin'
I'm breakin'
Like humans do

I work and I sleep and I dance and I'm dead
I'm eatin, I'm laughin and I'm loving myself
I never watch TV except when I'm stoned
Like humans do

I'm breathing in
I'm breathing out (oooooh)
So slip inside this funky house (ooooh)
Dishes in the sink
The TV's in repair
Don't look at the floor
Don't go up the stairs

I'm achin'
I'm shakin'
I'm breakin'
Like humans do

I'm achin'
I'm shakin'
I'm breakin'
Like humans do

I'm breathing in
I'm breathing out
So slip inside this funky house
Wiggle while you work
Anybody can
The rain is pouring in on a woman and a man

I'm achin'
I'm shakin'
I'm breakin'
Like humans do

I'm breathing in
I'm breathing out
(Ooooooh)

and then, there's the every hilarious, yet touching song by Adam Sandler..
Adam Sandler ~*~ I wanna grow old with you

I wanna make you smile
whenever you're sad
carry you around when your arthritis is bad
all i wanna do, is grow old with you

I'll get you medicine when your tummy aches
Build you a fire if the furnace breaks
So, it could be so nice growing old with you,....

I'll miss you
Kiss you
Give you my coat when you are cold
Need you
Feed you
Even let you hold the remote control.

So let me do the dishes in our kitchen sink
Put you to bed when you've had too much to drink
Oh I could be the man who grows old with you
I wanna grow old with you.



Alright, look out for tomorrow's songs...
it's gonna be one from Smashmouth... and then one from Sarah McLachlan..!! ^__^

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

2004-05-01

errr....

hopefully, he's the one..
Listening to: Maroon 5 ~*~ this love
Mood: constipated...i need the toilet...


1. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR KITCHEN PLATES?
depends.. but, it's mainly white...
2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
Eragon by Christopher Paolini... still stuck at it...
3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
the mouse?
4. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE BOARD GAME?
don't play board games..
5. FAVORITE MAGAZINE?
er... don't read mags... prolly Times magazine or Readers' digest..
6. FAVORITE SMELL?
the shampoo i use...
7. LEAST FAVORITE SMELL?
ahh... anything i hate..
8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
did anyone sms me? what time is it?
9. FAVORITE COLOR?
any colour that isn't shit green..
10. LEAST FAVORITE COLOR?
shit green
11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
nowadays, on the home phone, it's 4...
on my mobile.. if i can hear it, then i pick it up.. or else.. i'll just let it miss.. hehehe!!
12. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME?
not sure..
13. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN LIFE?
the love of my life.. heheh.. and my family... terra.. and all my best and close friends....
15. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocs... hhehe... but vanilla is good too
16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
hell yeah... hehehe
17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
yes... it's ANIMALS too...
18. STORMS - COOL OR SCARY:
COOL!
19. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
haven't got one.. but i want it to be that cute Mazda 2...
20. IF YOU COULD MEET ONE PERSON DEAD OR ALIVE?
wanna see my love of my life.. hehe
21. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
shooter... a B52 or B53...
22. WHAT IS YOUR SIGN &YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Libra, October 7 1986
23. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
yeah, they're sweet..
24. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a vet
25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY COLOR HAIR, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
it's already coloured... reddish brown... it suits me perfectly too...
26. IS THE GLASS HALF FULL OR HALF EMPTY?
doesn't matter...
28. FAVORITE MOVIE?
there's too many.. but at the moment, i'll go with 50 first dates...
29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS?
yeah, about 97% of the time, yea...
30. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
books, files, papers, stuff...
31. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER?
1,3,7,13
32. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH:
surfing.. snow boarding.. X-games, really..
33. WHAT IS YOUR SINGLE BIGGEST FEAR?
losing the ones i love
34. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU:
she didn't exactly send it, more like i copied and pasted from her blog.. haha.. it's sosser..
yeah.. nice red-headed lass from denmark who loves to know i met at TPS.. ^__^ she's always very frank.. i like that..
35. PERSON MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
NIL
36. PERSON YOU SENT THIS TO WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
NIL
37. FAVORITE CD?
ah... i'd say Josh Groban... Micheal Buble.. and then jewel, sarah mcLachlan...
38. FAVORITE TV SHOW?
Just Shoot Me, Who's line is it anyway?
39. KETCHUP OR MUSTARD?
ketchup, anytime...
40. HAMBURGERS OR HOT-DOGS?
both
41. FAVORITE SOFT DRINK?
Sprite!
42. THE BEST PLACE YOU HAVE EVER BEEN?
so far..Europe!
43. WHAT SCREEN SAVER IS ON YOUR COMPUTER RIGHT NOW?
the Mc D's "I'm Lovin' it" screensaver...
44. BURGER KING or MCDONALD'S?
both are fine by me..


you know....
there's alot more i'd love to type out here....
but well... it'll be too personal by then.... don't have a knack for doing that.. less i know the people who read this blog well enough... but you see... i don't know WHO reads this blog...so, heck lah...

anyways... that stupid bruise on my leg is annoying me sooo much....
haiz... yeah, hmm... you know, blogging is like some mindless task..
just pretty much typing whatever nonsense and rubbish that comes to my mind...
nothing you can think about much.. or at least, that's what i think lah..
not sure if my words actually leave an impact..? oh who cares... but if it does, i'd be glad to know..
people, please DO drop a message of greeting for me okay?
feel rather bummed out talking to myself like that... what's the flooble for? go to the profile area... and scroll down...
you'll see it there... and PLEASE.. leave me a note of "hi" at least...

aie... peace out...
gonna go sleep now...
toodles and sweet dreams everyone..

Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*

haiz... ugh

oh hell....
Listening to: David Byrne ~*~ Like humans do
Mood: bored


okay... i'm frigging bored.... being cooped up at home is super not fun.... i'd rather go off somewhere.... ugh...
nevermind...
anyways, using gary's laptop... which will be mine in 2 months time.. ^_^ *grins* well...
then, i'm gonna get my webcam... and then a cool headset... then i can have web chats!! how cool is that?
hehe....
then i can finally chat with Jonathan again!!! :D and if i'm lucky, perhaps I can finally chat with haydern too! hahaha...
oh man, this is gonna be great!!

anyways...
went to simlim square with gary today... we bought $431 worth of gadgets...
let's see... we bought a new CD-burner.. a portable hard disk drive cover.. a 40Gig hard disk... and then.. some graphics card... it's a GeForce f/x thingy...

and speaking of haydern...
got a secret to keep for him! hahaha...won't say it till he says it's all clear...

gotta go.... i'll blog when there's anything to blog...
toodles..


Till then, write later..
*~Au Revoir~*