2005-01-31

to-do lists...


i have goals!! wooow. -_-||
Mood: =/

So okay, I do have goals, and they're a lil' far-fetched sometimes.
Marcus was being super annoying just now, telling me i'll never complete 6km, but he'd be fascinated just to watch me run ONE round.. or was it ONE kilometre?

*shrugs*

Anyhoots, whatever it is, 6km, I WILL COMPLETE THOSE FREAKING 6KM!! it's only 6km.. ONLY 6km. it's dipshit. I can walk 10km a day, what's jogging 6km?

*is feeling there is more to that than JOGGING rather than walking*

So tomorrow, I shall attempt (yes, ATTEMPT. doesn't mean I'll be successful) to jog at least 5 rounds.. walk 3 rounds, jog another 5 rounds, then walk another 3 rounds.. it'll be clearly 16 rounds, beating my 6km.. I think I can do it! (that's if i PERSERVERE!!!)

*is feeling glorified now*

YES! i can do this dipshit 6KM!!! it's DIPSHIT, i'm tellin' ye!!!
*grin*


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Have I told you how much I love Chronic Future? =D it's a nice band..
a little loud, but yeah...

LYRICS!! oi.. okay.. wait.. here we go!

WE HAVE LYRICS!!!
*holds up the lyrics triumphantly*

Chronic Future ~ Time and time again

Inspiring, shining, rising
And when you're in my way
I'm not dividing me from you cause we're working together
Perfect in its splendor like the currents of the weather
The splinter in my center hindering all of my pleasure
Is me manifested as you in this endeavor
Once responsibility is taken I can render
Experience to be however I want to remember

Time and time again we fall in to the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find

Put yourself through the scariest of scenarios
Enter experiences you normally wouldn't dare to go
It's all for the character and the arrogant afterglow
Of knowing it's appearance according to your patterns of growth
And what your parents handed down to you to handle
Make sure you carry torches when their puttin out your candles
Prediction can be unkind but unwind them still
Don't erase the part of you that's responsible for your will

Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find

Well I've seen you and those things you do
And the way you hide that shadow can't be good for you
Your dark defines your light

There's some utterly damaged particles to deal with
And if I stutter I'm sorry but it's hard to feel swift
When stuck in my stomach is a cannon ball anchor to lift
I've been pushing it down pretending it doesn't exist
Well this is what happens when you're pissed about being pissed
You dig yourself so deep you resist just to resist
And there's no way to get back experiences you missed
So start right now today and risk furiousness for bliss

[x2]
Time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
But you can't keep running away from what you're trying to find


EMO-PUNK ROX!!!!! bwahahhas.. love it love it!!
oooooh la lah!!! I SOOO Love it!!! =D

Still got, still got!!!

YELLOWCARD ~ "Breathing"

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight



oooooooh la la!! emo-punkness is in the air man!!
hahahs..
love this stuff so much! felix has a whole variety of it..

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anyway.. school today.. okay...
it was majorly boring.. there're stuff i have to read up on for microbiology and cell biology. Have not a damn clue what that fag in microbio was talking since i was 30 minutes late for lecture..
and cell bio? i have to read my biochem notes alll over again..

ahh crap.. i have to go mail mr alvin about the yahoo thing..
so yeah..

off i go..
shall blog in lessons tomorrow.


Later! ;)

2005-01-30

my gawd.. i can't take this much any more, I'm afraid..


*grimaces*
Mood: =S


This is getting like a nightmare.. First, it's one of my brothers, then it's one of my brothers again, then it's joycelyn, and now it's serene being the depressed one.. (as from her MSNnicks)

This is a fucking nightmare and it's not just gonna end like that. *sigh* urrrggh, what can I say then? =S
They won't listen, those bloody attention whores. Nothing much that I do or say would make that listen to me.. that's their loss. seriously.

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Right here, right now, I'm gonna say this once and for all.
If anyone so much as wanna get depressed and when I help you keep on whinging... let me tell you, I will not so much as extend my help to you any more from that moment on.

And that includes all my friends.

It's my final warning for those who read this.

I'm just so SICK and TIRED of having to coo and blabber stuff that might just advice you on your plight or even trigger something that might help you out on whatever you're so depressed about. And I'm sick and tired of everything, aights?

I AIN'T YOUR SERVANT. I'M YOUR COUSIN (OR) YOUR FRIEND.. not a slave to your every beck and call. so quit it. If I don't sms you back, that's only coz I DON'T want to answer you, (or rather, i'm in class) and no, joycelyn, I don't have all the answers in the world, I fucking can't fix a problem that you have on your fucking computer. Neither do I give a fucking damn about what's wrong with friendster's bloody messaging system AND I don't fucking give a damn about your stupid friends (they're stupid, they're dumb and they're fuckers and scums) or who the fuck you like and all that. So don't complain to me that a guy who's 16 doesn't like you. for goodness's sake! You're only 12!!! he prolly has the hots for some 15 year old ah lian!!
What the hell do you know about relationships? no more than I do on nanotechnology, you dimwit!


ugh!
Morons, the bunch of them. stupid attention 'hoes!

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I'm just SO majorly pissed off at all this shit.
Now that that's out of me, I think I'm feeling a tad bit better..
Sorry if I sounded like some emo-punk freak..


I've been talking quite a lot to marcus nowadays.. he's been telling me his cousin, Trevor, is behaving in a VERY VERY weird manner.. so not like him at all. (as in trevor)

Well, the moment he says Trevor, I immediately think "oh, must be a toad".. hahaha.. sorry, he just reminds me of that kid's toad called trevor from the Harry Potter series..

Marcus and I both think that someone's playing a joke on him.. so trevor's being super weird. (we hope that's the case.. plus it's not exactly helping that trevor keeps girly soft toys..)

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Anyway, back to my reports. I slacked way too much for comfort zone..
I'm not even done with one after the biochem report.

So dead. Gotta rush last minute. but ain't that just so sweet? :D


2nd aunt's not feeling well.. mom's taking care of her, well, we all are, it's our obligation to do so.. after the so many things that she's done for us.. she's like gran's.. always there protecting us no matter what.. :) I don't know what I'll do without her..

anyway, time to go..
toooodles!! ;)


P.S.: To manda, sorry I got so aggressive, but you should know better than to joke about the people I hold dear to my heart for.

can't sleep...


HAPPY BIRTHDAY FELIX!!!!
Mood: =)

felix's birthday today.. :) happy birthday doode!

anyway, can't sleep.. don't feel like doing my reports.. wanna go midnight jogging, but nah.. too dark.
I wanna go swimming.. =S

anyhoos. just a short entry before I try getting into bed and trying to get some sleep..
so yeah..


Toodles! ;P


2005-01-29

hate it man... my dam cousin joycelyn..


is acting like a damn biatch again!!! fark!
Mood: =P

Just playing around joycelyn's MSN nick. She's a nasty lil' miss now. thinks she's damn cool. tsk tsk tsk.. immature kid.
ahh well, like what debra said, she'll just have to learn it the extremely harsh and terribly hard way. she deserves it anyway.

Well, ANYWAY, today's meeting was really interesting.. where we sat down and argued about what was best for the youth week thing. It isn't confirmed yet, but it'll be a one-day event for this year, maybe a two-day event next year, and possibly a 3-day event the year after next.. :)

It's a good plan, but I can't say much of it.. I'm not even sure what we're doing now.. but yeah. hahs..


Then I went down to debra's stall at novena square.. so pathetic.. no one came up.. i mean, there were people who came up.. but it's like pathetic. only 4 people bought our goods.. >__< so sad.

Nevermind, it's at a sucky location.. we'd prolly make more money at our next round..
*smiles*

Well, i'm exhausted...
so yeah...
byeeeeee..

toodles! ;)


2005-01-28

my bad...


totally my bad!
Mood: =P


Hahas..so yeah, Marcus is back home in sydney.. and he says it was I who implied that I had no life and all.. *rolls eyes* fine...
hahs..
I have no life, I admit that..

Anyway, yeah.. I'm bored.. doing my biochem lab report just for a headstart for the week end. Talking to Marcus and mich over MSN..

Felix's birthday is coming up soon!! I owe him two drinks. I will drag him out one day for that.. =D
Maybe after my common test week.. yeah.. hahs.. take him pubbing with rica, debra and gins (if they wanna come).. not sure where to go tho.. The Living room? Gatsby's?

Anyhoos, I should get back to my biochem report and get it over and done with.. so that I won't have to worry tomorrow while out at novena square...


kk.. I'm outta here for the day..
you'll hear from me on sunday perhaps..

Byeeeeeeeeeee!
Toodles! ;)

typing typing typing...


hellooo!!! hellooo!!
Mood: =)


Yah yah.. I feel so yah yah today... yah yah banana.. hahahs..
Okay, madness...
I'm soooo drugged out. MSG, that's what it is.
Had mee hoon queh!! ^__^

jabba jabba... hahas...
Gary bought me a new game!!! It's calld Oddworld: Stranger's wrath
It's soooo nice!! hahas.. those little furry things... so cute!!! >__<

Oh man.. I'm adoring that game now..! hahas..
Anyways, yeah.. school today was a marathon!! Biochem, I didn't understand a shit of it...
Math, was okay.. I had 21/30 for that test I took half a month ago...
And biochem prac was wayyyy too simple, I love it man!!

Then.. what else.. Oh right, I left school at like 12... nice! hahs...
*grins*
I thought Marcus would be over today, maybe he went back home already.. all the more better.. hahas.. I can get the pics from him sooner! :P
I have his MSN too, so that's really okay with me.. hahs.. Maybe I should scan in his 11-year old picture and send that one to him to tell him the chubby lil' guy that he was once..

Anyway, yeah...
Off to do my reports..
See y'all around soon!


Toodles! ;)

P.S.: Mom promised to go M'sia with me to go buy stuff with me!!! We're gonna get MP3 players, new mobiles and a digicam.. (if it's cheap, we'll get two or three) and then clothes, if I wanna really get them.. shoes.. bwhahahs..

sweet!

Hope we get to go m'sia soon enough!! ^__^V

2005-01-27

I am soooo tired...


finally home! =)
Mood: tired

Cell bio prac today was a killer.
I volunteered to do the experiment with the least procedures... (thinking that I could get it over and done with it quickly)

But boy, was I wrong! I was made to work for all that I was worthed (which isn't much, come to think about it..) okay, so I was made to work the way that made my experiment pay it all off in terms of time and diligence.

I was told to drain casein out from 20mL of skimmed milk.

it's a stupid thing to do.. All I smelled was powdered milk, and milk chocolate, and all things to do with lactose and milk. >__<
Oh okay, I inhaled a fair bit of 1:1 ethyl, ethanol and boy, was it stinky!! really pierces up your noserails..

Well, there was that 95% ethanol too.. so cool.. literally! hahs!!

I love school today. But it was really tiring..
We managed to get Dr Xu speak chinese to us during organic chem tutorial today!! *mega-grin*
Oh man.. I thought he sounded so cool! ^__^

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PeiSuan lost the band room keys.. I do hope she finds them soon...
The sun tempted me to go for another jump into the pool again when I walked past it this afternoon!! ohmigosh... >__< I soo need a tan again... (not that i'm not a Tan. Pun was certainly not included in this. just trying to live it up to my name.)

Okay, so it's confirmed, I've decided to leave PaLs once and for all when year 2 starts.. I've wasted all my time there, and I get no CCA points. What's the point in that? >__< *sighs*

I'm not doing ANYTHING at all, if that's the case. All my efforts wasted.
Nevermind, at least I learnt something through all that planning. I will put in my best for SCL and Youth Week'05... *beams*

And I still have to prove it to Marcus and myself, that I DO actually can have a life that's not full of studying. hahas.. I will have a life!
Speaking of which, Marcus isn't coming down today, I think he went tagging along with his mom and dad to the other relatives' families and their places..

Not that I'm biased or anything, but I've lost utter respect for them old hags and fags..They're so mean to second aunt.. and mom.. dad refused to do anything till fourth aunt actually insulted my mom in front of dad. He stood up and told her to back off, or he'll report her for harassment and intrusion.. ^__^ hee!!

How I love my father so!

I've always thought he was really kinda cool.. ;) he is actually..
My parents are the BEST parents in this entire world (even if they can get very cranky nowadays)..

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Enough about family, can see Amanda rolling her eyes and cursing and swearing on this blaardy hell on me.. =P bwhahahhas.. sorry ah, manda... bwhahahahas! But I love my family lah.. just don't really like my brothers is all..

Oh yeah, about the movies, you could check out Constantine too.. heard it's cool.. there's this other one coming out, starring.. ah drats. I forgot.. but they have the posters up at GV PlazaSingapura.. you can check it out if you're there.. they're nice ones..

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Okay, I feel the urge to study now..
so I shall go fulfil that urge.. before I get the urge to eat my durians...
>__<

bwhahahas..
I LURVE durians! Mwah!


Toodles! ;)
P.S.: y'all be good now..

hi all! hellooooo all!!! ge wei guan zong men hao!!!


blogging from NYP, yet again!!
Mood: =)

(10.35am)
Alrighty, so I have like... let's see.. 5 hours of breaktime!!
Of which 30 minutes will be spent in the microbio lab later, doing my follow-up experiment. ^__^

It's a lovely LOVELY day today! hahs..
I'm sitting next to Allison, she's doing her cell biology lab report (which I am SOOOO Done and over with! halleluja!) and I'm blooooogging!! yes, you heard me! I'm being the bloggist that I always am! *grins*

I came in late for Dr Xu's class. He wasn't exactly pleased about it. But I did today's experiment totally on my own. My gosh! I spilt some Di-chloro-methane (DCM) on Dominic's arm... >__<
I'm so so sorry, ah bung! thank goodness it wasn't the bromine we were about to add..

Yeah, we were playing around with bromine and all that crazy stuff today. I did the experiment today coz I didn't want tim to blow up the lab, like he nearly did yesterday during microbio.. (he and JunCheng were playing with lighters. They spoilt a lighter, of which, the butane was all let out. so if a spark had gone off, we'd have died in there!)

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OHH!! Amanda, JunCheng said okay to the ice cream buffet!! hope THAT cheered ya up!
=D I'll fix up the dates and will call you up about it! I'll drag as much of the gang as I can along!

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I wonder what I'd end up doing today, after this entry, that is..
Think I'll do my organic Chem tutorial, then go microbio lab do follow-up prac, then go for lunch.. (dammit! I didn't get ka-chings from dad today!) and then.. study Cellbiology while PeiSuan practices on her saxophone...

Then go for organic chem tutorial, then cellbio lab.. then.. (i LOVE this part best!) HOMEEE!!! hopefully marcus gets back today for dinner.. then I'll race him on the x-box! *mega-mega-grin*

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I woke up with a cramp on my right collar bone today.. it hurts a million stabs.. >__<
anyway, yeah.. met Nad in the lift on the way up for organic chem prac.. I can't wait for this saturday to come, where I can plan for Youth Week!! ^__^

Give me some ideas k? we'll be having street festival (we want it to be more illegal then the original street fest) we'll have spontaneously open cafes with bean bags and stuff strewn outside the rolex building, then we'll have a volunteer fair in front of the main stage, where performances and mass dancing will be held (hope there ain't no line dancing there, I hate those!) and then, of course, at night, over the weekend, we'll be having a youth party bash! hahs.. this is gonna be sooo fun! then everyone stays back to help clean up the place..

=) good, innit? it's just the beginning! I hope we can do this for the years to come! ^_^

Oh jon, blog more.. and don't give me those Econs definitions, or I'll start giving you BioChemistry definitions.. hahs..

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Alrighty, I'm outta here.. Study study study!!
=S okay, seriously, I hate studying, but oh well...
Marcus, I've also perfected the art of slacking and avoiding work, you have lots to learn from me too! ;) [That's besides the MULTI-TASKING part..that one, you could learn.. hahas..]


Aights, I'm gone peeps!
Y'all have fun, but be good!

Toodles! ;)

2005-01-26

oooh-la-LAAAA....


just so oooh-lah-LAaa...
Mood: =D

Today.. well, school was okay.. spent most of the day with PeiSuan, helping her out with her drills on the saxophone. Watched her and yihui swimming before that.. and allison making lotsa noise as usual.. (she never stops screaming, that girl)

Then, ate chicken rice in the band room. I haven't had dinner yet.. I'm sooo hungry!! but like, whatever.. haahs.. can't be bothered to eat tonight. didn't eat last night either.

Well... Terra was really well-behaved when Marcus and his dad came over to our place.. she didn't even hiss nor did she do anything.. in fact, she was just lazing about!! haahs.. I guess she knew that Marcus and his dad were blood-related kin, so she's good. =)

Speaking of which, Marcus and his parents came over from Australia!! hahas. yeah..
Meet Marcus (haven't got a pic of him, yet.. dude, pass the pics to me when you've got the time yea?), my younger cousin brother. He's 2 years younger than me.. Lives with his parents and older brother (Gavin) in Sydney, Australia.

He used to be this scrawny lil guy with dyed red hair.. and he loved banging down my bedroom door and go "I'm bored" repeatedly just coz.. well.. he was bored. yeah.. ahhas! :P

Then, out of sheer insanity and utter boredom, Marc, Sharlene (our other cousin) and I would buy those little packet "bombs" and activate the bombs first before flinging them out of gran's window.. and then it so happened that there was a funeral going on downstairs, so those funeral people didn't like it that we were throwing down stuff at them while they were mourning.. hahs...

So, yeah... the police came up to scold us.. :P

Anyway, if Marc comes around earlier tomorrow, or friday (if he's not going off till tuesday) I'll bring him around to Parsir Ris to wild wild wet or summat..

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Oooooh-Lah-LaaaH!!! =D
I passed my Basic Theory Test!!! ^__^ see mich, I didn't slack ah.. hahs..
So yeah, gotta get some ka-chings from mah parents.. and go book some 10 sessions first.. hahas.. I think I'll be done with them real soon! and then I can get my license! Mwahahahahs! lovely lovely!!! love lovin' it!


Then, what else is there to type about?

oh! right.. ChunWei passed me sommat really cool just now! have a look at it peeps!

Blindfolded guy playing Maroon 5's "This love" on the piano!

Damn cool!

okay, I think I gotta go now.. to sleep and all that..
hahs..
Tomorrow, I'll be studying.. while PeiSuan plays her saxophone.. Mich might be coming down to school to collest her winnings. She filled up a form in hopes to win something from my school biomed competition thingy.. and she won THIRD PRIZE!!! sweet or what?!?! =D *mega-grin*

She won this fax/scanner/photocopier printer thing.. so coooool.. I also want leh.. hahas...


well, yeah.. Marc said he might drop by tomorrow night.. hope he does! then can play x-box with him.. I'll race him on burnout 3!!! ^__^V

hahas.. it's the only game I'm good at...



anyway, byeeeee for now!!!

Toodles! ;)

2005-01-25

blogging from schoooool....


bwahahahahahs...
Mood: =/

I slept in biostats lecture today. So boring.. IT lecture was an utter bore..
And now that I'm illegally typing this, it isn't getting any more exciing than any other stuff that the rest of my classmates are doing.. poooft.. *yawn*

so yeah, right now, I'm telling PeiSuan for the nth time,
"Mo touchee wo deh hand orh!!!" it's her version of extremely broken cantonese. [Translation: Don't touch my hand!!]

hahahas.. I've been teasing her for the past 3 hours. hahhas.. farnie time..
I nearly fell asleep in IT practical.. which is now.


Arden's back to his ultra vulgar self, "Ahh.. TiTi!! die TiTi!!! shit! TiTi's gonna kill me! I'm screwed!!! DIE titi!!!" let's see what else he'll come up with today..

hahas..

Allison's blogging away too.. hahas.. and she sounds like a ghost while at it... yeah, you can go read her blog after this. We practically screwed up her blog entry for today.. *mega-grin*

(Arden just announced to the class that he's gonna kill gays now)

hahs.. so yeah.. some lame shit-ass stuff going on in my class now. Loooove IT pracs. It's goooood. ;) (only coz I get to play in class..)

Oh yeah.. I think I better start on my Frontpage thing in school.. ahhas...
blog later when I get home at 6!! hahs...


Toodles! ;)

2005-01-24

oooooh!!! fun! :D


lots and LOTS of it with PeiSuan!!!
Mood: =D

Yeah, so there's an improvement of moods with the change of ONE key.

from...

=S

to...

=D



hahahahas.. okok.. lame.
but anyway. I went down to town with PeiSuan and Allison today. To do our NE project (and so those in MB04-06, better start on it soon, the due date's approaching fast).

We went down to Orchard Road, took pictures of Shaw Tower, Tangs building and then we went down to Far East Plaza to check out bags for Allison, before her cockroach came.. hahs..

PeiSuan and I then headed down to Raffles Place, to get some pictures of Fullerton hotel.. sweet.. ahahs.. but not much of it.. :S

Then, we went bonkers and started taking lame stupid pictures of lamp posts, boats, statue cats, statue kids, and then finally, we crashed and took pictures of ourselves.. as usual.. hahas! :P

So after all that picture taking, we just talked and crapped and basically lost our way round the place.. >__< took us like 20 minutes before we found the nearest MRT station.. hahas! That was at Clarke Quay..

Then after that.. yeah, I came home.. I'm aching all over from carrying this kick-ass 8KG load on my shoulders, and walking over dunno how many kilometres today!! geez..

It's like going for a 9-hole golf game..

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Tomorrow, I'm drilling PeiSuan on her saxophone playing skills.. I know nuts about it, but she says she'll need my help either way since I know SOME shit about music.. so yeah.. hahas.. I drill her for saxophone, she teaches me Inorganic Chemistry. It's a win-win situation.. :D

Wednesday, I might have SCL-exco meeting. Not sure about it. Need to pester gimmy to ask ms ang about it.. or maybe i'll pester chris to pester albert to hold a meeting.
We need to get the CNY gathering fine-tuned, or we'll never have anything done.

Then, next.. oh yeah.. hahs.. no homework today!! so happy!! hahas.. =D

But that means I get my chance to start on my revisions. To watch Tim get started on his revisions since a week ago, is a worrying matter for I've not exactly started on mine.

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In any case, school was great today (seeing as there weren't any Cell Bio lecture) and I had only 2 classes, an hour per class. sweet! *grins*

It feels like it's gonna rain.. praise the skies, I was hoping and praying that I'd have a cold evening tonight. Hopefully it'll rain. I want it to rain tonight.. Even for just a while..

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Mr Jay was sitting in for today's lecture.. I was 15 minutes late. "oh shit. Jay's here. and I'm 15 minutes late too. wow. this is puuuur-fect." was the first thing that came into my mind when I caught sight of my wonderfully flamboyant mentor.. (he's the best liked in school, apparently. to me, he's okay)

Anyway, yeah.. PeiSuan got SUPER high today. =D and she didn't have any qualms in dragging Allison and I down too.. hhahaa.. that girl never ceases to amuse me. Although, sometimes, I feel like taking the back seat and watch her have her fun.. hahas.. too much fun for me ain't a great thing.

Oh, on a more serious note, I had a heartburn again last night.. it's getting more frequent nowadays.. I better watch what I eat, or I'll be getting a heart attack really soon.. >__< I don't wanna die painfully.. hahs..

It really feels like a burning red-hot knife plunging through your chest, where the heart is.. and as the time goes along, wheen I get more heatburns, it gets worser, day by day.. =S

haahhas.. soon, I'll hear the doctor telling me "quit stressing yourself out and relax a little more, k?" I'm telling you, I slack too much for my own good!! ^__^


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Okay, so yeah, I'll stop here.
Time to go do my revision...

Toodles! ;)

2005-01-23

ONE down, like 2 more to go?


reports, that is...
Mood: =S

I seem to be taking my own sweet time at doing my reports.. haha..
It's monday morning, yet I'm strolling on my biochemistry and 2 cell biology reports... hahahas.. oh man. what a laugh!

My MSN is failing on me.. damn thing. something about runtime error. I bet you a trojan's in my system already.
Damn laptop doesn't even have frontpage and Access.. How am I to do my IT assignments like that??

not to forget my Adobe Photoshop.. I'm practically withering away without my wonderful tools of IT.. >__< I feel disabled. and very much deprived..

I'm a deprived girl. This utterly sucks.. *sulks*


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I'm stuffed. hahas.. no wondering why.. dad stuffed gary and I with french fries, coffee and peanut biscuits before dinner. Then, I had a full dinner (VERY full one) and then.. yeah.. haven't had anything since..

Aunty downstairs got tired of doing those wonderfully aromatic delicious sweet puffs of hers at about 9.30pm.. thank goodness!! Imagine if she went on till 11pm.. I'll be dying for supper already!! >__<

She'll do my family a small bottle of her delicious sweet puffs again, I hope.. she always does.. :) I loooove eating those delicious puffs.. yummy stuff..

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I wanna scream.. okay, maybe not..
Dunno what I'm gonna do after school.. I wanna go jogging in the evening.. I'll sms PeiSuan about that.. :D then we'll go jogging like 5 rounds, I hope.

My new target would be to complete 10 rounds in 20 minutes.. not too bad lah.. seeing as I've not been doing my long distance running since sec 4.. that's like about nearly over 3 years already. I've only been walking long distances.. heh.. (from dhoby ghaut to Lido, through all the malls thoroughly and back to dhoby ghaut and back home) That'll prolly be as good as walking at least 3km...

But anyway.. yeah.. hopefully I don't get heart burns after jogging.. haha.. my family's got a cardiac arrest history on both extended sides.. so yeah.. not exactly healthy family.. *sheepish grin*


So, don't be surprised if I fall on the floor having a heart attack k? ;) I doubt it'll happen, but better be safer than be a sorry sight..

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I'm tired and grumpy.
I have 3 reports all half or 3/4 done..

I was being lame and playing around with Debra as the presenters were talking at yesterday's presentation.. haha.. (you really dun wanna know what i'd been doing..)

well, okay.. just passing some stupid lame comments via note-writings.. and sniggering away every 3 minutes isn't very polite, I know.. but debra and I are famous for being figity at meetings.. ;) right, m'dear doorbell?


okay okay..
I'm outta here.
Toodles! ;)

oh man....


*stomach growls*
Mood: =S

This is the ultimate test of will power.
The aunty one floor down is busy making CNY puff cakes.. and omg.. they smell sooooooo delightfully delicious!
omg.. it's a constant nightmare... she's been at it for like the past 7 hours.. and she'll only stop at like 11pm tonight!!

and she'll go on for the next 2 or 3 days...
ugh... so torturing.... T_T

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Anyway, ChunWei told me about something that happened at my SCL booth yesterday...
oh man.. while it sounded SUPER cool to have E.coli splattered allll over the auditorium pre-function room..

3 people were sent to hospital, our booth was a gonna, and I think it's all going up to the Estate section, the CEO of NYP campus, and Dr Joel's prolly gonna get it.. what a year to start off man... =(

Nevermind, my exco team and I shall perservere and give SCL a rawkin' good time this year!! ^__^V
So yeah, with the pre-function room stinkin' of E.coli (let them learn the smells of e.coli!!!!) and some machines blown into smithereens.. *smirk*

I will still proudly stand here and say that NYP SCL (Life Sciences) is THE coolest school ever!! Coz it's got me, that's why!! hahas.. okay, it has all the coolest people that I know of in it.. and that's why I love it so much! well, this means we're gonna get new machines to replace those old ones..



YAY!!!!


*mega-grin* Oh this is sooooo cool! hhahahas...


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Anyway.. waiting for dad to get home with some food...hahs.. can't stand that aunty downstairs.. she tempts me ever so during CNY period....
>__<

So anyway, Terra's shedding her fur.. it's dusting up the entire house with her rubbing her fur all over the place.. my brothers actually used the lint remover thing on her but she's still shedding.. damn cat...

My reports are all half done.. I should have them printed out and passed up tomorrow! ^__^ sweet, innit? hahas..

okay okay.. off I go then...

I'm going shopping with PeiSuan after school, tomorrow! :D
and then maybe meeting up with Debra.. not sure about it though...


so yeah, toodles! ;)

2005-01-22

I want to COMPLAAAAAIN!!!


Junius yang.. you MORON! >_<
Mood: --

You know, I had such a wonderful day today.
Then it was totally spoilt by TWO people.
Junius and Joycelyn.

One god-bro, the other my own cousin.

Blaaaardy hell. hurmph!
One hit my head with a stack of pamphlets and flyers and brochures, and the other replies me like I'm some annoying nosey person. Ungrateful bunch.

Wah lao eh. I'm soooo NOT happy! SO not happy! hmph!

Junius, you ungrateful pig.. You never even visit me for my open house when you promised me that you'd go for, even for just FIVE pathetic minutes.. yet you never appeared?! =(
And I made it a point to go down and visit ya when I really couldn't make out much time for you... wah lao.. so hurt siah.. what's more, when I get there, you still whack my head with those papers... blaaaaardy hell! I'm NOT happy about that! my head still hurts leh! And you know how often I get those ruddy headaches, they make me go absolutely insane whenever those annoying headaches come round.. hmph! that's it. No more tigger for you. You'll get ee-yore. Worse, I'll give you hamtaro. BLEEEH!!!

*glares*


Then that Joycelyn.. blaaardy hell. Talk to her like can die one. shitty kid. Those blasted 'friends' of hers definitely made their point. I hope her 'friends' rot and die a horrible death. God, make it sooner too. Preferably in the arcade where they always hang out at. blaaaardy shit-idiots. Turning my youngest, most adored lil' cousin sis into such a psychotic little maniac of a terror. MY GAAAAWD!!! T_T I seriously hate those 'friends' of hers.. I really want them O-U-T of her life. like NOW. I hope they kick her out of their little pathetic gang.


Blaaaaardy shit. grrrrr... damn those idiots. Damn that pig, junius. blaaardy hell.

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okay, so yeah.. now that I've finished complaining..
on with how my day went..

I really hate to type long stories today.. so yeah.. here goes:

08.00am: I woke up.
08.30am: I'm at debra's block's void deck waiting for her and Uncle philip to get their butts down so we can go to Civil Service College.
09.20am: We're officially lost (okay, more like we were just a ROAD away from the college..)
09.29am: We FINALLY reached the college.
09.30am: Ran in, saw constance and gang..
09.35am: Saw Eunice Olsen's BACK. not front, but BACK. yes, her BACK. hahaha...
10.00am: Youth Biz group presents first coz Raymond ain't here yet..
10.10am: *yawn!* when is this stupid presentation ending... where's the toilet arh?
10.40am: FINALLY!!! TEA BREAK!!! (more like breakfast for me..hee hee)

11.00am: YAY!! Raymond's here! We can present... :D
11.20am: got commercial ads to watch.. Steven's jokes to laugh at.. emcee being lame.. heh heh.. soooo fun! ^__^V (okay, so i'm being plain biased here. so?)
11.30am: huh.. those three monkeys (steven, raymond and hongchuan) still not done yet ah? jialart.. buzzer is off liao.
11.40am: Q&A.. not bad. not bad at all! I like their presentation siah...
11.48am: Next group.. Youth RELOADED! lame group. They think they're matrix reloaded or sommat. laaaaame. Hope they're of some good.. hmmm... ooooh, cute guy sitting behind me!! not bad. haha..oh right. must listen ah..
12.00am: nodding off.. nodding off.. ZzZzz... -.-Zzz
12.05am: "let me present to you my... yeah, okay.. HOT PINK SLIDES!!" wh-whaT!?!? my god. it's a guy with his cute hot pink slides!! wooooow. okay.. that's so.. feminine.. *lame laugh* well, at least HE'S in touch with his inner-woman. *pukes*
12.20pm: my god.. finally done with them siah.. goodness me..
12.23pm: Next. and lastly.. Youth Connect. oooh.. cute guy presenting not? oh. okay.. so he's not.. ahh.. whatever then. hahs..

*the in-betweens: 'bla bla bla bla bla...'*

01.00pm: FINALLY!! Panel of advisors take the stage.. Penny Low is rattling away.. bla bla bla.. then Dr Maliki too.. and Dr Choong.. then Dr Maliki again.. *yawn*


When's lunch?


01.40pm: YESSSSS!!! lunch time!! *mega-grin*

So yeah.. I had lunch with SoCheer, Alan, Vincent, Debra and yeah.. some other girls.. Douglas left halfway for his CCA.. he's in sailing club in VJC.. cooool.. hahs.. oh, michelle ong ended up in VJC too.. not bad! :D

Theeeeeen.. Debra and I went down to NP.. went to meet Junie, ended up with painful bumps on the top of my head.. *sob sob* Nevermind, I got my revenge by whacking him back.. I don't think he cares 'bout those whacks.. they're like shit to him, right, bro? hmph.. just you wait.. I'll be taller than you again one day!!

(you see.. I used to over-tower him back in secondary 3 or 4.. he was like waaaay short.. hahas.. so yeah.. I was always taller than him back then..)

After we left their convention hall, debra and I went to their bazaar.. which unfortunately, wasn't much of a bazaar.. not as lively as NYP's.. come on.. obviously we're more enthusiastic than those no-purpose driven NP students. It's like there's not enough vibes in the bazaar.. no life. (even if there were like 100 pple manning the stalls.. still no life)

In NYP, you find the students manning the stalls competing with each other in friendly competition, shouting all over the place.. it's sooo lively!! ^__^V

Self-praise takes lots of grace okay?!? Not many can praise like I do! bwhahahs..


Anyway, we left NP for Orchard.. took 74.. alighted one stop after NYGS, and took 171 down to town.. then.. I got Ian to buy Debra the 4-leaf clover pendent.. she was sooo happy! ahhas.. :)

I parted ways with her at the cross junction outside Takashimaya.. and walked down to dhoby ghaut like per normal..

Met up with mom, younger bro and gary at PlazaSingapura..
didn't feel like buying Gior's stuff.. so I headed to Samuel&Kevin's instead.. hee.. bought a pair of denim cargo's from there.. cost me only $34.50.. sooo dirt cheap. it's pure denim at that! bwhahahas.. (okay, so denim is part of cotton..)

Anyway, haven't bought a new pair of shoes and some shirts...
can't wait!! hahs..

We took the NEL home.. there was this lady standing next to mom (opposite me) listening in on my conversation..
I was telling mom and gary and the younger bro about my day.. the three of them were making snide comments as usual. hahahas... and the lady was trying hard not to snigger.. hahahahas...

oh man.. :P it was so hilarious to watch her try to keep her laughter in..
After like an hour, I was still rambling away to mom.. she went like "girl, what did you take before meeting us ah? you have been talking NON-STOP you know..?"

*grin* I told her I was drinking this super sugar-ated carbonated zappel like drink.. haha.. I have debra to vouch for that! ^--^V

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So yeah, I'm home now.. just gave gary new "feela's" on his head.. hahahs. don't ask. just read.


I'm not even don't with one single report. so okay, here I go already!!!!

Toodles.. ;)


P.S.: Have I said how HOT it is today?!?! It's so freaking humid!!! I HATE it!! >__<
P.P.S.: sorry if I've complained too much today.. I'm just not happy with joycelyn's behaviour...

2005-01-21

Pens, bandanas, caps... files.. CD holders..


were just some of the stuff I took home from school yesterday
Mood: --

for once, I'm deciding not to put down a mood. Mainly coz.. well, just didn't feel like it.

Anyway, hahs.. didn't blog last night due to stuff..
1) I was exhausted
2) I really didn't know what to blog.

Actually, come to think of it, I still don't know what to blog about. =S
SO pardon me if you start thinking this entry is really getting NO where.. (coz I'm thinking the same way as you do)

Sooo.. yeah. I decided to do a full shift for Open House yesterday. Coz they hadn't enough manpower for the campus tour registration booth. I pretty much slacked all the way. And then, I went 'round the campus showing lil sis mich and her friends(my juniors too!)... went up to SCL(LS) [my dept] and down to SCL(CPT).. and then all the way to McD's, bazaar.. and yeah, had to bid them bye from there coz I had to run back for duty.

Then after that, I did homework.. Mizael and XiaoHui were there teaching me how to do bromination!! hahas.. so nice of them.. after which, I went to meet Elicia to pass up Organic Chem tutorial.. was going insane.. heh..

Well, then I brought around a bunch of CI students to SCL again.. at about 4.45pm.. we walked around.. chatted abit.. pretty much boring..
When I got back, I begged horrible creature for a goodie bag, he gave me one and shoo-ed me away..

I guess after presentation on Saturday, I'll just pop by NP to go visit Junie for a lil' while before I come back home to do up my homework and all that.

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Okay, seriously, I don't feel like blogging.. grrr...
You know what.. it's confirmed that depression runs in my family's genes..
My lil cuz, Joycelyn.. is depressed. Mom told me she's cutting too. Gwen... if anything, please do help your sis, alright? Try to be nicer to her, okay? I know you're trying your best to be nice to her, but make it a daily thing.. depression is hard to fight..

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ahhh.. okay.. I'm feeling weighed down by my reports...
so, yea.. I think I'll just stop here and.. yea.


whatever.


Toodles! ;)


2005-01-19

Dumbass


my toy monkey!!
Mood: ;P

Everyone, meet my lovely loyal companion, dumbass..
who also happens to be my cute toy monkey which was actually Gary's 18th birthday present. *big grin*



isn't he JUST the cutest??
I saw a mini version of that toy monkey once just around 2 years ago..
So yeah, I bought it for Fabio.. Haydern.. yeah (he insists to be called Haydern after a while) as a get-well-soon gift for him. So I called that mini version "dumbass, jr." heh heh heh..

I know I know.. stupid. But what the heck! ;P

Once again, world, meet dumbass.. dumbass, meet world.
Oh boy! This is such a happy day! ^*"I feel so high today!" *grin*


Have a nice day/night ahead everyone! Cheerios! ^_^V


^* as quoted from PeiSuan. it's her trademark line, you see..

fun-kaaaay...


tired tired tired....
Mood: bored, tired

I feel like I'd just ran 2.4km.. (not much, but I feel like it man..)
Just the tiredness, not the muscleaches and all..

open house today was good.. haha.. was paired up with Sally again today!!
Was feeling really lethargic at first, coz I slept at 2am last night..
But the moment our jobs were assigned to us, I got hyper and there we go...! hahas.. blasting off into our duties like that..

Nothing much really happened.. It's just an Open house event after all.. oh yeah, only that Lionel Louis (is that how you spell his name?), that goalkeeper for the Singapore Football Team who won us that Tiger Cup the other day.. he's a student in NYP's sports and wellness.. I didn't know that till I was asking sally about it.. it was rather interesting! coz here we see this tall guy, who's a NYP student, doing promotional publicity, standing on stage awkwardly as crazy fans scream their lungs out.. it's insanity!

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After duty ended (with my round of bringing some girls on a combined tour), I went to Evelyn to ask her about organic chem tutorial coz I didn't know how to do it.. she taught me all she knew.. She's such a nice person!! ^__^

Then.. called Debra.. but she was still in class.. so I decided to go home.. Met Jeremy and his student on the bus.. didn't realise it was him till I saw his face.. I thought who was that annoying guy chattering away so loudly.. although his voice was familiar, I was tired, but when I got on the bus, I put two and two together and bingo... Jeremy was on the bus!!

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then, I got home.. had lunch, chatted a bit.. I got really tired and so, I went to sleep.. read a few new messages on my mobile, Gillian was telling me there was a girl at the polyclinic where she was who looked EXACTLY like me. Like that girl was some carbon copy (duplicate, an exact replica) of me.. how freaky is that? she was saying that the girl was donned exactly as how I'd dress, starting from head to toe.
Same hairdo, same dress sense, same bag styling, same type of sandals that I'd wear...

hahahs.. poor girl was super freaked out. She thought she saw me.. haha.. I HAVE A CLONE!!!!! I'VE BEEN CLOOOONED!!! (as if.) hahahahahahas....

Oh man.. what an interesting funky day!!!

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So anyway, yeah.. Don't seem to know what to type out nowadays.. if anything interesting crops up.. I'd blog.. so yeah.. bye for now? haha..


Take care, peeps!

Toodles! ;)

2005-01-18

what a DAY!!!


seriously... WHAT A DAY!!!
Mood: :S

Again, the :S face.. hahhas..
Took my Basic Theory Test today.. man, was it freaking easy..
the guy next to me was practically panicking coz I left merely 25 minutes into the exam.

Anyway, I met up with Debra today after school ended. NYP is being beautified now.. Tomorrow, will be Day one of Open house..
Oh my gawd.. Saturday!! I can't wait for saturday!!! *mega-grin*
It's finally here, that BIG day!!
The function will be held at the Civil Service College at Bouna Vista... it's a closed-door event!! sooo cool!

And I get to wear that MAD shirt!! hahahs.. and my BEST FRIEND will be there with me too!!! sooo exciting!!! hee hee...

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Well, school today was sooo ultimately boring.. not till Allison did something during Biostats tutorial today.. hahahaha.. (actually, more like PeiSuan and I sabotaging her) We volunteered her to teach the class how to put the calculator into the Regression: linear mode and do correlation coefficient.

The biostats barbaric bastard called my dearest Allison "Calculator Queen"!!!! hahhahahas.. oh man!!! was that funny!!


Then Ian and I rushed down to LTJ2 to go for that ultra boring lecture for 30 minutes, before walking back to South Canteen (South canteen food rox!!) to join Allison and gang for lunch... hahahs..

IT class was an utter bore.. but I had to sit through it before meeting up debra..
OOOH.. hahas.. there was this part that set a lot of my classmates on an uproar today.. it was finding the word "Hayden" in our document and we were to create a database for this woman called Lisa Sutton. Kumaran and Allison were like "Oh MY!!! HAYDEN!! ANGELINE!!! HAYDERN'S name is in our work!!!" and I looked through and the first thought was "that's HAYDEN, no R.. too bad.. hahas" hahhahahahah.... but anyway, after hearing ALOT of classmates muttering "3387 S. Hayden Rd" I finally got to it and I.. dunno.. hahs.. I merely just did my work.

Really, what's the fuss to having a fictional road name that looks somewhat like Haydern's name? It's just a namesake, right? hahas..

Anyway, Arden was at it again, playing that gay-ass-raping game.. it's so porno and yucky!!! >__< ugh. guys. pervertic freaks. So yeah, that fella was going "damn, shithole! f**k! dammit! DIIIIEEE!!! shithole! DIE! SHIIIIIT HOLLLE!!" everytime he says a vulgar word, the whole class gets into an uproar about it...

Then he was going "shithole" and "die" soooo many times that KimJee (who was sitting inbetween arden and I) looked away and said "Can you please change the game?" I swear, she's so polite even when she's annoyed.. hahas.. Every one was laughing at Arden and the other guys in class were like "oi, a girl ask you to change game leh... better listen siah.."

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Oh yeah, I went over to Debra's to set up her desktop coz her laptop's dead...
She didn't have the correct phone jacks to connect from the modem to the computer, so there wasn't any net access or I'd still be at her place now..

Debra's mom gave me 12 oranges to bring home before I managed to run out of the house just now.. hhahas.. she said they were for my parents.. Mom said she'll buy another 12 or some lucky number back for debra's parents for their kind hospitalities towards me..

I played for a while with little Zachery today!! hahas.. that was when him and Debra were sending me off home just now.. He's just such a cute little darling! Experimenting with all the new words debra tells him to repeat after her with.. so adorable!!

And his hands are so tiny and cute.. aww.. hahas...

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Anyway, here I am.. hahs..
Sitting in front of this damned laptop again.. which I feel like smashing up...
I could use an extremely belated Christmas present you know... (i'm hinting. *hinting: new laptop*)

hahah.....
Dad's watching some lame-ass japanese movie on StarMovies now.. hahas..it's rather funny.. it's like watching a LIVE ninja anime at work..

Okay, I feel that I'm getting super lame here. So I think I'll just stop before I tarnish my already-tarnished reputation for being a crappy excuse of a bloggist..


Oh yah, joey and gang in USA...
Debra says "eh.. thanks ah.. very nice.. i survived anyway!" or something along those lines..




hhahahs..
okok..
imma outta here!!

Toodles peeps!;)

Let me show you!!!!


that awful bruise on my elbow.
Mood: tired, frustrated and super bored

I'm freaking bored.
Don't ask why. It's just one of those insomenia-filled nights






My wormies!!! cute, aren't they? ^__^V

Well, it seems I can't upload my favourite stuffed toy... :S ahh well..
heck lah...

i think I should go get some sleep...
You know what? it's already coming CNY..
but they're still screening some Christmas show on Hallmark..

dammmmn.. hahas...

well...
heh.. okok.. i'm off... night!


2005-01-17

Debraaaaa... woo hoo...?


HOI!!! chaaar boh!! where are you?
Mood: :S

hahas.. oh man.. debra... bra bra... haiyoh.. you ah..
Hope you didn't get too much of a scolding from your mom siah... so jialart..
but she was dead worried anyway..

Anyway.. school today...
I don't know.. I seem to be losing total interest in sitting in for lectures.
Them annoying male lecturers are nothing to look at. They're frigging FAGS for goodness sake! okay, maybe I over-exaggerated them.

But.. *shivers* eeeeeeeeeeeeee....
ugh. They are sooo.. eeee.. omg.. so.. so.. gay. no, too strong a term. they're so... so... sissy-ish.

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeekk!!! yuck!

*pukes*

Oh man, can't they just give us better looking male lecturers? At least 3 or 4 of them who looks like Tom Cruise (or some super cute looking guy)....

But why.. why THEM?? ewww.. yuckie things.

*shudders*


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Okay, so like, I had a MAJOR major killer headache again yesterday..
It went on from 2 hours after I woke up, all the way till the moment that I fell asleep and lost all consciousness. Just came without even calling in you know? blaaaardy headaches.

Anyway, went to sleep at like 11pm last night..
Tonight, I'll have to complete my Microbiology report, study for my Basic Theory (which, I STILL haven't studied for. dammit, I'm screwed.) and then.. yeah, complete my organic chem report too.. and taa-daa.. I'm done.. heh heh..

Hopefully, I can do all three by tonight, or I'm not listening in for IT lecture again. Seriously, I know that textbook at the back of my hand even without reading it. It's chicken feed. so much, yet, useless to me. hahahas..

I'm still having that blasted headache.. but yeah... haha.. whatever, right?

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Briefing today was a total flop.
I hate hate hate hate HATE going for it. It was stoooooooopid.
Let me say it again.

It was stooooooooooopid.

I'm going to be a tour guide. how perfectly wonderful!
I wanna be those specific tour guide. As in I'll only specialise in bringing visitors to a specific school. (eg.: school of chemical and life sciences) yeah.. I soooo luuuuurve my school. I should be helping out my school instead of PaLs you know?

The SCL-faculty, IS my club and school afterall. *sighs* will you just look at that.. haha.. my loyalties are placed in entirely wrong places! tsk tsk tsk...

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I have another briefing tomorrow. It's for the campus. Dammit.
I'll only have like 30 minutes for brunch at 12.30pm, before I run off for IT class.. and then wait for debra to turn up.. before we head off to SSDCL for our BTT..

bah.. this is crazy man...
I have to slaughter so much this week...

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Anyway.. yeap...
Boooooored.. bored bored bored bored.

I swear I'll kill Arlina for insulting Amanda to such extents. I WILL bring that stupid kid down. I don't care if she's 18 and 2 months younger than me. I'll make sure she has a mental and emotional breakdown.

I swear I'll do that, if she so much as pokes fun at Amanda's health. I will do that to her.

Mark my words. I will.


Nobody bullies my close friends. They will die sorely for it. (well, unless amanda doesn't want me to interfere -to which she said so already- then i won't.. so i guess I won't.)

But if that Arlina goes over board one more time. I swear, I'll have her esteem down that damn ass of hers. Bloody thing doesn't know when to shut her trap..

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Was telling Joey of Debra's little head-on war with her parents the moment she gets home.. hahahas...

Debra ah...
5 guys studying in the States have just sent their heartfelt condolences to you through me.. (for having to face your parents in such a brave manner)

I say, "JIA YOOOOU!!!! GAMBATTE!!!!!! GOOOOOOOOO DEBRAAAA!!!!!" Bring down da house, girl!!! hahahahaha....

Oh man... I sooo gotta hear all of it tomorrow after BTT okay? hhahahah...

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OH MAN!!!! mich, really? you coming on the 20th!!! sweet!! hahahas...
this is lovely, lovely!!! I hope I'm not taking the secondary-school-students tour..
Then I can take you around after I'm done with my shift.. hopefully.. hahas..

ANNOUNCEMENT:

EVERYONE SHOULD COME FOR NANYANG POLYTECHNIC'S OPEN HOUSE 2005!!!!
Here are THE details (check it out!):

Dates and days: 19th, 20th & 22nd of Janurary 2005 (wed, thurs & sat)
Venue: NYP (like d'uh!) it's just outside YioChuKang MRT station.

Directions: like i said, outside Yio Chu Kang MRT station.. you can take 162, 72, 70, 76, 13 (those are among the few) to the YCK bus interchange. Head towards those big signs that point "Nanyang Poly. THIS WAY" or something like that.

When you reach Block A (that's when you go up the escalator if you're coming from the interchange, opp. AJC or from the MRT station) and head for the registration booth to get your goodie baaaag.. ;)

And then!!! if you know my number, give me a buzz!! ^__^
If I'm free, I'll bring you around. If not.. feel free to explore the whole campus!
I hope it's fun this year..

I seriously do NOT agree with this year's school t-shirt. It is SOOOO YUCKIEEEEEE!!! ewwwwwww!!!! seriously!! *shudders*

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ugh.

okay.



That's it.


I AM GOING TO STUDY.
I hate fag lecturers! I hate the damn t-shirt...

*shudders again* eurgh!!!!


Byeeeeeeeeee.

don't miss me, k?
bwhahahahs...
nah, luv y'all lots!

Be good, y'hear?

Toodles! ;)

2005-01-16

Weekly shits!!


here we go, here we go, here we go!!!! AGAIN!!!
Mood: bored

Thursday Threesome:

::The Phantom of the Opera::

Onesome: The Phantom-- Pick one (or more!): Hey, have you seen it yet? Are you going to go see it? Have you seen it on stage? Read the book? What Phantom?
My answers in order to question sequence=
Nope, never, nada, mei you, yeah.. WHAT phantom eh?

Twosome: of the-- Of the sights and sounds and smells of Spring what are you waiting for the most? ...and what is the first sign in your area that Spring is on its way?
Everyday is spring in my place. *grins* isn't that just the greatest? some have to live amongst the tropical forests of Bkt Timah or MacRitchie.. how sad.. I live in a place where it's open and old.. and well, not many flowers everywhere, but we get our fair share of a g'ole neighbourhood feel.. breathe in the teochew/hokkien ghetto man.. bengs and lians everywhere in hougang! hahahahahs.. geez!

Threesome: Opera-- Theatre? Stage? Local shows? Do you get a chance to visit any of these venues? Any recommendations on current items?
Theatre. that's the cinemas right? practically every two weeks, I visit it everyday for a week.
Stage. Once in a few long months (really really very long).
Local shows? nope, never. will never go for one. ever. (unless being dragged there)
of course i get to visit all these venues!! it's at The Esplanade!! that durian thing. no wait. Housefly's eyes building. yes. stupid architechture i might add.


Friday's Feast:

Appetizer - If you could have a free subscription to any online service, which would you like to have?
heh.. i dunno... a lifelong free subscription to something secret like FBI or summat... hahaha...

Soup - Describe your bathroom (furnishings, colors, etc.).
it's got tiles, they're brown on the floor and procelain on the walls.. white ceiling.. a sink and a toiletbowl and one pathetic shower head. and a hanging mirror for dad to shave.

Salad - What does the shape of a triangle make you think of?
a Triangle.

Main Course - Name 3 things or activities that you consider to be luxuries.
golf, sleeping, and money.

Dessert - What was the last really great movie you watched?
KUNGFU HUSTLE!!!!! *mega grin*


Unconscious Mutterings:

Yoda :: it's yoGa.. not yoda you twerp.
Mensa :: mind game
Pink :: is pink.
Text message :: sms
Galactic :: space idiots!!!
Chicks :: make chickens and we human love to eat those creatures!! boiled, stewed, fried, marinated, grilled, baked, microwaved, and toasted! how about barbequed?
Quesadilla :: wassdat?
Backpack :: bags
Socked :: punched
Compromise :: ain't negotiation.


2005-01-15

Sophie's world!!!


by Jostein Gaarder
Mood: happy.. but... >___
geez.. I accidentally took some spoilt coconut milk just now.. dammit.. I'm gonna be running to the toilet very soon now.. hahas... I had it in my orh chok (black porridge more commonly known to the teochew and hokkien speaking community)..
To the rest who don't know a thing I just told you about.. orh chok is brown glutinous rice made into a dessert.. it WAS (emphasis on the past tense) served to the royal families of ancient china back in their glorious days of wealth and corruption. (the royal asses were only served THREE mouthfuls of anything they ate when internal war struck. Hence, you see them looking rather fat, coz they get to eat almost everything they see on the table. only in mouthfuls of three and they don't see that food anymore till 3-6 months later. damn those royal bungholes.)

Well, had meeting today. Seriously, today's meeting was just.... um, well... the directors' meeting. They pretty much talked amongst themselves. I wasn't awake yet. (therefore, I spilled my whole precious cup of wonderful orange juice away just like that! *sobs*) Steven chided me, and jokingly told me to go find a nice wall and stand facing it for the rest of the meeting for destroying the papers he was about to give to me. hahahahaha.... well, at least that added on to the entertainment for today's meeting. Good thing there weren't any minutes of meeting to be taken down..
Imagine what Michelle Ong would've put in?

"10.30am Angeline spills her orange juice and ruins the table cloth"

not "her papers" but, "the table cloth"



-__-|||

right.

heh heh heh heh heh... :P


ahhh well... I had SOOOO much fun conering people and bombarding with questions while steven happily filmed on.. bwahahs.. *mega grin*

LiRu was SUPER professional at interviewing people!! She oughta join the media as an interviewing journalist.. it'll be the perfect job for her! :)

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After meeting, Debra and I took a lift from Steven's really cool antique Mercedes-Benz down to City Hall.. Let me tell you.. my goodness.. it's sooooooo old!!! it still has that sofa-type leather seat on! He didn't even modify the interiors one single bit! hahas...

He told us that he inherited the car from his uncle when his uncle died a few years ago.. even informed us that the car was older than him! is that way cool or what? (steven's over about 30+ btw) so you can imagine how vintage that sweet machine was!!

Debra was hoping the car wouldn't stall in the middle of the road half way.. hahas...
dammit, but I thought that his car was waaaaay cool!

And I saw my dream car today!!!!! the KIA picanto... omg.. it's such a sweet beauty!
*drools*

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Debra and I got to Bugis.. bought our food from McD's.. and headed on to PeiSuan's place. Goodness me.. those two...
what a menace when they're put together.

They both love 5566.
They are both only child kids in their families.
They love suppers.
They both love annoying the hell out of me.
and finally..
They're both SERIOUSLY, SERIOUSLY mentally perverted girls.

It's like they're poisoned in their mind or something.

Peeping at their neighbours having sex without knowing they're actually having sex.
Peeping at annonymous couples make out and doing disgusting things.
And urgh!!!
Gross.

I couldn't concentrate with their stupid pervertic and egotistical talk..
Damn those two annoying pigs... heh heh... :P

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SO anyway, yeah... besides all that nonsense...
Joey came online to chat.. (it was early for him.. seeing as it's 5am in New York)
He was desperately trying to complete 5 more reports which were to be handed up on this coming Monday. (poor dude has to complete 10 reports in total)

He told me that he and the guys took 6 modules instead of the normal 4, thinking that they could manage it.. well, knowing them to be over acheivers, quite expected that to happen.. ahhas.. so yeah, joey was telling me that he doesn't think he can cope with it..

well, next semester, don't take too many modules, alright?
haha.. that way, not so stressful... actually ah.. by the end of your first sem, you'll be coping with it well already lah...

Best of luck then, you fellas! :)

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OOOOOH!!! I borrowed that Sophie's World from PeiSuan today!! ahahas.. finally found that fantastic book.. BUT it's much too thick for my liking leh...

Shall read it after my Basic Theory on Tuesday..
hahas..
haven't studied for it... :S

well, think I shall be going off then..

Toodles! ;)

2005-01-14

yeah yeah...


like, Whatever. with the BIG CAPTIAL DOUBLE YOU.
Mood: -__-||| 'san tiao xian'


Okay, school was seriously soooo fun today!! albeit tiring. it was fun!! *mega-grin* Anyways, had two practicals and I loved it! it was just soooo fun! hahs.. I like Dr Xu.. he's such a nice guy. BUT. He loves checking MY organic chem tutorials at EVERY tutorial that I turn up for. *grimaces*

Ahh well, I do suppose it's for my own good! hahas.. I DID fail inorganic chemistry due to my stubborness for refusing to understand the subject.

In anycase, Biostats today was okay. Dr Lim (that annoying bastard of a math teacher) was in a really good mood. *secret grin* ONLY mb0406 will know what I know.. don't you, peeps? hahas..

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After school (which ended at like 1.30pm), Allison, PeiSuan and I went to McD's for lunch. And PeiSuan was having a esteem breakdown, so Allison and I were trying to cheer her up. poor girl.. see lah, this is the result for not having a routined sleep time. Your body clock gets screwed, therefore, screwing your insides and your mind. hai yoh yoh.. have a regular sleep time, k? ;)

Well, PeiSuan and I went to the MRT station to take a train down to Bugis, while Debra hopped on from Bishan.. we were to meet Serica at bugis. She wanted to go find the Practice Performing Arts School.. it's a really run-down building.. but restored really nicely.. hahs...

Anyway, PeiSuan and Debra.. those two goons.. teased me all the way from Bishan.. to bugis.. to Mos Burgers.. to the second PeiSuan parted with us to go home to catch up with her sleep as planned.

Dammit, those two.. *glares*

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So yep.. Rica came.. we walked a HELLLLL lot around PARCO bugis. blaaardy shiat...
-___-||| 'san tiao xian'

hmmmm... what else.. oh, we went to KFC's for dinner..
I ate like this whole plate of cheese fries by myself.. it was supposed to be rica's.. hahas.. oh man.. now I owe her money too.. okok..
I'll pay it forward to her upcoming birthday. heeee heee...

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So yeah, here I am, at home again.. haha...
my boots are a gonna. they're like screwed. (>__<) (T.T)

Anyhooooos, amanda. ian's christmas card is still bloody hell stuck with me. I'll get rica to be my delivery lady. You better say your thank you's to her when she passes it to you! hahas..


Okay peeps, I'm outta here...
Have to go review the meeting's things...
Having a freaking presentation next saturday.
Then I have my Basic Theory Test for my driver's license to sit for next tuesday and I haven't even touched the book I borrowed from Peisuan... diiiiiie larhhhhh....


*tsk tsk tsk* jialaaart, jialaaart!!



kk.... be good ah you all!!

Toodles! ;)

2005-01-12

i'm baaaack!!!


but don't expect much...
Mood: tired

SO yeah... 2 days spent seated in front of a laptop, and a desktop..
running in between..
One to reformat the OS, install a new OS, and all the new stuff..

and the other..
to continue doing my reports endlessly..

This is total havoc i'm telling you.. but anyway... it's nearly done now... bwahahaha..

Anyway, yeah...
talking to jon now... so bored.. with doing all those shit tutorials and e-pracs.. and blardy hell reports. Did I tell you how much I hate school? but oh well, for my future.. for my passion, I'd do that.. hahs.. shan't slack like tim.. now, that fella's one helluva slacker. hell knows if he goes home to study...

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Just finished like 3 reports.. well, okay, 2.
(actually i'm done with 4.. over the weekend, I'll prepare the other 4 more..)
I'm so freaking tired..

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Went for blood donation on the 10th... that's like Monday? yeah..
so yep.. I've got this awfully HUGE bruise on my elbow now.. and Mr Jay thinks it's a love bite..
Allison and I were like O_o "how on earth can a bruise THAT big be a love bite. Who wants to bite me on the elbow anyway?"

hahs.. ah well...
Then yeah.. went facilitating for some PaL school run after school.. talked abit to Mizeal (or is that Mizael? however you spell his name).. hahs.. was telling him YiHan looks like our biochem lecturer..
So.. then, yeap... he prolly does..

Kelvin was there.. and he was calling me "VP of SCL" all the way, and I called him "VP of PaL" all the way too.. he was telling me I prolly could bully him anytime everyday coz he's under me 24/7 this year (which is SO true. and I love that. *maniac grin*) and I can prolly exploit my position as vice-president to order him to pick up litter along the corridoor.. hahs..

Maybe I will... *sly look* Man, you NEVER know!!

Then, yeah.. somehow or rather, if a female talks to a male for at least like 15 minutes, and they're sitting close to each other due to space constraints 20 minutes before, they're prolly assumed to be together. O_o like wtf?

Damn... kee shuan's mind sure plays huge wonders on her.. hahahs.. that was what she assumed about mizeal/mizael and I just this afternoon.. I objected to her crazy "just asking" thought vehemently.. he's just not my type, for one.. and I'm sure I'm most definitely not that over haydern.. (yes, he still pops into my head on a daily basis. well, usually just the name, and nothing else. I'm getting there, getting there.. lol)

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Anyway, bored...
didn't chat much today.. for one, things are getting really outta hand at home again.. yeah, Gary's cutting again.. and being a pain in the ass.. the younger one is being a pain too.. mom and dad are in a fix about the money issues... coz Gary's spending too much.

They're blaming me now, saying that I spend too much. :( I can't help it, can I? I need to eat, drink, travel, pay class funds, etcetra etcetra... things aren't as cheap as they were 4 years ago, you know?

haiz...
Why they even give in to that jerk of a brother, is way beyond me.

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I guess someday, when I die, they won't even notice it till the police calls them up to ask them to pick up my body from the hospital. How great, right? maybe I should try that sometime soon? I don't know...

Then they'll be left with two brainless sons.
What's the use of that, huh? they still need me after all. *getting kinda ego here* I mean, think of it.. Gary's promising, but he just threw his good oppurtunities down the drain. The younger one? He's a total failure to me. Till he gets a BRONZE in some award, I'll never think him as a cool genius.
Me.. at least I try my darnest. I get into a top course in school, I get to be VP of my faculty, I'm in some organisation that's planning something huge soon.. and we're meeting the parliamentary secretary for MCYS.. the guy's name is Dr Malik Osman..
I try my best at golf and won a measely medal while at it (still, it IS a medal).. I try my hand at table tennis, I won a bronze outta it.
And then, soon, maybe I'll try my hand at floorball again.. see how it goes.. or volley ball.. I dunno.. we'll see how.

Again, I try my best.. but do those two moronic brothers of mine try at all? they don't seem to try hard enough. If they did, they'd have gotten something out of all that trying. They're hopeless freaks.

So much for being alive. I belong to a dysfunctional family! >__<

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Besides all that shit about my family and about me trying my best.. maybe if I try harder, I'll be tops.

So, yeah.. I shall try.

But before doing that.. I shall want to take my long-awaited shower.. and get my deprived sleep. class starts at 1pm tomorrow.
nice!

so yeah..
night everyone.
I'll update over the weekend if I have the time.

Till then,
be good,
be nice...
Luv y'all lots.

Toodles! ;)

Weekly Shits...


thursday threesomes, friday's feast.. and Unconscious mutterings.. yep! all here!


Thursday Threesomes:

Fish, Chips and Mushy Peas

Onesome: Fish- Do you have a favorite outdoor hobby or are you a strictly stay at home type?
I'm a bit of both.. I like golf, I like badminton, I like going to the beach to relax, yet.. I like billard (or rather pool) and I love slacking and sleeping..

Twosome: Chips- Do you gamble? Lotto, weekly poker night or weekends in Vegas?
YES!!! I gamble... I've got a weakness for blackjacks (that 21-point thingy) and jackpots.. hahas..

Threesome: and mushy peas- What's the strangest thing you've ever eaten?
um.. snake stew? oh, roasted pidgeon.. it tasted like rubberised duck. (for once, it doesn't taste like chicken) and the snake stew? it tasted oddly a cross between smoked salmon and prefectly done cod fish... yeah... it was sweet, yet chewy..and had this piecey thingy to it..



Friday's Feast:

Appetizer - Have you been sick yet this winter? If so, what did you come down with?
nope... not sick at all! :)

Soup - What colors dominate your closet?
Red, most definitely.. then white.. and then blue.. then we have black, and yellow, green... ;)

Salad - How would you describe your personal "comfort zone"?
um.. personal "comfort zone"? When I'm in my home.. that's my PERSONAL comfort zone..

Main Course - On which reality show would you really like to be a contestant?
do cooking shows count? I'd looooove to be on Jamie Oliver's "15"... looks freaking cool!!!

Dessert - Which holiday would you consider to be your favorite?
hmm.. my school holidays.. yeah.. coz i don't have to deal with anything that concerns the word "SCHOOL"... bwhahahahs...


Unconscious Mutterings:

Pistol :: Guns and roses!
Rick :: my uncle's nick name.. his name's ricky, but we call him uncle rick all the time.. hahas.. that or "Big mouthed uncle"
Full circle :: "and then you call that 'pi'.. if you have half a circle, you call it a semi-cirle, not half 'pi'.. now moving on to angles, in a triangle, you have..." oh man.. school sucks.. big time. (even if that was 2 years ago)
I wish :: you make sure it comes true, that's your job.
Frame :: me up!!! hahas.. i want my big sunshine smiley face on a picture and framed up big in some prestigious school and it has silver plate with my name carved on it and it says there "Reknowned Research Scienctist - _______logy"
Adult :: the grown ups.. i don't wanna be a grown up! >__<
Photography :: my favourite.... ^__^ i liiiiike..
Stew :: yummy!
Cheat :: c'mon, gimme those damned answers.. like NOW you ass!!!
Brad :: Brad Pitt.. ooo la la!!! *drools*




2005-01-09

urgh! like wor!!


this computer is a daaaaamn biiii-atch.
Mood: frustrated

Well, I'm just pissed at my laptop. It's giving up on me...
Luckily, Gary's condition have been going good the past few weeks (I thank god for that.. seriously, I do.. keep it that way, please, I'll never under-appreciate him again) and he'd been a dear to drive me about the estate in search of some pirated CD-software shop to get a new version of Norton Antivirus.. (if anyone has a copy, can pass to me? with a copy key code and all) That was after dinner..

So yeah, while my dearest annoying older brother (insisting he's just doing what all brothers do -- being hell annoying) and I were out of the house, dear younger brother began his "thy shalt destroy anything thus cometh thy's path!" routine, and practically crashes my desktop, to which I had unsaved work left in it. Plus, I was in the midst of sending Junie that Naruto file. (sorry bro, I'll send that to ya tomorrow night, aight? Just be online and you'll see it coming..)

You can guess what happens next. Obviously big sis here ain't a happy one when she finds out that her work's being messed about with.. mega shouting ensues.. blah blah blah... yadda yadda.. *laughs*

Today was worth my time and day! hahas..

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Gary cooked dinner today (with mom doing the main dish, of course)...
He had the oven going busy, bay-beh!! He was cooking this fillet, filled up with lime juice and this power chilli padi.. dunno what the hell he calls that dish, but dammit, it went super well with mom's main meal..

The main dish today was this mediterrean rice. It'd curry powder in it.. it's like some middle east main dish.. really nice.. :)

And well, the younger brother destroyed a cup the moment he stepped back home from next door's..
Damn that kid.. he's such a klutz..

Gary made some mean and snide jokes about our younger brother at the dinner table today.. but boy, were they funny jokes!!! hahs..
well, I can't really bring the joke out to ya..
coz it's the atmosphere that's there..

Well, gary was thinking up of the word allison used to describe fat people (no offence!).. she calls them "double bass" as in the instrument.

Gary calls the younger bro "no, you're over-qualified to be double bass.. you're the TRIPLE BASS!!!! and no, people won't die from your farts, they'll die from the shockwaves your ass makes when you fart!!" Entirely mean, but he had it in such a light-hearted manner, all my younger brother could do was whack gary.. who ended up laughing on the kitchen floor like he just had laughing gas up his ass.

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Anyway, now that my laptop's running back on track..
there're a few rules I'm giving out..
Don't send me anything. Not even chain mails. Unless it's super important (like you're gonna die and you need a bone marrow transplant from me) or it's gotta do with school work and school business (not "hey angel, meet in school at 8.30am tmr morning. bye! so&so." you sms me if it's stuff like that.)

I won't be visiting anyone's blogs or sites anytime soon unless I've got that anti-virus installed. So i'll only be at my blog and on MSN. oh yah, don't send me any files or mp3's till.. yeah, till that thing's installed.. hahaha..

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Well, wish me luck for tomorrow's donation!! Soooo excited about it! *grins*

yuppadidodays!!
Toodles! ;)

Y'all be good now..
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2005-01-08

Kung Fu Hustle.. again!!!


bwahahhhs... I watched KungFu Hustle again!
Mood: okay mood

I went for meeting early today, and I dragged debra out with me.. hahas..
yeah, it was great!! the directors.. were teasing her like how they usually do whenever there're new comers around... (as usual.. heh..)

Anyway.. yeap yeap..! hahahah...
I met up with Jeremy after meeting.. Debra came along for a while coz Rica wasn't around, and deb's parents hadn't arrived.

Uhmmmmm...... :P
well, Jeremy and I decided to go catch a movie.. Oceans 12 was at 7.45pm and Meet the Fockers.. well, I didn't wanna watch it another time around coz it wasn't really THAT good. I thought it kinda sucked now that I'd thought about it..

I met Leon (year 3 senior from school) at PS.. he was there to watch KungFu Hustle too.. haha.. he was just as shocked to see me there as I'd seen him too! (Jeremy was wondering why I was waving and saying 'hi' to a complete stranger.. haha..)

Anyway.. yeah.. after movie, Jeremy was telling me about med school.. it sounds like super super hectic.. I don't know if I'll be able to cope with all that stress and time management if I should join in the med force as a doctor.. :S *is hoping she can* Maybe I'll join as a specialist with the pediatrics.. bwhahahaha.. I'd love to do something like that if I can't be a forensics expert..

It'll mean I'll have to work extra extra hard.. and not slack like now.. haha..
Monday, Jeremy will be in Anderson JC.. starting his work there. His first job at that JC? To be an invigilator for 200 JC2 students.

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Well, there should be more to be typed in here.. but I can't seem to think of anything.. Maybe just about the fact that I'll be in the core committee planning for this Youth Week Project. (it's on a national scale thing, that's what we're hoping to do) -- It'll mean that I'll have to go try plan for some more PaL events. Doesn't matter what.. so long as I know how to go about planning the actual thing, that'll be good enough with me. --

Anyhoos, I can't give a cow about anything now, just about drinking lots of water to wash out any toxins in preparation for monday's blood donation. My friends are starting to think me a little bit of a freak for looking forward to even watching my blood (my PRECIOUS bloooooood!!) flow out of my body and into some lifeless plastic bag through this massively HUGE needle.

But well, different people have different concepts and ways of thinking I guess. I feel that we should donate a little more of something we actually own for our own, rather than just keep giving the superficial and material needs and goods to others.
I feel that even without money, extra old clothes, canned food and the daily neccessities. I still have my own flesh and blood, both of which, I can just replenish in the blink of an eye..

Through donating my blood, I'll know that someone in need of it, will have my blood flowing through his/her's body. And the thought of that, drives me to donate blood more vigorously.. hahas.. call it a passion to help others, this little thought drives me all the way all the time. That's why I'd rather volunteer my time to planning those activities than to give out my money. (okay, actually right, I'm very very very stingy with my money and my stuff. I'm a possessive person when it comes to the things I own.)

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heh heh heh..
I'm just so mean. *smirks*

DO YOU KNOW.....

that listening to certain kinds of music could actually make you go cynical?
Chillout (which is supposedly some urban mixed music specially to suit those excutives living right smack in some cool bachelor pad in town) and newage are actually the sort of music that makes you feel that way..

I love lush99.5fm.
Clement would love that station.. haha..
Full of all the best mixes..

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Anyhow, enough of all this endless chatters of mundane thoughts.
Let me get all cynically hyped up again and have no mercy on my lab reports.
My first Cell Biology report was a complete gone case. -__-||

Time to refer to Junie's notes.. bwahhahas...
I didn't loan them for half a year for no reason. I neeeeeeed those notes. They shall be my life and soul from now on. hahas..



Alrighty, I'll post again on monday evening..
Take care, peeps!
Y'all good peoples. Be even better!!




Toodles! ;)

2005-01-07

what a boring kickstart to the weekend!


today's class.. was fucking boring..
Mood: exhausted

You know, if I didn't know Ian was a guy and I looked just plainly at his display picture and his MSN nicks, I would've thought his was a girl.. but then, his email add gives it away that he's obviously a guy.. hahas.. (his display girl is of this cartoon of a girl)

anyway.. today.. is friday.
blaaaardy hell.
I HATE DR. IZZAC LIM. THAT F**KING FAG!!!!!
who the hell does he think he is man... throwing his bloody gay tantrum around just coz there was a communication misunderstanding? *glares*

If HE thinks he's had a deprived and vulgar childhood, wait till he experiences mine. Full of loanshark grand-aunties, and 24/7 alcohol-consuming non-stop cigar smoking gangster grand-uncles... non-stop spewage of hokkien vulgarities, cursing people in the language I'm most fluent in(which is in english, most unfortunately) is but a hard-earned homework. It's an inbred gift.

He ever tries to play along the lines of "I'm the ONLY hussy hissy fit missy sissy around here and you little girly punks can just shut up!" again... man.. is he finding himself under my sacarsm little bingo book.
He'll be the butt of all my jokes and he won't know it till he figures it out 20 minutes later.

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Anyway, didn't manage to take a picture of Mr Alvin Eun.. sorry yihan! hahs..
Well, if possible, I'll post up a picture of Yihan over the weekend or sommat.. you guys do a comparison.. you'll agree that poker face Alvin Eun looks like Yihan! :P

well, just that mr alvin is of a skinnier built...

I nearly slept -no wait, I DID sleep!- in his biochem lecture...
it was sooooooooo sooooooo boring.. but I enjoyed it.

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heh heh.. 4 hour break before we went to Dr Xu's biochem practicals..
then, we completed our practical last, but it was just slightly after 2 hours, unlike the proposed 3 hours.. hahahahas...

so, that leaves my class and I stranded in the canteen, with an hour to spare...

then came stupid biostats... i hate that ruddy bloody annoying shit-ass teacher.. grrrrrrr....!!
>_____<

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Okay, well.. I'll be meeting Debra for YMCA meeting!! yay!!!
hahas.. finally... :P someone to accompany me..
and besides, steven and gang of co-chairs want me to bring a person along..
see.. i'm spreading the message.. spreading the ad liao le... :P

hahas..

okay okay.. I should get to bed now..
I'm soooooo deprived of my precious beauty sleep.

Toodles for now! ;)

2005-01-06

Revelations


I just realised the many sacarstic remarks I'd make back just two years back..
Let me show you this short entry I came up with in December 2003:

HA!! Revelations!

No doubt, they're lame ones...

1)
a) More and more people are leaning into negativity nowadays.
b) Most of them are in their late teens.
c) Alot of these people are in denial.
d) They think the world is out to get them.
e) I honestly think that they've got an identity crisis to solve.

2)
a) The happy people around me are just too happy.
b) They reek of such happiness, one could barf at it.
c) Their optimism is not as effective as before.
d) They sometimes try too hard. And you can see that.
e) I honestly think they've got inner battle issues to solve.

3)
a) My parents aren't as strict as I may describe them to be.
b) They're lovely and extremely practical people.
c) Too practical, I might add.
d) On the whole, they're the typical parents.
e) They haven't got any issues to settle; lest for the fact they comment too much sometimes.

4)
a) Being mature wasn't as hard as I think it to be.
b) Acting my age is even much more simple than I thought.
c) Being immature is a silly thing. Silly, but fun.
d) Being mature means paying a lifetime craziness in many degrees.
e) Yes, I might have some issues to solve as well.


Heh.. no doubt all this was typed in 5 minutes 2 years ago.. I still think I'll stick with them.. they're rather useless revelations, but they're fun for a read! :P

2 years ago, I wanted to revel in the midst of insanity. Truly, I did want to. *grins* And I did all sorts of things to try to gain that level of satisfaction for gaining that insanity that I desperately wished for..

2004 proved to be one highly insanitified year.. so much to the extent, I do believe I was rather a tad bit overwhelmed by all that...

I find that I've changed loads too.. compared to a year back (in January'04)..
For starters, I had so many earstuds pierced into my ear lobes, yet, I managed to get away with all that. I think if Gary were to pierce his ear, my parents would get a hussy fit. heh heh heh...

I love being ignored, after all! well, by my parents on such matters, that is.

Also, I find that I don't really think much on my past anymore. In fact, had I not accidentally clicked on to the archives, I wouldn't have remembered that rather morbid past I felt I had.

After much thinking, I came to the conclusion that everyone, and I mean every single person with an ass out there, love to remember only the bad stuff that happens in their past. People do tend to love leaning towards the negative side of things nowadays.. One sweeping look at the teens all over today's world just proves to support my stand.
And that's the only one thing we don't need in this world -- depression.

Heh, I'm not making any sense again, aren't I?
Ahh well, this is a blog. well, not just ANY blog. It's MY blog. *smirks* I get to type anything I like down.

And if anyone has a problem with what I've typed out, can see themselves out of this page by visiting my friends' blogs. ^__^V

(folks, be happy I even take some time to put your links up as adverts!)

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Well, much to the dismay of myself, I got knocked out and promptly went to bed after completing my cell bio report..

heh heh...
anyway, gonna fix up a date with ken.. he's complaining that I don't go out with him for meals anymore and insisting that I accompany him out some time..
hahas.. so yeap..

Anyway, time to go do my work again..
toodles! ;)

yellow?


that's Elicia's way of greeting people..
Mood: i'm starving!

weeeee!!!! hahahahs....
*beams* hahas.. i'm in a happy mood today!
Although I was late for practical, and Dr Xu refused to give me the quiz sheet (which was like FIVE percent.. FIIIIIIVVVVE percent!!! of the report paper), I was still happy, coz I understood what was being taught..

hahahs.. goodie goodie goodie!
THIS is how school should be!
Sooner or later, I'll be back in action with school activities.. ahahs...
Can't wait for that...

Anyway, 2 hours of practicals, and then poof! off we go, no more classes, yadda yadda!
Debra bought me THE Jesse McCartney CD!!! haahs..soooo happy...
She bought it for me while we were at HMV yesterday.. so I vowed to quickly pay off all my debts (to PeiSuan and Allison) and then buy her a belated christmas-new year-CNY-Valentine's-and-upcoming birthday present.. hee hee...

I'll prolly buy her that belt she said she liked while at paragon the other time, plus something else.. hahas..
Anything for my best buddies! ^__^V

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okay, time to complete my reports and all...
Toodles!!! ;)