2005-02-28

Bad day.. spent well?

I am still PISSED OFF.
I WAS happy this afternoon, really I was.
But I'm still pissed off... in a sense, it was a bad day spent well coz I was pissed the moment I woke up to read Charmaine's message, and got happy in the afternoon coz I forgot about that stupid thing and now that I look at my blog again, I'm pissed off again.


Deleted off that entry.
You know who you are. That's right. If you were driving me to dislike or so much as hate you, you've won this round. Oh yeah, you deffy did that alright. I don't so much like ANYONE touching my little space. ESPECIALLY THIS BLOG. You can blog ANYWHERE else except THIS account, except THIS blog.

I know you meant well, but that's SO not the way to do things. You want to tell me off, you do it with other means, you don't just go HACKING into people's personal stuff like that!


I'm most certainly freaking hell pissed off with you for what you did. you earn it. you've earned it. I've been REALLY nice to you, you know? On normal basis, you'll be ignored like nobody's biz to me already. But you're stretching it way too far this time around. One more time.... argh! forget it. this is getting freaking hell pointless.


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Anyway, hello to all the other good people reading!



Today, I skipped school, coz I had no mood to study. You so totally screwed up a perfectly nice day. I went to deb's place to chill out and had lunch there... We went back to SJC after that... left the place at 4pm.. went to my place coz it started pouring like mad. Got dad to sent us to deb's school.. picked terrence up at the same time.. then dad dropped all 3 of us at the train station and both terrence and debra got pissed at each other..

heh...

Mich didn't do as well as she wanted.. she was so totally upset and disappointed about it... =( breaks my heart to see her like that.. hope you cheer up soon, k, mich? I'll try to get you a place for that interview with the director..


Janet came in TOP!! she's valedictorian!! =) i'm so proud of her.. I told her she'd be able to do it! 7 distinctions.. she's deffy going to NYJC now! she could prolly make it to RJC too!!!


Anyway, after much thinking, I decided that I should TRY not to use profanity.. only reason is simple, and clear: Debra's starting to use too many vulgarities too. and so is serica.. and my younger brother.. and my best mates in school.. and.. and.. well, you get the freaking point.. lol


I went shopping today.. I forgot that shopping could actually be THAT therapeutic.. :)
I bought a DC bag (it's a sk8er's brand), two badges that said "You can't afford me." and "MEAN PEOPLE SUCK!" and THAT punky leather wrist thingy.. it's studded, btw...


The bag cost me $46... it's cheap, considering debra's classmate bought it for like twice that amount... the badges were $1.50 each, and the wrist thingy was priced at $7.90..


Anyway, yeah.. gotta head to bed already...
debra's telling me her mom's scolding her again.. about that school project thing..

Someone remind me to mail ms low and mrs ng about the pitch...



gotta go...



You, stop hacking into my accounts, got that?





Toodles peeps! ;)
angeline

The Missing Chef

Hey there folks!


=)

Today was great! had so much fun serving fun and crazy customers. Or maybe it's just working with great personalities like Dee dee... haha...

I never had so much fun working with her before. Coz she's always too busy doing brownie modes and waffles to bother about me.

Today, we have the case of "The missing chef"....
Azri, the malay dude chef cool-guy, was missing.. he didn't turn up for work at all!!
Clement (manager) was soooo utterly furious he went cursing away! he really reminded me of classmate Clement. lol... only difference is that my manager is a shortfart.. lol..

James ('boss' actually my general manager) was yawning away so much.. He went out for 3 fags on his ciggies.. and he looked sooo shagged. He went calling people down for clement and us and told them to come down as soon as they can to help out. So alicia came. Sulhaimi too, jonathon too.. and who else, this girl called Vernicia.. I think her name is like SO cool...

lol.. too bad she works till tuesday..

Frank sounded pretty pissed when he called up at the bistro. I answered the phone, you see, so I knew he was pissed. so goes the conversation:

Me: Hello~! maestro bistro!
Frank: hello, this is frank here, who's that over the line?
Me: oh HI frank! it's me, angeline.
Frank: Ah! angeline, now listen well okay? I want you to set up the place first. do you know how to do that? i want all the lights on and all.. and-
Me: oh you don't have to worry about that. Dee and I already set everything up.. besides the cashier.. we're waiting for clement to come over now..
Frank: yes, I was about to get to that. now, can you just call him up to ask around what time he'll be coming down? and thanks for setting up the place before hand. I'll ring up the place later. thank you so much angeline, bye!
Me: okay, no problem! bye!


okay, so.. he didn't sound pissed.. but yeah, any managing director would be pissed if his assistant manager wasn't there for work.
Poor shortfart... he only had like what.. 4 hours of sleep? no wonder he was cursing till the birds flew the other direction in top speed...

hee hee...

well, what happens to the missing malay cool-guy dude chef? *shrugs*
I ain't got a clue, but i'm sure he'll get it from clement, james and frank...





case closed.


Debra and uncle philip lost aunt jean today. but we managed to find her later on.. lol... we had dinner at crystal jade palace restaurant.. so freaking full! had to walk so slowly and took my own sweet time walking back to uncle philip's van.. even then, i still felt overfed.. >__<


The waitress there thought I was like debra's sis and uncle philip's and aunt jean's daughter!!! *gets into a state of shock* I went protesting really badly that I wasn't their daughter or her sister.. I went like "Noooo... no no no... i'm not!!! i'm her FRIEND!!! haha.. her friend....!" in mandarin... goodness me!

hahas...



anyway, okay okay...
I bought a handbag.. i'll take a picture of it TOMORROW and post it up with some other pictures....

got my TX card linked, and ready to use.. had my hair cut and done.. :) yep..
so..okay, that said... off i go! To sleep!




Toodles! ;)
Angeline.


P.S.: I'll be heading back to SJC to carry out plans for "The 'pitch'" for youth workgroup...

2005-02-27

Trying out something different

Hi guys!

It's me, bloggist #25 here... in-charge of the nitty gritty details of how reader-friendly this blog should be.. =)

anyway, we're trying out something really quite different this time around, not sure if you guys will like it, but if you look around, the date format's different, there isn't anymore subtitles, nor is there any MOODS displayed.

I'm pretty sure you'll know how our author feels pretty much nowadays (like crazy, but she's like that everyday now)... so, yep.. Hence, the changes! to make sure she can't go crazy any longer. lol


BUT, we hope you like this new style, there'll be more changes coming up by bloggist #36 soon. bloggist #36 is in-charge of the major layouts, i'm only doing the blog interface. lol..


Yep yeps, author will be taking over now! toodles! ;)



haha.. yeah yeah, okay so that was lame. whatever. =P
i know you guys get amused by that anyway. haha.. anyway, today I woke up at 8, even though I slept at around 2am the night before.
Went out for breakfast with my mom and my two brothers. Dad's out in malaysia again..
golfing.. hehe..


Well, nothing's going on much today. Going to work in about 2 hours, then after work, I'll be helping debra out at her stall at Youthopia.. I like that place, but I reckon it could be bigger.

OH! I was at kovan all last week.. okay, this week. but yea, calling all skaters, and BMX-ers.. or stunt guys on wheels.. lol.. there's this mini skatepark down at kovan (yes i'm THAT slow) but it's looking VERY much pathetic.. with just ONE ramp and one rail... we could do with more if you guys kept going down to check it out and use the place more than often. ;)
I think it belongs to the community centre just across the road, so, go check it out. I think if you guys went there more, they'll upgrade to better ramps and stuff.. so yeah, it'll be worth the visit.. (benefitting to the masses' cause) and at least it'll give the girls something to look at while waiting for the buses to come in to the hub.. lol


Well, it's 9.22am, I need to go get ready for work..
I have to keep a log about how long I've worked, just to make sure they pay me well enough..

I was thinking of doing this videoblog thingy.. but I have no idea how to do it..
can someone be kind enough to guide me along, step by step?
Seriously, I need help on this.. lol..

I don't mind purchasing down my own domain actually..
hmmmm.. that could be a VERY good idea.
anyway, if any expert in IT web designing and web interface is reading this (i know amanda can't be bothered to help me out much.. lol.. too busy being solemn.. so cute! ahahs..) please do help me out, mail me at anjelline@gmail.com

Alternatively, if you have a site that has the OBVIOUS basics to doing up a java-scripted, flash-based oriented website, pray tell, do voice it out to me via the tagboard. (that's bloggist #4 talking actually. =])

Okay, that said and done...
you guys should go support Damien Rice.. he is COOL. not cute, but that's okay. He is COOL. =)


bye for now!
your very friendly (but kicks ass) bloggist/author-of-anjelline86.blogspot.com,
angeline


Toodles! ;)

2005-02-26

Annoying customers and blardy shitasses....

check my checklist out..
Mood: tired, frustrated, annoyed


Yeah, perfect combination to tell you all...
"SCREW THIS FUCKING WORLLLLD!!!"
The MANY times I have to endure today's joke from reality, personally.
pfft!

Okay, I know I'm not talking sense, I don't bother to explain.
I'm just too tired.
maybe tomorrow. or monday. or.. yeah, okay, nevermind, maybe never lah huh..?


haha..
Anyways, sometimes I wonder what I do wrong to them customers..
All I had was a freaking hip joint pain going on, and was merely grimacing at it..
blaaaardy shitasses!

Talk to me like can DIE like that..!
>___<


Business today was overwhelming.. more and more people have been coming into the bistro for just something. anything. from just cranberry juice, to waffles, to ice cream, to pastas, meals, chips.. whatever.

yeah, like..
whatever.


*does the rolly eyes thing*


It got so crowded to the extend, I couldn't handle the crowd.. people were just walking in and out, ordering at the counters, shooting death glares at me, complaining about having to WAIT SO FUCKING LONG.

Okay, from now on..
NO ONE STEPS INTO MAESTRO BISTRO, ALRIGHT?
JUST PHUCkING STAY A-W-A-Y FROM MY WORKPLACE!!!



I just HATE it when I TRY my freaking best at serving customers, and all they give me are curt nods and go "where's my WATER?" so damn rudely.
Come ON!! I'm HUMAN TOO, you know? I should have this bling bling on me that goes...
"I'm only human, treat me like how you want me to treat you."

fuckers. damn bloody fuckers. I hate them bloody fuckers.


Sorry for the profanity. I promised I wouldn't use them, but I can't help it. I am just soooo pissed off!





Anyway, like my main purpose of this entry is to tell you guys only one thing...

Check the checklist...


the rest for tonight's entry was just extra... I needed to vent..

(okay, if you're too lazy: IF ANYONE'S GOT ME BOOKED FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS, SMS ME ABOUT IT.. i'm just about to forget who i'm meeting besides debra and rica on tuesday after 6..)





Oh yeah, today's plus part?
AMANDA!!! ahhas.. thanks for coming down today! :) mwah!
You deffy brightened up my mood man... I was just soooo pissed off the entire day.. bloody customers. :(




anyhoots,
off to bed for me. tomorrow it's 11am to 6pm..







Toodles! ;)

2005-02-25

I am going to be....

an irregular bloggist!!!
Mood: --


This is bloggist #5647 speaking here.
The author has instructed me to inform all her readers that she will be blogging irregularly from now on.

(as if she isn't.. 3-4 posts a day?!?! like what shit is that?)


We'll see how irregular she'll be, no?

Blogging once a week? twice?

once in 3 weeks?

or once in 4 hours?






hmmmm.




*nods*





this, we shall see.








anyway, bloggist #5647 aside, today's microbio was a little overwhelming.. the answer options were so closely linked, I had a hard time deciding which answer would be the unfortunate one to give me my marks....

I have been a very good girl as of late.
Besides the major swearing I've been repeatedly doing due to the bloody shitass pain in my hip joint.

I studied like how good students should (photocopying other people's notes), I ate my meals, I slept well, I woke up just in time for school... And I chatted on MSN like how all regular teenagers would...

WHILE I tried figuring out what went wrong with me the past few weeks (or rather months).




And I have came to a conclusion:
I'm changing! (again, like duh)

Maturation with age, as what they say.
My mindset was crossing over to another stage in life. Whether I'm becoming MORE cynical than ever, I don't know.. lol

Cynical. yeah, that oughta be the word.


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that aside too...
I have 2 things to do today..

1) start up a new bank account in UOB.
2) Hairdresser's.


Time to get that hair cut up again.. New style coming up! well, hopefully anyway.. lol

My Wishlist has been done up again.
I'm setting up the 8th column thingy soon. it'll be my TO-DO/ ACADEMIC GOALS list...
sooo, look up, look out!

new things are heading our way! :)


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This is bloggist #5647 signing out!
The author recommends that everyone SHOULD tag some ridiculous, nonsensical, out of topic messages in her tagboard as it has been TWO days since anyone tagged at it.

She wishes everyone her usual...







Toodles! ;)



P.S: listen to Tyler Hilton!!! and ryan cabrera, and damien rice and lindsay lohan!!! ^__^

2005-02-24

making this short...

blah blah blah...
Mood: =)


went to woodlands library to study today..
it's soooooooo huge and NICE!!! the cafe galilee there is HUGE!!! oh so huge and nice....!


I think I'll just put aside all that unhappiness in me for tonight...I got so sick and tired of it too.. lol

Today.. was a good day...
well, pretty much good..
I went to the library at woodlands to study with PeiSuan, Allison, Elicia, Mazia and Kumaran..

and then.. yeah.. went home with ally..
and then...

yah... i practically dragged myself home...
anyway, don't really feel like talking about that..




okay, gotta go back and study...
blog tomorrow.
byee!







Toodles! ;)

note to my lovely readers

coz it's important enough for your kindest attention...
Mood: damned



I did a new section..
it doesn't really fit in with the other sections..
but don't complain. i like it like that.


My wishlist column is finally up!

Donations in cash are very much welcomed. do help me in acheiving my little materialistic targets.







much thanks,
the author.

2005-02-23

I've figured it out...

that I didn't like all that pink.
Mood: --


It made me sick looking at all that pink.. so I changed it back to my lovely white layout....

I'm getting sick and tired of it though...
no worries, I'll do a new layout soon.

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Anyway, this is gonna be one heck of a long entry... (okay maybe not)
You guys have to bear with me..
i'm just trying to figure out what I want...

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I've figured out a whole lot of crap about myself, yet came to the conclusion that I still didn't know what I'm trying to figure out what I've been trying to figure out for so long..

Like Charmaine, I agree with her on one very simple thing:
I'm tired. simply so tired of being myself.

but unlike her, I don't have an alternative that I can run to.
she's lucky.


Like mizael's friend, she's also tired too.
I feel exhausted. But unlike her, I can't cry. I've ran out of tears once more?


I have so many questions running through my mind as I type this out.
So many things begin with me, myself and I..
seriously, I'm starting to feel frustrated about it too.


All this frustration...
all this annoyance...
I just dont' like it..


I can't make up my mind,
it's as fickle as the fickle-minded fidler..
my temper is getting shorter by the days;

i'm sorry? you were saying?
my attention span snaps like a choco bar being snapped up by hungry kids.

and the whole thing that irks me:
I spend too much time at my new job, I just don't feel like doing anything else...


But then again, I think I'll still be the same (anti-social and all) if I didn't have the job going on..
I'll be quitting soon. I don't think I can take it with all the late nights, I mean, yeah.. it's fun and I do really need to money, but I don't like it that I'm changing so much coz of the job..

I don't know.. we'll see how it goes... maybe I won't quit.. we'll see how far and how long more I can take this shit..


How I wish somedays I can be someone else.. somedays I can be a totally different person... but then again, if I were to do that, I'm just trying desperately to run away... from everything. =S


hmmmm....





life just sucks a whole lot of fun outta me these days..













oh, like whatever.

oh, like whatever....

*does the rolly eye thingy*
Mood: =P



Biochem today pretty much sucked a whole lot..
I didn't know SOOOO many things even EXISTED in this little world...

like, what the HECK is chemiosis? pfffft.

I have lots to study for now...
feels like N's again. Lovely. Oh-so-lovely.... *sighs*
Just that what I'm studying now has absolutely no relevance to my N's...


This just sucks a whole lot. I miss geography! >__<
nevermind, I'll have Taman Negara to sustain me with that.

On top of that, I'll be heading down to Aceh, Indonesia...
for a joint polytechnic reconstruction project. READ: PROJECT.
NOT community service, junie. IT'S A PROJECT.

See, junie thinks all things to do with work without pay = community service.
That i'd agree on.. but why does he always have to pop my little bubble of glorification of the term: Project?

sheesh...

such an anti-climax, that fella...



Anyhoots..
Peisuan and Elicia are probably waiting for me while I type this out at my own sweet expense of time..

Which reminds me, I have dance tonight.. I hope I don't make a fool out of myself again.. I can't exactly bend or turn. My back sprain came back and it's killing me..


I'm eating my vegan noodles and vegan food while typing this. Listening to Ryan Cabrera croon over my perfect sound system... and thinking of what to study for microbiology later...

I'm gonna be a life sciences facilitator.. just for extra cash purposes.. and practicing more on the practicals for preparation for my future R&D modules..

If the pay's better than that of the bistro's.. I'm gonna quit like in a month's time (that's what I said 3 weeks ago)... and run my t-shirt biz with rica and debra, or with gins. it'll be cool..doing up our own designs to sell out to other people..



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I feel that I'm changing...
I don't know if it's in subtle ways or not, perhaps so...
I'm becoming more anti-social nowadays. I hardly talk to anyone online anymore.
save for the usual 6...
that'll be debra, marcus, peisuan and um... amanda.. and.. well, that's just really it.. not even 6 of them..

How I have grown to change into this manner, I have no idea..
I just isolate myself from everyone nowadays.. not that I want to...
I just don't feel the need to talk to people.... hehs. i'm starting to become like some punkish teen.. *shrugs*


This is probably just a phase that's gonna last a few years, that's all I know.
Maybe the whole "i'm not gonna be a nice person" thing will stay on a permanent fix on me, I'm not sure....

This whole identity crisis thing is slowly ebbing me away into oblivion, I'm telling you.. I have no idea why I snap at junius for, for the past few weeks. I have no idea why I'm starting to feel that so many people want nothing to do with me, yet some want everything to do with me..
I have no idea what shit is going on now.. I think that's when I start doing what I really know how to do best about when such things happen.

I don't bother about it, but I just hang on this roller-coaster wild ride and when it's over, we'll see how many of my friends stay with me, and how many more vacancies to be filled up with new people...

Or would I need more extensions at the back? =/

well, that said.. I haven't got a clue what to do with my life next...


Peisuan and I were talking about our goals in life.. the careers each want to lead..
she has an important goal to achieve.. while I... I've found my goal in life, I'm living it as we speak. I live it out every single day. There's nothing more in this world that could make me not want this life.

I don't have a specific career that I want. I want to be so many things, I simply didn't know what to decide on.. but for the fact that I chose to specialise in a really big but yet, still unknown field of science.. I have lots of goals to make in this coming future...


People have been talking.. that judgement day will be soon, blah blah blah...
perhaps it'll come soon. and when the day comes, I'll be happy that it's here.. we all should.. I now know I'll lead a nice peaceful life after death, I have no fear in dying now. I just don't wish for a frightful death. lol...



okay okay...
I think that's just enough rubbish for the moment. yeaps..

you guys, hang on in there...
while I figure out what the hell's going wrong with me..
I hate to be this confused with myself..





Toodles! ;)

LOOK UP!!!

LOOK OUT!!!
Mood: =)



New blog skin on the way up! layout's pretty much the same actually..
too lazy for a new format.. I love my own format, really...
i think it's unique.. ;)





This is sole rights to me, myself and I! :D

nah, it's mine, mine, MIIIINE!!!! but anyway..
hope you enjoy this one! ;)

2005-02-22

I really REALLY wonder.....

how people become when they drift from the closest friends that they have...
Mood: --


For the fact that I've been trying to call out to my closest of friends amongst these 3 years for a lil chat over MSN, all I get is a "i'm busy with my finals"....
Doesn't really impress me much.

But then again, what I am to do when I'm not as close as I used to be with these people anymore? I drift even further, that's what I do.

And that's what I've been doing lately.
Isolation from my closest buddies have never been this easy till this year. Yeah, I'm talking about this year.

I'd been busy socialising with the rest of my other events, my work, my reports, I neglect my closest buddies. But then again, they're being passive friends, they don't bother to talk to me either.......

My bad, oops, I shouldn't say such things.. They're all reading my blog too! *gasps* oh. no.

What do I do now?




hmm.




ha. ha.
(from me, you should know how much sacarsm I with hold in me...)


Eat dung, grow up.


At least I bother to talk to you guys and TRY to create conversation.
I know when you say "busy", means "i don't want to talk to you now, or ever in the next... hmmmm... half a year."



*waves her hand*


But of course! by all means, my dearest friends.. by. all. means.


You know with such sacarsm, obviously my heart is gloriously crying away in bleeding shame. It's torn into fragments of thoughtless memories and shreded up like good old shreded chicken pie. yummy. but so pain to my emotions.

hmmmmm.

perhaps I should tone down my dramatic effects?





let me think.

maybe....





not.







=)










then again, by all means, if you've found new friends and don't wish to talk to me for the next few years till you feel guilty about neglecting old friends, but dont' feel like telling me, now would be a good time.






Don't be shy... come on, come on.. spill it all out alright?
on my blog's tag board too.. (can't you see i'm DESPERATELY finding ALLLL means to get some phucking publicity to that damned thing?)







now you get the message: start tagging on angeline's tag board.
Please get your ass started on it.








You can find my lovely tag board on the right hand margin, AFTER clicking ONCE on the words "The Cafe".




yes yes, go on. don't be shy. it's very user-friendly. it won't bite your ass too hard, that I can assure you... *wink*
















that aside.....
study was good today. I like studying. at Burger king, that is. =)
Biochem, here I come.






I love the playlist I have on now...
it's goooooood. mwah!






Toodles! ;)

home!!! with PeiSuan...

bwahahhas....
Mood: tired


I was NEARLY late for school again today.
Thank goodness for cars and fathers... ;)

I love my dad loads!


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okay, so I was telling ally, peisuan and elicia...
that if I didn't have any direction in life, and if I failed my O levels really badly, I'd have become a chef at shatec! lol


With my family members being chefs... it'll be the most natural thing to do..


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Today's cell bio was a disaster.. I think..
I basically guessed my ass around the questions. (that's what you get when you have 50 mins, 25 qns, and not having studied the night before... >__<


Today, I will be studying biochem at BK.. =) sweet!


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Well, I'm gonna go off then. There's lots to study for, for biochem...

Will blog tonight!!!


byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!






Toodles! ;)

test.. test...

feeling bored
Mood: you bet'cha ass i'm bored...



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naw, actually i was testing to see if my template was working properly or not...

anyways, yeah, i'm so dead
i haven't studied a shit of anything yet.



wish me luck, peeps! ;)

2005-02-21

quick update!


Tyler Hilton's :: When it comes
Mood: =)

Listen out for Tyler Hilton's song, "When it comes"

you can actually listen to it over here...





TYLER HILTON :: WHEN IT COMES






Just click on those capitalised, bolded words...
it'll preview the whole song for ya...





Have fun! =)

Blogger is gangin' up on me!


or maybe it's just my damned server...
Mood: feeling restricted..

I have a new list of CD's to buy!

- Ryan Cabrera
- Daniel Bedingfield
- Micheal Buble (okay, maybe not anymore)
- TYLER HILTON!!!!


Omg... tyler hilton is like soooooooo cute...
soooo gonna buy that CD.. one tree hill CD too....
whahahahah!!!!


FINALLY, there are GOOD LOOKING singers in the music industry....
no offence, I just HATE the chinese music industry, it's got too many pretty boy faces in there. the ones with sissy faces and rebonded hair.

*pukes* yuk.





Junius, I'm still waiting for my Clay Aiken CD.
And it's been like THREE years that I've been waiting for that damned CD and damned presents that you ALWAYS promise you'll bring for me.....


damn you.. i want that song too.




My presents.... junius yang, MY PRESENTS!!!! *glares*







Anyway, that said... oops, time to study!!! hee hee...

Toodles! ;)

make those demons go away....


.... =(
Mood: freaked out

okay, so I was supposed to be studying.. but I was really tired, so I fell asleep in the end, as usual.

I had another dream just now, another freaky dream. This time it was a nightmare...






Whatever it is, someone,



just make these demonic nightmares go away......












Or maybe...















maybe I just shouldn't eat before I sleep next time.















jeez! crazy dreams that are so real....
visiting my own life-after-death world, chasing crazed gangsters and getting killed... what next? I don't want to know, I will not want to know...







I'm just gonna do what I do best, or maybe not best at all.

I'm gonna go study.






The end.

CT day one


organic chem
Mood: bored

well, organic chem today was okay, if only i paid a bit more attention to the photochemical reactions part.. I'd have scored another 10 marks...

Oh well, what's done is done..
Cell bio is for tomorrow, today will be studying more again!!

I must keep in mind to slaught the next couple of days and weeks on my work, for the sake of Taman Negara, I will slaught for my studies.


Talking about slaughter...
Gary's been trying to scare me, with the manslaughter of buddhists by the crazy muslims in thailand and malaysia.. He tells me since I'm buddhist, I'm at a higher risk of getting killed if found out by a crazed muslim. "Actually, so long as you're not malay, nor muslim, they'll have you slaughtered!" >__<
he's such a bastard.. scaring me like that.
No less, I will still go to Taman Negara, get killed or not, I'm still going there to watch the paradise of nature there! :)

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Feeling numbed inside out, outside in today..
I'm exhausted.. :(
but gotta study on! my mind's not as exhausted as my body. Like what they say, mind over matter, mind over matter!!! hahaha...

I gotta start using my left hand more, it's getting useless, besides for the fact i'm using my left hand to co-exist with my right hand to type all these wonderful entries for you, it practically does nothing much...

I've been using my right hand ALOT to scoop out ice cream..gotta work that left arm of mine on the ice cream.. lol

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well, okay, off I go...
study study study!!!

hahahaha... byeeeeeeeeeeeeedibyeeee!




Toodles! ;)

2005-02-20

the weirdest dream ever...


so weird.. and freaky, in a way...
Mood: freaked out

I had the weirdest dream just now.. when I fell into some deep sleep after tiring myself out endlessly today due to studying...

It was soooo freaking weird...shan't talk about it..
will only tell yihan and eugene about it.. haha...

anyway, yeah... met up with my friend, then met up with allison and cockroach to go studying at kovan mall's BK... managed to finish studying organic chem.. so proud of myself..! i now know markonikov's rule and the unbonding of H and bonding in of halogens..! *beams*

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Got a few songs I want downloaded:

- John Mayer ~*~ daughters
- Daniel Bedingfield ~*~ nothing hurts like love

And CD's I want to buy:

- Michael Buble (for simple reasons my bloody workplace has gotten me hooked on buble)
- Ryan Cabera (i think he rocks!)

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anyway, if i have the time tomorrow, i'll post up the pics I took at BK today.. hahahs...

well, okay, time for me to sleep...
Blog when I get to blog.




Night peeps, don't miss me!
Luv y'all!




Toodles! ;)

home.. again!!!


heh heh...
Mood: exhausted

The moment I stepped home, it was marcus's turn to go out of his home -for work-.. and I just came home from work.

Last night's shift was enjoyable...
It came to such a fun time, such that Dennis (betram lookalike) actually had to ask me for my name again.. After I told him, he went "oooh! that's right! haha..."

James looked at me and asked, "do you know what's his name then, angie? if you don't, he's called Daphne.."

Dennis: hey! don't listen to him, okay? he talks rubbish all the time..
Me: *snigger* James, if he's daphne, I'm sure you're Jaqueline.
James: Me? Jaqueline? yeah, I'm okay with that.. I've always liked the name Jaqueline...
Me: then clement can be...
James: ah, he's called christine, not clement.. *big smile*
Clement: O.o huh? what?
Me: dennis is daphne, james is jaqueline, and you're christine.
Clement: *rolly eyes* aiyah.. these people always call me names one. there's like short fart, ka-tek, then, your that christine.. too used to it already. I don't give a damn.
Frank: clement, don't worry. the most prominent achievers and leaders in this world are short.
clement: *feeling proud*
Frank: alexander the king? he's short.. :)

hahaha..
jeez.. these guys.. crazy bunch..
Well, we're like $100 short on cash in the cashier.. must be that e-zone lady...

anyway, there's so much to tell all of you, but i'm tired.
really tired.

I'm gonna go sleep now.
byee.


and good morning to you guys,
while you can bid me good night! hahahahs...







Toodles! ;)

2005-02-19

argh....


i'm frigging tired...
Mood: t-i-r-e-d.

I got home at 5.45am, on the dot. It's good to have my cat around..
When everyone's asleep, she got up and went up to the door to greet me.
=) awww, so nice of her!
She was the first one I saw when I stepped home.

Anyway... I've loads to tell you guys before I move on to study till about like 3 and then go sleep again!!!

*grins*

Yesterday, I served 5 netballers. No, not any ordinary netballers...
THE national team players... the big-sized ladies who are like, sooooo cool...
haha.. yeah, they just ended training, so being the weekend, they thought of coming over to cine for a snack (at my place!) and a movie upstairs!

*beams* They were soooo nice! =) what a crazy bunch! hahahs...

Then, later on, there was this japanese guy (he works in our country) who had this really nice jap-american accent. What's so special about this guy? =)
He was totally donned out in MY favourite colour! *mega-mega-grin*

He had:
- purple hair
- purple shirt
- purple belt
- purple specs
- purple socks
- purple bag
- purple card case holder
- purple wallet

I wouldn't be surprised if his UNDERWEAR was purple too!!!! ahaahhaha....
It was just sooooo cool watching him! =)
He had me grinning away so much, I just HAD to serve him his food and drinks somehow. And I did. hee hee...


Yeah, anyway, Imma outta here...
Need to study.... hahas...
okay, so there wasn't really much to tell you guys...
but.... hahaha....

STUDY TIME!!! =)

(Hopes manda slaughts her arse off at school. lol. school on a weekend. aw.. that just sucks a whole lot!!! hope you had fun in school anyway!)




Toodles! ;)

hommmmme....


yeah, I just got home...
Mood: exhausted

from work. yeh...

I fixed up char's blog.
Worked my ass off...
tonight i'll be working again.. 7 to 5...
i'm pooped.

going to bathe, then sleep. night everyone.


2005-02-18

woooork!!!


so i DO have to work today anyway...
Mood: rushed

i'm so frigging stressed out.
Clement (the manager) just called. I gotta get to work by 9pm.
Gotta confirm who wants to work with me over the weekends starting next week.


Shit i'm gonna be late soon..
>__<

So rushed,
just so rushed.
No time for stopping,
no air to breathe.
So anxious. whatever for?

For money.
Money is so evil to me.


like, whatever.

Damn you, gary.

crapppppy....


you can really choose to ignore this post.
Mood: --

coz what you're about to read, is what I find really crappy (yet so true) yet, still so stupid and crappy. coz it never happens to me or actually alot of us around.. lol!

Some thing I took out of a friendster bulletin board:

"Love
the girl in your heart, not in your mind. If you base your relationship on feelings, it will fail for there are ups & downs in feelings. Girls are there to be loved, not toyed around.

Love her for who she is. Don't even think about changing any bit about her. 6 billion people in this world & 6 billion different personalities. She's special & she will stay that way. You change any part of her, you'll change her forever. Don't substitute her for anyone else, they are just unique in their own ways.

Love whole-heartedly. She sacrificed a lot for you so you'd better really treasure her. She could have just got up & date a so much more dashing guy in town but she chose you instead all because of love. So love her guys, not play with her.

Don't just get the girl to beg you to stay or whatsoever. If you're with her, love her. Don't cause a strain in the relationship, you'll end up loving each other out of pity or charity, that's not respecting love at all. Respect love the way it is & everything will be the best it can be.

Don't expect perfection from her. She's the only one in the world & she's done the best she could.

Like another girl while you're in a relationship? Then I think it's time you remain single for a while. Don't go around breaking girls' hearts, it's the most tragic thing to do.

Tell the truth, never hide anything from her. If you want her to tell you everything, do the same. Don't go calling other girls "honey" or "darling", how would it feel if your girl calls other guys the same way? Be faithful, enough is enough.

Socialise only when you're single. You socialise & flirt around is to get the girl of your dreams. Get it over when she's already yours, don't ask for more.

It never kills to be romantic. Think, be flexible. Getting that diamond ring isn't the only gift for her. Be realistic, she's human & she lives life just like you. Something sweet & simple always get the job done. Money doesn't exist between couples, it's the love.

Never promise her that you'll love her forever because your forever might end the next day. Love her as if each day is the last.

Sweet talks only apply for singles, not for attached guys. Do that & you'll really break your girl's heart. Isn't good being too well-known too, it'll give her a sense of insecurity. Remember, INSECURITY.

Promise her & make sure you never break it. Swear to her & make sure you keep it. Pledge your love to her & her alone.

Loving her is giving her your heart to break it but trusting her not to. Instead, she'll cherish it & protect it. That's love. Give her your heart, your life, your everything.

Lay down your life & prepare to die for her when the need arises. But stay strong & live through another day, she can never live without you.

Never, ever walk out of her life. She won't just cry her heart out & carry on living as per normal, she'd die. It's her heart that you've broken, how would you ever know how she feels?

Winning a girl's heart isn't the final victory. Don't leave her once you've won her love. Love her all the way till the end of time, love her till marriage, love her till old age, love her till death. If you can love her till the end of time, you've earned the honor & respect for you've truly loved her.

She chose you because she believes that you can fulfil your promise. Win her heart & love her over. Remember, the girl isn't a trophy for display, she's someone to love, not to show off to your "friends". Stay humble yet proud that she's the one for you. Respect her for the way she is, never despise her & never mistreat her, never even think of toying with her..."


See, it's so true, yet, some guys would remain as such to walk out of their girlfriend's lives (i'm not pointing fingers, if you feel guilty, that's your bad, go apologise or something) and make a living hell for the girls.
I know, I know, some girls do that too..

Well, call me cynical about all this lovey dovey shitass crap, hah!
I ain't got no clue what I'm gonna do next in that zone. =P don't plan on doing anything anyway..



Ah crap, I have yet to study. I only know that panadol and alcohol are organic compounds, I only understood Sn2 and Sn1... and that's a dirty topic to remember, truth be told. With perverted minds like mine (coz i've been tainted in school), nothing slips off my mind especially for this Sn2 and Sn1 thing. Backside attacks.. HAH! >__<


okay, soooooo... time for me to get me ass back to studying...
will update tonight when I get home and after I've finished studying my organic chemistry.. I vow not to fail any chemistry components this time round...




Toodles! ;)

DONEEEE!!!!


=D
Mood: accomplished. only by a quarter.

Yeah, I only feel accomplished by only a quarter.
I still have biostats and organic chem tutorial to copy. And my books to study.

Reports were completed, with help and compliments from Yammy, Ian and Mizael.. ;)
thanks fellas!!! Much thanks to them, I could finally get my reports under control, understood and done! =D It pays to be a female.. lol

If my reports were to be compared to the professionalism of Mizael's reports, I think mine's like shit in terms of presentation. hahahahahs...
Actually, I'd given up in presentation of my reports (the nice cover page, the page 1 of 4) ever since the start of semester.

But each person's report have their own style and strong points. Mizael focuses on the theories, while I focus more on the practical points to note.
Which brings me to another level higher in the study of the psychology of people.. we work with such simple, yet complex wonders.

(I repeat those words all the time, yet, they have different levels of meaning each time I say it)

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I DONT HAVE TO WORK TOMORROW!
shiaat... stupid manager. I want to work tomorrow. >__< okay, maybe not.
I'll study my fill tomorrow. I mean, today. yes, today.

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To all NYP-SCL(LS) year one students, if you haven't found out, or are simply lazy to find out about your test schedule, or you're just so clueless, here's the Common Test schedule. I'm only stating MB0406's venue (for obvious reasons that i don't know the other classes venues: i don't know them really):

Monday: ORGANIC CHEMISTRY
Tuesday: CELL BIOLOGY
Wednesday: BIOCHEMISTRY
Thursday: IT for LIFE SCIENCES
Friday: MICROBIOLOGY

all tests start at 10.30am sharp and will end promptly at 11.30am.
I'm still clueless about the formats.. will ask around later.

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I made friends with Sharon Tan again. I wonder if that decision to be friends with her was actually a good idea or not. In any case, we knew we were both inane little kids with maturity of 5 year olds a year ago.
And we forgave each other on our part. Actually, I never placed much grudge on her, I was just really mad at her for not understanding that I couldn't do things the way I want to do them anymore due to family situations. So in that, I let my anger consume me and I hated her so much, I became totally unreasonable with her. That, on my part, was my bad. lol

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Anyways, Taman negara!!! whheeeeet!! *grins like a maniac* I can't wait! I simply can't wait!!! I was just chatting with mizael about it.. we were contemplating the number of jabs we were to get. I don't really like the thought of some sort of serum pumped into me. What if it's contaminated? >__< i know i know, I'm getting paranoid, but.. yeah.. heh.. really, that's just me.

Anyway, I was laughing at the point I made. That what if we had to have 4 needles sticking in and all the stuff were just injected in all at one go? haha.. that would be such a sight! :P

Then we chatted about yesterday's organic chemistry lecture..
it was about the SN2 and SN1 thingy... hahha.. the backside attack which sent up a series or gay orgies up to my head.. I came up with the craziest (yet possible) theories at which to study that topic the best and easiest way. Sex makes the world go round, after all! lol....

I can't say much about this topic, it's much too cencored! what if a little girl of 12 was reading this...? *angelic grin*

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Soooooooo.. yeah.. hahas...
that's really just about it. oh!!! I was also talking to Md Jasrie too! ahhahas..
we were discussing.... ANIME!!! bwhahahahahs...
We were exchanging the titles of favourite cartoons we liked to watch. It was such a fun talk!!! hahhas...

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I can't wait to see rica and debra again, so much to tell them....
Actually not much, but I tend to remember the finer details of the week whenever I meet up with them, so I tend to crap so much too! ahahas...

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ooooh.. i'm so random at this hour!! lol
okay that means it's time for me to go be a pig and go sleep....

night night!!!




Toodles! ;)

2005-02-17

I am soooo thankful!!!


for such great classmates I have!!! ^__^
Mood: stressed out

It's the common tests next week and I haven't even touched my books. I'm feeling the sense of urgency there, but yet I do nothing about it. Should I fear for my results again? I think I should. My lazy bones keep kicking in, it's time I smack my senses awake again...

I lost my reports. The precious reports I did all through last week during term break. My two organic chemistry reports, my cell biology reports, that totals it to four now. I only managed to save my biochemistry reports. I merely thought I misplaced them last night..
But after checking my two systems and my portable hard disks over a dozen times, I started to freak out...

So here I am, rushing through all my reports once more. I feel such a freshie once again.. >__<

Thanks to Ian's and Yam Meng's reports and advice from Dominic ("take yam's reports, he damn pro ah!"), my work load has been lessened considerably. However I still have to para-phrase everything to make it look like I did it on my own.. with discussion between classmates. heh heh.. that's called smart cheating. ;)

Anyway, today had been a long day.. long lazy day.
at 9 in the morning, I have 2 people sms-ing me, telling me that there isn't any classes today. Not a single one at all. Sooooooooo.. I got to stay home! ;)
(Amanda, getting jealous yet? I didn't even have to go school today!! haahah...)

Tomorrow will be good too.
I have biochem lecture in the morning (will be going for that in case there's such a thing as THE exclusive revision lecture as usual), after which I will go print my reports (my darling reports) and then head home for my 6 hour long break. Then get my ass back to school by .... wait... dammit.. dunno wad time siah.
Anyway, there's organic chem tutorial at 4pm, then biostats at 5pm...
Then I go home. Lovely.

Oooh.. there's no biochem lecture nor practical tomorrow. sweet.
so I get to go to school at 4pm in any case... heh heh..

Crap. I haven't done my math -opps, BIOSTATS i mean- homework.. If I don't pass it up with some shit written on it that makes sense with revelance to the question given, that bastard's gonna bitch again! >__<

Nevermind, will ask around for help again later on that one. hahas..

Clement (manager) hasn't called in or sms-ed me to come at what time tomorrow. I hope it ain't 7pm to 5am (actually, i'm hoping for it so I can sleep in on saturday and do some studying)

Anyways... Time to get back to my lab reports...
I hate losing my work... irks me to do so!
anyway.. gotta run!!!


Byeeeeeeeeeee!!
Toodles! ;)

2005-02-16

blogging from the library!!


hee hee...
Mood: okay mood

Well, this is just an okay mood.. Today's class was just ONE lecture.
Organic Chem lecture. I liiiiike.. ahahhaa... so sad, huh.. Amanda and the RP gang have to sit through one WHOLE morning and afternoon just for ONE topic..
And i'd say today's topic is such a sad, sad poignant topic.......

Reality TV shows...

pfffft! seriously, even though I watch it just to earn some psychological knowledge from it. I find the plots serverely ignominous...yea, that should be the word to describe reality tv shows...


So anyway, I pity them RP kiddos (seeing as how young their school is compared to mine.. hee hee.. yea, superiority reigns in mah blooood) while I sit in my school's huge library, doing supposedly illegal stuff...
Using web radio.. blogging, reading mail, and yea, studying while at it all...
Gonna start up web messaging after my blogging..

I have hiphop dance class after this..
Kumaran told me that we have to hand up 2 cell bio and 2 organic chem reports tomorrow.. like what shiiiiiiat?!?! O.o

geez. imma dead...

RP open house comin' up in the next few days, hopefully common tests don't clash with it. Maybe I'll go if Rica's going to be in it..

well, just maybe.. lol


I'm bored...
aw damn, can't access web messenger...
ah.. whatever. =S



anyhoots.. gonna see what i study with the remaining time I have...
had so much fun teasing allison just now after lunch/dinner... hee hee....

Hee hee....
i'm just sooooo excited!!! going taman negara...

hahahahs..okok...
gotta run now..
I'll blog later tonight, if I have the time..



Toodles! ;)

Taman Negara!!!


here I come!!!
Mood: =D

I'm going to Taman Negara!!!!
Have to tell boss and manager I ain't coming for that weekend!!! bwhahahahas!!!

This is just soooooooooooooooo exciting!!!
all the birds and the bees... nature sky walks, guided tours....
tigers, elephants, boars, bears, deers!!! squirrels!!!

not to forget... THE BIRDS!!!

It's gonna be soooooooo exciting!!! ;)
I don't want anything to do with charity this time.. haha...
I want something that I wanna do it for my own!


Did I tell you guys I helped an indian man to go home on sunday evening?
He lost his coin pouch.. it had his ez-link card and house keys in it...
poor guy.. gave him about $1.60 to go home..

hahaha...


anyway..

TAMAN NEGARA!!!

here I come!!! bwhahahhas!!

O-so-lovely!!!

Anyway, I should get ready for school...
then slack for 3 hours before going for dance... hahahas....



Toodles! ;)

2005-02-15

I have a CUT on my hand...


coz i did something really stupid
Mood: =/ *sheepish*

well, the stupid thing I did was to play with dad's razor just now... and now, I have a cut on my palm.

ooooh!!! I wanna go Taman Negara this 19th March!!! soooo exciting.. all the jungle animals!! boars, squirrels, tigers, bears, elephants, deers!! BATS!!! BIRDS!!!! sooo many different things to sight watch!!!

Quick, I want my binoculars, my cameras, my backpacks and shoes, plus my passport and fifty buckaroos! Then I'm blocking off 19 March to 23 March. i'm going off to taman negara!!! bwhahahs...
and to boot it all, I'm gonna have mizael coming along too!!
won't be so lonely now! hahahaha


well, okay.. time to sleep...
nightnight peoples! mwah!

Toodles!;)

did I tell you i'm not like that?


bored bored bored... I AINT A DRAG QUEEN YOU DOOFUS CUZN!!!
Mood: bored

Got pissed off with junie for some stuff he said which I really didn't like. but of course he didn't know his limits. nobody does. but that's okay, I forgive him. coz I don't hold grudges for long. I just feel sad no one sees me for who I am inside.. well, yeah.. it's just sad.. even if they were just joking about it..

anyway, today was okay... school ended early, it was kinda productive.. I learned stuff... did some revisions... passed up my assignments...
Then I met up with my parents and my younger brother for lunch.. We had yong tau hu for lunch.. dammit, it's been a long time since I had such REAL food...
lovely lovely!! First time in ages eating something nice... and hot and delicious.

But dad's soup had a cockroach in it!!! >__< gawdammit...
why are these stupid cockroaches every where? I still remembered that if we killed rats, we'd get money for it when we give the dead little rodents to the HDB council.. like a dollar for a rat or something like that.. coz they were so hazardous...

But what's a country without rats? rats are like supposed to be there to add some humane life to the streets.. it goes to show how good the food there is over there..
But nowadays, I only see one or two rats about...
I watched a hawker whacking a rat uncounscious once.. it looked displeasing to the eye, for it just dropped down like that while scuttering about to find a place to run away from the guy..

The boh-ghey (toothless) guy just smiled his toothless smile and shouted over to my table saying he had to do that, it was being a menace and he'd been trying to get rid of it for two days now. He was sorry that I had to see him do what he did, but he informed that the little pest would be up and running by dusk. With that, he picked up this really dirty pair of unwanted tongs and picked up the rat and walked to a small display bush and rested it inside there.

From that moment on, I thought to myself that if hawkers could treat rats with such brutality yet lay them down gently after knocking them out, I'd want to be a scientist who does weird experiments on those rats but at the same time, comfort them if I can before laying them to rest.

It's cruel, yea, I know, but if a hawker can do that, so can I. =)
That was the VERY first time I got inspired to be a research scientist.

I was 5.

*smirks*


Anyway, rodents and pests aside, I came home, got pissed with junie due to the fact that I was sleepy and he was bored. He surely does test my patience most times nowadays. But that's okay. He only does that when he's attached or bored. when he's not attached or bored, he's nicer.

Sooooo... I said bye to amanda before going offline, blocked off junie for the while coz I had enough of him at that time, before I went off, I unblocked him though (see, i'm so nice even though he insulted me. he was NOT being sacarstic, he was being insulting).

Then sleeping time.. I was woken up by my mobile, ally called in asking if I wanted any sinfornia tickets, I told her I didn't need them coz I didn't feel like going. I might have to work even. But I told her to go find peisuan instead. She needed those tickets more than I needed them. She wants her gang to go watch her play.. I know how much this concert means to her, I want her clique to be there.. haha...

She doesn't even have friends that she can turn to in band itself, and that's so sad.
I wonder why the others treat her that way? she hasn't even done anything wrong besides "misplacing" a pair of keys and being her (very hyper and cheery) self. She's a great saxophonist (at least better than the ones I've heard) who's talented enough to know how to play all sorts of saxophones if only you give her some time to practice on it...

Is the band simply jealous of her bubbly nature and good talents?
What's so bad about peisuan anyway? why do they hate her so much when she'd done absolutely NOTHING wrong besides "misplacing" a set of keys?

So many questions I want answered by the "IN" band members.
Why do you hate peisuan so much? what's it about her you don't like about?
is it a crime to be yourself? why do everyone need to behave the way you guys behave?
don't tell me you don't dislike her, coz I know you guys do. I keep tabs on you guys, someway or another. Don't cross the lines too far, I keep my words that when I gain power, you guys will go down if you cross the lines of insulting the friends whom I hold close to my heart. and peisuan's one of them.. (quick, peisuan, feel touched now! hahahaa) well, that's my word. I will never turn my back against it.

Those who know me, know that I won't break my promises unless I really can't help it.. right? ;)


Anyway, I think I've blogged enough nonsense...
Time for me to go do my reports and study...

Toodles! ;)

2005-02-14

CALLING ALL IJ GIRLS ONLY!!!


C h i l l O u t @ Z o u k ! ! !
Mood: happy!

all chij girls (alumni and all)
if you're over 18, check out this site...

C h i l l O u t @ Z o u k !

yep!! nice! i like it!

weeeeekly shit!!


thursday 3somes! friday's feast.. sunday's mutterings..
Mood: hypeed up to do work..


My lovely threesome:

Nothing is certain but death and taxes --Benjamin Franklin

Onesome: Nothing is certain- Have you ever thought you had "Sure Thing?" Did it pay off or not?
Yeah... yeah.. sure it DID pay off.. but perfect things are always good things.. and not all good things stay a permanent fix...

Twosome: But death- Do you belive in life after death?
um.. for that time frame of a few hours, maybe days or weeks.. yes... but there will be re-incarnation.. (don't mess with me on re-incarnation, it's my belief)

Threesome: and taxes- Have you got all your tax documents squared away and ready to work on? Or are you one of the people at the post office on April 15th?
huh...? uhhh.. well, I don't pay tax, at least not yet.. lol...



Friday's Feast:

Appetizer - What do you want for Valentine's Day?
Today's Valentine's day! i want nothing more than to wish everyone a great day ahead!! but then again, valentine's day is just valentine's day.. it's just ANOTHER little significance.. kinda cliched day too. That's why I don't like Valentine's day.. I don't like cliches.. =)

Soup - If you could change the color of something you own, what would it be and which color would you make it?
I would change my clothes' colours.. into everything vibrant, pleasant and nice!

Salad - What's your favorite day of the week and why?
WEDNESDAY!!! well, i dunno.. it's the middle of the week. It shows me some sort of balance in the week. That's why I prefer wednesdays no matter how disappointing it can get every week in, week out..

Main Course - What excuse do you use most often?
"I'm doing homework.", "Lab Reports, dnd." hahah.. well, I tend to slack more than get it done, but I do get them done up anyway..

Dessert - Name something or someone you feel sorry for.
I feel sorry for Gary, my older bro.. being a guy with no hope and no faith, trying to run away from all his silly problems, and a bitch who won't leave him be. damn that bitch, someone.. well, okay, I ALMOST feel sorry for him. Coz he can be such a biatch to me all the time. =P



Unconscious Mutterings:

Judge :: Judge Judy!
Detroit :: canada?
Hyphen :: dash dot donkey... wtf? O.o?
Get it right :: i ain't lesbian.
Pulsating :: veins
Yoga :: sucks. I hate sitting still
Memorable :: memories.. sweet sweet bliss to terror-filled horrors
Financial advisor :: the guy who helps you make money and takes 20% of the stuff you earn
Ten million :: times another ten million dollars. that's what i want!
I :: I blog, therefore I am.



i am so gonna die..


Reports, books and notes
Mood: =/

Well, gonna die coz I hardly had anything done last week. heh heh...
anyway, This week, will be non-stop studying. and lab-reporting..
Yeah...

I know what to study for Cell bio already. We all were given really obvious hints for that.. Thanks to mr micheal sinometti.. ;) he's australian-born, italian bred. (he's from aussie, but is an Italian.)

Anyhoots, went to sentosa with mom and dad today!!!
Editing and saving it up over at photoshop and posting the pics up at Flickr's..
I love flickr! :)
Gonna start up a photo blog if I can... but i don't think it's wise.. so many things to keep hold of.. haha... we'll see how..

anyway, like, yeah.... school was boring today.
Slept in the lecture theatre for like 20 minutes and missed out alot of important points.. have to go read my textbooks after this.

Sentosa was fun.. Though we were there only for an hour.. but it was fun.. ;)
hahas.. we went to the flower garden exhibition.. it was sooooooooooooo pretty!! all the colourful flowers!! soooo vibrant and colourful!! with little butterflies and little bees buzzing around here and there... ^__^

well, imma outta here for a while...
but a'fore i do...
pictures!! =)


100_0133
I luuurve this one.. so niccce!


Root beer ad.. btw, the bistro's out of rootbeer.. lol


hee.. mummy!! that's my ma ma... nice!


me ol' man and I!! =)


mom.. crazy mom... heh heh... V(^__^)V


sentosa flowers...


this is just an okay view...


and then, we have my parents special valentine's day shot.. lovely, innit? =)


a really nice lovely satanic-looking dragony lizard thingy fountain...
I liked it alot... ;)


well, it's back to studying for me...
Happy Birthday sweets! ;)
loving ya everyday tho you're far away..
(literally and with all the other meanings)
heh heh...


Toooooodles! ;)

Happy Valentine's to one and all too!

2005-02-13

Day 3 and i'm pha-king exhausted..


but it ended well! =)
Mood: exhausted

Well, today started off okay.. dad woke me up at 8.30am..
got outta house and into the train station by 9.15am...
thought i'd be really late for work coz there was a cock-up in the train timings today..
But when I got to the bistro at EXACTLY 10am.....
Jonathon wasn't there... Azri weren't there either...

-_-||

only at 11.10 did azri come...
Azri is the assistant manager. He's one of the chefs at bistro..
Jonathon's one of my favourite colleagues...
he's only 17 this year.. I feel young when I stand next to him. He looks like some 22 year old dude...

Anyway..
yeah.. I was sooo bored..
thank goodness business wasn't that hectic today.. as compared to the past few nights..
There was only Azri and I manning the bistro today.. coz my other unknown colleague went missing..

Thennnnnnnn....
yeah...
I met a really weird customer today.. shan't talk 'bout that one. that ONE customer FREAKED me out...

Well, watched Pirates of the Carribean after dinner...
Oh yeah., I'd come up with some really good thoughts actually.. during work time..
but I'm so tired, I can't seem to think straight...

Anyway...
yeah
i'm off to bed again..
will blog again tmr afternoon or sommat.



byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

Toodles! ;)

bloggist #132847 in me!


i'm so bloody tired...
Mood: exhausted


Right. I'm so phucking tired.
Anyway. yeah.. today, Managing director (Frank) came to COOK today!! hahahahs
so cool, he's my colleague, and James too..

Today, well, yesterday (technically speaking) Debra and family and friends came down to the bistro with me for a drink.. hee hee.. so happy!! James served us...
He told debra's parents without a second glance at me that I was a really good worker... fast and efficient.. hahahahas..

oh crap. i'm so freaking tired...
gotta finish this entry fast..

well, I saw Felicia (charlton school mate) today!! :D
then I saw mel and mel's friend.. they're both mich's good buddies..
yeah.. hahas... so cool!! =)


kk..
i'm off to bed.. night night..


Toodles~! ;)


2005-02-12

blooooody fraaaaags...


nah... they're just doing their bitchy jobs.
Mood: tired

I only had 3 hours of sleep.. fuuuuuuucking hell! >__<
Due to my assholic younger brother's freaking laughter, and gary's "Shut UP!!!!! angeline needs to sleep you bloody ASSHOLE!" *nods sacarstically*

Great. Thanks bros.. like that'll help.
And it didn't help that my STOOOPID nose wanted to get runny again. and made me sneeze like 192374128347 times before I gave up and got out of bed.

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So.. I suppose you guys are all desperately waiting and figeting for me to get to the stupid details of the job?

Well, I like dishwashing. Period. I hate taking orders. I feel like those diner girls.. the ones that stand before you taking orders and with a freaking annoying attitude. and they chew on gum too.

Anyway.. yeah..
James (boss) isn't actually boss. He's the general manager.
I met the managing director last night, but I didn't want to talk to him much, had too many customers. I was tempted to tell him to step one side for a while, while I served my customers and find them some good seats.

Then, I met his son, I think.
Dennis looks like bertram.. so much like bertram i kept frowning and staring at him and he seemed to like that attention I was giving him. haha.. next time I see him, I'll have to tell him he looks like my buddy.

and... yeah..
I cocked up several tables today... human errors and all...
james wasn't all that happy but he managed to sort everything out properly in the end.. we might have made a lost... but *sighs*...

well, I'll try better today.
Shit. I haven't told my mom i'll be working till 1am today..
-__-||


Marcus wants to burn down my workplace.
Who wants to join in? hahahaha.. he says he hates my working hours.. he doesn't like it one bit coz for one, I won't be online. Two, i won't get my sleep. Three, he knows i'm too lazy to keep up this job.


Well, who knows?
hahahas.. i'll have to talk to Clement (my manager) about this time slot thingy....


Okay, I gotta go get ready for my function at Marriott's...
hee hee...


Toodles, peeps! ;)

2005-02-11

whheeeee!!! ^__^




emoticons!!!
Mood: bored


Yeah yeah, Chun Wei... I still told ya not to let anyone have that blasted picture.. stick to your word k.. haahhaa

Anyway, hope you guys had a bit of a laugh while looking at that little banner of mine.. hee.. :)

I was utterly bored. sooooooooo... *sheepish smile* ah.. hee hee?
Yeah... hahahahahah...


Okay, well... heading out at 5pm later I think..
for work. boring.. hopefully i have enough energy to sustain myself till 7am...
hahas...
Debra, remember to come by my place at 12.30 to get me up, k?
Then we'll be meeting Amelia Chia at orchard MRT at like 1.50pm before heading over to Tangs. Remember, red shirt.


Anyhoots, I hope you all are having a GREAT day ahead, unlike me, slacking away here.. hahaha.. instead of doing my math.

Soooooo.. okay, sleeping time! :)
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee peeps!



Toodles! ;)

P.S.: hope the pictures made your day happier guys! hahahas..

2005-02-10

bwhahahahs..


I came across a cheeena mina today...
Mood: =)

hahaha.. oh geez..
Shakeila's / Clement's (can't remember who said it, but it's either one of them) Definition of Mina's...

1) Wears VonDutch.
2) Carries VonDutch while wearing Vondutch.
3) Acts cutesy.
4) But has a BIG att's problem.
5) is basically, an ah-lian wannabe.

Shan't say who it is, but yeah... I came across a cheena mina today. :D

And it ain't me. Period.


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Anyhoots, yeah.. things didn't go as planned today...
It still went on smoothly, as per say. =)

I met up with the Tiang gang just as Gary and I stepped out of the lift.
Then, I went with Gary to watch Constantine. (it was fucking good! sorry, my bad.. still anyway.. FUCKING GOOD!!!)
Then, boss called. (I start work tomorrow at 6pm. I end at 5am. wish me luck.)
Then, Amanda pestered me till no end about the job. (I nearly chucked the damned mobile into the damned bin.heh..)
Then, we met Aunt Teresa and Uncle Mike at the lift lobby before going up.
Then, Tiang gang were still there. With 2nd Uncle's second wife/concubine/mistress/whatever-wanna-call-her. She's like a frigging snob. Fat snob.
Then, Leon was being a whinger. Whined a WHOLE effing lot. I nearly strangled him if I weren't having my headphones on.
Then, baby jordan was being a "badly-wired doll" (as taken from YaMei's blog. he suits that role too.) and jumping and running around with 5 older OLDER cousins running behind him, making sure he doesn't hurt himself. (damn, he loved the attention!)
Then, they left.
Then, chatted with Marcus. (He was asking me for help today. on what photos to put up on his friendster and what to write for his proposal for that 8,000-word essay for english)
Then, watched Mulan. (such a tear-jerker cartoon!)
Then, watched Gary play 21-points and drink 2 bottles of jack daniels and some sort of german apple wine/beer thingy.
Then, watched the Channel 8 9pm show..
Then, fucking tulan, that stupid fucking whore of a bitch called. Told gary to shut up while I dealt with her. She was being desperate. I forgot to tell her he went to Bangkok for training (was ordered by mom to tell her that).. the next time will be Taiwan, Australia, USA, and yeah, you guys get it right? heh heh..

THEEEEEN.. i'm here. =)


Awwww... don't you guys just miss me?
I know you guys did right? =)

Anyway.. yeah...
time to do my biostats... but before that.. I need to shower..
>__<


Sooooooo.. yeah.
hee hee... hope you guys enjoyed your holidays. *grins*



Okay.. here I go off then!

Toodles! ;)

Morning after...


>__<
Mood: bored

Wellll... i'm going out to watch Constantine with Gary after this..
Then, going down to cineleisure to pester bistro's boss...
Then, visiting the temple...
Then, going home to do my math...
Then, my reports...
Then, laze and wait aruond for the entire Tiang gang to come over to visit us..
Then, dinner...
Then, I'm locking myself in my room (or the boys' room) to do some more banner-like thingys...

Then......... ah crap.
I don't know.. We'll see what I can do after all that shiat.. yeah? =)

Sooooo, yuppidodelehs.....
hahahhahas..
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!



Toodles! ;)

steamboat, 24/7...



sooo freaking full.....
Mood: *yawns* tired

yeah.. that's jordan... cute innit? lol..
okay, he really doesn't look cute in the picture, but he has a really cute smile!!!
i might put up a family picture soon.. hahhas

I am so majorly tired and bummed out.
Over so many things. yeah....

But, whatever the case...
I'm off to sleep now. *yawns again*

Night night everyone!



Toddles! ;)

2005-02-09

imma bored....


datz why imma typin' liddat.
Mood: bored

I'm still at grandmother's place...
it's freaking bored this year.. the other kids are all grown up..
and I just met a cousin I've never met before.
(well, I did, but he was a weeeeee lil' crying infant when I last saw him 3 years ago)

Meet: Jordan.
he's 3, comin' 4 this year.. I'll take a nice picture with him later on..
and I'll make a nice little family banner along with it... that's if I know how to do that fading thingy with adobe photoshop 7.0.... *lame sigh*

Yeah...
So I might be having some cousins of mine looking over my shoulder while I type this... hahahaha...

Whatever the case.. I'm off to go play ban luck now.. hahahas..
It'll be mahjong tonight...
gonna chat a lil' more with Marcus..
then Toodles!



Okay okay..
so, yeah..

Toodles! ;)

Let's kick off a new year!!!




with a really lovely "banner I did myself!!!
Mood: happy, well, really i'm bored

Taking a leaf out of Karen Cheng's lovely blog.
I'm just experimenting around (like I always do) to come up with a banner of my own.
I like karen cheng's one. It's so nice!! =)

ooooh! The bouge de la rapper is on Lush99.5 now.. sooooo cool! =D

okay okay...


Sooo.. lunch is over, I'm rather full.. and tired. and bored. yes, yes. Very bored indeed.

So yeah..
I took some impressive pictures of Terra.. go over to my DevianArt to take a look at them if you want. Too lazy to load it up to Flickr..

Here's only one of it that I bothered to load up..
A time frame of terra, as I promised Gillian that I'll do up sooner or later.
*grins*

Terra

Click on it for a larger frame, I think.. hahs...


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come to think of it, the 'banner' is abit tooo big in terms of width..
nevermind, the next entry shall have a nicer picture, I'm sure of it! :D


Well, time to get my arse over to grandmother's!!
and to deal with a bunch of rowdy-assed cousins and rela's!




Enjoy your "holidays", MB0406!!


Toodles! ;)

My heartfelt apologies


but I haven't been a very happy person as of late..
Mood: =/

Yes, I am apologising for my vulgarities that have been dropped all over the blog entries for the past few weeks up till today.. *sheepish grin*

But I can't help it that I've been an unhappy person, now can I?
Thus, I think I shall TRY to stop the vulgarities (at least for the moment) till I crash and start on them again. Yeah... =)

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That aside.. How's it going for everyone?
I know Joey and gang are busy in Hopkins'.. with their reports and studying.. I think they're rather overwhelmed by it all. Hahahah.. hang in there, fellas! =)
You'll get used to it soon! (trust me, having come from a crazed polytechnic)

And yeah, Amanda's been changing alot since the first time I met her at McD's at Takashimaya.. hahas.. I should say it's a good change.. and I'm super proud of her progress. =) you're doing well, manda..

Sooooo.. okay.. well, basically, I'm supposed to be doing my homework, e-learning shit and all.. but I'm not. It's only 9.45am.. I wanna play Mahjong!!! but mom's busy, younger brother (being the younger brother) doesn't know how to play.


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Anyway... report time...
I don't like homework on a holiday. Just kills the fun.

(I've just watched Kungfu Hustle the 6th time)


Toodles! ;)

2005-02-08

Reunion dinner!!!!


that's not so reunion after all
Mood: sad

For 17 years in my life, I spent happy reunion dinners cooking gramma's food.. Just so she gets it the way she wants it, it was all perfectly done.
And last year, I felt absolutely weird that I didn't have to cook from gram's no more.

This year, I will feel that sense of loss again.
*grimace*

I do miss gram's alot, I really do. But sometimes, thinking of her gives me the creeps. lol.

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Oh great, you know... I really hate that fat-arsed Selene...
She calls my home one more time, I swear I'll bring her fat ego down verbally and make her cry.
And I will LAUGH and I will feel absolutely happy that she'll feel utterly miserable.
BECAUSE I HATE HER.
BECAUSE SHE IS CAUSING GARY ALL THOSE PROBLEMS!!! I feel like KILLLLLING her. but I won't.

BUT SHE DOESN'T GET THE FUCKING HINT. she just doesn't! bloody bitch.
I hope she rots and dies in hell. The sooner, the better.

grrrrr...


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Right, time for dinner.
byeeee..

a day before CNY!!


and i'm still slacking about
Mood: *glares about her*

Debra played meeee outtttt... hmph...
annoying.. first was rica, then debra.. but well, since she wants to go out so badly with her beloved 5-cent-eyes boy, then I'll just have to accomodate for her.

See, i'm soooo nice...

*rolls eyes*

Anyhoots, I'm so freaking bored.. so tempted to do something lame..
like dancing nude in my room or something. O.o *blink*
Okay, maybe not. that's too degratory already.


So yeah, I managed to get to sleep at about 3am last night, woke up at 9.30am...
Greeted dad, smacked gary's ass to wake him up just to tell him i'm taking over the computer..

only to come online to find out that MSN messenger was being a biatch again..

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Anyway, going to do my homework....
so yeaps...
will blog laters...

Toodles! ;)

2005-02-07

nightmare...


minutes before I woke up
Mood: =(

I had a nightmare this morning.
It was a horrible dream.

I was being chased. I was hiding.
I hid in an apartment which looked like my room before I threw out the old bed.
I was scared, I prayed. I want out.. so badly. But I was found out. I was harrassed.
I was frightened. I was really scared.

I wanted out so so much.
I locked everything and everyone out. I was about to escape. I liked the electric blue iBook. I wanted to take it with me. I was about to leave. But still, they managed to get in.
It was a doll. Big head, small body. Innocent looking enough, but I was scared of it.
I screamed. and I ran. I jumped out of the window, but she was there before me.

The other girls who didn't like me tried to get rid of it by kicking its head about.
Trying to kill it. Trying to murder it senseless. Trying to shut it up.
They tried helping, but the head still rolled back to me. The others couldn't do anything. Nothing at all.

I cried, I ran, then I turned around.
And then I screamed. with all my might and in my horror, I watched it change.
Change into a doll everyone feared.
The doll came towards me.
I knew I was a goner.

It was so scary. I can't take it.
I screamed. It felt so real.
Then I woke up.


Fucking scary dream.


But who was I running from?
Who was that doll anyway?


And why did the doll say I didn't know her, but she knew me VERY well?
Why did it feel so distant, yet so familiar? Was that me? or was it someone I really feared?

I don't like this dream.
Not one bit.





That aside...

I have an ulcer at the back of my lower left jaw, where the wisdom tooth's supposed to be.


Fuckin' OW.

I have NEVER been more....


pissed off in my life.
Mood: frustrated

Okay, not pissed off. I've been more pissed off than this.
More like frustrated.

The grown ups in this family are soooooo fucking annoying.
What's it with them and ME having a bloody WEEKEND job?????
I don't DO anything besides slacking over saturdays and sundays, like what fuck...
I deserve to do something MORE than just slacking, you know?

So I got myself a job, in hopes I'll do something that I remotely enjoy, but still earn some money while at it. Rather than getting my ass fat and NOT earning money.
Marcus reckons this will do me good. Since we're both having the same jobs. Having a waitressing job (his being waitering, or so he says) right smack in the middle of the mall, in the middle of town. Where other teens hang out EVERY SINGLE DAY. Only his job pays more. Mine's like shiat.

What the hell is WRONG with these 3 grown ups, I have NO idea!
2nd aunt gave me 10 buckaroos in hopes that I'd be bribed out not to work. geeeeZ!!!!
woman! You haven't even lost your viginity and you act like some flamboyant teochew wayang queen at 70!!!! I know you know I love you and you love me, but that just doesn't work with me. the flamboyant teochew wayang queen part that's trying to bribe me outta this.. no, that will NOT work with me.

After 18 years and going with living under your roof, I'm so damn accustomed to her ways. it'll take WW3 to get me out of this job.

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Having said all that, I'm going back to clearing out my room.
I am sooooo frustrated.

pffffft!

Toodles. ;)

blahness...


we're heading home
Mood: bored

Amanda helped me do up a blog layout today...
but the more I worked on the raw version of it... the more frustrated I became..
No idea why.. it's not that I didn't like the basic stuff, on the contary, I loved it.. a lil' messed up coz I've never seen it before, but getting used to it coz it was like my current skin..

Buuuut.
I didn't like the colours.. (i did this morning, not in the afternoon)
I didn't want it so stretched out the way i modified it to be..
I didn't like the blah-ness to it.

And I still couldn't fine-tune it the way to suit my liking..
*grimaces*

I still have like a month and a half to think up of a jaw-dropping layout and html/java code source to impress my rather unimpressed teacher.

I swear, I'll come up with something really good...
Three pages. All I need is three pages.


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I spent my entire day watching movies.
First, it was cartoons actually.. then I wasted my afternoon watching The Pianist.. it's such a depressing movie. German soldiers in WWII are fucking sick bastards. They enjoyed KILLING. what beasts!

Again. Sick bastards.

Then I went doing that blog skin... before chatting with Marcus.. and then I got sucked back into watching movies again. Monkey Bone. Another sick bastard monkey show.

then yeah.. i'm here again.

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Marcus... marc marc lil cuzn marc....
what a punk this boy is.

Only 16 and being so rude to me... tsk tsk tsk..
Today, Marcus (being silly lil cuzn marcus) went to the beach in hopes of getting a tan, (which he did) but he got his bag stolen while at it...
poor kid lost his wallet, mobile, shirt and new bottle of sunscreen.

He wasn't the least worried about his phone or his wallet, but he came back depressed, shirtless, and complaining and being a drama king about his stolen SHIRT.
(only coz it was ONE of his favourite shirts)

ANyhoots, he went playing around with his digicam again, and took a pic of himself showing that rude sign.. *shakes head sadly* kids....


lol!!

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well, peeps, i'm heading to bed..
Today will be a nice day.
coz it's got my favourite numbers in today's date!!! ^__^

07-02-05

*mega grin*

i'm beat tired.
NIght everyone!!!


Toodles! ;)


2005-02-06

lalalala...


not nice... not nice at all..
Mood: sucky

well, I'd been thinking through my week..
it's been a hell lot of shitload of problems.. =(
Come to think of it, I don't really know how I got through it.
But yeah, I just keep thinking about what I can do to better my future, not think back on the past. Even if it's dancing naked in my face.

People and things keep suggesting that I take a good look at my past year or month or whatsoever before taking this really huge deep breath, before throwing it aside and continuing with life.

Thing is...

I'd already done that, a LONG time ago... >__<


This is such a sad case, don'cha think?


Anyhoots, I was telling debra this afternoon about my week..
She looked at me like I was mad when I brought up the topic of shakeila saying that I looked slightly caucasian. I looked at shakeila weird too, come to think of it.

I mean, besides the fact that my grandma's a javanese (she looks to malay/cheena to be caucasian) there's nothing else that would suggest that i'd have this blonde hair/blue eye gene in me.

I told PeiSuan about it later on, while going home, and she told me she used to get this paranakan feel from me.. hahahahs.. well, what to do.. I love my hieriachy too much to let go of it.

lol..

well... going for dental appointment soon. I think.
Not looking to it.

My mom didn't take my new job well. She's hating me for it.
My dad too.
They both looked at me like I betrayed them or something.
I HATE it when they do that.
I HATE it when they make everything out to be MY fault, when it clearly ISN'T.

grrr...
so NOT fair.

And then amanda says that she's not happy that I got the job, and then accused me for not telling her about it beforehand.
Like helloooo? it was such a last minute decision of mine.
I wasn't at all serious when I asked the boss, thinking he'd just brush me aside. But he went "Oh, i need weekend workers now too!" and well, I was cheering inside.

Then what you want me to do about that?
Even if I told you, you'd go like "Hmph! i'm not interested. Got too many other things to do already."

And it didn't even cross my mind to call anyone. so there. you want, you go ask yourself.. same to junius too, hor, right, bro? :P
Hope you get the job ah, junie..

well, I'm tired and frustrated.
So i'm gonna go sleep now.
ByEEE.....

Toodles! ;)



2005-02-05

ooooooh!!!


i'm so anticipating this!
Mood: but not feeling it..

I am so anticipating this job I'm gonna tell you all about it..
but I'm not feeling the actual anticipation..

See, I just scored myself a weekend job.
At cineleisure. Mastero Bistro. waaaaay cool bistro..
starting pay is shit, but I have to make do with it, coz I hate living off my parents. Besides, I don't have a MSN chat partner to chat to on weekends. Marcus would be at HIS weekend job, and the others are busy out there, playing..
Or at home on "away" doing their reports / studying.

I'm looking forward to it, I really am.. *small secretive grin*
It looks fun, coz the other ladies there look like a fun bunch to me..
I hope to do a really good job and learn fast, coz then my pay would be increased.
I start next weekend too..

But here's the backfire.


My parents.


They so entirely flipped when I told them I scored that job on the spot and I'd be working next week.. most likely on CNY days too..

They didn't like it that I'm finding another way to get money.
They felt jealous that I'm finally finding a job..
Nah... hahaha... actually more like Mom's worried that I won't have time to study, and dad's just mad at me for not consulting him first.

yeah..
they'll get over it, I hope.
I didn't exactly tell them that the bistro's open till 5am on saturday nights.. >__<

Will I be able to take it?
I really hope I'll be able to..

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Anyway, went out to meet debra, bought a little something, have some left over cash..
will be using that money when school reopens a week from now.

I don't know, I'm feeling scared now..
I have no clue what I'm afraid of... I hope it's just the excitment building up from the new job I'll be doing.

Or maybe it's just my bladder.

*sheepish grin*


Was telling Debra that we're being such close best friends that we can even feed each other if the other person's busy doing something else..
And debra bought ice cream, and she was busy later on, so I REALLY did end up feeding her that cup of ice cream..

People were really staring at us weird, we felt weird too.. hahas.. but she was really busy, so what the heck.. hahas...
busy drinking her lemongrass drink..

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I went back home.. after parting ways with debra at dhoby ghaut MRT to hop on to NEL to get home...
called PeiSuan to tell her of my cool new job, she was the 2nd person (excluding debra who was there when i scored that job) to know about it.
She was so happy for me too!!! :D

PeiSuan and Allison bought me a new pencil box.. I'll have to remember to bring my fabric glue and glue on Le Trio Sinistre on the back of the pencil case!!
Sooo coolios!!!

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I have to thank Marcus..
seriously.

He gave me a new idol to listen to!! :D
I soooooo love Donavon Frankenreiter's songs...
so cool!!!

hahas.. okay.. not exactly the greatest (coz I know there'll be SOMEONE who'll be THE idol for me.. just that I haven't found THE idol yet)
but still, I just happen to love his beats and all...

Maroon 5 is our fave.

*mega-grin*
Anyone who likes maroon 5 with a passion (for just his songs) has a really good taste. (just like me!)

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Okay, back to my reports. I wanna get them done soon.

I can start on doing early reports this week onwards.
I WILL have a headstart soon. =)

This time, I'll be competing against myself, not aiming for the top position, but I know I can do better this semester.

And perhaps next semester, I'll have not a shame in sitting in for inorganic chem lectures. I have michelle to keep me company with and vice versa! ^__^V

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So yeah...
toodles!!!

P.S.: Mich, talk to me on MSN for the TCC person to call. I couldn't ask them for the details coz they were being super busy people today. They left me quick with a number to call. So do remember to message me over MSN for the person's number.