dead day....
read the papers today?
deebra. zonkey.. but deebra is more impactful.. reminds me of debra.. =P
Meeting was a bore..
oh no, let me correct that.
the meetings WERE a bore..
10 - 6. you know how boring that is?
5 meetings, in one day.
then, 3 hours of fun in a cafe that sits in the absolute centre of raffles place.
nice.
so not.
but at least, I get to take-away the desserts. yummy.
I swear, coffee club CANNOT cook main course dishes. they're better off with the desserts.
and the occassional sodas.
tcc isn't all that bad.
if you want to find a place to study, go there in the mornings at about 10.. the best time to study there.. it's totally empty. especially on saturdays... ;)
nice!
king of morraco was just a few 100 metres down the road, in raffles hotel, apparently.. ;) it was sooooo cool. they had like some 10 police bikes parked outside the hotel, a police car, an armoured SUV....
and tonnes of guys in lounge suits with ties and shiny leather shoes walking about, talking on walkie talkies....
so cool!
Liru and debra were talking to douglas and I just now after dinner. we were all catching up and they got on the topic of kidnapping rich people's kids..
debra suddenly came up with the brightest idea...
"why do you wanna kidnap their sons when you can DATE them?"
liru's eyes just sparkled man. just simply sparkled. hahaha....
steven cracked super cold jokes that michelle taught him 5 minutes before his speech.
=P
damn, was he embarassed man. you could actually hear the crickets singing and the toilets flushing... okay, i'm just overdoing it. hahahha...
oh man.. i just realised i have SO many things to save up for and buy.
presents for :: amanda, debra, mom, peisuan.
money owed :: debra, peisuan.
things i have to get for my own coz i'm in NEED of it. not that i WANT it, but they're necessities. i can't even afford for my own necessities. you know how pathetic that is? and i still have to buy presents for people.
how is it,
that i have to think of the leisure of others,
when i can't even AFFORD FOR MY OWN NECESSARY THINGS??????
sometimes, i feel so bloody pathetic i can't even afford my own dinner. =(
and here, amanda is demanding i should get her a $250+ crumpler bag.
i can't even buy a pair of shoes for myself, and she wants me to spend $250 odd on her. where am i gonna find that sort of money?
it's times like these that make me want to curl up, wither, and disappear from the face of this earth.
I can't even afford a pair of shoes. she wants $250+ bag from me.
(yes it's the fact. and yes, i'm trying to make you feel guilty as well, amanda. i REALLY can't afford anything right now.)
mr bill gates, if you're reading this, track me down, can you give me a million pounds? or a million US dollars?
so that i can satisfy the wants of my friends, and at least buy myself a decent pair of shoes and some new clothes.
okay a million will be too much. 1000 pounds will do fine. or USD1000.
just some money. i'm sure you won't mind if you could spare me some cash now would you?
i'll eat McD's with the coupons as usual too. at a student-centric joint. so it's double the discount. but i don't wanna die from eating too much of McD's.
i'll just stick to buns and water. cheaper.
now i really feel like curling up, and hide myself away from the world. coz i'm poor.
what's wrong?
what's wrong, girl?
you sound so sad..
is it the stress?
or the mess everything's been?
did he make you cry?
I swear I'll go after him with clubs.
those wasted clubs sitting in my store.
they have extra usages to them.
we can use them if you want.
what's wrong, girl?
you won't talk to me.
not with him around you so close by..
you avoid, you make excuses, you turn topics like pages.
what's wrong?
tell me, answer me,
would I know about it soon?
how soon is soon?
will it take a day, a week, a month, or a year?
I'd like to know..
i'll stay by you like always,
like my promise sticks fast,
"I'll be there for you, these five words i promise you"
Friends forever thru and thru,
tell me soon,
what's wrong?
I'd like to know.
that aside....
aliff likes cats tooooo!!!!
he's got this persian blue!!!! and a ginger long-hair tabby!!!
omg, cuteness!
(as you can very well see i go mad about cats)
"Cause it's easy once you know how it's done,
and you can't stop now it's already begun,
you feel it running through your bones.
Then you jerk it out..." - Caesars Palace "jerk it out"
crazy says as crazy does,
i'm on a caffeine high.
cafe mocha rocks my socks!
meeting marathon today...
10am - 6pm.
anything, just call or sms.
calling is better.
dinner function tonight...
7pm - 10pm.
again, call or sms.
if you're not family, sms.
meh. i'll be busy catching up with some of my peeps, see.
ciaoz.
The cut.
Do I make the cut?
or am I just below it?
Am I of your standards?
Do I hit your expectations?
Many times we wonder,
wonder if we are of society's heightened standards.
Obviously we all aren't, or we won't be competing with each other,
for that top spot.
I'm not at the top,
I don't wish to be.
I'd rather be happy where I'm at, than to move an inch more forward.
Then again, everyone around me is moving, faster than I can catch my breath, say hello, appreciate the little wonders in life, make memories with my friends, make an impact on their lives, rather than that of mindless critiques who don't give a damn about you after you show them that one piece of work, which they condemn to smithereens.
Which is better?
Slowing down, to appreciate, and enjoy...
or picking up the pace, never slowing, never stopping, never caring, just to hit the top?
only to find out:
you were never the top to begin with.
Not till you're mad scientist Albert Edison Einstien.
or the great Luis Pasteur and whatnots.
I made another attempt to get my hair back in shape yesterday.
Mom said it look considerably better.
Thanks to the guy-who-isn't-gay who cut my hair. he's good, for a guy.
Spastic says as spastic does.
so who is spastic?
the spasticated spazness of a spastic idiot is just like.....(fill your name in here), who doesn't know that being spastic is so uncool, but does it anyway.
who is spastic?
you are.
. b . o . r . e . d .
I forgot my spine had problems. did sit-ups on the floor with a yoga mat, now it's sprained again. slightly, if not any. hurts like an ass on medicated oil.
=( =( =(
Gary suggested doing crunches on my bed. I told him i'd gladly fall asleep after that.
I think I'll stick to swimming heh?
"Dark is the night
I can weather the storm
Never say die
I've been down this road before
I'll never quit" - Bryan McKnight "Win"
There's always a purpose in life.
You don't know it for sure,
but you feel it in your heart, your soul.
Many a times,
we lose sight of things that we truely need,
and go for what we just plainly, materialistically want.
Sometimes, we just think we're in love,
but do we think the right way?
When more than 5 people say no to something,
is it the time to stop and think?
or do we just go ahead in sheer instant insanity
and do what we feel like doing,
not what we're supposed to be doing?
Is there a difference in that anyway?
I sit here, thinking and waiting, waiting and thinking, for an inspiration to strike hard at my head. Hoping against hope that it'll send me into my world of derelium. One lecture, 2.5 hours, and you know 7 months worth of current affairs. or so yin tells me about her lecture proper. seats available: 75. in a small room.
should i go? maybe in december.
Still sitting here, thinking and waiting for that bloody shit inspiration. aucun ne me frappe..
*sighs*okay, here's something:
why do we do things out to spite others?
Why do we do things... just to get the pleasure from it?
why do we do stupid things, just for the thrill of it?
Are we all that dumb?
Do you smoke your fags just coz you thought it was cool?
or that you were pressured into it?
or was it your way of trying to 'relax' and get on your high?
Why do I blog?
Why do I even voice my thoughts?
Perhaps I'm just being the narcissist that I always am.
To make myself known in my own little world of derelium. Times like these, I don't waste worshipping myself.
Call me an egotisitcal idiot: I'm living in my moment of truth - I love myself more that I'd love anyone else.
heh. yes, i'm such a narcissist. i know you love me. don't deny it further. =P
everyone loves me!
quick word..
i've done crappers up. don't freak ;P
you'll love it!
earpieces and rings
let's speak in ambiguousness today; =P
not much ambiguity to begin with in the first place.
cat had milk.
I'd milk + cereal.
meeting at 7.30pm.
More shit to come. I dread going for it. I'm starting to dislike the head. maybe it's the stress, maybe she just thinks she's so high up there, doesn't know when to joke and relax.
whatever; it's just an assumption, of which one out of the two i made is true. guess which?
if only I can take a parang and slice her.........
hair off.
at least the satisfaction will be there.
she'll have equally short hair like mine. =)
Ice chinkling with the glass, it makes such a nice crystal-like sound. Ice-chilled water. dad, pour me a cup as well, why don't you? thank you so very much.
On my part on being a pathetic writer; I give up for the time being.
*sighs*"And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me" - Michael Bublé "Home"
You know who you are, I'd thought I've forgiven you, but sometimes, I feel like I could strangle you for the things you've done to upset everyone in everyway possible.
And then, I think of the things you'd done just to make me smile, in the smallest ways ever. I loved you just like that, for doing the little things that always made my day, making me smile for hours on end. It's not the poems, not the sweet words of love, but rather, your view on life, your humour, I'd rather love you for you than anything else you tried to come up with.
And it's things like that which I reminisce of that remind me why I chose you in the first place.. I hope you read and reminisce too.
no words need explain
For the geek in me, the guys were great at it.
Q: Radio wire is often used to make bird nests. What station do they listen to?
A: Air-o-cloud, the one-stop HOTTEST bird station, BM 34.7.
"I'll be there for you, these five words I swear to you" - bon jovi.
Dark falls upon thy light,
casting shadows thru yonder blues...
creation naught of life,
but of a sorrow so sad,
I wish to bleed for you.
Say you know not what that happens,
but what I feel,
not the feelings,
but what you have seen in my eyes..
Do you see,
my sorrow for you?
Do you know,
I bleed for you?
Have you known,
my existance at all?
rubbish no more...
yeah, okay, I decided to do away with the whole... rubbish that I always blog about.
Perhaps, I'd get back my wacky nature and blog about my life once in a while.
Meanwhile, in waiting for my father to return home, I'll fill you in on what's going to happen to this blog.
Firstly, I'll have on amanda's layout soon. for about 2-3 months, depending on how lazy I get, it could be here till next year.
My writing style will be changing. Not to suit anyone's liking, just my own. I figured it's not gonna work out if I keep zilching out on the bitching. Then again, I bitch like a crazed mind.
In any case, Simply City no more. I'm sick and tired of reminding myself to live life to it's simplest of ways, yet, get into so much trouble just trying to be simple.
I reckon I try too hard.
well, just keep clickin' in here to see when the new skin's gonna be up by.
Prolly by the end of this week or the next. We'll see how it goes.
Meanwhile, I finally found the layout char had before. I thought it was pretty cool, so since many people have it too, I'll just join them in having it...i got a cooler one now. this red one rawks.
the morning after..
Last night was perpeptually boring. With work loaded on me again, it's time to get running....
Ian told me class wasn't for today, rather it's next week, 3rd and 5th.
and on the 4th i'll have to go back for orientation..
soooooooo it'll be school days! lol..
*sighs*See, the good thing about being in SCL is that, we don't have to stay over in school like the others for orientation... lol
We just have spastic day camps that we ALLLLL have to go through.
Okay, I really shouldn't have that sorta mindset, it'll just bore the shit out of everyone....
Anyway, like yea, meeting rica up after this.. going down to the drivers' learning centre to go upgrade my status from private candidate's to a student's.. then.. well, you know the rest.
meh.. i have half the mind to close down this blog.. it's getting too... dreary...
*grimaces*We'll see how it goes.
blog laters.
fed up with my holidays
What shit holiday is this??
uggggghhh.....
Okay, while I'd hate to complain that I have lack of activities to do...
which is what Ian has: no work. slacker king. (correct not, dude? haha..) =P
how I envy him so...
I stay up till 2am in the mornings, blank headed, not knowing what to do...
serious! I have no idea what to do, where to start.
Tomorrow, I have to do so many things....
Go to school, have class, meet up with rica to convert my PBL's to a student's, not private candidate... run down to Kallang to get the damn sports partnership application form from SSC.. run back to bugis area to take some shots of the shrubbles of the now inexistant original national library.. and walk around to get the other shot of the upcoming, modern architecture of the new national library.
THEN, I get to go home. by then, it'll be about 6? yeah? possibly...
And the weather doesn't help me either.
I just wanna walk around town in a horribly thin singlet and shorts, wearing sandals and carrying nothing. I'm in beachwear, strutting around town. How splendid, ain't it? =S
Just look at this. this is horrendous.
334 mails. okay, so it's miscellaneous. but check it out: it's only the inbox.
=(
click on it for bigger views.. yeah.. haha.
ugh... =( =( =(
gtg sleep now...
bye everyone.
*yawn* this is boring....
Okay, so... I had my one cup of bailey's last night...
ain't that great?
I slept like a log till 10.37am today... whahaha...
woken up by the call of Ms Dorothy.. who got over excited when she found out I was an ex-SJC girl.
Anyway, time to get on with sending out those mails...
I'm dead beat.. with a bit of a hang over... I need muhh coffeeeee...
later.
nothing to blog.
i'm feeling so bored.
wanna go shopping.
then i realised,
i haven't got any money.
damn.
I resort to chillin' at home today.
=D
toodle-dee-doo-days..
byeee-dee-byeee ladies..!
angeline
P.S.: the tagboard's back up. flood away everyone.
pictures pictures!!
hmmmmm... let's seee.......
eh, i forgot what i was supposed to post up..as in the pictures...
so you'll just have to make do with spastic looking pictures from me! hahahaha....
yeppies....
oh yeah... my new phone....
yes yes.....
yes yes...mah b-e-a-uuuuuuu-ti-fullll phone...
gillian, drooooool!!!!!!
okay, lameness aside...
blog tomorrow. bye!
yoooohoooo!!!!
sooooooo... here i am. again.
whahahahaha..... >__<
i'm going mad here. Anderson sec's mr Tok doesn't want to call back.
i'm on to 8 projects. I have yet to study for my supp's.....
I think i'll just do some biostatistics today... hahaha... heh.. hai.... (-_-)
oh well..
anyway, ugh.. this is so frustrating..... >__<
I don't wanna go for the orientation dry run, but i gotta be there since i'm in-charge...
Now I REALLY have to cancel with manda coz they said we have to go back... just nice. On 4th May. ugh. how perfect hurh?
yes, the sacarsm was intended, if you didn't know that.
*sighs*Sometimes I wonder why I have to do so many things... what am I running away from?
Why do I give myself so much work? Run away from
WHAT exactly?
These questions, maybe I'll ponder on them some other day... I really want to think about it now, but unlike manda, i don't have a swimming pool in the neighbourhood which i can access anytime I want to, so I can't possibly go to a quiet place to think and ponder on such questions.
Albert, president of SCL club (i'm just his assistant, apparently), came down today... he couldn't get in touch with me coz his grandmother passed away and he'd been back to indonesia for about 3 weeks, he just got home last weekend...
He asked me to ponder over this really interesting question he presented to me over our drinks just now after the Orientation briefing..
What if one day, you find out that your spouse/boyfriend/girlfriend-if you're a guy, is actually a transvesttite?
What would you do? would you dump shim? (okay, new word, shim.. whahah)
i mean, what will your reaction be?
A really good question to ponder on, I'd say...
anyway, rubbish and anxiety aside.....
i bid thee farewell!
Toodles! ;)
angeline.
This is my plan....
I am gonna turn photography into my career. lol
okay, that's like impossible.... but perhaps if i read up more on playing around with the lighting... the f speed thingy.. and stuff like that....
I could prolly turn my addiction in photography into a sideline career and earn big bucks outta it. >__<
that's a thought worth day dreaming for, if you didn't know that.
Weeeell... I have 4 gigs worth of extra songs in my computer now... how cool is that?
the whole CD of cold play, five for fighting... practically all the songs Frank Sinatra sang (by god, I swear I'm falling in love with Frank Sinatra songs!), lots of really cool, updated songs.. hahaha...
this is like superb..
Anyway, I'm getting a horrible headache now...
those migraines are coming back to me.. haha... how wonderful, ain't it?
Okay, well, time to go prepare for tomorrow's briefing and the lab coat for rica...
hmmmm....
all that and chatting with char.. hahas...
okay okay.. hahas...
time ta go!!!!
toodles!!!! ;)
angeline.
Leaving on a jet plane!!!
Here's a nice song i'd like to share...
Leaving on a Jet Plane ~*~ Chantal KreviarukAll my bags are packed, I'm ready to go
I'm standing here outside your door
I hate to wake you up to say goodbye
But the dawn is breaking, it's early morn'
The taxi's waiting, he's blowing his horn
Already I'm so lonesome I could die
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
There's so many times I've let you down
So many times I've played around
but tell him that they don't mean a thing
Every place I go I’ll think of you
Every song I sing I'll sing for you
When I come back, I'll wear your wedding ring
So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
Now the time has come to leave you
One more time, oh let me kiss you
And close your eyes and I'll be on my way
Dream about the days to come
When I won't have to leave alone
by the times that I won't have to say
Oh kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go
'Cause I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when I'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
But I'm leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
Leaving on a jet plane
On a jet plane
nicccce. haha... oh well....
anyway, woke up to gary's annoying music. you know, it's been a while since he's woken up THIS early to blast his music. The last time he did, was in his first year in poly.. which was about 4 years ago...
Well, this shows he's happy again.. meh. poor me. I'm gonna get blasted by his damn music all sunday mornings.. this sucks! I can't get my sleep like that. =(
anyway, i have the COOLEST and wackiest ringtones EVER!!!!! ^__^
you'll just have to listen out for it... charmaine told me an idea which she's already using for her ringtone.. =D
great idea sis! now we can go on the streets to scare the shit out of everyone!!! whahahahaha...!!
Soooo, okay, since amanda had been demanding.. I shall give in this once..
THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!! for the Macromedia disk (which is still in my laptop's drive, unfortunately for you.) and the Adobe Photoshop CS!!!! =D
although I haven't like, taken time to look into it's details on how to load them stupid brushes... =(
some other time when I'm not this busy, yarh..?
hahahah...
well, okok.. time to buzz off for me..
i'm going to do up those protocols.. finally found most of the stuff out...
so yeah...
Anyway, time ta go.....
toodles! ;)
angeline
Crazy day...
Hello everyone! =P
Okay, well, I'm just putting at 23.59 for simple reasons that I'm blogging about today... but the actual time now is 2.15am, 24th April 2005. >__<
yeah yeah...
well, let's see yah...
I reached school at like 9.15.. no no.. 9.20am.. yeah...
Mizael told me he slept 2 hours the night before coz he was busy hangin' out with his friends till like 3plus and reached home at 4plus.. nearly 5.. right? sheesh.. he's insane lah..
So today, he was a lil' (okay, ALOT) cranky... pretending to be a total pain in the ass coz the china students from engineering were like.. meh.. gay. heh.
*shudders*We were being so bloody sacarstic and mean toda.. (we being, mizael, damien, jean and me)
Just insulting Bear and those students ahead of us openly but indirectly.. whahahah... we are SO ebiiillll!! >__<
Soooo, yeah, the walk was really boring, coz most of the stuff, I've seen at TN.. and the canopy wasn't even a canopy. pffft. so sturdy, the walkway... i thought it'd be as thrilling as Taman Negara's..
oh-hoooo!! no way jose! it's singapore we're talking here. gotta be SAFE hurh?
I ended up whinning over why there weren't any lifts up, or escalators up to the top of the little 'hill'.. ah well, it was just plain annoyance on my part.. whahahah!
sooooo... we walked.. 10.10am - 2.20pm.
not bad hurh? possibly over 6km, I'd say... i dunno just a wild guess.. I mean, it's like 5km at the other trail and about 1km at the first trail.. so yeah...
ummmmm....
took some pictures... will post them up some other time.. when I'm not this lazy.. (or 'busy')
heh.
Anyway, afternoon, went home, bathed, took $130 from dad... (came home with $6, you'll see as we go along) ran out and went down to meet debra..
not before I went to popular to get this kickass cute $6.35 page-numbered, hard-back ruled log book. nice. but my money... okay, so like I paid $5.70 for it coz I had discount.. but like... that's still alot of money gone!!!
Met debra at far east.. got harrassed by the ever 'celebrated' ex-student of NYP, steven lim. I can't believe I let him do the most gruesome thing to me: plucking my eyebrows.
and that cost me $10 and.. and.. a set of nearly botak eyebrows. yuck.
anyway, since I promised him: www.stevenlim.net
go copy and paste onto your browsers if you wanna know who on earth he is..
he is SOOOOOO freaking gay. steven, if you DO read this, stop it. it really doesn't appeal. whahaha.. =P
sooo, after that, we went to get my face washed up coz like there were little bits of hair in my eyes and it was really annoying...
debra and I went shopping! whahaha... to heerens, got nothing, to taka... nothing... but we sat in mos burger's for quite some time... slacking and slacking...
then went down to PS to find gillian, since rica went off already..
we met xiuting along the way.. she became a lesbian i think.. whahah.. so weird..
So, like, we saw gins... went shopping, bought chocs for gins, went shopping, gave gins SOME chocs, went shopping... dinner at delifrance... i didn't get my coffee...
=( then shopping... shopping shopping... then met gins again... then shopping.. we met marc lim along the way.. well, SAW him. so to let debra DROOL at him some more, I made us (yea, us) walk by long john's silver's for like 5 times... ahhahahaha... she was so bloody happy.. sheesh!
then.. gave gins all the chocs.... then we went to carrefour to get MORE chocolates.. got my favourite, EXTRA FINE chocolates!!! =)
nice.
Then, AFTER buying the chocolates, I remembered I had lots of chocolates at home.. but.. ah well, it's my favourite chocolates.. so i'm not bothering.
Paid debra the rest of the $80 that i owe her mom...
sooooo that makes up the bulk of the $130...
well, okay.. see.. $20 to my ez-link card, $5.70 to book, $80 to repay aunt jean.. that's $125.70.. i paid for dinner.. which was $12.50.. debra paid $0.50.. haha... hmmm..that makes it to like $138?!?!? whoa.. okay.. that's weird.. i don't recall having that much money... >__<
where'd $8 come from??????
this is weeeeeird.....
OH. crap. the delifrance guy. I gave him $50.. it's $12.50, but he gave me $40 back.... oh shit..
*sighs*but that still leaves the excess.. $6.... which is in my pocket.... which I have NO idea where it came from....
*shrugs*whahahahhahaha....
you've seen ignorant me now. I really can't be bothered to go find out where the heck what belongs to where. or whom...
anyway, it's late.. it's like 2.36am now...
soooo..
good night!!!
angeline.
neeeeew!!!!
New phone!
my mom RAWKS man.... she called me up this afternoon.. just after I woke up...and was chatting halfway to char char... ^__^
"girl ah... the phone we were talking about the other day.. the nokia one... which colour do you want it to be? black or white?"
whahahahha!!! i love me mom!!!!
anyway... yeah.. done with calling..
oh yeah.. hahaha... time to go decorate my little fishies book... ;)
(as how peisuan would call it)
It was supposed to be the danio book, but she wanted fishies... so yeah... hahaha.. I shall compromise.. fishies is easier to remember anyway.. lol
sooooooo,
yeah....... it seems to me, that every 22nd April would be a good day for me.
not bad, not bad. I'm liking this! ;)
okay, time to go..
byeee!
Hello people!
yep, good morning, good morning...
I just woke up!!! whahaha.. what a time man.... like at 11.30am????
I'm such a sleeper.
Anyway, mom helped me ask about the
danio rerio, there's still loads to ask the fish guy, meh. I dunno.. lol
I'll go down later to check it out on those micropellets... he says it's dead useful, but I thought brine shrimp was better?
Sooooo, yeah, I played with Terra a little bit.. she got fed up after a while.. whahhaha.. she's such a cutie!
Mom's watching TV now. I gotta make brunch in a bit..
OOOh.... like damn, I've got so many people to call today.
There goes my bill you know? OOOH, I'll use the home phone... hee hee hee...
let me count how many people I've gotta call today...
SSC, 37 people for OGLs and the runners/ushers.. okay, minus off mizael coz i told him already. Theeeeeen, budi from wicked aura.. that ass doesn't wanna call back, i'll call him like tmr maybe.
ummmmmmm....
Oh, that's right..
The tagboard's under construction at the moment, so it's been put to the read-only mode. I'll set up another tagboard just below it.. so yeah... just watch out for it in a bit, in like an hour or so, when I can find the old tagboard... heh.
ummmmmmmmm.... what else what else...
manda isn't done with the blog.. I'm not done with my photojournal like I promised to finish up with.. (sorry dude, I'm busy either slacking, or gary's hogging the main comp, or ---) okay, I have the full macromedia set, to whom should I complain about not getting that simple photojournal done up for? >__<
this is getting spastic.
well, alright, I've gotta go get my hardcover pretty log book for me zebrafishies protocols... I already have the standard protocols ready at hand.
Now I'm gonna draft up another one, i'll type it out by tonight, and send a copy to ms Eunice by tmr morning...
and get planning for me OGL's and runners/ushers.....
yeap yeap...
okie, sooo like I gotta end here.
I'm starving.
Toodles everyone.
angeline
I didn't forget....
oh you know who you are...
yeah... i didn't forget. a tiny fragment of me is hoping that you haven't forgotten, but if you have, that's perfectly fine, coz there isn't much going on now or in the future anyway..
ambiguous as it may sound, few people know what I'm talking about. hor, right debra?
anyway, memories, so hard to forget.
yet so easy to brush aside with the thought of another memory..
Sometimes, things hurt you, and you have to stand up and put it past you to be strong again. I guess that's how we all see life to be as...
Ooooh.. okok, I'll shut up already. I sound so bloody angsty...
grosses me out to realise that too.. whahaha...
ahh well...
today sure is a significant day, but it's no more special than the rest of the days... =)
a year has passed, how have you been?good day, good afternoon, good evening and good night.
angeline.
ILL WILL PRESSSSSS.com
WAHHAHAH!!!!
Everyone should go watch the Toons at
illwillpress.com....
It's freaking hilarious!!!!!
today, nothing much happened.. so yeah...
slacked.. you know what.. i should get my protocols done tomorrow, and then get the NE project done...
THEN i'm gonna study for those freaking supp papers. =(
haiz...
okay, like whatever.
i'm just going to read up more on those little fishies..
tomorrow, I shall show you what sorta fish I kill for a living in school..
okay, not much of a living.. just to keep my ass in school that's all.. lol
HINT: it's called the danio rerio. aka zebrafish.
byeeee!!!
angeline
The first thing I thought of this morning....
The very first thing I thought of this morning when I woke up was....
about this old man selling tissues at the bottom of the stairs that links lido to wheelock place.
See, what made this old man stand out from all the other tissue sellers was that he was indeed in need of the money.
He had an amputated left leg. As in the whole left leg gone, and his right leg is browning and on the way on becoming black.
Gangrine, was the first thing that came to my mind after thinking about him.
I know I should've given him all my dinner money (which was only $10) but I'd given him $2 instead.
He looked particularly happy that mabelline and I could converse in dialect with him. After asking over his health, I only took one tissue pack from him coz I needed it (still haven't used it, but i'll use it with all knowing I bought it from a very special person).
What kept this old man in my mind, was the strength he had, to remain cheerful and so positive about life, to make a living out of trying to sell tissue packs to passerbys who don't give him so much of a second glance. It's a good thing I took one really good look at this old man. He just stood out from the rest, and this little voice telling me "give him some money, he really needs it".
I dunno.. maybe if you're passing by the same walkway as I am today, or if you have the time, go on down there, and give this old man some money too. I know, perhaps he's got lots of money now with people like me and mabelline giving him $2.. but I guess he needs a bit more money. What if he has a wife to look after too? Or his kids dumped their own kids with him? Okay, i doubt so, but what if?
And if any doctors are reading this, maybe you could take a better look at his remaining right leg... it looks horrid to me...
This old man really gave more meaning to the saying "There's more to life worth living for than to sit and wallow all day in misery", just look at him..! He's prolly over 60, has an amputated leg, but still stands there all day long, smiling at passerbys and pleaing with them to buy his tissue packs, just trying to make a small living for himself. I bet he's gone through so much depression, it hurts even more than a major break up with a boyfriend. Just watching him smile and laugh, if only a little, gave me just enough to know that even if he didn't make enough today, he'll try again tomorrow..
Anyway, that's all for this morning...
Oh thanks to amanda, i have that bloody chinese song (CHINESE AT THAT!) stuck in my head... great.
gotta go do protocol..
bye!
Day out in town!
Soooooooo....
hello again...
I shouldn't make it a habit to blog more than once in two days...
lol
But anyway, today, went out to school and finished not even 5 minutes of meeting ying shya.. how cool is that???
I called budi from wicked aura but he was still asleep.
I called 'manda, and we decided to meet in town instead....
we went window shopping.. hee hee.. I fell in love with frills. omg. >__<
so not me. but what the heck. somethings I just gotta try.
I'm gonna go to that flea market shiao-yin was talking about.. hahaha.. must get her to bring me there one day.. i'd forgotten the directions... she was saying they sell the WACKIEST clothes there. awesome! =)
Anyway, had lunch in RP. I swear I won't eat there again. It's addictive. I eat one more meal there, I won't go back to school for food. wait, isn't that a good thing? lol.
So yeah, we went to RP library to do some work, I got my comm service thing like just started. have to flip through the minutes to see what we've done so far. =S this is havoc work.
*sighs*Anyway, mabelline called me up to tell me she can make it down today, so we planned to meet up at orchard MRT again. =) more of that later.
Steven called me up to tell me that anderson secondary students got EVERYTHING wrong. blardy shit. make me waste my bloody time. that's going into the report leh! shit them. nevermind, I'll call mrs ng up to see if sjc still wants to do the project not. now i have two choices to give to the anderson sec students. 1) re-do the project. 2) I do the project, they give me ideas.
Well, meeting with mabelline was absolutely GREAT. =D
I LOVE talking to ex-schoolmates.. hahas.. they're the best! =)
okay, so like yeah... we got a table at coffee bean's outside wheelock place, and discussed about the talk. It's pretty cool... We were just discussing about what's cool about poly and what's not. next up is the do's and don't's in poly life. Just some general advice when they get to poly...and give them a rough idea of what poly life is like..
Anyway, yeah.. actually, that pretty much summarises the day.. I had my cafe mocha today, i'm a happy girl today. =)
Sooooo, yeah...
char, relax k? you sound stressed up with your one-worded replies! hahaha... it'll be over soon.. just keep studying and practising your works and stuff...
Okay, I'm off to do research for my baby zebrafishies.. i lurve my fishies.. they're soooo cute! my little babies! (^_^)/`~
bye!
angeline
It's wednesday....
I LOVE wednesdays!!! only coz it's the MIDDLE of the week.. okay, that's a very lame reason. Seriously, I'd forgotten why I love wednesdays so much. Maybe, you just don't have to have a reason to love something. You just do? lol
Today, I'll be meeting up with Amanda... for lunch.. then we're sneakin' off to the library to upload songs, download software and have fun there...
well, okay, off i go to get skinned by YingShya....
*gulp* jia lart! i sure DIE one. shit lah.....
angeline
Peisuan, peisuan...
See, peisuan pointed out a VERY important fact for me just a few moments ago..
that majority of people do not understand that all-girl-school girls (or those who had an education at such schools) treats EVERYONE equally. SO right now, I have to cater to the masses and stop trying to treat everyone equally... is that just about right?
*frowns*In any case, I should try to become a feminist.
peisuan just grossed the hell out of me about males. disgusting.
(you know, along the lines of 'old, greasy and filthy rich, garlic flavored breathed pilot' for a future husband when I'm all 50.. ew.)
Anyway, mabelline cancelled on me, so did serica. This just
IRKS me, you know. You confirm with me and end up you cancel it. how wonderful.
I'm gonna go sulk and get my nyaa journals done.
thoughtless
Hi everyone,
today, I'm being rushed through everything. So with that, my thoughts are equally incoherent as well.
Don't mind me about that.
Today, I looked at my calender and well, I frowned. At SO many things.
I'm absolutely packed this week through till 1st week of may. There isn't a time to play, or a beat to miss. I'm going berserk!!! lol
But then again, I always remind myself, 'If this is busy, wait till you see Lindsay Lohan's schedule.' WHAHAHAHAHA.... I bet you she's busier than I am, that's for sure. Photoshoots, music videos, movies to film on end... and roadshows and stuff? man, you're one busy girl, Ms Lindsay Lohan! ;)
I'm still slacking, I'd say.
Look at me! I have time enough to get on this bloody web page to update you on how 'busy' I am.
WOW..The great wonders of me, hurh?
Anyway, I don't think orientation this year will be smooth. So, with my position and job scope as runners/ushers IC, I'm gonna make sure everything runs smoothly and according to plan. Thing is... how on earth am I gonna do that?
When school starts, I'm gonna drop some stuff...
I've already dropped my job quite a while back, thank goodness. I don't think I could've went on with those 'no-sleep, just work' nights with measley pay checks. freak, they only paid me $337.50 for those nights that I slaughtered myself to work for. I can't even buy a proper stove with that money, ask me if that's enough as my first pay? I should sue them for mistreatment. I'm never working there. Never patronising that shop either.
I gave up debates, there's no point in it when trainings keep clashing with Urban Infest meetings. =(
I'm dropping out of PALs by start of school. At least I'll get one year's worth of CCA points. If they even gave me points. If they didn't, it show how much of a slave driver they are to their own students.
I made up with the class on the last day of school. How ironic, but I'm thankful for it. But I still can't sleep at night. I'm just troubled over other matters I can't seem to figure out over. And that really sucks the fun out of my nights, seriously. Okay, for the fact that I sleep earlier than damien and gang, I sleep earlier than the other people on my MSN list. at least 100 of them at that.
Tomorrow I have to meet YingShya to let her see how my nyaa journals are getting along. And then meet up with serica. AND THEN, with mabelline. Oh geez. so many things I haven't put up on my schedule.. Like okay, I'll get it done in a jiffy. You'll see the updated version of my schedule at about 7pm SG time.
And the new schedule for May will be up by first week of may. Oh geez. I feel like I can go jump off the window in my room this moment. >__<
Next week.
Next week... I have meeting again. =( this time it's with helpers and OGLs. Monday, 10.30am, LTQ6. Be there sharp, all 95 of you. (okay, only like a few read my blog. geez.)
Then cell bio prac training, 9am-1pm in school on tuesday and friday.
The week after that (first week of may), I have to get the protocol done up, compared with Peisuan's and passed up to Ms Eunice on that tuesday.
On the 4th, I'm going out with amanda. She demanded.. i could only try to compromise. like what peisuan always says "You see, there're demands and compromises.. you're the one compromising." yeah, I agree. and I compromise too much as well. I should be selfish and demand sometimes too. (then comes Angeline the Spoilt Brat. you won't like it.)
Uggggggh...
I am going to sleep. Waking up at like 4pm to complete all that those annoying nyaa journals and plannings and protocols.
Can I just curl up and DIE right now?
I'll just go curl up.
and sleep.
bye.
lalalala.....
Today, I went to school, thinking that I'll have to stick my butt there the whole day....
hello and good afternooooon my good people!
So I'm back home, with a whole lot of stuff I have to do.
(okay it's just one thing)
and it's to be a zebrafish fanatic: I've been told to go love zebrafish.
Coz peisuan and I have to go find out how to rear those little fishies that we've become so accustomed to killing... from embryo to adult fish and watch them reproduce and make little baby fishies and all that...
using brine shrimp eggs.
oh, wow.This is
SUPER fun.
-_-!!
right.
remind me again why I came to SCL to do genetics?
oh that's right..
Ms Eunice said if we manage to get this done, published and sold, we're moving on to
transgenic fishes which glow-in-the-dark.whahhahah..
SOOOOOOOO exciting.
heh.
i'm psychoing myself to LOVE this. I
LOOOOOOVE zebrafish. Oh
WOW. it's
soooooooo cute!!! little mouths which go gulping for air..
oh woooooow!!!*pukes*okay okay, I love those fishes. But to make an aquarium.. a FLOCK.. a
whole FAMILY of zebrafishes from scratch.. that's a feat to conquer.. I'm up for it! :D
check this out: we're only given 2 weeks for research before those cute crates of brine shrimp eggs come to us from USA.. apparently, they can hatch about 245K nauplii (baby brine shrimp) per gram of cysts..
oh woooow.. heh..
anyway, I'm gonna try to do like, a photojournal.. and submit my link to mizael.. prolly gonna use that as part of my nyaa thingy...skills development.
Okay, I gotta go back researching.. have to do as much comprehensive research as I can...
and peisuan, we gotta go buy our little (okay, it's not little) hardcover log book thingy shitty thing.. lol
see you guys in a bit!
toodle-dee-doo-days...
angeline
this is something...
Hey guys and girls, and oldies out there!
This is rather distracting to me.. lol i've got this great yellow bandage on my arm..
while that's rather normal, it's not for me, coz it's been on my arm for over 5 hours...
The whole scary thing to having it on for over 5 hours is that blood is still flowing out from that 2mm hole in my arm. IT'S SUPPOSED TO STOP BLEEDING AT 4 HOURS!!! like all other times, it's supposed to stop bleeding already! >__<
So yeah, I'm kinda worried about that, at the same time, not quite, coz I've got the bandage to put some kickass pressure on my arm, which is kinda hurting me now.. but like, it's only for my own good right?
*nods*good.
anyway, I spent 2.30-5pm chatting with my buddies online.. then headed for gary's bed... lol (oops.. heh heh)
and woke up at 7.30pm for dinner.. ate mom's chicken rice (yeah, she cooked it specially for me even tho they had the same thing last night) and now i'm here. RIGHT after dinner... chatting with damien now..
hmmmmm.... so yeah...
actually that's about it for the moment.. there's nothing much to blog about nowadays... it's good i'm free tomorrow, coz Ms Eunice called peisuan up to ask if I could go down to school for that zebrafish fetilizer maintainance... i hope she still has enough trust on me to do it well.. lol
okay, i'm gonna go chat up a storm with the others...
see y'all around...
manda, just hang in there aight? quit feeling down and quit saying you ain't got strength. the more you do that, the more of a weakling you become, you understand that? i'm sure you don't wanna be termed a weakling....
anyway, toodles to all of ya...
angeline
heh heh...
hi folks!
You can go over to mizael's blog to check out some pictures we took yesterday at sentosa..
but here's a photo i'm gonna share with you (taken from mizael's site) coz it's really so candid! :D
that's leroy. =P Mizael and I buried him in the sand.. hahaha.. he was sooooo it man... lol
okay, now you know how bored we were.. we gave the poor dude a set of breasts too..
XD
oh geeez!!!
Anyway, enough for the while, my head still hurts and I gotta drink more water..lol
i'm going out for my blood donation in just abit and mom isn't home yet!! >__<
so toodles! ;)
be good, y'all!
angeline
bloggists, we go "ooooh-la-la!!"
=)
I'm baaaaack!!!! only for a while.. coz I think I'm gonna go 'faint' on gary's bed in a bit....
In a bid to get some sleep... although I'd been sleeping most of today away.
Last night, you all couldn't find me online, only coz I was with some of ya, staying over in school. =) so sorry to the majority of my bloggist buddies! hahaha.. and to my pals who talk to me online on a nightly basis.
Well, I sure had fun today.. and last night too!
Let's seeeeeee...
Todaaaaay... when I got to sentosa with my team mates (mizael and leroy), we found that we had to take a looooooong walk to the very
END of the beach.. but we're cool, we're cool.. =P
no one would go there anyway, or so we thought.. lol
Anyway.. we spent the whole day (yes, the whole day) slacking. doing nothing. just playing around, sleeping, talking, soaking in the sea, lying out to dry on the sands, eating, sleeping, drinking, gossiping about this transvesttite we saw just 100m away from us... sleeping, soaking in the sea, laughing, playing, burying leroy in the sand, taking some pictures, a video of mizael feeding leroy (hee hee!), watching dogs swim and run about playfully, making fun of each other, watching this golden retriever snatch a football from these 2 guys, sleeping... getting sunburnt.
yeah, that's what I did today...
the sea is soooooo relaxing. I'm telling you, I regretted not bringing a hammock out with me, or i swear I'll hang it up somewhere and spend my entire trip at sentosa sleeping in that hammock with someone's strawhat.. lol
It's like you got that perfect shaded area, plus the breeze,and to go along with it, natural's own music by the beach.. niceeeee.... :)
anyway, i'm too tired to do anything else now.
got blood donation tmr..
byeeee
laaaaaaame...
i'm like in the student's union room... so bored..
so bloody bored.. so like yah... :S
i'm gonna be stuck here till like 5pm? yeah...
lol
Coz i didn't feel like going home.. heh.. terra would prolly tear me up into shreds and my parents would be out of the house anyway..
Today's exam? okay, not really that much of a flop coz I did study something last night.. lol
dunno what to blog.. heh.. me finks SU girl is like biaaaatchy.. shhhh.. i'm doing like open backstabbing here... lol she wears oraaange. >__< pfffft.. stupid... swine... me finks she oughta go eat some dung and quit sucking it up to the SAOs...
heh.. anyway, backstabbing
*guilty grin* aside... we were like playing around with this water gun thingy in the computer room here.. whahah.. i kinda splashed water everywhere in the room.. BWHHAHAHAHA... heh heh.
I am soooo gonna sneak that little bugger into sentosa saturday morning.. heh heh heh.
*sneaky grin*Anyway, like yeah, a bunch of us (okay more like all guys and me, one girl) went down to the b-ball court.. heh. no comments.. *sweatdrop grimace-smile* i think i'll only blog about that tonight, that's if I do remember, and if I've got enough energy to type a piece of shit out of this hellhole.. lol
Okay, I'm off to do a nice poster and like.. um.. logo for kaiway...
his current one for jam&hop sucks big time... heh heh...
Toodles! ;)
angeline
As arh-maaaan-darh says....
WATCH THIS SPACE. (that's so heartland malls, dear. or rather, capitoland.)
only coz this post is all about arh-maaaan-darh (more well known to all of us to be Amanda, or some Sherlyn, or to others, Amanda Sherlyn, or to a few more Ah-mei, or to even a few more as.. my friend/sis/arh-maaaan-darh. OH WHATEVER. just, that female thing lah. human, if we may.. lol) so i'm using her little catch phrase that she uses on her blog.
(i have too many catch phrases. namely: Toodles, cheers, y'all behave now, Taa~!, heh... okok.. enough)
so like yarh... remember to look back in here in a few days, or weeks, depending on how long it'll take me to put it up and how long more to go till she finishes it..
BECAAAAAUUUUSSSEEEEE....
arh-maaaan-darh ah.. she's doing me a new blog template!!! SWEEEET. hur hur.. =P
so like, I asked specifically for like, this GOTHIC THEME.....
but she decided to do something so un-gothic. (hurmph!) but that's like so okay, only because i'm such a forgiving, and nice person (as if, right? c'mon, start puking) and I'm okay with anything at the moment just to get rid of this like.. nearly one year old blog template.. so i'm not complaining about it. (as if!)
Okay, i really aren't complaining about it! =D
so, right now, my heartfelt condo- -oops! wrong word- um, I meant... thanks. yes, thanks. To amanda!
WHAHAHAHA.....
okay, like whatever..... lol
thanks ah.. 'manda.
(when're you finishing it?
*hops about excitedly, figuratively*)
okay so like, I don't hop. but heh. READ: figuratively.
ANYWAY. i haven't done any studying. crap. okay I did. I know the first 5 chapters of the book. bleah. crap, shit, die. >__<
gtg.
bye.
taa~!
toodles,
cheers,
y'all be good now.
angeline
so goes my day...
Eh.. okay, don't know what to blog, only because there isn't anything for me to blog about. How about something mundane?
well, okay, so I'll give you something mundane and stupid to read about.
I read a trashy -romance- novel last night.
339-pages, in 3 hours.
If only I can complete those less than 300 slides of cell biology in 3 hours too..
okay, so like, new challenge for me? hahas..
oh well..
anyway, so like yeah.
off to study.
toodles.
angeline
hang in there....
I'm now filled half in anticipation about how marc's letter will go.. I really hope things will go fine from now on.. I've tried my best at helping him, I really really hope it all goes well... things will be really tough on him if it doesn't. hang in there, marc. I'll be there.
Today's paper was a flop. I woke up late, I was late (not as late as yumei though, she came at 9.30!) I had a bloody mind block again. =(
this whole mind block thing is really turning me off. It's not funny anymore. I never was once like that. Never once in my life after primary school had I have a single mind block. I should start drinking yomeishu and brand's chicken essence more now.
I know for sure now I'll have to take the supp paper. =( this sucks.
I reckon I'll pull off only a D if dr lim lets me pass without a supp (or worse, a fail)...
The very last: Cell bio.
*groans* This is like, I don't know. The past year has been very trying for me. I've never been faced with SO many problems, SO many failures ever before in my life. I always thought deaths in the family weren't ever my problem. It's even better the others die. but when it's when the person wants to die but doesn't die. That irks me a whole fat lot. It frustrates me. Not that gary's at it again, but it still irks me thinking about it now.
Anyway, i'm going to go sleep a little more again, then start cramming for cell biology... and hope for the best for marc...
cheers,
angeline
Troubled nights
Marc lives a life full of worries. Yet, he's able to find solace somehow....
I do admire his courage to face life with such gusto and cheeriness.. something I can't really do, but can give a damn about.. lol
I promised I won't tell a single soul about his problems.. I wanna try to find ways to express it though.. his strength, hope, mixed with all his woes..
perhaps some day, when he finally gets his arse down to singapore, I might try to make him model for me. lol
hopefully try and take a shot of him, and tell him to portray all his emotions..
I'm telling you, his life is so ruddy complex.. and with all the troubles he's going through, it's really a very big surprise he manages to score top in school and all...
I'm really proud of him! It's good that we managed to find each other and keep in contact again..
I promise I'll look over him when he needs help.. he's like the only cousin I can actually talk to..
=/ This is all just so troubling.. oh.. anyway.. yeah, time to go back to study like a bit more.. memorise a heck lot more...
and then sleep.
Then I get to chat with char a lil' bit after tmr's exam.. and study cell biology. damn subject. oh wait, it's eunice's subject..
*sigh* more CMS stuff..
well, okay, gotta go!
sly eyes tell no lies..
hellooooooo my dearest bloggists!
Be it you just READ blogs but don't blog, or you just happen to be blog-hoppin' around like a horny rabbit, or you're one of my friends, or 'friends'... or fiends, OR maybe like.. oh hello mom and dad!
well, you're all still considered bloggists to me anyway.
I'd been thinking about thinking.
Well, you know how it is right? when you think, that is. It's like a ghost of something that comes to you. the more you want to dwell in it, the more it runs away from you, diverting that thought process into something else. But of course, that's only when one isn't concentrating hard on his/her thought process.
But there's something about my thoughts, I'd think that they're different from everyone else's.. It's as if when I think of something, it gets evaluated halfway, then, it dissipates into nothingness, and I think of it no more.
Perhaps, that is why I turn to blogging my thoughts out instead of actually writing them out. It is my form of thought process..
Anyway, I met Clara on the way to the train station after school just now!!! =D oh BOY was I happy to see her!!!!!! more of my little sisters are coming over to NYP. this just rocks my socks off man!!! =D
So yeah, Peisuan and I went over to Bishan.. and we spent like 2 hours just window shopping.. I bought terra a new collar. It looked RED. I SWEAR it was red. mom said it was pink. great. i'm colour blind. then I bought a pin badge from the Christian pushcart shop.. it's way cute! i'll take a pic of it later when I get my camera back and you can all take a view at it later on.. ;)
Then, I'd decided to take a bus home from AMK just now. Whilst waiting, I decided to do something of which I've not done for a very long time. Stare. yep, that's right. Stare, watch and observe.
I watched as this old beggar came up to me, begging for some money. I just stared back at him. Was my expression cold and vile like everyone else's? I don't know. I just stared. Totally emotionless for him. Maybe he lost his entire family? or perhaps his kids abandoned him.. maybe he's just one of those drunkeds again. I don't know, won't know, never want to know.
He left after a while.
Then I watched, this SUV pulled up by the kerb, and a lady in a brown dress came out. She left her door open by the passenger side while her boyfriend (who was going to work, I guess. he was wearing army number 3 pants and shoes) got out from the driver's seat and went round the car to get his bag from the opened door.
They did something sweet, maybe they're just used to it. What they did, left many of us at the bus stop smiling at their little romance show. Obviously, they kissed goodbye.
But it was those everyday little kisses that makes a married couple happy. just those once in the morning, afternoon and night kinda kiss. Ah well, I knew I caught myself smiling at their sweetness to each other.
Then I was on the bus. I observed how the lady seating just directly infront of me kept her eyes glued on me for that whole 30 minute ride. A little nerve-wrecking since I was trying to get some shut-eye. I was really exhausted.
well, I can't think of anything now.. save for the fact that I'm going to get back my camera from rica.. and I really regret not having it with me now.. the sky's so grey and dark but all the buildings are white.
The contrast to it is rather interesting, not as breath-taking as what other photographers manage to get while at the beach, or in Chicago..
But yeah, well, soon.. soon I'll get my beloved precious baby back. =)
Okay, I'm supposed to be meeting debra and serica right about now..
so like yeah, off I go then.
angeline.
P.S to peisuan: ever since when was I hostile to you and ally? I just don't feel like mingling around the class that's all. means I don't wanna talk, I don't even wanna be near anyone.. so yeah.
For the record, I'm still not tempted to go for class chalet. heh.
Plead the fleeting moment to remain
'Oh, plead for that fleeting moment to remain!'
That's how I felt as I watch the spectacular sun set just a few minutes ago..
It had been this perfect round ball of firey red. In hues of orange and red, that is, contrasted together. It isn't everyday that I get to see such a starking bright ball of fire with a backdrop of light pastel colours of blues, yellows and mild reds and orange. breath-taking i'm telling ya..! :)
tomorrow will be a VERY hot day.
Okay, so like I just experienced 5 tremors, 4 at a go.. it's just tremor, stop for 3 seconds, tremor, stops for another 2-3 seconds.. again and again 4 times.
So this is how it feels when a mountain, or if you'd like, an explosive mountain that contains red-hot magma.. moving its ass. When they told me it's impossible to move any mountain, that is bull crap. that bloody mountain giving me all that sickness, is most surely moving its fat ass.
Anyway, I didn't even study today. heh.. so much for 'studying' again hurh?
actually studying now lah. so yeah...
Plead the fleeting moment to remain.. sure is heck of warm one tonight, I'm sure.
Gonna ride out the rest of the books, this really sucks.
How I wish I was born with a really clever mind.
And then I'll just rely on my intelligence to excel in school. I think if I start psychoing myself to think I'm some genius brainiac, that might actually happen.
Time for cunning schemes and plots. lol
good day, good evening and good night.
angeline
Bigotry, egotism and contradiction
You'll find those three very words etched into my entry for today. I yearn to type out a more than dimunitive impanelment that is very much.. embroiling to understand.
Imaginably, I'd perceive some of you to be scratching your heads in confusion at this perplexed demeanor of mine. But fear not, I'm confident that all of you will know what I'm trying to talk about in any case.
No, I am not using a dictionary to help me out with this post, I'm just relying on this humdrum brain of mine to churn out whatever I type, as it is every single day.
Per contra, I am giving
Fanfiction's Dictionary in lieu of a physical thesarus. =)
That dictionary has assisted me in the many stories I used to write. And yes, it goes along the lines of pompousness and trifling rigamorales, to the extent it just gets a tad bit of a balderdash in all this rodomontade.
Last night, I slept at about 3.30 in the morn, chatting to Ian during the last hour and a half.
I believe, I've seen much in life to talk about it. And about it, I shall talk. But not here. Save me the trouble of begetting trouble again. Let's just say, it'll be somewhat of a gargantuan hassle out of this smidgeon excuse of a contentious situation..
They are just an entourage of relatives whom I hold no emotions for. I'd rather acknowledge them to be of a cynical, begrudging annoyance to my family than to be actually consanguineous to them. Yes, that's how much repugnance I hold for those equally vile people.
(NOW you know where I get my evil brain from.)
I am magnanimous in ways, well more of just the altruistic and benevolence of it all. I don't hold grudges in for too long. (just for the simple reasoning that it does my complexion no good by having to worry so much about it)
I'm certain, that should the begrudging annoyance apologise sincerely to my aunt and my mother, I shall forgive them for their misgivings and malice towards the said two people from just.
In any case, I have yet to complete my ensuement of engraming microbiology -particularly virology- into this tiny fragment of thought called a brain. And the brain is swimming in my skull. heh.
So much for that.
Well, I once read in an article from the papers about such big, flowery language being used in an author's write. It shows that the author is arrogant, that the author is in bigotry. While such arrogance is noticeable prima facie (oh, the irony!), the underlying fact is that the author is out to impress the reader, and to show his/her idiosyncracy towards the literature refinement of sorts (pfft!).
oh! The irony! The irony of it all!!!!
*snorts*Me? I just find it ludicrous to type out such varigated words in such uncircumscribed manners, of which some I've never known of, but it has, indubitably, broaden my measely excuse of a collection of vocabulary.
*chuckles*=)
hope all of you had a bracin' good time reading this post.. lol
it really seems so.. unlikely of me to post something up like that at this point of time, but I'm going barking mad with all the information flowing through my head like an explosion worse than an erupting volcano!!
Do pardon me!
angeline
In case MSN dies....
Do NOT fear!!! for there will ALWAYS be... Skype here!!!!! =D
This really coooooooool thingy, it's more of a telephony thingy.. it works like MSN.. it's sooooo nice.. but no one besides Lee, amanda and junius has it!! >__<
if anyone of you have skype, add me on at username "anjelline".
anyway.. i'm getting tired.
the coffee's just about to wear out soon... x.x
and i'm just about dead now...
lol
I had 3 mugs of coffee today.
lovely, innnnit? lol XD
anyway, i'm still stuck at virus-host interactions, coz it's such a long chapter.. I still have 18 pages on it left before I can start on Viruses and Cancers... dammit.. I'm set out to complete till there for today, then I'm going to bed.. this is so tiring and endless for me....
so like yea, I spent most of today in self-entertainment! lol
hehehehehehe.. prancing about the room and like laughing at nothing.. urrrgh... i got mad, aights? people go indubitably
non compos *, -in a bit of a more lunatic sense, that is- when they get high on something... hahahaa...
I am one such person when I get high on my coffee!!! =P
hahahha... in any case, my day had been a little better than the rest. I'm a lil' more than satisfied with how the day had passed me by. When I get back to school on monday, however.. It's a totally different case.
Oh well..
*shrugs*Someone, anyone on my MSN list.. just remind me on sunday night to put Oddworld into my bag before going to bed.. i promised jasrie I'd bring it for him, yeah...
well, time to wrap up those 18 pages.. and off to lala dreamland for me!!!
feeling rather pooped out already! >__<
Toodles, my fair people! ;)
angeline
* From The Collaborative International Dictionary of English v.0.48 :
Non compos \Non com"pos\ Non compos mentis \Non com"pos men"tis [L.]
Not of sound mind; not having the regular use of reason;
hence, also, as a noun, an idiot; a lunatic; one devoid of
reason, either by nature or from accident.
[1913 Webster]
CAFFFfeeeeeIINE high!
I'm on a CAFFEINE HIGH.
and I've never felt this HIGH in AGES.
*sniggers*I'm hopelessly gigglish when I'm on a caffeine high.
No prizes to guess if I'm laughing away at absolutely NOTHING now. heh heh heh....
ah shucks..
although this feeling is great...
2 cups of coffee isn't enough to make me feel as high as I wanna be...
and dang, I won't be able to sleep tonight.
Oh, might as well, hurh?
then I'll be on dah alert to complete my books.
check this out.. 3 hours and I've completed like over 1/2 the first book. (and it's supposedly the tougher book)
I'd only give a wild guess that it's the tougher one coz that needs lots of READING to understand the few topics and methods of immunology and serology just to get done with!
How I wish my brain works this easily previously at the start of the semester..
it's okay, I guess I'm just about geared up for next semester already.
Peeps, remind me constantly (I need just about everyone's help on this) ::
- To study Inorganic Chemistry
- to study Organic Chemistry
coz yeah, I know i'll be re-doing those topics.
Anyhoots, back to Haemagglutination Inhibition, Spongiform Encephalitis and Orthomyxoviridae.... bwhahahahahahahha...
hahahahahahahhaha
oh freak.
i'm going insane. XD
wish me best of good luck everyone!
mwah!!!
angeline
xoxo
3 monkeys and a lizard.. stuck fast to the wall...
My cat; she protests it that anyone should carry her now. She does this cute little protest squeak of a meow, it just makes me smile at her every time she does it..
Anyway, g'day my good folk!
not even 10 hours of sleep and I'm here and awake.
Since I spent whole of friday lazin' my arse away, saturday will be spent
guilt-driven -as planned- and I'll be studying my day away right after this. (and after I get something to fill up my stomach, which I doubt I'll find anything nice and warm to eat)
Last night had been one of the best nights
-in terms of WEATHER, you nitwit- I've ever had. It felt like being in Switzerland, so cold! =)
I like it when it's cold and you start freezing and your teeth just go chattering away while you yearn for a good hot cup of hot chocolate or coffee or milk tea, however you wish it to be.. lol.
Damien had 3 monkeys over at his place late last night, then another came along.. okay, so if we count kaiway as the lizard stuck fast to the wall, then it's
3 monkeys and a lizard over at damien's place. lol
Have I told you all how much I want to box kaiway's face? (no mizael, i don't have cartons, but i could make some.. =P) that
idiot (KW) was talking all rubbish again last night while intercepting, THEN hi-jacking Damien's computer and chatting to me on MSN for about a minute. I swear, that guy is always up to alot of rubbish!!! =/
So, yeah, Damien was complaining to me how rowdy and noisy they were at like... um.. 2.30am in the morning... geeeez!! The trouble boys wreck up...
Anyway, yeah...
I need fooood...then.. microbiology, here I come....
(I looked through my book, it's all about virology. Now I gotta force myself to love it. =D)
luv ya and gotta leave y'all now..
Toodles, mah good peeps! ;)
angeline
xoxo
oh, FINALLY!!
Finally this thing decides to work for me!
I kinda screwed up my biochemistry paper yesterday morning.. oh well..
I only had like 3 hours.. no, 5 hours of sleep...
Anyway... like yeah, the day had perpeptually been spent lazing away, with the occassional flipping of pages of my Microbiology texts, unfrequent beeping of my mobile, and sleeping.
And at night?
I'd spent it talking to this dude from cyprus, whose days are spent in luxury of having the most beautiful sights you can ever find.
Then, I started deleting over a hundred of my deviations on my deviantART..
and then... um, I was talking to.. wait. I can't remember. debra, then, mizael.. then.. oh yah, damien.. and yah...
um anyway, it's late..
mom just got up to scold me and she's telling me to go to bed now, but I don't feel like sleeping now... =(
okay, maybe I do have to go get some sleep.
well, studying the whole of tomorrow and sunday. Wish me the best of good lucks, and pray hard for me peeps...
Love y'all, but I gotta leave you now.
Toodles! ;)
angeline
xoxoxo
p.s. : sorz.. too much influence from lee.. he uses those sorta stuff like 'i love you and gotta leave you now. xoxo'.. lol okok..
3 2 1 im gone!
oh man.. oh man...
You know, I had TONNESSSSSSS... and i really meant TONNNNES of flowery literature-worth english vocabulary dying to get typed out on this little blog of mine.
UNFROTUNATELY... for all of us....
(maybe thank goodness to some of ya)
I've forgotten what I've wanted to blog at first.
But like a few events for the night still stays fresh...
Tonight, dad bought home DURIAN!!! =D
I haven't finished studying!!!
shiiaaaaaat!!! =(
back to all that metabolism shit.
damn.
VLDL - very low density lipoproteins..
argh. shit.
night y'all.
and be good.
toodles!
angeline
Life is....
Apparently, I feel that...
Life is a big, fat, evil joke. (at the moment that is, my perception towards it may vary from day to day, hour to hour.)
However, at the very moment, it's a very big, fat, evil joke.
Like how your mind works to make you only listen to what YOU want to hear, not what you HAVE to hear. Okay, perhaps you've hear what you have to hear, and you just don't WANT it to be that way, yadda yadda yadda...
Anyway, yeah, for 4 nights, my nights were filled with dreams and echo-y voices of akyl halides, sp3 hybridization, and lotsa lotsa and LOTSA reaction mechanisms. And I had a bloody mind block the moment I got to school. So much for studying.
And last night, still along with "Alkyl halides, hybridization, reaction mechanism.... oh no.. gonna fail..." it was added along with "Oh shut the eff up. photosynthesis, krebs cycle, succinal-coA [stupid junie got that in me], glycolysis, fructose-1,6-bisphosphate.. ugh.. this is KILLING me!! stoppppp!!!"
really, STOOOOOOP!!! urgh!!! Annoying! I mean, this really takes the cut.
Voices, in my head?
okay, this is a very very storbid joke.
I'm starting to fear for myself if this goes on..
Anyway, like yeah...
time to go crazy...
and hopefully, I don't become a schiz... =(
Toodles.
angeline
special thanks....
only coz I forgot....
to amanda and junius....
THANK YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!
amanda spent an hour and a half teaching me last night...
and junie.. just a wee bit on it, but his notes are hell useful!
=)
thanks guys!!
much luv,
angeline
ugh...
This freaking hell sucks.
Got a bloody mind block the moment I went into the exam room. It's just that fear that grips at me at EVERY exam period.
This sucks.
I better start cramming in for biochem. That exam will be such a toughie, I dunno if I'm gonna be able to pass that one or not.
Ain't got no motivation to blog now...
suuuuuuuckaaaay....
anyway, like yeah, spent the whole mid-morning till early noon with the guys (as in mizael, kaiway, damien and leroy) in the South Canteen (for once, yes.. for once, kaiway was early) and in FJ having lunch, then we went to SU to go do up Damien's poster... haha.. I screwed it up though.. (actually it was looking kinda okay..) but mizael managed to get it done before I did, so we used his instead..
So yeah, after slacking around for a while more, we decided to leave the place..
and yeah, I got home, and slept a hell lot after chatting with amanda for a while...
bra, get yourself a mic, why don't ya? hahahs...
Anyway, yeah...
time to go synthesising with the photos, and watch krebs, calvin and benson cycling.. (okay, seriously, too much influence from mizael there)
I'll stay.. if you go away...
Concrete, tall as the sky..
Movement passing me by...
Reminisce.. cold crush...
All the tension made for the core...
I wish, I wish...
I wish... it was all that easy....
I wish, I wish...
I wish.... it was all that easy....
I really wish it so.....
angeline
I need allllll your help...
help. I'm bored. Okay, I really should be studying..
but yeah, i've got a crammed up right shoulder, so nothing much I can do now but wince in pain every time i try to stretch.. need more oxygen.. too much lactic acid built up in there... hahaha.. okay, I still know BITS and pieces of my biochem though I haven't touched it...
Peeps, worldwide friends and readers, I need your help, desperately.
Help me pray! hahaha.. pray that I will be able to know what I read for the next few 20 days or so and carry out answering the questions posted at me with no doubts and with full confidence, with accuracy and poise. (yes, poise) please please please.. i've been working my ass off, please help me out a little by praying that i will do well for my papers..
that aside...
i'd been chatting to amanda and Lee online.. hahaha.. they'd both been soooo delighted that I found a mic.. and the old mic still works, somehow.. :)
More chatting with lee tomorrow afternoon. he last told me "2 seconds and I'll be back!" but his computer died on him I guess.. coz he never came back!
anyway.. this is how my day went (stole this method from char char):
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah!!! blah blah blah...
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.
blah.
blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.
so yeah, hope you understood the blah-ness of my blah-ing..
thanks char, for the blahlelogy of blah-ing!!! :D
okay, I think I better start blahing back to my books and study all the blah-blah-blah's in it... or i'm gonna so blahing fail again.. =(
Fabio, my mom still thinks we're together even though I told her we're not. heh. the irony. oh, the irony.
anyway, study, then sleep!
toodles! ;)
angeline
I wanna get outta here.....
I seriously wanna get outta this place, but I can't. Sometimes, I feel like running away from my life (ooo.. the melodrama in me is seeping out! beware.) but then again, I know I gotta be strong and face all this shit alone.
I have no idea what people think of me, and I don't wanna know what they think about me really. Like what marc keeps tellin' me "anj cuz... just coz some people hate you, doesn't mean some don't love you.. relax, there WILL be people who do weird things just to get you out of their picture. Just show 'em!" (: thanks baby cuz.. lol you're still mah baby cuz'n no matter how old you may be!
Anyway, yeah, sob story aside, there's still another sob story to tell.. I failed the organic chemistry test AGAIN. I just don't get it.. I made sure to study, I knew half those answers there.. what did I do wrong? did I shade the wrong answers? Must be it.. maybe I failed just by a mark or so again.. Seeing a great big fat F isn't what I like, and I can't live with that.. Tomorrow's the big 'un, so I gotta work my ass off today to cram in as much as I can. Thanks mizael buddy, for telling me not to give up.. real big booster for me on that one! ;)
I do really apologise if my entry today seems a tad bit.. sorbid (a mix between morbid and sorry. heh, i know, no such word. but in Angeline's blog, some words just pop up like that..)
Amanda was crying badly last night; dont' worry dear, da je is always here! okay, although I don't know how to advice you much, I know you just needed to vent it out a little right? Well, remember what I told ya, okay? And you'll be fine soon. I promise I'll be there, but you gotta remind me on your big birthday itself.. You're gonna be EIGHTEEEEEEN!!!!
*fake sobs* oh! my little ah mei is turning 18!! sob sob!! she's getting out of teeny hood!! oh!
Proudest moment this year! :D
Don't look back 'manda, there're better things to look forward to, than to stay in the past and wallow in it, even if it just sneaks up on you like that..
Trust me, I know how it feels too, to have the past sneaking up on you like that. It REALLY sucks, but you can't do much than save to look forward with more ferocity and determination! =)
Marc gave me a few new songs to spur me on last night..
thanks dude, you know I know you love me too! and I love you too, cuzn! mwah! ;P
Jack Johnson ~*~ Sitting, Waiting, WishingI was sitting, waiting, wishing
You believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs.
Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the lord no I'm just a fool
And in love with somebody don't make them love you.
(Chorus)
Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool.
I sang your songs, I danced your dance
I gave your friends, all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
Oh, maybe you've been through this before
But it's my first time, so please ignore
The next few lines, cause they're directed at you.
(Chorus)
I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool.
(Bridge)
I keep playing your part
But it's not my scene
Want this plot to twist
I've had enough mystery
Keep building it up
Then shooting me down
But I'm already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting, waiting
Well if I was in your position
I'd put down all my ammunition
I'd wonder why it had taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
and if I was I wouldn't be so cruel
cause waitin' on love ain't so easy to do
(Repeat Chorus)
Must I always be waiting, waiting on you
Must I always be playing, playing your fool
No I can't always be waiting, waiting on you
I can't always be playing, playing your fool, fool
No indeeeeeed. lol..
anyway, time to study!!!!
Taa~!
angeline
heh.. :)
well well well!!!
it's been helluva the LONGEST time since I've talked to Lee!! that punk...
always denyin it that he ain't punk nor goth....
4 tattoos and hell load of body piercings and like a whole lot of broken bones...
he'd been my VERY first netpal... =)
i just love that guy.. he's so funny and nice! hahas...
well, i'd been talking again just now.. first time in like 2 weeks i think.. he just had on his webcam and microphone.. he doesn't sound as nasal as he used to.. lol okay.. shhhhh.. you don't sound nasal, buddy.. lol
anyway, i'd been studying for the longest time today...
record since sec 5!! hahahs..
i'll just study abit more then i'm gonna close those books and study again tmr morning..
Imma gonna get that bloody web cam and mic soon.. then I can chat with lee again soon!! lol..
it's costly using the phone.. =S
anyway, time ta go.....
buh byeeeee!!!
Taa~!
angeline
thought processes
I tend to sidetrack ALOT when studying..
but then again, so do many people.. heh heh..
anyway, this is what popped out from nowhere while thinkging about electrophiles (don't ask why)...
Do you guys believe in love AFTER love?
and what's it like when they mean true love?
what IS love? the 'true' part of it?
These questions, no one can really put a proper answer to it...
People nowadays, think that 'true' love is but the mere everlasting love...
In some ways, they are right I guess...
The ability to accept the other for whatever they do..
But to what extent will people tolerate the other for the things they do?
People get abused because they thought that when their spouses beat them into a bloody pulp or verbally abuse them or when they even go to the extreme of raping their own spouses.. they find that acceptable, because they think that
that is how the other is. That his/her spouse had always been that way.
heh. if MY spouse became like that, the first thing I'd do is to send him to an anger management course. And if that doesn't help, and he gets worse than before then... (trust me, i'm a very forgiving person by nature, i really am) I'll have no choice, but to kick his ass outta my home, outta that door and into the streets till he knows how to behave himself like how he was previously. Or he can stay OUT forever.
*grimaces* I know, I sound really gruesome, I do pity my future husband.. boyfriends at that... hahahahahaha...... but that's just me.. hahahahah...
(well, that's what you get when you have a spunky modern mom, a cool and realistic dad, and two moronic brothers for a family)
hmmmm... I can't begin to imgaine how I'd be if I was born to be the only kid. I'd be so much of a spoilt brat, I wouldn't have any friends now.. hahaha.. thanks for the moronic brothers, I tend to shut up and keep to myself. lol
ANYWAY, I'm 3/4 done with the first set of notes (which is the biggest bulk) of organic chem... so yeah.. gonna see what I can do with the time I'm left. I'm trying to complete both set of notes by tonight, then I can do biochemistry tomorrow...
okay, back to my studying...
Toodles! ;)
angeline
After lunch rendevous....
This after lunch rendevous.. is with my laptop and my books and notes, thanks.
No humans were involved in this process besides me, of course.
lol
okay, it's very much obvious how BORED I am again... to be able to come up with crap like that..
Terra has been jumping up and down my tables and work. I have to discipline her soon or she'll start jumping off and OUT of my windows, which is NOT what I want. I don't want a splattered cat to come back haunting me...
Oh great, now she's playing hide and seek with me.. -_-|| this cat arh... hopeless...
Anyway...
URBAN INFESSSST!!!! bwhahahahah..
okay, SINCE it's my blog, and I'm part of programmes now, and used to be in fundraising, I shall do some publicity for my event...
Please spread the word around to your buddies too about it.
Feel free to sign up for it too!
Urban Infest! 2005 do go check it out.. and also to get more details about the event and stuff...
And for the record, we're with Heartware network, not PAYM... how the reporters got it all mixed up.. pfft. wadeva.
anyway, rendevous with the laptop is over....
blog laters... heh heh.. =P
Taa~!
angeline
oh boy....
Gary and I were watching the ever gawd-sinful MTV asia channel on cable today...
and we realised how gothic it was on every sunday mornings....
the only comment I could make was "ugh.. so goth. they try too hard! seriously!!"
then gary went "why do you keep saying that? it's annoying you know? having heard that comment for the 4th time already.."
I replied, not before he laughed out loud and got distracted, thus getting killed in his game, "oh well.. see.. it's all so artificial on tv.. we don't even have to try putting make up on to look goth. We are such insonmaniacs that we ARE goth enough. see? eyebags? them? eyebags? same. pffft!" =P =P
anyway, yeah.. that should tell you how bad our eyebags are.. haha.. it's really quite horrible, especially with 2-3 years of insonmia... (on and off for me.. and sleeping pills for gary)
Um.. yeah, okay.. this is just a blogging break for me..
back to studying...
Toodles! ;)
angeline
A meaningful post...
Haha.. i've been looking around at some of my friend's blogs, and decided, I should post a meaningful post.. (but I've done so many of those I don't know what to post anymore..?)
Okay, well, something or some topic will come out as we go along.. I hope.
oh okay, I've just decided, I'll talk about the really sad news for today...
The night had cried for the lost of the world's most travelled pope, Pope John Paul II...
He had passed away last night (or rather, I'd say this morning) April 2, 2005 in dignity after losing the fight to his old age and the many illnesses that he incurred for the past 2 decades or so.
He has done many good deeds, of which I am sure it was just and wide-spreaded. His words were always impactful and encouraging. I don't know much about the pope, and like what a lady said (which I read in the papers this morning), Even if people who didn't believe, would shed a tear for him.
I know I sheded a tear for the pope. As an IJ girl since 9, I learnt the ways of the Roman Catholics, known of the majestic things that Popes can do and will continue doing.. I've always looked up in admiration at them, and how much weight their duties and responsibilities as a religious leader was on them.
Pope John Paul II did his job superbly well, and the Lord has finally given him a place in his heavens. It's his time to rest. And rest, he will be having from now on.
I won't go on about how much he has done in detail, but for the milestone fact that he managed to gather so many people to fight against communism in Eastern Europe, and he's always going around, sparking hope in the people of the world.. I really find that this pope, this very one pope, will live to be the most famed, most well-remembered pope of all times.
Perhaps the generations to come wouldn't think him to be so grand (with bigotry on the rise) but our generation would. And we must live to tell the tale of John Paul II - the greatest pope of all times. =)
May he rest in the eternal peace, amen.
R.I.P John Paul II (1920 - 2005).Okay, solemn things aside.. this morning passed by without so much as a thought. It's still morning.. but it feels like 11.30am to me already.
I'm gonna make sure I study 4 more topics today. Only managed to cover the fundemental pi/sigma bonds topic last night. so slooooow...
hahas..
well, actually, truth be told, I can't think of anything to blog the moment I come online.. it pretty much takes the fun out of my day like that and frustrates me to no end, but yeah, that's what usually happens.. lol
alrighty, I think I shall just go like study abit now....
byeeeeee......
Toodles! ;)
angeline
ah-man-dah ah!
bwhahahas...
time for a little photo showing session..... =P
mah dear ah mei, ah-man-dah!!!
bwhahas..
lovely lovely...
this is me, of course...
a bug, on the wall...
cheeky question!! hee hee...
cheeky question!!! bwhahahs..
something that popped outta my head while studying organic chemistry (still studying now)
Since peisuan and I derived to the conclusion that Organic chemistry came about to be by perverted, sex-deprived mad physists and chemists....
did the term orgasm come from some organic chemistry student while he was having sex?
lol..
something for everyone to think about and laugh off!
hee hee hee... :P
It never is...
Sleep that is...
It never is enough for me!! hahahahaa...
that's a fact that everyone knows about me. I love to sleep! =)
yeah, i'm always hibernating.. haha.. actually, that habit came around when I was like 17..
two years back, when I was still in secondary 5, taking my O'levels.
I used to get killer migraines, so bad that I'd just lie in bed and 'faint'.. haha...
and end up sleeping for 4 hours, much to the displease of fabio haydern (i shall just stick to fabio.. heh.. easier to type la) and my parents.
Displeasure to my parents coz they thought I slept a wee bit too much.. and fabio? haha.. coz I wouldn't reply his sms-es and all.. bwhahhaha.. see, sleep comes first, anything else can just
WAIT.
So yeah, that habit of lying in bed and sleeping instantaneously became so frequent, that when you give me a comfy bed, and a nice temperature (just around 20 degrees centigrade celsius).. I'd just fall asleep within 5 minutes. =P
haha.. sleep never is enough for me..
(okay, it's very much obvious that I
am very bored, hurh?)
Well, I was just hinting that I slept my whole afternoon away again.. =P
sleep is gooooood.. I know there are others who could sleep longer than I am, but for me.. I just sleep and sleep and sleep as and when I want. (even in the trains)
yeah, I promptly fell asleep in the train last night, nearly forgot to get off at my stop! how embarrassing! haha... oh well... I was exhausted. I was busy running all over the place.. from school to town, town to everywhere in town, then town to toa payoh, to MCYS building, and steven drove me from MCYS and dropped me off at selegi road, only to find out i had to walk a loooong way to get to dhoby ghaut.. so, yeah.. haha.. I was tired and slept in the train...
OOOOOH!!!!!
My coffee addiction came back to me just the other day, while I was trying to complete all my lab reports. I took this cuppa, and the next thing I know, I was downing the whole cup in 10 minutes. pippin' hot at that. ;)
And the most amusing thing was, I refused to drink any other coffee than the ones I made personally.. hahaha.. maybe one of these days I should sit at spinelli's and study. Then I can have my hot latte, or hot mochacinno. I have lactose intolerance.. so yeah, warm is good, cold is Nuh-uh! no way, not for me! hahas..
But i don't reckon this caffeine re-addiction is gonna be good. hahaha.. Hopefully I can down my 12 cups of coffee once more! I loooove coffee.. you have no idea how toturing it is for me the past 3 years, only able to smell and imagine the taste, but not being able to actually drink it.
Well, I should get going.
Need to get my speckies.. my precious speckies.......
heh.
then.. STUDDDDIEEEEE!!!!
okay...
Toodles! ;)
angeline
Going.......
going...
gone.poof!
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